the SCREAM city.

changed to livejournal.

2006-08-08T11:32:00.000-07:00

i'm moved.
reason being i dont want to change blogskins anymore every now and then.
to http://scream-city.livejournal.com

no www ok.

durians. finished watching mr fighting.

2006-08-07T21:14:00.000-07:00

i finished watching MR FIGHTING (:
so touching man.
i never teared more in any show.
ok, maybe except LILO&STITCH.
ANYWAY.
i love the plot, the storyline, the summary (even!) and the WHOLE THING LAH.
so yeah.

did i mention how '!!' i was?
kept hearing sounds which went 'tok-tok' and 'ding ding'
either from some wooden thing and some triangle
and after a whole day
i found out that someone's holding a funeral downstairs at one of the multi-purpose spaces
OH BOY.
how much blur-er can i be.

ah.
i read anyan's blog.
i dont know why, i feel she's the ready-to-lash-it-out blogger.
proud of her recent blog, on band.
for no exact reason, really.
so i sound pretty retarded, but oh well. x)

ate DURIANS today.
seriously. i think my mouth stink stink stink now.
REALLY.
but.. heh. :D

oh yes.
so random.
but i realised i spend so much time in front of the computer,
but i hardly really with people or anything.
instead i spend more time handling or testing computer codes and videos,
gees.
maybe i should be some video editor when i grow up.
(:

mr fighting the whole afternoon!

2006-08-06T11:26:00.000-07:00

dont ask.
i had a BIG BIG BIG BIG headache.

horrible.

watched MR FIGHTING vcds this afternoon.
great storyline. great summary. great everything. (:
but didnt watch a lot.
VERY BAD HEADACHE. ):

sophia's flying off tonight.
i want to go send her off. ):

almost late for church. stephanie came tochurch. haha. hester's and yumei's bday!

2006-08-05T22:24:00.000-07:00

woke up at TWELVE THIRY
so nearly late for church
reached in time for service, thank goodness (:

today we'r touching on a new weeks' topic
so yeah, MASTERLIFE, woo-
stephanie came! yanxiong came! dororin came!
heh, actually didnt know, think jiahui invited them or something.
not sure. yeah.
got to know VIVIEN in my cellgroup better.
she's such a CHEEKY girl.
like to play and play like weiting.
LOL.

celebrating HESTER'S and YUMEI'S bday.
think was v obvious, cause the lighter wouldnt light up
(mrs fong would say, HORRIBLE lighter. haha. inside joke.)
and we had to go to the open night area to celebrate.
:DDDDD
her cake was a OREO CAKE.
:D

tired.
BYE

singapore arts school, oh crap. no music class, AHH MALU. new late system, walking in groups.

2006-08-04T21:11:00.000-07:00

i'm jealous.
my sister's class, which has only been like together for 8 months is making a CLASS TEE!
):
SO WHAT.
darren, jiayou for the 4/7 class tee! :DDD
it will be loads & loads NICER and BETTER than anyone else's one! :D

what a day.
i was LATE today because i couldnt find my uniform. ):
so disorganized today, horrible.
anyway, at least i missed POA.
HAHA. ok i know i'm horrible, so sorry x)
oh yeah.
the NEW (YES AGAIN) system for latecomers is still the field thing, but this time, they make us walk in pairs in groups like the 10-rounds grp, lower sec boys grp, blah blah.
duh. i was in the 10-rounds one.
so while walking, i made a new friend named Isha from 3/3.
she wouldnt stop cursing away at the discipline committee.
LOL.

was so drained out before PE.
PE was the usual.
i wished we had fresh games.
blahs. what to do. haha.

prayer meeting during recess!
me, dororin, jiahui and siying!
haha. siying pray so cute x)
HAHA. evil.

just thought of something.
to people out there who feels like praying in class all of a sudden but dont want to look stupid closing your eyes and mumbling yourselves,
DONT WORRY.
open your eyes, look around, pray in your heart.
seriously.
dont you know?
Jesus prayed with his eyes open too.
and his head lifted towards the heavens.

went to ACS w mengyi after school.
and when we reached there, the SAC was like, empty.
so we thought something was wrong.
true enough, THERE ISNT SUPPOSED TO BE ANY LESSONS TODAY. ):
so mengyi and i just left the sch tiredly.

and where did we go.
TO LOT ONE TO CATCH THE MOVIE, 'CLICK'.
yeah.
its kind of, uh, pervertic.
BUT.
on the other hand, its really really meaningful.
teared a bit throughout.
somehow i get slightly sick of the stupid remote control.
haha.

mengyi said that our 2nd half was better than our 1st half in Opus.
i was so sure the 2nd half was worst.
but come to think about it,
on the positive outcome, it was.
it was better. (:
everything was good, wasnt it?

my sister claims that learning the flute is horrible!
no! i shall change her horrendous mind!
i think she's lying.
cause she practicese without me reminding!
HAHAHAHAHA.

oh i had another headache today.
):
this is like daily routine already.
hoho.

oh yeah.
the band teachers are barring us (the sec4s) from band till 26th cause we keep going back.
they seriously want us to hit the books man.
i mean it, they'r like, HOPPING MAD.
x)

OH YES. YES YES.
ONE THING.
i'm so jealous.
the singapore arts school is accepting students from 2008.
i'll be like, 18 already, which means, overqualified?
shucks. ):

check it out.
www.singaporeartsschool.sg

i dont want to take my os.

2006-08-03T22:34:00.000-07:00

oh well.
i decided to post up another post.
am quite bored.

oh.
i'm going to tell you all a BIG secret.

i dont want to take my o levels.

SERIOUSLY, this has been DEEP in my heart since last year!
no reasons.
i find it personally a waste of time.
dont ask why.
i'm keeping my mouth shut.
see. i spilled my secret already.
so dont come to me and go "you know why you should take your o levels..." and blah blah or else i wont spill another secret again next time. HAHA.
oh. i told mr chen and my father and a lot of ppl that.
they seem ok with it. (:

BUT SO WHAT.

what to do.
still must take right.
aww. ):

ah.
NITE NITE.

mr fighting. and teaching cheryl flute!

2006-08-03T20:25:00.000-07:00

didnt go to school today.
NEVER PON SCHOOL THIS TIME OKAY.
i had a headache.
a BADDDD headache.
and until now its still hurting. ):
God, you are my Jehovah Rapha (:

oh yes.
those who watched the video presentation and would like the photos from opus III rehearsals, please go to:
http://www.imagestation.com/album/pictures.html?id=2103503482

i'm making my sister pick up the flute.
since she's so helpless on the piano and i most certainly will not teach her the violin, its only the flute left, since i dont owe a clarinet.
so now she sort of have her own flute.
my other one. yeah. the pearl one. lucky her.
and you all might be thinking.
WHY ARE YOU FORCING HER TO LEARN?
the answer:
SHE MUST PICK UP A SKILL!
i mean, wah lao, she's not the sewing or cross-stitch and she's already thinking of quitting badminton.
so next time when she grow up and work, people are going to ask her what does she know.
she cant say NOTHING.
when she knows how to play an instrument,
then she'll know SOMETHING.
uh. make sense?

and i'm not forcing her la.
see. she's enjoying herself.

haha!
she's fast learner. so can lah.

anyway.
was so bored today afternoon.
so started watching the vcds my sister's friend loan us.
entitled MR FIGHTING.
woo, i love it man! :D
so touching, so funny, so HAHA!
a bit like green forest my home too.
so yeah. (:

suyin rejected by acjc. mr choo didnt come, how to watch fantastic four! POP sound for oxygen?!

2006-08-02T22:42:00.000-07:00

suyin's talking to me on msn now.
she was rejected for DSA to ACJC cause the requirements was a DipABRSM.
thats almost like, nuts, but yeah, its ACJC what, haha.
yeah.
and now she wants to go SAJC.
ahhh.
see! told you everyone is crazy abt SA.
but me, LOL.
i'm just like, ??HUHWHATSSOGREATABOUTSA??
sorry sorry, its not an insult, confirm NOT.
i mean, i LOVE their uniform.
just that... YAH.
you know.
anyway.
MR CHOO DIDNT COME TO SCHOOL TODAY. ):
so i didnt get to complete my FANTASTIC FOUR. )):
sob.
slipped to 4-6 and just stayed in their class throughout. haha.

chemistry practical.
i so nearly missed it.
was sharing a bench with boonchong.
and he INSISTED that he heard a POP sound from the lighted splint.
and i'm like going.
BUT ITS OXYGEN! HELLO?!!!
haha. x)
i could have almost sworn he made the sound himself.

i fell asleep in school for the second half.
i tried staying away, i dont want to take things for granted.
fortunately, i didnt sleep THROUGHOUT.
it was a VERY light sleep.
as in, like, can sleep, but dont want to sleep.
yeah.

maths test. was horrible.
i forgot like everything.
or anything.
i dont even remember studying.
UH OH.
chemistry extra lessons.
i'm so lost.
bahs.
i dont like chemistry.
haha!

ate at Rocky's Pizza for dinner.
its very expensive. poof.
i would have voted for pizza hut anytime.
but their lasagna is great :DDDD
i hate their beefballs ):

OH YEAH.
i was quite free today, so i edited another video.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=IJ2P4oWccGk

check it out.
its on the Opus rehearsals and trip there.
yeah.
i dont have one on opus, but i'll get one soon yeah? (:

survey

2006-08-02T11:47:00.000-07:00

LOOK, LOOK
SURVEY! I LOVE SURVEYS!

Favourites
favourite colour: i love all colours! alright, alright, BLUE :D
favourite food: noodles!
favourite song: i love everything (: except rock. or techno.
favourite movie: all american movies.
favourite day of the week: everyday!
favourite season: autumn, yeah
favourite ice-cream: chocolate mint!

Current
current mood: tired, i want to sleep!
current taste: i taste like a REBECCA. x)
current clothes: shit, shorts, enough said (:
current desktop: DRACO MALFOY
current time: 11:58pm
current surroundings: study room's great.
current thoughts: why no one awake?

First
first best friend: you, me, everyone!
firstcrush: aww. dont ask.
first movie: glass bottle. in chinese. something like that.
first lie: i cant remember.
first music: well, er.

Lasts
last cigarette: NO NO
last drink: water
last car ride: yesterday.
last crush: eons ago?
last movie: uh. today?
last phone call: cheryl
last CD played: music of the world cd

Have you ever
have you ever dated your best friend: no way
have you ever been arrested: ALMOST.
have you ever skinny-dipped: nahh.
have you ever been on tv: YES. i acted again.
have you ever kissed someone you don't know: NO

4 things you are wearing: clothes. (:
4 things you done today: washed my hair, eat my food, went to school, check my phone
3 things you can hear right now: the music from the speakers. the wind. thats all.
1 thing you do when you are bored: i wont be bored. alright. i sleep.

sophia flying off next week! choreographing dance, elaine! detention fr mr teo.

2006-08-01T23:49:00.000-07:00

sophia flying over to the states next monday!
yeah, she's going to study at some west jessamine senior high school.
pray for her, i'll miss her! (:
BYE BYE SOPHIA ):

anyway.
today was a really HORRIBLE day.
haha, kidding. (:
i was school on time today, like hello?
LOL. glad!
contd watched Fantastic Four during chinese, but didnt complete it, sad ):
think i'm still pretty slow on my artefact, but oh well (:

2 months to Os.
less than 100 days.
i havent EXACTLY started on anything.
opps. (:
i'll get it down with it soon. :D

wanted to go home and guess who i saw in sch
ELAINE! haha
yeah, she's choreographing some dance for teachers day
AHH, cant wait for teachers day! :D
thought she went home already
so yeah, walked home w her
and we stopped in the middle of the road
with this car wanting to cross over but not being to do so cause we were blocking him
evil us. tsk. haha!
:D

anyway.
whats with the SAJC dsa?
why everyone so nuts abt it.
siao.

LALALA.
the discipline committee is really cool this year.
or rather this term, ever since mdm siti joined the comm.
its like, they REALLY get things done.
evidence?
mr teo came all the way IN THE MIDDLE OF THE HALL RIGHT TO MY CLASS RIGHT INFRONT OF ME when i was sleeping during assembly and went "rebecca, is there a rebecca?"
see.
so desperate to get me to go to detention.

oh yeah.
the new detention system.
its so great, for the first time, i dont want to go back.
mdm siti makes us siti in rows without tables, but only chairs and we'r like, totally disconnected from the next person across us.
right on the spot, well done mdm siti!

messenged mr chen online.
asked whether he could help me check out the Classical Music cd available in the sch lib.
he said he would try, i'm delighted (:
plus he told me the librarian lodged a complaint on our class again
for reckless behaviour (its not even half that bad man.)!
and 4/7 is prob banned from entry to the library.
gees. x)

headaches because of sharp and flat? haha. finished pract violin first time!

2006-07-31T20:31:00.000-07:00

taking another break.
oh boy.
ever heard of the term you practiced till you'r totally exhausted?
well, er, in a way, it sort of happened to me.
ears getting more and more sensitive to what kind of notes my violin is producing.
so i will also get headaches when a note is not in tune.
hur. fancy that.
after being a student conducter for so long,
headaches will form when something's sharp or flat.
haha. :D
tsk. now i know why i always get headaches.
heh.
WHATVEVER LA x)
crapping ok x)

lalala.
i'm hungry.
but i'm fasting dinner (masterlife fasting for 2 weeks).
so i shall not think about it, and pray instead. (:
no temptations shall seize me except what is common to man!
hoho!

its 8:28pm.
my handphone is going "xiao bai! xiao bai!"
you know the, sms ringtone?
haha.
my dad was rather amused by it.
he thought there was someone stuck in my room initially.
like c'mon la.
x))))))

oh yeah.
i had a VERY trumatising incident last night.
like, 3am when i was sleeping.
ask me what happened.
cause you wont believe it if i blogged about it. ho.
BYE AGAIN! :D

fantastic four and war of the worlds during chinese. motivating each other.

2006-07-31T18:58:00.000-07:00

take a quick stop to blog.
later have to practice violin already. (:

today.
i was early for the first time on a monday morning!
HAHA. :D
anyway. we watched War Of The Worlds and a bit of Fantastic Four during chinese.
cant wait to continue watching tomorrow :DD

i had headaches again during class.
didnt even really sleep in class today.
blahrs. ):

oh boy. the discipline committee's really on my case.
i think?
ms merduati like hunted me down during recess at my class.
to tell me i have detention w her!
so yeah. looked for her after school. so nice of me (:
waited for a longgg time. and she didnt turn up.
even after countless calls.
so, went to the library.
i'm so nice.
i photocopied sec 1 papers for my sister and wanyi.
haha.
nothing better to do ah. x)

didnt stay to do Dnt today.
i figured since today's the deadline for the NA pupils,
they will probably need the workshop more than i do.
so yeah. (:
sounds like an excuse right, it isnt! x))

oh yeah.
history.
having a pretty hard time spotting questions.
totally blank.
siti's right. there isnt even a pattern!
):
sad sad!

OH YEAH.
since Opus is over.
i shall REALLY start studying.
sounds too late right, for os.
haha, i'm sure i aint. (:
i know myself too well. haha.
i'm going to motivate siti for BIOMEDICAL SCI (the course she wants)
and she's going to motivate me to START STUDYING and MUSIC (obviously, i'm one of the few ones who havent taken os even a quarter as seriously as they are, I WILL OKKK!!)
elaine, will be DANCE! since she has decided yet! haha.
and sulaiman, i'm motivating him for PRODUCT DESIGN (course)! or ARCHITECTURE!
haha. so cute right. :D

siti and i testing each other for history chapter 1.2 tomorrow.
nice start.
DID I MENTION I LOVE HISTORY? :D
ok.
I LOVE HISTORY. :D

i practiced the piano and flute already!
no more clarinet, so oh well.
well done rebecca :D
thank you Lord for keeping me on track!
byeeeee-

bible study, on buddhism part 2. music books for $160! fantaisie impromptu!

2006-07-30T23:12:00.000-07:00

bible study today.
went on about religion and stuff, yup.
dororin came today too (:
cellgroup prayed for me on my headache and stomachache, booooo
i dont like headaches ):
for all you know, i have migrane.
but oh well, couldnt be so. :D
thank you Godchasers :D
usual place, macdonalds' again.
kohtee is like, really, .... DOTS.
kenneth and i agreed that he looks NOTHING like a sec 3.
more like, some poly grad or something.
yeah.
x)

went home early w cheryl and weiting.
v lame on the bus.
yeah, the sec 1.. KIDS. MUAHA.
i'm really evil. tsk.

dad brought us to eat at some ramen stall for dinner.
at the rail mall, yeah.
was good, but, i still prefer ajisen loads. (:
wanted to go to music essentials, but was close.
thank goodness jiahui helped me check it out and plaza sing was open.
got my materials i needed for music.
3 single works for flute&piano and chopin's impromtus' book.
altogether $160.
expensive, but this is really whats its worth no matter how thin the book is.
plus i hadnt bought my piano method books. or violin method books.
): aww, pity.

saw dororin and zhenjun there too!
plus yonglin, hazizi and victor!
haha. what a coincidence man. (:
yonglin asked where i was going after os'.
haha. as usual, i told him i didnt know yet.
anyway.
too bad, thought of sending dor and zhenjun home,
but had to drop off at grandma's.

AND WHO KNOWS.
my grandma wasnt at home.
so we just dropped off the stuff and left. yeah.

tried out the few first bars of Fantaisie Impromptu.
pretty difficult. or rather, TRICKY.
triplets on left hand, semiquavers with right hand.
blahrs, but i'm sure with some practice & a lil bit of God's help,
i'll make it. (:

decided on playing Sonatine by Claude Arrieu for prelims.
prob getting weizhi to accompany me. yeah.
the piece sounds a lil weird, but oh well.
will check out on the composer in due time.
if its like, 21st century music, ahh.
then it'll make sense.
oh yeah. the score costs $52.
yet its only a few pages. boo.
oh well, it should be worthed it. (:

quiet time!
nitey nites. :DD

church, game connectors and words with bodies! huifang, living in my block! kenneth, daddy!

2006-07-29T22:48:00.000-07:00

saturday.
slept in!
(:

went to church, met up with siying first.
thought we were late, but we werent, haha.
i'm the game I/C today w ADELENE!
played the body connection game.
haha. :D
service and sermon, the usuals yeah.
still touching on masterlife.
games before small group again.
had them spell out words with them lying down on the floor.
pretty creative, they all :D
team 2 won, lol :D
small group, masterlife and stuff again. yep.
had to share on quiet time stuff.
dinner was again at 8pm.
nowadays its pretty late, so didnt have time to meet suyin!
):
aww, shall have to meet her earlier next week yeah :D
steph said next week got guitar lessons that thing, ooohh :D

oh yes!
made friends with some ppl from 2nd service today.
socialize what. haha.
then guess what, one of them stays in my block!
:D
her name's huifang, plus i always see her brother going to school with me.
as in.
late with me. LOL.

steph told me about how she got her course and stuff.
thought it was pretty cool.
cause her o level score was pretty much good,
yet no polys took her in.
and before that, fashion design had offered her a interview for NAFA.
and walah!
i mean, er, WA-LAH!
she's in fashion design.
and fashion design, its like, only 75 people can get in.
plus she didnt even expect herself to get in.
haha, see the work of God :D
so cute right!
(cute? ok, i dont know what i'm talking about, its just a figure of speech!)

weiting is going through a phrase man.
she's calling kenneth DADDY all the time.
i couldnt stop laughing. :D
DADDY!
poor kenneth.
he looks so stressed. (err. in a laughing way.)
LOL.

opus III.

2006-07-28T22:38:00.000-07:00

OPUS III.
woo.

didnt go to school today.
laypeng will prob slaughter me cause it sounds like i skipped school.
well, uh, i didnt?
yeah.

went to sch in the afternoon get ready w instruments.
loads of ppl asking whether i'm playing or not.
and sorry man, i myself didnt know. lol.
rehearsal was good.
i wasnt inside though, was talking to mr tan.
mr tan is so cool man :D
haha
alumni including eileen came! HAHA. (:

Opus. like. 20 mins before it, mr lim told me i could play.
and the teachers were happy for me uh.
i think.
LOL.
i love my batchmates and section mates so much.
especially my batchmates.
they were so happy i'm playing. (:
and yeah, of course, thank God!

concert was alright.
2nd half was exactly THE thing. haha.
rehearsal had been better, as usual.
but not much diff, we still played and enjoyed :D

OH YA.
i almost forgot to pull up my socks during the 1st half.
until before the first piece, ruyu and the rest kept giving me strange looks from opp.
LOL.
and heard vanessa from the crowd.
went like.
" becky. socks. "
dunno. haha!

SEC ONES.
A VERY GOOD JOB WELL DONE.
ms loh was like beaming and laughing to herself and going,
"THEY WERE ON TIME! THEY WERE ON TIME!" when she came out.
haha.
ms loh loves regent very much.
HAHA!

oh yes.
thanks lots to all the wellwishers, flowers, chocolates and blah blah.
i have a overflooding bag of candies. (thank goodness chocolate!)
thanks to:
gillian, xiuwen, vanessa, uncle steven & family, bernard, sinyee, cheryl (sister), cheryl (bedok north), june, grace, my section, my batchmates (especially YOKELIAN & JORDAN & CHARLES), mark, victor, MEIYAN, kenneth, andrea, edmund, eugene, yuting, yonglin, siying, jiahui (big),
sorry to anyone i have forgotten to list, but i love you all the same :DD

mrs fong reminded us to return the instruments (sec 4s).
aww.
qihui and mr tan went like THERE GOES YOUR Eb CLARINET!
):
BU FU QI.

anyway.
really late.
so xinying & pohying staying over my hse.
yep.
(:
BYE.

still cannot decide whether i'm playing for opus? one day away! tix sold out!

2006-07-27T22:09:00.000-07:00

MY CLASS. 4-7.
sadly.
i'm NOT in the photo. neither is elaine or siti.
cause we'r all performing or doing something in awards day. lol.
so my other classmates get to watch, i'm so jealous.
the audience seemed so fun that day. :D
yes, there's only 9 girls in our class (including me elaine & siti)
and the guys. countless. 30 something. lol.

ok back to the topic.
thursdayyyyyyyyyy.
saw a really cute cat on the way to school.
thought of bringing it home.
but oh well. would take a lot of time. x)

haha.

anyway.
no mr chen, so slacked a lot.
ms merduati actually let me sleep in class.
haha.
think she thought we had rehearsal till v late ytd.
ms yeo was like "rebecca, i can see your eyes closing already. must sleep early you know? tomorrow is Opus. "

HAHA again.

everyone thinks i'm playing for opus.
but in actual fact, mr lim doesnt even know himself.
neither do i.
blahrs.
we talked about this today after school.
mr lim's having a hard time deciding, boo.
but ahhh.
i'll have to wait till tmr before the concert then i'll know whether i'm allowed to play or not.
grrr.
oh well. :D
EXCITED.
not really leh.
haha.
ok i have this thing in me that like, i'm very neutral emotionally.
like.
i'm the ORH OK type. LOL!
is it a bad thing? hmmm.

sec 1s so cute.
they'r sending this chain around to their fellow s1s & 2s which goes like,
" Hey sec 1 s n 2 we muz play nice nice wor! We muz do our best ! Muz Jia you! Jia you! Jia you! Show senior tat we can do it especially to the one tat ish leaving this sku all the best Jia you! "
yeah. thats how they sms. cute right. x)

JIA YOU ALL REGENT BAND MEMBERS. :D
hope i'm playing tmr though, on a positive outlook.
negative side, if i dont play there will be no seats.
why.
CAUSE ITS SOLD OUT.
can you believe it.
3 days ago the ticket sales were like, 40%.
3 days later (today), its 86% without counting tickets which are still booked by teachers, staff, pupils and others.
plus the booked ones, it will 100%.
i mean i was like.
WHAT? NO MORE TICKETS?
and now everyone wants more tickets. but no more. haha.

haha.
the teachers were right.
our school's the very "lastminute" type.
everything, including cultural night performance also last minute then sold out.
ahh. x)
:DD

read siti's blog.
awww, i've been neglecting her due to opus
(:
FRET NOT SITI, I'LL BE BACK!
heh :DDDDDDD

guess what guess what.
my other nickname is RIKI.
pronounced REE-KEE.
cause some ppl (stares at siti uhh) read it in a book and thought it fitted me cause some rebecca girl also had that adorable nickname in the book. LOL.
(:

huo yuan jia. mr lim didnt let me play during combine.

2006-07-25T23:52:00.000-07:00

finished watching the Fearless movie during chinese.
so touched man.
and mr choo says its a true story!
on some china guy name huo yuan jia. yup.
YEAH :D
SO COOL :D

spent time running for computer printers in school during Dnt
and then finally i found out all the while
i'v been logging the wrong password in the first place
BLAHRS.
started on my artefact.
as in.
STARTEDDDDDDDDD.
you know.
SO COOL MAN. :D
everyone thinks i'm doing a fish tank.
like.
what on earth.
fish tank got holes one ah?
LOL x)

mr lim didnt let me play during combine.
so i sat behind with the trumpets and of all things, i did my maths.
seemed reasonable, i'm bored, so i do my maths.
what to do?
i dont have any more books what.
anyway, mrs fong says mr lim thought i skipped the last practice or something like that, i didnt really get her. so he's like fishing furious at me.
i bet even if i told him it was an emergency he wouldnt listen.
blahrs.
so much for being band major, i hate being one.
i would have rather been normal and happy.
ha.
sue me.
i know i'm horrible! x)

oh well
remember when i said if it is because of the morning thing, i will apologize?
i did what mrs fong said
i smsed him and asked whether i could call him to talk about some misunderstandings
so he didnt reply huh
so i guess i would not have to go for tmr's rehearsal x)
awwww
i was looking foward to missing school in the morning ):

oh yes.
he told he's disappointed with me on the last practice.
which is ytd.
the bottemline?
i cant leave when there's a emergency.
HA. what a joke.

printing programme booklets tmr.
YAY.

anyway.
he says i should soul search.
and seriously, i am.
and i think that i am in the wrong for not coming on saturday morning.
so now how?
i dont even know whether am i supposed to come tomorrow or not.
and soul search what.
mr lim always claims we must learn from mistakes.
so i have learnt.
he has not.

dont practice what you cant preach.
if you cant preach, DONT PRACTICE.

crap right.

you know what siti will say in times like this?
DUH.
and weida/zeting will go,
DUHHHHHHHHHHHHH~~~~~

Oh.
mrs fong also says i'm too positive.
i'm too cheerful, i'm too happy, you know.
mrs fong knows me so well right. haha.
and i'm supposed to act like i'm depressed i cant play or something.
not act, but ah, you know.
i cant do it. how to?

haha. FUNNY! :D

the younger generation to be less materialistic. cousins and aunt grace down to america.

2006-07-24T08:30:00.000-07:00

its a monday.
oh.
and guess what.
i'm on a spiritual low! right now ):

why?
cause i'm thinking.
read the news today, Mr Lim Kim San's funeral, yup.
and there was this old man who attended the funeral.
and he stressed that "i wish the younger generation would be less materialistic and more aware of where Singapore came from."
WAH.
read already, my heart just SANK man.
from the happy happy self i was today,
sadness just punged into me.

cause i think its true!

here we are asking for money, cellphones, cars, blah blah!
and we never think!
i mean, i see teengers saying they want to leave singapore and stay somewhere else.
small place, and stuff like that.
that includes me, i used to say those stuff too.
and all this while, singapore is so great!
we just want to leave because we think somewhere else is better.
somewhere else is greener? no way!
somewhere else more 'english'? hell noooo!
somewhere else where you have houses? noooo!
so we think so much ah.
):
i dont want to leave singapore already.
even if i do, it'll just be a holiday or maybe studies.
thats a TRUE SINGAPORE PATRIOT.

ok, i'm cheering up a bit now. (:

ok. so today had english mock exam.
think it was pretty much okay.
hope i'm not down for suspension tomorrow.
got Dnt, i dont want to miss it ):
i dont mind wednesday or something. haha.
down for detention tmr and wed too.
oh well.

didnt go to band today.
i brought my instruments and everything.
then my father sms me told me to be home by 4.
must rush to go to airport.
apparantly both of us are the only ones who can fetch aunt grace and my two cousins.
and she's carrying FOUR big big luaggages i tell you. haha.
flown from america to japan.
then they stayed in japan for 4 days.
then flew down to singapore. yeah.
not that i wanted to go, but, it was like an EMERGENCY already.
photos another day!

my head hurts
wah ):
as usual, so yeah
haha
bye!

and the cry of my heart
is to bring you praise-

bible study on buddhism. violinist!

2006-07-23T23:02:00.000-07:00

happy sunday people!
haha.
lame x)

ok.
had bible study today, was great.
learnt A LOT of stuff about buddhism.
yup, bet i know more than my friends who are buddhists.
betcha, yes i do. :D

oh. was reviewing through my masterlife book.
and i remembered about the THANKSGIVING.
you know what.
yup, sometimes all of us take too many things for granted.
we just dont give thanks for everything.

(warning: VERY long post up ahead, go prepare some snacks! haha!)

just imagine.
what if you had one less leg?
what if you had one less arm?
what if you did not belong to a school?
what if you didnt have food?
what if there wasnt air?
what if there wasnt a 'what if'?
never thought of it right?

always the,
" aiyah, miss school never mind one lah "
" school so boring! so siannn. "
stuff like that?
yes that was me before.
i would miss school though i love school just because i'm plain lazy.
i dont want to take things for granted anymore!
so i'm going to grab every opportunity in school to attend it.
God knows how many people in africa cannot go to school!
ok. i WILL go to school tomorrow.
i shall not pon school anymore.
pon-ning is bad!
thats why i have suspension next week ah.
haha !

oh yes oh yes
i just realised i have been taking my instruments for granted
not the clarinets i play in band.
not the piano or flute i play at home.
but the violin.
yes, tell you all the truth, i hate my violin the most.
play finish, fingers pain, arm pain, blah blah.
so i never had taken violin very seriously in my life before.
SERIOUSLY.
and my past teachers had always complimented/complained (however you put it) that i would have already been a very competitive-standard violinist if only i would practice at least 20 mins A WEEK.
i'm not showing off. its the truth. i know it myself too.
see how much i dont wish to sacrifice. see how much i'm throwing away.
and for those who dont know, the violin is my very FIRST instrument.
yup.
and when people ask me whether i play the violin,
really, i feel ASHAMED to say YES.
because i dont LIKE to play it. i think its HORRIBLE.
and i always tell people NOT TO PLAY THE VIOLIN!
YES I DO THAT! ):
i told kexin (saxophone) not to play the violin in poly!
OH THE NERVE OF ME ):
and yes. believe it or not. i gave up all the chances God had given me.
God had talked through my teachers to ask whether i would enter this and that competition.
and my reaction always?
NO. NO. NO.
i'm too ASHAMED to be SEEN with a VIOLIN.
to me, a violin must have been the WORST INSTRUMENT.
not because i cant play it, bloody hell, i CAN play it well.
but its just because i REFUSE TO TRY. I REFUSED TO PLAY.
and i'm taking it for granted.
i've seen people like zhenjun and dororin pointing out to me how lucky i am to have a piano at home, to have a violin, to have lessons, blah blah, you name it.
and i just dont care. just. ORH.
and to make things worse,
i skip violin lessons.
HA! GOT YOU RIGHT THERE!
you all thought i was the perfect guai guai all-lesson-surely-go music student right.
HELL NOOOOOOOOOOOOO.
):
):
):
regret? better not. i still have time.
from today onwards, i picking up my violin again.
to tell you all the truth i have not been touching it for the past 7 months.
i know, EVERYONE SHOULD SUE ME. ):
WAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH )))):
and you know what?
and i'll show you what God had made me to become of. (:

of course ah.
in the process, cannot forget God!
cannot put God behind violin (:
must partner w God, yup. lol.

I'M A VIOLINIST.
HELL YEAH. I'M PROUD OF IT. :D

so sorry God, i WILL listen next time, yes i will! :D

i love masterlife.
yes i do! :DDDD

didnt go to band. want to take me off opus? try me.

2006-07-22T22:00:00.000-07:00

ok.
i didnt go to band.
for like the first time in my life!
and it was not on purpose la.
i wanted to go for church in the afternoon!
haha.
so yeah, in the morning was my fault,
didnt wake up in time for band at sandy's hse.
sad. oh well. :D

mr lim smsed me like, 2 mins before sermon.
something about me breaking my promise and missing a impt rehearsal and that he might take me off opus.
first reaction, cry a bit.
laypeng was beside me, she quickly wrote me an encouraging note. (:
so when the video came on and i saw my face, ppl prob will think i'm crying because i'm so touched!
HAHA.
but anyway.
after like 10 mins, i was like, dunno what to do.
then 15 mins passed. and i made my decision.

if mr lim wants me to leave Opus,
i will leave Opus.

he probably wants me in band, as a band major.
and i dont want to be there, as a christian.
so how?
make life easier for both of us.
prayed to God, i told God to let mr lim let me stay.
BUT.
if mr lim wants me to leave, i will leave.
no regrets.

i stood firm with God, i knew what i was doing.
even if he starts a tale on how a certain regent band major missed band practice because of church and something, it wouldnt matter anymore.
yes, it used to matter to me a lot.
yeah, band major must be VERY important, MUST be there.
but no, it wouldnt matter anymore.
not anymore.
i have God.
what does he have?

oh, erm, mr lim has nothing against ppl who have religion and anything.
maybe he's too ON on band, so cant blame him.
he's a conducter what. haha.
but for now, i'm in no right to criticize or speak bad about him.
he claims i have broken a promise.
i'm going to find out whats the promise he claims i have promised him.
if he thinks that i should be sorry cause i wasnt there in the morning,
then,
YES. i am sorry. i will apologize to him.
but if its because i went to church instead,
then,
NO. i am not sorry. i told him i was going to church already. he said OKAY. i owe him nothing. most importantly, he owes me nothing.
even if i do, i owe the band, i owe my section, not mr lim.

lets just see what happens on monday.
no use whining or anything right,
so let's continue being cheerful and happy for God instead :D

God, you are my Jehovah Shammah. (:

random.
i shall not name my future-son-if-i-have-la Trinity anymore.
not nice la.
later ppl call him sissy how.
LOL!
no ill intentions to anyboy named trinity, its just a random thought.

back to the topic.
adelene's still in perth! ):
COME BACK MY PRAYER PARTNER! :DDDDDDDD

didnt finish some of my masterlife parts ):
so i'm going to have to finish it asap today
yup! :D
bible study tomorrow!
YAY!
someone wake me up okay! x)

late, down for suspension! me, shawn's sister? come on.

2006-07-21T23:21:00.000-07:00

21st.
busy busy day!

was terribly late for school.
ok.
not so bad, at 7:30. lol.
so were the usual ppl in 4/7, HAHA.
anyway, me, marion & yiming is down for suspension and detention next week.
OK OK I DIDNT DO ANYTHING BAD LISTENNNN
suspended from school for LATENESS.
aww.
ok, my bad. :D

so me and marion is crossing our fingers that we'll get suspended on thursday.
cause there's physics and maths and chemistry. HAHA.
trust us to think of this! (:

bingquan and haozhi! late! at the foyer.

thats the rest few of 4/7's usual latecomers. yiming, eugene, kaixun!
the usual girls not in picture ah.

our punishment.
MORNING WALK.
10 ROUNDS. :D

there there.
seok teng and carol (both faces facing the screen), our other girls! haha.

PE would have been fun if i wasnt so exhausted
nevertheless, i still had fun in frisbee and captain's ball (:
there's this girl in my class
her name's seok teng
anyway, i hardly talk to her cause i dont even sit close to her
so yeah
today was great
girls all played together
she's so ENTHU! :DDD
wah, great man!
can play with her and have fun in PE! lol

extra lessons at ACS.
i finally went.
brought my camera this time and took photos.
not a lot of ppl went. sad.
i think the class's really pissed off at mr lee.
he thinks he's teaching us english instead of music history.
like, OK, FORM A SENTENCE FOR ME!
no wonder acs rejected him as s4 ACSI MEP teacher, HOHO.
supposed to go for the dunno what compulsary MEP concert.
but he didnt give me the ticket cause i didnt bring the money.
oh well.
plus he's making it compulsary for our class to go watch the ACS philharmonic orchestra concert.
weizhi was like, WHY?
haha. true. WHY?
soomin's like super irritated by him. LOL.

made 2 new fairfield friends today, through SHAWN.
haha!
and they thought i was SHAWN'S SISTER.
MUAHA.

yay, sold 4 tickets to bernard today!
and he looks different ah. haha.

night.
went down to sandy's.
bbq! yay yay! (((:

social studies test! difficult soruce based! mdm rohaini, dirty minded?

2006-07-20T22:13:00.000-07:00

band again.
HAHA. :D

i still owe mr chen my report book!
he's going to fine those who dont bring them $10 and call their dads down and personally give him the report book IF we dont hand it up to him by tmr.
opps. x)

had social studies extra lessons.
well rather, the test.
chose to do the source base though i'm much better at SEQ.
yup, attack my weak spots. :D
and the source based is REALLY difficult.
BLARHS. x)

mdm rohaini must have been influenced with our guys.
yeah.
influenced.

mrs fong didnt come.
so yeah. free periods.
slack ah.

see, no teacher so.. EAT KINDER BUENO! elaine!

this is during POA. confirm! x)
see everything is asleep. almost.

chenyang. before.

chenyang after!
fake angel. pfftttt.

who said siti never sleeps in class?!
SEE! CME LESSON YOU KNOW!
SO IMPORTANT!
-gasps

solution Q! water?!

2006-07-19T22:58:00.000-07:00

what a day. muaha.

had practical for chemistry.
and after much attempts on solution Q, it just wouldnt change colour!
finally used elaine's solution and it worked.
RAHS.
see, our solution must have been tampered with!
-flares up

as usual i fell asleep in social studies
hard not to you know

extra lessons, chemistry till 5pm.
i almost died.
doing those prelim papers and whatever,
i'm so sick of it.
HAHA. :D
mock exam, ended up sitting in circles like group study.
poor teachers.

7 rounds for being late. good assembly, act 3? mr lim&mrs fong talked.

2006-07-18T22:35:00.000-07:00

i was late for school again.
typical.
had to do the 7 rounds on the field.
w marion & carol. haha. was fun! lame x)

dnt 5 periods
didnt do much on artefact
zzzzzz!
so dead, so dead.
and haozhi is so nice, he said he would help me (:
but i'm not doing my artefact, ahh, see?!

assembly was real good.
for the first time, i was actually entertained by a acting cast group.
like, FINALLY. :D
they got the audience laughing, so yeah.
think they captured most of the girls' attention,
thanks to the storyline of 2 boys 1 girl.
you know.
that one again, hurhur.

band was pretty good. (:
my section's selling loads of tickets! yay

mr lim talked to me, so did mrs fong
oh boy
you see how 'wobbly' i was.
rahs.
mr lim "dont need to cry, dont need to cry"
wah. right on the spot man.
I DIDNT CRY. blahrs.
sometimes being a band major doesnt have its benefits.
even if you'r an ex one.

you almost got me all confused again.

almost forgot chinese o level listening comphre. wanyi and maths!

2006-07-17T22:01:00.000-07:00

17th!
opus III is soon, yay yay!
11 more days! :DDD

bernard's coming for opus!
edmund kor's coming for opus!
woooo-
i sold more than my target of 10 tickets! :D

didnt go to school.
if i tell you the result why you will prob gimme the WTH?!
yup.
I DIDNT GO TO SCH BECAUSE I WOKE UP AT 11AM.
oh well. ):

and i forgot i had o level listening comphre today.
thank God my sister reminded me,
like 30mins before the exam.
and thankfully, my school is so near!
ahh. yeah.
paper was alright.
very easy, very tricky too.

flute section came over and had their sectionals
was in my room doing notes for masterlife, yup
talked to yuting (:

flute section, minus ruyu!
my lovely living room. haha.

left home for lot one
at the bus stop (:

haha, yuting and xinying!

again!

and guess what?!

saw tiffany on the bus!

meeting laypeng and wanyi there for some followup on masterlife
yup yup yup
taught wanyi a bit of her maths
wasnt v difficult, just abt income tax that kind of stuff
so it was pretty much managable, yeah

wanyi doing her maths qn!

i must go to school tomorrow
cannot pon already, blahrs
dad said i'll probably get expelled if i continue skipping school
even if i'm so guai
x)
NAHHH.
I WONT.
TEACHERS LOVE ME TOO MUCH :D

bible study, jehovah witness. seafood dinner at farmmart.

2006-07-16T22:01:00.000-07:00

today's my first time in bible study.
i woke up early for once on a sunday morning,
haha, credits to my violent sister cheryl and laypeng
and it was great great great
the study i mean
we studied on cults and next week we would be doing supernatural stuff
i cant wait :D
UFO! :DDDDDDD

was pretty tired after that
cheryl they all, the KIDS
haha, they almost killed me when i said that la.
" NO! I'M A TEENAGER! "
-snickers

slept throughout on the bus.
then weiting they all, noisy.
zz.
poor meiyan, HAHA.

someone lend me YouthAlive cd can. ):

oh oh oh
I'M SO GLAD
gillian's coming for Opus III (:
and maybe some others, yup
~~hope i wont get throw out of Opus III~~

ate dinner at some seafood erm, sort of restaurant at FarmMart
mussels, scallops, crabs, crayfish
i wont eat another clam as long as i live
its not nice!

on the way to dinner..

car. car. car.

bored in the car la.

see how ulu this place is.

the.. sort of restaurant at farm mart. haha.

important.
i did sewing on my skirt for the first time.
changed the metal hookings cause the old ones were kind of rusting. boo.
I DID A GREAT JOB RIGHT :D
so proud of myself. haha.

sec1s and hide and seek. making my stand for christ against band!

2006-07-15T23:59:00.000-07:00

saturday saturday
tireddddddddddddddddddddddddddd

was late for band today
ahhh
oh well, blame myself for falling asleep again, LOL

had sectionals in the morning w our new temporary tutor
he's great :D
but the way he talks and stuff, everything, its like MR LIM
of all people, yes
blahrs, but the bottem line is though he's strict and all,
he's GREAT (:
i'v never seen yokelian so so serious abt her solo parts before
its impressive
this tutor really pushed her, woo

my clarinet sec 1s are like super naughty.
when mine/yokelian's backs are turned
they will purposely run away
talk about hide and seek ah x)
LOL

went to church in the afternoon
thanks to steph, laypeng and meiyan who came down to fetch us
especially laypeng, dont ask why
to understand, dunno why
oh well
sister wanping talked to me abt some stuff
so yeah, hmm

thank you for being so concern
to jordan, charles, dor, the rest (:
i know i cried, but i'm glad too
i'm glad i made my stand :D
though you all may not understand
but i know i do

adelene's flying off tonight!
how how.
she's my prayer partner, how how ):
HAVE A SAFE TRIP. ((((:

dad brought us to eat at some popular indian restaurant
roti prata and stuff, was great, heh :D
first time eating good good good fresh prata
lucky NUS people who often eats there

great performance at zhenghua square, maths mock paper from xinmin- tired!

2006-07-14T23:07:00.000-07:00

performance (:
YEAH.
it was GREAT, yes it was
especially for Latin Celebration
awesome :D
good job ppl, esp sec 1s! :DD
good job to the OC too :DDD

thanks loads to all those who came down to support us too!
sec 4s, alumnus, and ppl fr bedok north (:

die, i still owe mr chen the report book
boo
short term memory eh

peppermint tea, yay yay
pure and hot x)

zeting was really lame
he was playing that buddhist's chanting music on his oboe
while waiting for our band's turn to perform
and then one by one, ppl started to try it out
LOL

had mock maths paper after school
did some prelim paper from xinmin sec
was rather ok but after the 10th qn,
i was just tired already
and there were like 22 questions
oh boy ):

rehearsal at zhenghua square

2006-07-13T23:04:00.000-07:00

didnt go to school today.
or rather i winded up with a stomachache halfway to school.
plus muscle aches everywhere ):
oh boy.
doesnt it seem weird that i'm falling so randomly ill?
missing schools 3 alternate days in less than a week?
shucks, something's wrong

but i still went for band rehearsal,
since i felt better, yep (:

rehearsal area was at ZhengHua square
its freaking open aired
plus the spotlight was shining at the left part of the band.
poor saxophone sect & 2nd&3rd clarinets ):
rehearsal wasnt very good
still felt very uncomfortable w the surroundings and all, yeah

ate w sec4s at lot one
yep
mac with yokelian, amy and aileen
rest were at food culture, heh :D
i want KFC ):

down to ajc. animal hospital. burying kitten. 17 cats?!

2006-07-12T21:55:00.000-07:00

oh.
i owe like tons of homework.
shucks.

handed up my maths, finally (:
mrs fong gave me an encouraging comment :D

extra physics lessons, i almost died
did prelim papers from some other school
was pretty much easy, only that i forgot all the formulas despite the hangings
oh well

went down to AJC w zhenjun to meet dororin
yeah, she went for the audition
and according to her, it was ok but someone stopped her halfway
haha, okkkk

night, took 190 down to the animal hospital
yes, an ANIMAL HOSPITAL
i never knew there was one
and all the while, it was right smack opp the SJI tennis court
oh slap me
dororin's kitten passed away too
the vet said ours was a rare species, mixed persian and something
and that the kitten was way too small to leave its mother, so ah well
my Charlie left too, at night!sigh-
oh well, maybe it'll be better if she didnt stay one
she could have suffered fr other diseases

so dor and i went to one of her sis's friend's house to bury the kittens together
and her house has 17 cats, her neighbour has 10 cats
oh my
i have NEVER in my entire life seen so many so many cats before
its like, wherever you turn, even at the carpark,
there's at least 6 cats lurking around
and all of them were hers, including the strays!
wow, cool
they even respond to names you know.

i want a cat too. not a kitten. lol.

starting on artefact. missing hp? ya righttt. missing file, ahh zhenjun! x_x

2006-07-11T22:55:00.000-07:00

my head hurts.
as usual. oh well.
laypeng just prayed for me, so i'll prob be okay in a while.
(:

back in school.
mrs fong's going really fast for maths,
i'm lacking behind probably like a whole chapter, tsk

oh.
i finally started on my artefact today.
using acrylic and metal, yay, it will look great (:
i know it will! ((:

jordan and charles tried to pull tricks on me today.
jordan 'stole' my handphone.
charles 'stole' my wallet.
such childish EXCO i have right :D
haha.
but i didnt worry or anything, yeah
so when they 'declared' it was missing,
i was just like.. ORH.
they do this trick too many times, haha!

zhenjun pulled one on me too!
he hid my file in AARON'S BAG.
of all places, oh my.
and i almost panic cause it has my beloved scream-city foolscap pad and two stacks of opus tickets and my maths homework! haha.
but i did pray, and zhenjun smsed me AFTER HE REACHED HOME that it was w aaron.
zz.
had to go down to meet aaron on the LRT all the way at pending.
ahh.

in case you'r wondering why i rushed down for really, my maths homework.
its because i missed so many lessons and i owe teacher so many homework.
mrs fong will slaughter me, but she wont.
cause she's so sweet and nice!!
ah. thats the death penalty.
she's so nice until i cannot bear to not do my homework today.
and the only homework i get/do is maths, so oh well. :D
oh, and maths extra lessons are on fridays, and it clashes w my music so she let me off! but she smiled at me and told me to more of my maths TYS.
SEE.
SO SWEET TEACHER, THIS MISS BEH.
how to 'not want to do' homework. ahhhh.

-back after bathing.
headache's gone. woo. i love a good shower. (:
and HEAD&SHOULDERS. haha :DD

talking about band.
the sec 2s today were like almost starting some revolution.
they want to go to band instead of adventure camp.
aww.
the way they were like having some illegal gathering and having each other talking loudly (matthew&miemie ah!) about what they should do.
haha, reminded me of my batch when we were in sec 1/2/3! (:
hais. regent should never have anything called passing out, but oh well. (:
anyway. i wish i took a photo. LOL.

haiqing and karin were pretty sabo-ed today.
happy bday to my dear new student conducter
and happy bday tomorrow to my dear cellgroup mate :D

italy won. finish green forest.

2006-07-10T07:46:00.000-07:00

didnt go to school today. cheryl didnt either.
too tired. too bored. too lazy.

world cup was okay.
italy won, was watching half of the match.
zidane must have became mad,
doing that whatever thing infront of international tv.

prob missed a lot in school.
siti just smsed me to inform me.
oh well.
have to get back asap.

finished watching the Green Forest My Home series, finally after a long break of not catching up w it.
jiahui (clarinet) watches it too! :D
we were like talking about owen! hahadidnt go to school today. cheryl didnt either.
too tired. too bored. too lazy.

world cup was okay.
italy won, was watching half of the match.
zidane must have became mad,
doing that whatever thing infront of international tv.

prob missed a lot in school.
siti just smsed me to inform me.
oh well.
have to get back asap.

finished watching the Green Forest My Home series, finally after a long break of not catching up w it.
jiahui (clarinet) watches it too! :D
we were like talking about owen! haha

baby passed away. shue chie! seal swallowed ball?!

2006-07-09T10:42:00.000-07:00

its really early, but i still feel like blogging
blarhs;

anywayi realised that i sometimes had been making my own semi-decisions
its like all i think is can or cannot?
never is it supposed to be or supposed to be not?
i think i really shouldnt be doing that.
so yes, i'm going to have to apply what i learned and preached.
i'm going to ask God for help in everything (first!) from right now. (:

baby passed away today. sort of.
he had lackage of oxygen and almost a fit.
poor kitten.
maybe he really couldnt survived w/o his mummy ):

shue chie (aunt kim's daughter) came over today
and mum thought of asking me to give her tuition for english
she's only K2 by the way
and a REALLY bright kid
you teach her something once,
it goes into her like a sponge.
only that because she used to be educated in malaysia (chinese educated),
she has a major problem with simple english words,
plus she has rather a short attention span too, so yeah
will see about it.
i'm only sec 4 you know.

oh ya.
the news, a seal just swallowed a playball in china.
play play play, then swallow. err.
now having breathing problems.
yeah, interesting eh?

cheryl's not back!
zz.

OH
I WANT THE YOUTHALIVE CD. ):

i want gelato! dor yanxiong minfang came to church. band extended to 4?

2006-07-08T23:29:00.000-07:00

today is a band day.
a band saturday (:
today was great (:

i fell in today
then when xinying shouted for my name during attendence
was so taken aback by her
didnt expect it, haha
funny, jordan me charles zhenjun we all fell in w the sec3s
x)

sectionals w mr lim was so much better
i improved so much than the last time
now its only my Four Scottish Dances and i'm sure i'm well off
ohh
i badly want Gelato, so sick of Samba that i can kill myself

yokelian did GREAT in her solo today :DDD

high chance that sat practices going to be extended to 4pm for the next 2 weeks
really pray that wont clash with sermon and service
i dont want to miss the masterlife series )))):

church, dororin yanxiong & minfang came
didnt masterlife and stuff w sermons
thought at first that i wouldnt understand sister wanping's sermon
but i think i ended up laughing quite a lot
she really can relate a lot to us
but i dozed off a bit at the end
too many scriptures to flip and write huh

small group was on masterlife
so disappointed that i only finished up to day 3 ):
i love doing this workbooks stuff )):
am going to finish by today or tomorrow
i want to do it all properly (:

anyway, i'v realised that whatever i learned from the bible, i dont write them down
so yeah
so from tmr, i'm actually going to start reading AGAIN from matthew
i want to be refreshed and really write it all down (:
dont want to just blindly write and just understand like that
yep
say i'm wasting my time by reading the bible a few chapters back to the very first new testament chapter, but oh well, i believe it'll be for my own good :D

met suyin again!
we'r going to exchange music notes next sat
cant wait (:
mr lee is too horrible to give proper notes

woke up at 9:15, not going to school. sectionals at my house.

2006-07-07T10:39:00.000-07:00

HAHA.
i'm so... (:

didnt go to school today.
why?
1) i woke up at 9:15. no one woke me up for sch ):
according to my sister, even my kittens were mewing so loudly at 6am to wake me up for their milk. UHH.
2) since its ALREADY 9:15, i dont want to go to sch. especially since they implemented the 8am-send-home thing.
3) its relief teachers the whole day today. whats the use.

BUT I MISSED PE. ):
i want BADMINTON!

alright.
so my section came and we had sectionals together at my house :D
yep
yokelian and cecilia's afraid of cats
didnt know that x)

tomorrow's band at 7:30
I told like everyone to give me morning call or something
blahrs
yeah x)

grease better, moral low? slept till 2:20.

2006-07-06T21:00:00.000-07:00

france won :D
woohoo

lessons were SUPER slack again
totally all relief teachers
the whole of the 2nd half of school, i slept throughout
and when i mean throughout,
i MEAN throughout
from after recess right up to 2:20pm, oh boy

miss beh's going real fast
chapter 2 already
i'll have to do my homework even faster than her then, haha

PE's tmr, i cant wait (:

band today was weird
the atmostphere for the first one two hrs were like, totally quiet
as in, band morale was like, SUPER LOW
everyone was like OH OH OH
and mr lim was being strangely VERY cheerful today
like, he didnt even scold anyone, just kept prompting and stuff
well, according to him, w/o seniors (s4s), its better, cause the jrs can show off.
dots, then i'm sitting right smack in front of him la.
hmmm
but grease was much better today (:
i'm glad! :D
am looking for the piece on audio, hard to eh
then after a few hours when my beloved charles&jordan&amp;yokelian&zeting&zhenjun came back, the atmostphere went up, waha

dad and aunt grace & family would most prob be watching Opus III
yay!
btw, anyone want to watch Opus (our band concert), pls tell me asap yeah

oh yes.
we'r going to start on night rehearsals in a week's time
wow, excited :D

oh yeah
came home and just let the kittens out
they'r drinking A LOT A LOT A LOT
good good good (:
healthy healthy! :D
and baby went to sleep on the FLOOR. zz
so yeah x)

all american girl. miss su and mole concept. baby shitted

2006-07-05T06:00:00.000-07:00

aww, germany lost ):
but its ok
i told zeting BEFORE extra time, haha

new schedule for students taking N/O levels
lessons everyday till 5pm except tuesday
nuts
i will die!

miss su, the new chemistry teacher, is really good
at teaching i mean
maybe i understand her method more than miss yeo's?
yeah, perhaps

oh oh
baby shit-ed today (:
siti was like telling me and i was ??!!
and they drank lots of milk! thats gd (:

went to the night market and lot 1 w dad and cheryl
got loads of stuff
wrapping paper, my phone's screen paper, safety pins, chinese chess set, new gymn bag, two new books (chicken soup & some best friend bk), lots of stationary, and lots more
woohoo :DD

have completed 'An American Girl' in a day
am reading 'An Amercian Girl SEQUEL' now :DD

ranting on green forest my home. chinese o levels oral.

2006-07-04T22:59:00.000-07:00

half half half; blahrs

today was so slack
nothing to do during chinese lessons
ms beh didnt come for maths lessons
then i had 5 periods of dnt already
oh boy

was ranting away about green forest my home, the drama series
especially to elaine and yvonne
i'm encouraging ppl to watch it :D

had my chinese o levels oral today
so irony, i just knew abt it a few days ago
anyway, it went ok
i found myself shaking a bit on my voice for the passage though
yeah

band was just like that.
felt kind of weird, kind of empty and blur.
i dont know why.
maybe cause i'm used to being a band major.
then now like, just sit there as a normal band member.
LOL, cute.

tad disappointed at some people.
but oh well,
its just like that.
saw some stuff which made me really happy today too,
but oh :D

i bet $2 w zeting that germany will win italy.
GERMANY PLEASE WIN.
not that $2 means anything,
but it will be fun to see zeting groan in disappointment! haha

youth day, boring. nite market, met weida and others.

2006-07-03T22:56:00.000-07:00

youth day
just how youth-y can it be, zz

mum was supposed to bring us out to eat
but oh well, backed out last minute

lalaland. random.

went to the night market w cheryl
met haozhi, weida, bingquan & wilson
(:
they said my sister's very fierce.
er.

youth day, boring

2006-07-03T19:56:00.000-07:00

youth day
just how youth-y can it be, zz

mum was supposed to bring us out to eat
but oh well, backed out last minute

lalaland. random.

nonis, not nosis!

2006-07-02T22:51:00.000-07:00

beautiful sunday
finally a day i can sleep in (:

mum cooked today
finally, home cooked food, haha
missed all the morning shows
but oh well,
sleep is more impt :D

i'm so amazed then my sis knows more abt my sch than i do
not exactly, news
but rather, the VERY deep gossips
as in those, REALLY REALLY deep gossips on our sch peeps
so you can imagine
ppl are like "HOW YOU KNOW"
and i should go "MY LITTLE SIS SAID SO"
amusing right.
at least its only between us, haha

tried out my repaired/serviced flutes
yay
they sound great, esp my Pearl (:
the nice man even replaced the cork!
cant wait to start practicing for the prelims

oh yay
i got more ppl to buy tickets from me for OPUS III ! :DD
((((:

G3rAldTan~~~~~~~'' You aRe De onlY 1 i SeE'' says:
do u hva nosis number?
# CLUELESS < when dreams come true- says:
?
# CLUELESS < when dreams come true- says:
whose?
G3rAldTan~~~~~~~'' You aRe De onlY 1 i SeE'' says:
mr nosis
# CLUELESS < when dreams come true- says:
..
# CLUELESS < when dreams come true- says:
nosis?
# CLUELESS < when dreams come true- says:
NONIS.

masterlife series. matyr, lol. flutes are back!

2006-07-01T00:59:00.000-07:00

band was early in the morning today.
but only went around 9+ even though i woke up early (:
and why?
feed kittens :D
AND then i had stomachache again ):
toilet-visiting a lot early in the morning yeah
didnt want to miss band like on thur
so yeah, i went! :D

yay, we'r doing well in the octet
thanks God (:
you answered my prayer (:

tad disappointed that nathasha couldnt come today
but its ok (:
maybe one day her grandma would allow her, yeah (:

sermon today was great
i'm really really excited about this masterlife series
really hope i would not miss any of the 12 week sessions
oh!
and there's a workbook too
SO COOL RIGHT. :D
yep, yep, i love workbooks (:
i want to change someone's life too!

oh ya ya ya
pst danial was going on about MATYR
and throughout the whole sermonkohtee and i thought it was MOTHER
so we were like,
" WHY WOULD SOMEONE WANT TO DIE A MOTHER? "
" THEN GUYS CANNOT ALREADY LOR. "

LOL!

i met suyin for the first time today!
or rather she found me, lol
YAY YAY (:
we both striked up a good conversation like we'v known each other for years
hahaha :DD

went to the night flea market w jiahui and my sis
jap pizza :D
dropped by mac cause it was too warm and we needed a drink
jiahui started to tell us abt her brothers and all the funny stuff
SO FUNNY :D
laugh and laugh x)

so glad
both my flutes were sitting nicely in their cases inside a big ACCENT plastic bag
right on my table
i couldnt have been happier :D

what a great day (:

kindred spirit concert. met gillian!

2006-06-30T23:40:00.000-07:00

school was like super slack today.
played badminton in PE and was bored in POA & SS.
English lessons were just tests
and that was it. lol

went to lot 1 w elaine & siti afterschool
visited loads of shops!
borrowed books on photography
i'm getting more and more interested (:

met up w eve and bev
sji's kindred spirit concert thing
yeah saw gillian there! :DDD
was kind of cool seriously, all the arts stuff((:
i was so embarrased
tapped the boy beside me who just sat down and asked whether he was from the band because he was wearing the blazerand he was like " nononono "
councillor i think.
HAHA
bev and i shouted MARK ANTHONY.
oh boy. LOL
and we saw so many ex-lasallians!
javier, geovenn, shawn chin, eng wei, shane, joshua, and bev's cousin (ryan)
plus got to know some ppl, yeah
eugene 433 and weishiong 425? (how to spell his name?!), yup
PHOTOS.

http://www.imagestation.com/album/pictures.html?id=2104721265&idx=0

abdominal pain. charlie and baby!

2006-06-29T06:41:00.000-07:00

i'm feeling so warm and sticky. ):

didnt go to school today
made a trip to the clinic with dad instead in the morning
thought was stomachache, but its abdominal pain
whats the difference, still pain what. x)
haha!
the doctor still gave me running nose tablets.
like. i dont even have running nose?
HAHA.

charlie and baby were keeping me busy today!
yes, the kittens finally have names
charlie's the black&white
baby's the whitewaiting for someone to adopt
babybaby's a big crybaby will cry cry and cry when she wants milk, more light or space
think maybe she's sick? dunno.
and baby will only sleep if charlie's sleeping alongside her
aww.
cant bear to seperate them ):

siew woon didnt make it to the top 12. ):
thank God geraldine didnt make it, her attitude is so non-idol-ish
yay GAYLE! yay JAY! mathilda's okay. (:

shucks. i'm still sweating.
i want to go to school tomorrow!!! ):
chinese o level oral tmr.
zeting just told me.
so last minute, blahrs

baby just cried again
feed her, she dont want to stop
(in case you dont know, i still have to feed them with a milk bottle/dropper)
charlie's making progress, he can lick from his bowl (:
baby did her kitten business, and she stopped crying, haha
and in case you dont know again,
their waste cant just come out like that
seems like the mother cat usually uses its tongue to lick the anus or something
so i just use a rough cloth dipped with warm water
thats what dor and the rest are doing too
proves to be very effective
haha
and they'r sleeping again
tsk, poor babies (:

baby & charlie

12 more pages for dnt. kittens are my hse.

2006-06-28T23:11:00.000-07:00

wahha.
3rd day of school.
didnt blog ytd, blahrs x)

i did like 12 more pages for my Dnt ytd!
YAY!!
got loads of inspiration from runting, haozhi and mr kamar (:
THANK YOU!

its ok weida
CHEER UP. LOL.
iris ng dont mean it one la.
weida cut my sticker.
evil, tsk.

anyway
ms tan found 5 orphaned kittens in school
2 of them in my house
they'r so small, they cant even walk!
sigh
waiting for someone to adopt them!!!
orphaned kittens, must take EXTRA EXTRA care, if not will die ):
how how
only the black&white one will drink the formula milk
the white one wont! keep mewing!
it must miss its parents loads ):
sob, so sorry kittens ):
cant on the aircon
i dont even dare
later the kittens freeze how
rahh

was late for school again
and they had this new rule starting from today
if you'r late, you'll stay in the parade square till 9
if you'r late after 8, you'll be turned away
if you'r late from the 4th time, 2 days suspension for each day
HAHA.

tired.
somehow feel that school is a waste of time though fun on wednesday.
El and S.S ? thats just wrong.
tomorrow's prob worse.
physics. maths. chemistry. all for first half.
NUTS, well, life's like that x)

GO SIEW WOON.
GO GAYLE.
GO JAY.

oh, good news,
i found the air con control remote (:

school starts. suyin from same church! aircon control missing.

2006-06-26T23:54:00.000-07:00

YAY! SCHOOL STARTS TODAY! :D
dont look at me oddly, i really LOVE school
even if it was a bad bad day. haha
was late today, i came at 8! x)
missed my friends! missed my table! :D
anyway, chunjie lost all his baby fatsin a month, yes
so he looks so, thin, err, yeah.

very sleepy in school too
i got the aircon for history lesson
the fan blows against me in my own class
OH NO ! haha
my dad reckons i've been bitten by the sleeping bug..
whatever that is. pfft.

went home early today. planned to sleep.
who knows i cleared my room and study room table in one shot! :D
then warmed up dinner in the evening for my sister and i
ate, then plopped onto the sofa and slept
so unhealthy, full already then sleep
LOL yeah
i cant wait for sch tomorrow (:
havent done my homework, but oh well
SCHOOL SCHOOL SCHOOL -CHANTS

oh ya
random
my aircon control is missing ):
SHUCKS.

btw
tell all of you something really cool.
so i met this girl on the net named suyin who's from a band in the west
and this happened when i was like, in sec 1? yeah
so we sms each other even till now
and both of us have quite a lot in common
like both of us are in MEP, she's in MGS, i'm in ACS
and we both love band! play the piano! stuff like that.
so we always talked about one day being able to meet each other :D
GUESS WHAT.
i saw her online today, and her display pic was..
ONE OF THE GUITARISTS FROM YOUTHALIVE. (matt?)
so yeah, we both get hyper and went like,
"YOU WENT TO THE CONFERENCE? YOU WHAT CHURCH?"
and stuff like that.
and oh my gosh.
all the while, she's been in..
NISSI LIGHT. God let us meet each other eh? (:
so maybe i've walked pass her for weeks and i didnt know.
CANT WAIT TO SEE HER THIS SAT! :DDDD

i bet everyone's watching the world cup now.
yawn.
i love the world cup too, i love the part which they give the final score. x)

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1. Do the following WITHOUT complains
2. Choose 5 people to do this after you completed yours
3. Leave a tag on the person's tagboard to say he/she have been tagged
4. Start your post with "I have been tagged!" then do this

I have been tagged by: JIAHUI.

Favourites
favourite colour: blue (and black, white, orange, brown, red, ALL!)
favourite food: homecooked food, so cook for me! :D
favourite song: no specific preferences
favourite movie: any american home movies
favourite sport: badminton, volleyball
favourite day of the week: all (:
favourite season: autumn
favourite ice-cream: chocolate chip mint

Currents
current mood: a bit sleepy
current taste: uh, water?
current clothes: home clothes
current desktop: tom felton as draco malfoy
current toenail: long.current time: 11:33pm
current surroundings: pretty quiet
current thoughts: i want to finish this and go into my aircon room!

First
first best friend: one of my neighbours when i was 4 (:
firstcrush: some guy.
first movie: some jackie chan show.
first lie: not sure.
first music: not sure.

Lasts
last cigarette: nil
last drink: water
last car ride: gosh, i cant rmb
last crush: a long long time ago
last movie: over the hedge? shucks
last phone call: kenny
last CD played: radical conference cd

Have you ever
have you ever dated your best friend: nope
have you ever broken the law: no! :D not even littering eh.
have you ever been arrested: no, but almost. LOL.
have you ever skinny-dipped: no, its like wrong in singapore
have you ever been on tv: yes! acting girl you know! (:
have you ever kissed someone you don't know: nah.

5 things you are wearing: shorts, shirt, specs, ear stick, errr.
4 things you done today: sleep, eat, go to school, bathe
3 things you can hear right now: the music from the speakers
1 thing you do when you are bored: daydream.
5 peeps to tag : anyone (:

down to lasalle SIA to watch exchange!

2006-06-25T23:35:00.000-07:00

LALALAL.
I LOVE TAKING PHOTOGRAPHS NOWADAYS. (:

wanted to pick up my instruments from accent today afternoon.
turned out it wasnt open! aww.
blahrs.
instead, when to get my new school shoes, yep
somehow, got a new pair of sneakers too, brown ones
yayness, i never get tired of sports shoes/sneakers (:
dad got a pair too (sports shoes)
ate at suki sushi! :D

met dor, zj, jordan, charles, rena, jiayin, jennifer, helmi
took the mrt down to kallang
and some two s'pore armed forced guys boarded at one of the stops
so me, zj and dor just said maybe it was some terrorist exercise
and THEN GUESS WHAT.
the two guys stopped as at jurong interchange and interrogated us
cause i mentioned the word BOMB
and they suspected me and something like that caused i said the word
so dots, but ah, its so crap.
ha. i shall be stubborn for now.
BOMB BOMB BOMB BOMB BOMB BOMB BOMB !

yeah. finally reached kallang,
and the smart and intelligent rena (LOL)
found the bus to Lasalle!
watched the philwinds & a taiwan band having exchange(:
so cool! hahaso loads of tutors and ppl
well, look through the photos, it says everything! :DD

here:
http://www.imagestation.com/album/pictures.html?id=2104912372&idx=0

conference day 3! rebecca song, rebecca smith, rebecca ng!

2006-06-24T23:21:00.000-07:00

RADICAL CONFERENCE DAY 3 today(:
I WENT!
haha.

me, jiahui, jiayin, audris, yinsi, jerlyn

yinsi & jerlyn (ex-regent bandmates) came!
yeah
jerlyn looked like miss loh (s1 'cher)!
x)

had games and ice-breakers from 1 to 5
played couple game, blind mice (!!) and somemore, yeah
video of adelene and jiahui being the 'blind mice'
dont have mine, baoqi, pinfen and cheryl ah x)

adelene!
go to http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JSF_P42Pmn4

jiahui!
go to http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jXRl-WuhhJQ

had a great time during conference
smashing our negative thoughts, thats right (:
kohtee & sandy wouldnt stop tapping my shoulder throughout
ZZ.
haha!

some of the youthalive bandmembers came and sat with us during dinner!
photos and sign-sign! (:
Godchasers became the managers of youthalive, lol
jiahui: one dollar per entry pls ! x)
we even took photos with total strangers fr other cellgrps!! :DD
some of our photos.
too many to put up all. HAHA.
so ask from me if you want your photos ppl (:

taken with people from other cellgroup whom we dont know! haha. (:
only know the girl with black and white stripes shirt is named REBECCA too! (rebecca song)

another REBECCA! the youth pastor is named REBECCA SMITH! haha.
rebecca, sandy, me, meiyan, wanyi, cheryl, weiting

me, luwei, and another girl

disco kid! four scottish, Eb clar part? missed 2nd day conference.

2006-06-23T22:19:00.000-07:00

shuck,
dont ask, dont ask
dont ask about the RC ):

almost didnt make it for band
so tired, so drained, but it wasnt really that bad (:
almost died in Four Scottish Dances
mr lim said that was a Eb clarinet part and i went like HUH?
argh, i didnt know there was plus its a solo part ! shucks.
going to have to look for the score asap!
ms loh took the original scores keys so oh well. ):
soon! soon!

tried disco kid for the first time.
its cool.
its fast.
its upbeat.
its freaking difficult.
for the first time, i really didnt know all the syncopated stuff...
THATS GOOD.
means i have something i can really take time to break them down. (:

lunch was funny.
short, but we had fun. reciting the ABCs, the elmo song, the games!
i mean, how often you find people eat and play. lol.
talked to dor abit about christians and stuff like that when she asked
haha (:

rushed home on the bus
and my dad said he would bring me to the conference!
means i had 2 hrs ahead to wait.
and i fell asleep.and i didnt wake up till 11PM when my mom came.
knowing my dad, he will never wake me up cause i'm SLEEPING.
he even bought dinner and it was totally cold when i woke up.
err.
haha!?
dont ask dont ask.
sorry to ppl who sms-ed and called esp my sister. oh boy. ):

elaine, cheer up. (:
YOU HAVE ME! :D

i'm sorry, but it did not help me at all.
stop pinning that very wrong hope on me.
its dumb, its stupid, it turns me off.

01) What is your phone brand?
nokia

02) What's the last 3 digits of your mobile number?
467

03) What does the 2nd message in your inbox say?
" oh.. can :) hee.. anyway.. thx. i lost with you liong time ago. haha. great memories. haha. nites. :) "

04) Who's the first person who comes up under the letter M?
mabel

05) Who's the last person you rang?
zhenjun

06) Who was your last missed call from?
jiahui

07) Who's the 2nd person who comes up under D?
danial

08) What does the last message in your inbox say?
" hey, u got mr lim's hp no? "

09) Who's the 3rd person who comes up under J?
jared

10) Go to your Sent Items - what does the 5th message say?
" Jolene? The cck sec one? LOl, real sorry, my hp was missing months ago and i lost all contacts. Yeah "

11) Who's the 4th person who comes up under S?
sandy

12) Who's your network provider?
M1

13) How many messages are currently in your inbox?
278

14) What do you have as your background?
T-bone the dog

15) Who's the 2nd person who comes up under R?
rena

16) Who do you have on speed dial 3?
none

17) If you're on Pay as you Go, how much credit do you have?
nil

18) Who's the first person who comes up under C?
catherine bok

19) How many bars of signal do you currently have?
?

20) What do you have as your main ringtone?
catch your wave

radical conference! first day! meeting w oc w some few excos.

2006-06-22T23:28:00.000-07:00

jiahui and shaoming.. whatever they are doing. (:

and if things had not gotten worst.. dor and siying tried it out too. LOL.
and what is audris and jiahui doing at the back...

jiahui trying out shaoming's specs

RADICAL CONFERENCE.
dororin, yanxiong, xinying, jessie, shaoming, yiqian & yibin came!
haha, in case you dont know
yibin is a hougangian, but not from band (knew her from yiqian)
made another new friend! wow! :D
she's a netballer by the way! woo
she looks like yvonne yeo too. the sec 1 saxophonist. LOL.
dont believe me?
see for yourself.

yibin and me!
my hair is super duper wooper messy, but ahh! x)

RADICAL CONFERENCE was great
i cant wait for tomorrow!
x)
though i'm really kind of drained.
hmmm
its ok :D

audris & me!
notice the guy behind me looks A BIT like charles. but its not. heh.

me & shaoming! the saxophone guy! waha

sorry if it surprised you that i'm actually putting photos.
must put my digital camera to use you know. haha.
but didnt upload a lot, so yeah. x)

had breakfast this morning with some of my excos at ya kun (:
loved our time of chatting together and having fun! :DD
then meeting with OC
yeah

random.
was on the mrt train when i overheard this two boy
sapparantly they were talking about the world cup
and i couldnt help but hear in because they were talking abt s'pore
saying what,
imagine if s'pore get into 2010 WC
first match: s'pore vs brazil
then every 5 secs brazil will score a goal
where got so fast one -.-"

having 3 hrs band tmr w the alumni, yay
then going for conference
woohoo. ade say can.
thank God, i didnt worry abt which one to go
God helped me sort things out, lol

school starting soon.
seriously, i havent done anything.
no studying, blah.
table so messy, i dont like. ):

blahrs.

got this from zachary's blog. and since i'm so free..

Three names you go by:
Rebecca, Becky, ChuYing

Three parts of your heritage:
Chinese, Thai, more chinese?

Three things that scare you:
dark places, people staring into my eyes, thats all.

Three things you're wearing now:
shirt, shorts, specs

Three of your favourite bands or musical artistes at the moment:
click five, aaron carter, jesse mccartney

Three of your favourite songs at the moment:
catch your wave, because you live, angel

You want in a relationship (other than love):
communication, trust

Two truths and a lie:
i love school.
i cannot survive without air.
i hate music. (:

Three physical things of the opposite sex that appeal to you:
eyes, spectacles colour, whatever they are wearing

Three of your favourite hobbies:
i love everything. (:

Three things you want really badly now:
nothing.

Three places you wanna go on vacation:
L.A, barcelona, england

Three things you wanna do before you die:
1. have 2 kids and both must be boys no matter what (blah).
2. squeeze all the toothpaste out of its tube for fun
3. throw a brick at a car window pane, for fun

Three people i would like to see take this quiz:
everyone, anyone, who wants to

nite nite
going to check some Green Forest My Home online! x)

karena is a mongolian. haha.

2006-06-21T23:38:00.000-07:00

KARENA IS A MONGOLIAN!
sorry sorry, very inside story
x)
HAHA

i'm dying in Dnt folio, blahrs

band was alright
havent touched the clarinet for a long tim
eand i seemed to have lost my touch
):
what to do?
too bad. practice then.

anyway. random.
zeting and i were talking during combine (ytd)
(oboe and Eb clarinet sit beside each other now what. boo. no more corner)
so yeah
this year s1s really working v hard for what they want.
firedance came as a shock.
i thought the s1s wouldnt even make the first few bars.
my, was i shocked. (:
no wonder ms loh has been smiling a lot, lol.
with this batch of s1s, they will definitely be a boost to the band for next year's SYF
just what our band needs. :D
lots of potential wonderful players too
the trumpets, the saxophones, almost everything!
its not like they got loved that much
seriously most of the seniors didnt really bother abt them (no time?)
but they still improved.
you know the chain reaction?
one person leads and play well,
the rest follows
i thought our batch was the fastest batch who did that.
(its my own batch so of course i'll say that, haha)
here came the che yu,
yi shan bi yi shan gao.
thats right
(:
hope that this batch of s1s will break the 'curse' in the band
(:
good job s1s, dont stop there
continue to improve!

RADICAL CONFERENCE TMR.
haha.
so many band members coming
YAY

so funny watching mr lim 'arguing' with jiayin
wanted to video tape it down
but aww
mr lim almost slaughtered me when i took out my camera

meeting tmr w my excos (ex-excos?) at 8
well, er, not technically REALLY a meeting
we'r eating at YA KUN TOAST.
HAHA. :D

nite nite

thank you for the chance Lord.

2006-06-20T21:33:00.000-07:00

you gave me the chance Lord
thank you

i'm so so so so so so so so so glad. :D

band, missed my section. GREASE!

2006-06-20T19:52:00.000-07:00

went to band today.
yay, i missed band
band must miss me too
cause i was happy to see my section
and i bet they were cheering to see me x)

feels weird, i'm not an EXCO member anymore
haha
sometimes i'm just too kind
but when the thinking steps in
i'm glad i AM kind
thank God.

got new scores today which the rest got quite a few days ago
Grease, Lord of the dance, Samba de loves you, Disco Boy, it doesnt stop there
OPUS III is coming up, will have to 'chiong' loads
havent been touching my clarinet much
but of course, i will not leave my friends, family or my school work behind
(:

hongkong topic.
hongkong was good, though it felt like singapore
mainly due to the humid surroundings and stuff like their mrt called the mtr
and loads of stuff
woah.
disneyland should be ok,
but i dont really like itseems like its the type of place not for games,
but more for pictures and stuff
ocean park was great though
loved the exhibits, displays and rides
disappointed by not being able to see the killer whale ):
but oh well
didnt do shopping, i hate shopping & crowded places
so it was like a super big no no for meate a lot of chinese food
so now i'm sick to death of it
shall be eating malay/indian/western/japanese/whatever but chinese for the next few days
sometimes some china ppl will speak to me
and i'll just stare and answer in english
i feel so ashamed, i'm a chinese ):
HA, i shall start to improve my chinese!
went to seven eleven many times
and they would give us this chain hook thing on a country in the world cup
hoped that we would collect all ):
but nooo ):
the real pinch was that we took the american airlines ):
no tv and stuff like that, so sad
bought a Nemo home :D
haha
look out for my photojournal coming soon (:

i never thought i would love singapore more after this trip.
OH.
i'm going for the national day preview.
:D
SHOUT YAHOO.

i thought of you so
Lord if you would give me a chance
the same chance, exactly two years ago.

touched singapore!

2006-06-19T01:28:00.000-07:00

just touched singapore an hour ago. zz.
plane was delayed for like, half an hr due to the departure from chicago.
lol.

dizzy.
jet lag will be a lie.
so, tomorrow night?
yeah
i have band in the morning, ahh!
nites (:

[edit]
ok i changed my mind.
just finished uploading my pics into the camera. haha
cheryl said that by striking off 'band majorette'
people will think that i got SACKED.
oh boy. LOL
hmm.
anyway.
going to post pics on imagehosting.
TOO MANY PICS.
:D
ok, really have to sleep.
nites
[/edit]

boarding plane in 15 mins (:

2006-06-15T05:30:00.000-07:00

waha (:
boarding the plane in 15 mins :D
and the plane departs at 6:45am can (1 hr 15 mins ltr),
dots

anyway,
its just because of checking and stuff like that
american airlines has loads of officers lined up for inspection
AND security screening, oh boy
totally kiasu
but oh well
scared got terrorists what x)
muaha

will show photos when i get back to singapore
BYE :DDD
miss me !

benchwarmers! leaving hk in 8 hrs

2006-06-14T22:19:00.000-07:00

):
i'm feeling so dizzy how to board the plane later
)):
anyway, i shouldnt worry about that
i have like, 8 more hrs
but still )):

just finished packing. :D
my sis just got this new handbag which she's bringing to hk
i'm just bringing along my denim bag
hers is so cool ):
i also want ):

watched BENCHWARMERS today at lot 1
was awesome :D
totally like those american home movies which i love
woohoo

blahrs
will upload another POP video which i just edited
hmm
i think maybe i can become a video or tv editor when i grow up :D
heh

someone pls help me remind charles to return my books
thank you (:

hongkong is a " chi dong xi mai dong xi " (eat and buy) place
oh no.
i hate shopping.
i dont mind the eating. :DD

oh yes!
you know the new advertisement
the 'in a woman's world, blah blah, guys will give birth, diamonds will grow on trees"
that one?
ITS SO COOL. :D
I LOVE THE ADVERTISEMENT PRODUCER.

):
dizziness getting worst
maybe i should catch some sleep before leaving (at 4am! oh boy)
will blog again if i have the chance at the airport
nite nite

slept till 4pm! ahh. sjimb shud be in perth already. hmm.

2006-06-13T22:29:00.000-07:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY 16TH BDAY NICHOLAS! :D
my longest-termed friend ever
10 YEARS!
(yes, i've known him for so long)
:D

i'm such a pig
i woke up at 4pm today alright!
x)

i think i've been eating more instant noodles than anyone
haha !
good thing there's a stock up on chocolates at home :D

leaving for hongkong in less than 2 days
woo
i havent packed my luaggage, blah

sjimb should be settled down hours ago in perth already
good luck guys (:

oh yes.
i just realised how good i am at pushing away/ignoring negative stuff (or the devil!)
good for me? (:
go away

Lord, because you are with me

sweetest stuff deep down in my heart

2006-06-12T23:58:00.000-07:00

sometimes,
the sweetest memories and most silent secrets are always..
deep,
deep,
deep down in my heart
(:

it had been a long time

bored. jiahui playing trumpet beside me.

2006-06-12T17:27:00.000-07:00

oh.
its like 5:22pm.and i'm dead bored. ):
plus jiahui is sitting right beside me. -.-
playing the trumpet. zz. die. so noisy.
x)
dororin is sleeping in my room.

i just realised how dead i am.
you know what.
i havent started touching ANY books yet.
and i seriously mean it.
opps.
i'm like, a dead fish. x)

someone save me.
my eardrum is going to burst.

blog ltr at night.

striking off band major. first movement video. (:

2006-06-11T22:47:00.000-07:00

-bawls-
had a big headache this morning
):

oh well. x)

whenever i'm over something or an event, i would strike it off
i just striked off my post in RWS. ):
no more band major. ):
so funny right.
when i was bm, i would wait for the day to strike it off
but when i'm finally not, i never want it to end
(:

uploaded the first movement of the video into:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=E1pfsgXkTDY

go see.
maybe when i've figured out the other movements and find them,
i'll add those in too. :D

dor and zhenjun at my hse
they'r being crazy
LOL
bye

passing out parade 2006

2006-06-10T23:43:00.000-07:00

today was the passing out parade (:

yeah man :D
reported to sch early in the morning at 9:30
was feeling so dizzy
cause i slept at 4am doing some messages and letters
and guess what
i forgot to bring some of them ):
wasnt upset, oh well, this means i can write more!
haha, so s4s and some s3s/2s, you all will have to wait till tues! -winks

finally we wore our gloves (((:
rained heavily in the afternoon during lunch
was silently praying over and over again that God either will:
1) blow the clouds towards woodlands before the parade
2) hold the rain for just the event
but it just kept raining. it just kept raining. it just kept raining.

but even when i walked to Yew tee to get the photos w kexin
i still continued praying, i never stopped
went back to school, yes it was still raining, though it was a drizzle,
but i still continued praying, over and over again

and a miracle happened.
the drizzled totally stopped and the sun came out.
it happened so fast.
:D
i was so happy i didnt know what to say
i knew it, God will never let me down
the parade was a blast! :D
thanks to those who came, really (:
only problem was my camera ran out of batt halfway through recording ):
lol
ceremony & concert was good

only this year's POP was different

hardly any s4 cried except a few
everyone was cheering and laughing
instead, yeah, the s3/2s cried, and s1s TOO. oh boy, lol
the s4s were having a good time, yes we were, i like that (:people were just showering sweets and stuff into my little bag
and i dont have time to tell them that i dont eat sweets
oh boy, what am i going to do w them -.-"

played a bit with mr tan's PSP
mr lim said i will fail my exams if i continue that, err
mr tan so cute, still play this kind of stuff! lol
anyway, it rained after everyone went home and only a few of us were left (:
God held the rain!
haha
and guess what.
when i left the school building heading to lot 1 for dinner,
the rain stopped!
haha. i'm not lying.
God always holds the rain if i ask when i'm walking in the ope.
i'm not lying. (:
always.
even when i'm on the way home from sch.
(:

you never disappoint me

tetra campers are just like tetra campers
first they dread going to the camp
then they come out not wanting to leave (:

will continue tomorrow.

band parade rehearsal. podcast w s4 clarinetists.

2006-06-09T23:57:00.000-07:00

oh, tomorrow is the POP
so fast.
=p

had a full parade rehearsal in the parade square
the marching band sounds weird, i shadnt comment
perhaps its because i'm not used to 3 piccolos playing together (:

boy, why did you get so worked up? you'r just ruining yourself.

s1s sounded so sweet in the hall from the parade square
but oh well
we'll see tmr :D

did a stupid podcast thing on my mp3 w all the s4 clarinetists
haha
its funny funny funny ((((:

random:
i have my period today
drats ):
what a time

rained a lot today
if not, it would still be a drizzle
God, please dont let it rain tomorrow ):

i havent done my prezzies and letters.
slow !

lecture on music related job scopes of the SSO

2006-06-08T23:41:00.000-07:00

2 more days to POP
i just realised that, so soon! ):

had marching practice today again (extra)
did the turn which was so cool :D
haha another pract in the evening w hougang s4s
didnt really see them before, except for one girl whom i think is a saxophonist
yeah

heard the s1s play, today they had full strength!
w the exception of those who were overseas/sick :DDD
pleased! (:

lalalalala.

tetra second day
joined in their lecture w the SSO senior excutive something
talked abt some related job scopes in the SSO
sound really fun (:

tmr's the POP rehearsal! woo-

new digital camera! flutes to accent music.

2006-06-07T23:25:00.000-07:00

wednesday! -chants

chem lessons were cancelled
ahh
should have slept at home
x) lazy!

1st day of tetra
mr chen thought i was in the camp or something
lol
so had to explain that it was leadership camp for the s3s (and of cause, some s2s)
hmm
campers' movement were quite slack, walking instead of running
but oh well, its just the first day
hard to tell anything (:

marching pract
did a lot of saluting and stuff like that for pract

went out with dad in the evening w the intention of buying a new pair of sch shoes
and guess what.
we totally forgot. LOL.
instead, i sent both my flutes to ACCENT music for reparation,
and the in charge said i had to wait for 2 weeks to get it back, oh bo
yate at some food centre later and ended up w a slight tummyache ):
then packet some food back for teachers and some display s4s
and bought a digital camera & new portable earphone set at courts! :D
dad's going to get a a video camera for himself too, prob next week

yay i have a digital camera (:
and its BLACK.

full s4 marching pract. s1s can play hey jude n wonderful world!

2006-06-06T23:28:00.000-07:00

what a day. (:

lessons was still... yah.
maths was pretty simple, topic on probability.
Dnt lessons was like nothing, everyone was slacking their butts off.

overwhelmed with joy :D
our FULL S4 batch marched together today
the last time was like, when we were in s3? oh boy! (:
even though it rained, nothing could dampen our spirits
:D

heard the s1s today, great job!
they can play Hey Jude, What A Wonderful World and half of Firedance
ms loh was very pleased, she just wouldnt stop grinning (:
they are well on their way for performance this sat :DD

checked out the video store w dor and zj after lunch (w esther, aaron, joseph too)
oh, i badly want lots of serial dramas (:
lets hope some ppl will get me some :D

went on a crazy sms spree
smsed at least 3/4 of my contacts fr my hp contacts
inviting everyone to the parade x)

tetra camp begins tmr
good luck all campers, jiayou and work hard (:

bees in the house! full s4s marching! (:

2006-06-05T21:12:00.000-07:00

JOINT PASSING OUT PARADE CUM CEREMONY & CONCERT
(REGENT SECONDARY, HOUGANG SECONDARY, BEDOK NORTH SECONDARY)
DATE : 10TH JUNE 2006
TIME : 4PM (PLS BE HERE BY 3:45)
VENUE: REGENT PARADE SQUARE & HALL
FREE ADMISSION

:D

aunt & cousins flying down fr USA next month, 24th, confirmed.
HAHA.
MEANS MAYBE THEY CAN WATCH OPUS III. (:
so smart right! :D

holiday classes were like, zz, today.
physics were a drag
emaths was almost a skipover
social studies was a repetition
most importantly,
I FORGOT MY MONEY TODAY!
i'm so forgetful. tsk.
thank you elaine for the curry puff (:

oh ya
yellow-and-black bees have been attacking my house lately
horrible
my father reckons there's a beehive in the living room
... BLOODY HELL! no way man.
anyway, these bees are really smart.
we lead them out of a window,
they fly in through the other from the next room.
i might as well just die in my house with no oxygen.
LOL.

dad just caught a bee in some plastic bag,
saying that if more bees fly into our house,
he will go to the town council.
i'm a big fan of animals,
so you can imagine the pain i felt.
i can still hear the bee buzzing! (maybe i'm too sensitive, lol)
so sorry mr bee (or mrs? or ms? argh)

ohohoh
i received the best news just now :D
the FULL s4 batch (includ NA pupils) will be marching together
alright man!
we come in as a batch,
we graduate as a batch

tetra & main band tmr too .
praying tonight that tetra campers will be able to complete the formation on time.
its 4 movements and they have 5 days left
but actually its ok
because i know they can do it (:
its the faith we are carrying for you, tetra campers

thank you Lord, i owe it all to you

global prayer day

2006-06-04T23:44:00.000-07:00

ah. so sorry for not blogging for like.
till now. x)

pass few days, nothing much.
had been going to school for band related stuff.
like watching their tetra training, doing some s4s drills, blah blah

saturday, went to church.
combined service, but it felt a bit different somehow.
hmmm
weiting could come (:

today.
GLOBAL PRAYER DAY.
had to pack goodie bags in the afternoon.
35,000 of them. oh boy
took loads of group photo with the cellgroup,
especially the girls, cause all the boys were so lazy! x)

global prayer meet started.
so cool
so many ppl worshipping and praying to God at the same time
gave a special and great feel (:
too bad we didnt stay for the grand finale
i want to go again next year! :DD

oh yes,
pinfen, me & steph has gone nuts over fairytale interviews & stories! LOL

Lord, let us hold hands in unity

first few displays for display band. helping out.

2006-05-30T19:51:00.000-07:00

early post today, i have absolutely nothing to do
had classes today. the usuals
tetra campers were warming up their instruments in the parade square
needless to say, since my class is awfully near the canteen, my class ppl were complaining that the band was too noisy
especially chun jie!
so i wouldnt stop hitting him on the head
lol x)
TALK BAD ABT BAND! HOW DARE YOU! x))

met mr lim after chemistry lessons outside the range
he asked abt o level chinese
i said "easy until its difficult"
and he went on that i surely fail chinese!
):

was supposed to go for sectionals but alas,
ended up being pulled into helping out with the display by mr lim
was quite fun watching them try things out with mr chakrit
from the top, its a great view when everything is done correctly
they (bedok north, regent, hougang tetra peeps) finished up to the first few pictures already
which isnt bad for such a large number of people
i want to join ):

took s1s for a while for combineguess they sounded ok,
BUT, they were missing a lot
like the bass (tubas??!!) and poor geraldine was alone today haha
jia you (:

sec 2s were so sweet
they literally WANTED to PUMP to 'show the s1s the proper way!'
oh, they love jordan and charles now :D
haha, long story :DD

blahs
lessons again tmr )):
sick sick sick of it
tmr's faeliq's chalet, but gillian's going for balloon hat
so i'm like totally clueless, ahhh

i want, and i'm really craving for... chicken rice ! ):

anyway, i think i'll take a shower
and do lots of Dnt today
i'm totally lagging behind the class ):
i wanna complete my artefact asap!!!!

God, it was another great day with you

o lvl chinese paper. meiyan and yanyan at mac.

2006-05-29T23:46:00.000-07:00

o level chinese paper was very tricky, for paper 2
felt God's presence with me throughout the paper,
as i could read the passage for once you know :D
plus i was singing throughout the paper, so relaxed! x)

paper 1, only wrote 2 pages for letter writing, and 1 1/2 pages for compo
overall, i cant really rate myself
but i defintely dont want another D7 or E8!

i dont have to touch any more chinese WOOHOO

lost my holiday schedule, thank goodness i have my beloved marion :D
thanks exit buddy ((((:

went with meiyan to mac in the evening till late at night
some tetra ppl were there doing their group stuff
and hayati wont stop going on abt Hitler, gosh
kenneth and yanyan (meiyan's fren!) came byand i played with both their laptops :D
haha :DD
ate dinner w meiyan n yanyan and a Marie girl came by
haha, yanyan is so cute can x)
then they sent me home on their way to the bus stop (:

extra lessons tmr.
till next week.
OH BOY. ):

its ok, I'll do this for you God :D

new dark blue bin! 8+ more hrs to o level chinese

2006-05-28T23:41:00.000-07:00

about 8 more hrs till i take my first o level paper - mother tongue
3 papers from 8:30am till 3pm? sick man, LOL =P
no, i'm not nervous at all, i dont know why!
thanks for those who wished me luck (:
anyway, i have a line of ppl giving me morning calls at 6:30am tmr
haha, they seem to be more excited than me, what to do? =]

anyway. Spy Kids and this other channel 'u' movie was on today
:D
was great

HEY
i didnt slack okay :D
i DID study the letter writing format and memorised some helping words
and i think i've done all i can
since in reality, chinese cannot be STUDIED, its APPLIED.
i think i'm not going to go with the flow and use those 4 word idioms for every sentence
no i wont
i dont even know how to use it, so why risk it?
i will use my very own words and make sense into them!
haha
:D

(:

ok whatever man!
there are more exciting things than that, oh well ...
Chawang is going back to public display! its on the news!!!
WOOHOOO!!! :DDDD
i'm SO HAPPY! CANT WAIT TO SEE HIM!!!
-jumps around-.
.....

btw. dont get wrong ideas. err.
chawang is an elephant. (:
from the night safari/zoo.yup, he almost killed his keeper in 2001!
BUT
the zoo rehabilitated Chawang w $700K (!!) and he's now okay! :D
wow, yay
God loves animals too, haha! x)
so do i x))

lalalalala
i got new book holders and a new dark blue bin!
so cooooool man
ALRIGHT! :DD
yay yay

quiet time, bye bye (:

i've done my part, Lord, the rest is in your hands

have you ever talked to god above on the guitar!

2006-05-27T23:29:00.000-07:00

lalalalalalala~
ok, crap

band in the morning, nothing much
combine, and then sectionals
cecilia dunno what is E#! omg
i almost fainted
haha

so weird, only me and jiahui taking the whole band for dismissal
no OC and other excos ):
sob, lol

church, min en came!
continued series on Life Of Age
today's on addictions, on pornography and some stuffmy notes were not much,
so maybe i think i didnt really 'get it'
uh oh

i can play Have You Ever Talked To God Above on the guitar!
ok, i mean, after a few attempts, but i can play it :D
yay yay

sleep
-snores

God, it was when i didnt know

chinese chess!

2006-05-26T21:01:00.000-07:00

finally, a NORMAL day in school
right?

not. turned out they took the first half again for chinese. oh boy.
totally rotted, blahs
haha

didnt have MEP today :D
lazy me

elaine taught me how to play 'xia qi' (chinese chess) in the library...
ITS SO COOL & FUN!
i want to get a set too!, i want i want

40/70 for mock paper, only s4 w dor for band, el bimbo! gay piece. haa

2006-05-25T21:20:00.000-07:00

today we had relief teachers just coming in and out
so we practically did nothing zz

got back my mock papers
i only got 40/70 which may not be v good
but at least i improved compared to my previous 27/70,
and plus i've never gotten above a 36/70 before !
haha
thank God (:
i know you made it better (:

band today
i was the only s4 (who's taking Os) with dororin,
mainly cause the rest went home to study for chinese o levels
which thankfully, i had 'studied' a bit by reading during class :D
considered study right?
i mean, how to study chinese?! blah

went through danse diabolique, three onegin dances (haha i like this) and EL BIMBO.
HAHA. the gay piece :D
heh (:

no, actually i think i was right
its no use if you put someone in a section if he will not enjoy it
and instead refuse to come because of that
but oh well
its your choice :p

the sec 1s are so cute when they become so enthu all of a sudden
even for tiny tiny lil' things :D

OH YAY!
CANT WAIT FOR OPUS. :D

tmr's finally our usual timetable
YAY(:
i must miss ms beh, mr chen, ms yeo, all of them so much-ie
byee

mr brown, and ba chor mee

2006-05-24T23:18:00.000-07:00

another chinese mock exam today (:
think i did pretty well, i wrote a lot of good stuff for letter writing you know :D
thanks God for giving me ideas, muaha

miss beh showed us this mrbrown's blog or something like that
the BA CHOR MEE thing so funny :ppp
and 4/7 has posted up some videos on youtube, do catch it!
:DD

went for sectionals, didnt bring instrument
so i taught a bit and did my dnt at the same time
haha
smart (:

so tired. zzz

new keyboard came, concrete plan?

2006-05-23T23:43:00.000-07:00

new keyboard came (;
i feel like i'm typing on some smooth stuff. lo
lok nevermind, so lame

chinese throughout the day today, so boring
like, from first period to the very last one
-shakes head-
tomorrow's another mock exam!
oh boy):
i do not like mock exams! HAHA

anyway, had band today
sectionals all the way (:
mr lim didnt come ):

ms beh was 'scolding' me today,
cause she says i dont have a concrete plan for the future
come to think of it, do i?
hmm

having a very big headache now ):
dunno why, oh well
Jehovah Rapha, you'r my healer (:

my table's in a mess;
i do not like it when my table is in mess !
ahhh

Lord, tell me i'm in time for the flight

over the hedge, billabong bag, laptop bag, hongkong next month, new sofa

2006-05-22T23:21:00.000-07:00

[sentence by sentence form]
wahah! just came home from watching a night movie w dad and cheryl,
OVER THE HEDGE
its like a monday school night and loads of kids are watching the movie.
the movie's funny, funny, funny, and the baby porcupines are way adorable! (:
MUST BUY THE VCDS
if only the theatre system could have been louder...

yes yes, i'm trying out both
someone do tell me whether i shud type in paragraphs or sentences by sentences
the best for the reader you know :D

[paragraph form!]
bought my billabong pencilcase and this bag, which is supposed to be a laptop or handheld book bag if you want to put it. cheryl got one too, and her's is totally PINK. my isnt so bad. black, grey, w yellow stripes. haha. it'll be better for carrying around if i only need one or two books, this way, i wouldnt need the WHOLE slingbag or my backpack. SMART ME!

anway, i'm glad i practiced being patient .
wanted to get pencilcase after school w dad but it was raining.
was so so so disappointed at first. ):
but i decided to look on the bright side and practiced my piano,
which gave me VERY VERY positive piano results today :D
when i finished practicing, the rain had gone
and yes, i got more than the pencilcase
i got that new handheld book bag plus a trip to the movies!
thanks God (:
i practiced, and you rewarded me with more than enough (:

had chinese mock exam today. i totally flunked paper 2.
like, i didnt do the whole comphre.
was like staring at the confusing mcq comphre full time, opps.
haha.
another mock exam this wednesday,
God please guide me (:
i'll work hard this time, i promise

OH OH ! THE NEW SOFA CAME !
its a weird set. creamy white. but thought it was kind of silly to pay so much for this set which only had the 3 seater and another extra armchair w leg rest.
BUT. BUT BUT. BUT BUT BUT
....
GET THIS.

the 3 seater has a pull-down wooden mini coffee table in between, something like the car or aeroplane, PLUS, if you dont feel like facing the tv, you can flip the sofa over and it will go the other way facing the other side!, PLUS!!!, it is a SOFA BED.
OMIGOSH. :D

and the extra armchair.
ITS NOT JUST AN ARMCHAIR.
got the shock of my life when i climbed on it.
it ROCKS.
not as 'you rock', as in, literally, 'rock a bye baby'.
it shakes, it rocks, it turns, it spins, its like a baby's cradle.
not only that, the leg rest DOES THE SAME, and its seperated can.

i was like, ....??!!!!
seriously, i'm amazed by all these 'creation'
singapore is so cool! :DDD

dad might be getting us a digital camera!
wahah. you know why?
cause it can connect w the computer, simple as that.
haha
i want t7 or t30 (:

confirmed going to hongkong next month! :D
(band memories.. ahhhhh)
and perhaps sydney in august when aunt grace flies down to spore fr the US, cant wait, maybe i can visit my friends again! excited!:D

mei yong de, mei yong de
went to qinyuan's blog to attempt to readi blacked out only at the 3 sentence, oh no
how to read ):

Lord, let me grow towards emotional maturity (:
i want to be stable in the 'married period' w you ! :D
cant wait till then. :DD

ikea table with wheels

2006-05-21T22:16:00.000-07:00

i just realised,
its already the 21st..
SO FAST! ):
time's flying

cheryl told me weiting's going to come regularly cause she kept telling my sis she's a godchaser too! haha, yay

slept till 2pm today
my sister was worse
so its ok for me, heh x)

aniway,
dad set up the glass table today
its from IKEA, so duh, its like, DIY
thought was so nice at first,then the problem came,
i try to eat with my food on the table and the table moves away
err.
now i eat with fear that the table will fly
cause thats how my chicken dropped all of a sudden
...
ok, i DONT like tables with WHEELS!

realised for the past week,
lots and lots of things have been happening
in the world, in singapore, in our church, in our school
how would i know?
i dont always have 5 calls & 4 msn-messengers a day you know
troubles, problems, advice, chat sessions,
it has all happened this week
problems are erupting faster than you can say "OH NO!"
devil's got a hold
what should we do?
HAHA. I JUST THOUGHT OF THIS.
we should PIAK PIAK him.
HAHAHA. x)
step, kick, kick, leap, kick, touch! (er, something like that)
punch him, shoo him away, run to Jesus (:
TOUCHDOWN. :D

-puts football down excitedly-

[edit]
dad just bought me a new pillow!
WOOHOO!
[/edit]

mac w dor before band, new temp tutor, taught peishan, church w stomachache, game i/c, weiting accepted christ

2006-05-20T19:14:00.000-07:00

VERY LONG POST.

dororin stayed over
and we ate breakfast at mac early in the morning right after band
so we thought we were late and rushed down
only to see all the 'whites' standing outside the LOCKED gate
hoho
and i was still drinking my green tea
and dororin, her hot milo x)

zj had to constantly remind me that the OC had already taken over
cause i kept wanting to do the usual duties, lol

was pleased with s1s attendence
some s1s finally turned up, yayness
heard them play during combine
hope they'r ready for june & july concert

we got this new temporary tutor today
(lixin's back home, lol, china i mean)
and he has a really really nice tone
like a cloud ! (what a way to describe, err)
not trying to be mean,
but i love lixin so much more(:
what? we'r 'used' to lixin what. LOL

alumni band pract at first,
nothing much, the usuals
no main band combine cause mr lim didnt come down
sectionals afterwards,
plus the tetra ppl left w some excos to bn for training
so there were only me, gangyuan, jiahui (she came down!)
and karin, and the remaining s2s and 1s left

had to teach the clarinet s1s, (clarinet snrs were pract among themselves)
vivian chong (s1 eupho), peishan (s1 oboe), and the fhorn s1s
jiahui helped, thank goodness

came to realise that only other than a few sections
the other sections' snrs dont really spend time w their jrs
can see through their playing standards
yes they can play, but its all very technical stuff they know
like fingerings, beats, some scales,
but not others like, theory, flats, bondings, blah blah
maybe its the homework, maybe its the time
but lets re-enforce jrs n snrs spending time w each other (:

taught peishan and i realised she could play it,
but she just didnt know about flats
no wonder her piece sounded so 'weird'
going to rant on zeting on monday
haha, bully him

kind of pity peishan,
the oboe is difficult, (but she can play it! wow, one of a kind)
and she has THREE flats for her piece,
and she's the only onei mean,
if i were a s1, i would just diebut ahhh
she will make it, ex-lasallians are usually strong (:
just like mie mie n zeting
plus factor, her tone is really nice
(:

church w jiahui, haiqing and siying
had stomachache (VERY BAD ONE) on the way
had thoughts abt going home but i still went anyway
reached there in time for service
silently prayed that the stomachache will go away
wanping ever asked if i wanted a hot drink, lol
halfway through p&w, it just went away, unknowingly
yay, praise God (:
i knew it, he wouldnt disappoint me!
sermon was good,
was still on Life Of Age (:

during cellgroup, me and steph were game i/cs
played the two games which we discussed
and i think we overshot time
haha
but was great to see the newcomes like weiting enjoying themselves
and ppl like dylan and their group participating in the games too!
esp the mixed dry foods game, lol

BTW. two ppl accepted christ from our cellgroup.
weiting was one of them!
(:

small group's time was so short!
must be games too long, opps
haha
weiting and a boy (last year regent, 4/9) joined us.
forgot the boy's name, but he used to be from our church. (:

yay, so excited for learning guitar too
still havent bought new strings for my guitar, opps
going to look for a guitar case w my dad (:

pst daniel (i dont know why he just talk to me all of sudden) asked and i told him i was a methodist
when prompted on, i told him i was actually from hinghwa methodist
and he went like, "OH!"
err.
oh well, didnt tell him much since i dont know anyway too, yeah
lol, guess most ppl didnt know my granddad's one of the founders, haha
no, i dont know his name, come to think of it, i nv asked before, LOL
turns out he knows that church and pst jonathan (teo) cause of some pastor's network
i knew it, singapore is so small!
haha

came to me how lucky singaporeans are.
we are so small that practically schmates will know ppl from other schs w/o much probs
even countries like malaysia have such probs of getting connections
maybe thats why can develop so fast too,
we dont have that much of an area to 'not' focus on. (:
yay, i love singapore! doubly!

left church at 11 for the first timeso late,
didnt realise it myselflol (:

tomorrow's the chinese mock paper.
wednesday too.
tuesday, thursday, friday,
chinese periods from 8 till dismissal
mad right.
soomin's right,
its crazy to rush for the sch to start rushing for os only now
but at least regent is going to try this year

music results, 44/100, njc offering a lvl music

2006-05-19T23:19:00.000-07:00

no school,
thanks to the polling whatever, lol

had meeting with the OC in the morning,
rather general one, didnt discuss anything
then we ate breakfast/lunch together (:
maybe mac isn't such a bad place ! lol

got my music results,
overall 44/100, its pretty average,
seeing the fact that only 3 or 4 passed

MISS NG SAID THE PAPER WAS TOO TRICKY.
LOL.

and she said the class should buck up on our paper 3 (practical)
ahh, yes yes oh, i didnt get a ZERO for harmony,
thank God (:

anyway, from this year onwards,
music is now under 'humanities' not others anymoreso for counting of L1R5/L1B4
i'll be able to use music as an R1 or R4/R5 too (:

soomin told me NJC's offering A lvl music from next year
like finally, a fourth JC offers it. -.-
MOE so slow can.

if only they would let God take charge of their lives too

HAHA.
I JUST REALISED SOMETHING.
whenever laypeng calls me i'm doing something like
changing or bathing halfway or cooking noodles halfway or something
SO FUNNY. x)

click five! danse diabolique

2006-05-18T23:48:00.000-07:00

its 9:12pm!!! :DDD
ok, getting excited over nothing. muaha

hey girl i wanna catch your wave;

i'm IN LOVE with CLICK FIVE.(:
ITS SO, SUDDEN.
jielong does too!
SO COOL !

eyes have been hurting and itchy for the past few days
left eye bag seems to be quivering a lot at times
and i'm having a hard time focusing my vision
sigh
eye problem again!
hmmm, the last time this happened,
i was on medication for like, 6 MONTHS?!
9 eye drops a day, 3 eye antibiotics which is like glue on your lower eyelid,
only its a lil sticky, not a lot
oh no, God i dont want it again ):

OH WELL.

went through Danse Diabolique for the first time
WITHOUT the s4s (i mean, other than abt 5 of us there only)
AND ITS NOT THAT BAD.
yes; our band can do it! :]

i'm so proud of jiazhen.
and the sec 2s.
dont ask why (:
its a sweet secret

oh, i got my results slip.
turned out i didnt fail 4 subjects, which shocked me slightly,
like, how can i fail FOUR? haha.
turns out i'm like super blur, never count properly, and,
i failed POA only i think. LOL.
my one and only F9! ):

NO As. only Bs and Cs. ):

OH WELL. :D

just like what mrs chong says,
things will become better!
i want a distinction for humanities!
in fact, yes, our history class must/will do well!
yes yes yes
give me back my A you horrible result slip (:

didnt manage to invite any friends for church this sat,
slightly disappointed,
but oh well,
i'll try harder, yes i will (:

jielong just sent me
'CATCH YOUR WAVE', WOOHOO!

combined chi w 4/6, i dont understand! drills sess with s4s.

2006-05-17T22:00:00.000-07:00

AHHH. ):
5 minutes ago i was so happy
now i'm not

WHY?

i got my inspiration, and did up a new blog image,
then i went to delete itit wasnt good enough.
):

ok nevermind.

YAY. today was PE!
i played badminton w siti against gangyuan & haiqing
naturally, the girls won. (:
HAHAHA.

mother tongue was combined with class 4/6 today at the ava rm.
i love the aircon :D
alas, i couldnt understand that zhao lao shi. sigh
sorry baohui for me asking you numerous "whats she talking about?"
haha, i really dont know how ppl like bingquan they all can understand her very fluent chinese.
zeting says she speaks at fast as me! only in chinese. er. yeah.
NO WONDER I CANNOT UNDERSTAND. ):
heh.

drills session with s4s today.
zeting took us!
long time nv march w them, it felt great to be "the batch" all over again (:

jordan, phylis, dor, jocelyn, siti all want to take biomedical science
wow, and i'm still clueless
HA! :D
no wonder my nick is CLUELESS.
ok, lame lame

oh yes!
i'm excited -claps hands excitedly-
mr lim called and he said he's getting us the scores for clarinet octet.
plus he's asking his friend down to play contrabassclarinet for us.
YAY! (:
and he said Eb clarinet part, got a lot of running notes.
aww. but its ok, i'll work hard to play it well! :D
ok, i pray that the running notes are not those, fingers need to fly from A to B and then some Bb and then some G# or something like that umpteen times.
LIKE ALLA TURCA'S Eb clar part! ahhh !

i always have to remind myself,
God does understand what i feel, what i think about. (:

ms tay just smsed me. about o level music scores,
oh boy. i hope we dont up like last year,
with a 'VR' cause the scores got sent-in late. blahs

oh yes, this song's nice?
i've been looking for it since last year (:

something's missing.

so you could come. (:

2006-05-17T17:36:00.000-07:00

Before the world began
You were on His mind
And every tear you cry
Is precious in His eyes
Because of His great love
He gave His only Son
Everything was done
So you would come

Nothing you can do
Could make Him love you more
And nothing that you've done
Could make Him close the door
Because of His great love
He gave His only Son
Everything was done
So you would come

Come to the Father
Though your gift is small
Broken hearts, broken lives
He will take them all
The power of the Word
The power of His blood
Everything was done
So you would come

careers' day, inspired!

2006-05-16T23:24:00.000-07:00

i met a lollipop

careers' day today at singapore polytechnic.elaine is probably really sick of hearing me say "i want that course!" or "i'm inspired!" over and over again.
i really am, just not in blogging terms. heh (:

somehow i had this mindset that jc students cannot present well after a jc had some of its students present its sch to us. oh well.
on the other hand, i'm suddenly very open to the poly route, unlike before. glad i am too. (:
optometry, dentistry, pharmacy, arts management etc.
i LOVE them ALL. :D

i'm really proud of singapore's ITE.
they'r so, high tech, innovative, everything. :D

for the tour, my group visited the aerospace lab.
flight stimulators, labs, sound detectors, etc.
SO COOL. (:
i only saw one or two girls out of a pool of guys.
JUST LIKE MY DNT CLASS. haha.
i know how she feels !

oh yes, i did return to band today.
only about 7 s4s went?
i guess i must really start to accept the fact that the new OC has taken over. (:
asked mr lim, i'm allowed to join in the display band for POP.
but the practices are on saturday. ):
having a hard time deciding now, cause there's church on sat, duh
my Lord will provide a way (:

i know this sounds scary, but the mcpepper wings from mac are like biting into oil
omg.

papers back. buddy system for clarinet section.

2006-05-15T22:39:00.000-07:00

alright, i'm so sorry, i actually wrote a LONG LONG LONG UNBELIVABLY LONG post.
then i figured out you all wont want to read it.
LOL.
so i've shorten it SO much cause i'm so tired i'm going to fall asleep on the chair soon.

got back all papers within one hour, amazing.
i have nothing to hide, for the very first time in my life, i failed 4 papers, out of the 8
and music paper isnt out yet, so i'm prepared for 5.
yes, 4 papers is a lot, and my max is usually worse come worse, 3 papers.

oh well.
its ok (:
I'LL WORK ON IT.

and i must say, i'm very happy with my DnT results.
i failed it, 45 marks.
but seriously, for a girl (sexist i know, but its the truth!) to get this score in our cohort has to be very difficult with at least 50 boys climbing over your head.
its ok, i've improved, i'll do better the next time (:

the whole class but one or two failed POA.
everyone expected that. haha!

OH. ground breaking news.
mr choo entered the class and came towards me,
" REBECCA ! YOU PASSED CHINESE ! GOOD JOB! ", with non-stop smiling
haha.
teacher more excited than me. (:

sectionals today!
i missed my clarinet! :DD
so proud of the s2s, my clarinet s2s.
i always have been proud of them. :D

canadian to rite pizza, night safari again, protect animals!

2006-05-14T23:37:00.000-07:00

dad told us that aunt and my two cousins from america are coming down to singapore again in july. though the reason is totally 'huh?', they plan to visit us, then fly to japan, then fly back, and bring my grandma back with them to america. lol. (yes, my grandmother is america PR)

so my dad tried to reason with my aunt that she should not go to japan, and use the money to go to TWO more countries, like perth and bangkok, then fly to america.
made sense.

so if i'm lucky, and they choose perth, i'll be able to go too. muaha. sure, i'll miss school, and cheryl's making a big fuss out of it.like she's going, "NO NO! LATER TEACHER SCOLD ME!"
thats a sec 1 kid for you.

planned to eat canadian pizza. but someone bought the store or something, so now its Rite Pizza. and the lasagna and pizza tastes TOTALLY different, two worlds apart. ):))))):

went to the night safari. we were lucky enough this time round that the rhino was up and eating the veggies! so the view was like, totally cool :D
they changed the location and some stuff for the 'creatures of the night' show too.

the food prices had increased i think. ice cream two scoops for $7+, but we still bought it, cause its the only edible cold food. LOL. hmm. not including drinks i mean, yeah.
must be because a lot a lot of tourists there nowadays, i mean it, A LOT.
hmm, maybe i should be a tour guide instead.

one of the enclosures was empty, the guide said that the animal just went extinct or something.
oh boy.

my heart totally STOPPED beating.

): SO SAD.

i'm not only going to feed giraffes and wash elephants when i grow up, i'm going to take extra extra care and moniter the other animals too.
the world has got to protect these animals man! ):
and everyone should play a part. (:

alright, i know, i'm becoming so... "animal-ish-crazy".

but i dont care !

ahhhh.

my dad says i will never succeed in being a zookeeper (though i always claim i want to be one) cause the first thing they will do when they see how i handle animals is that they will strike me off.
i defended myself by saying its his fault cause we dont have a dog at home.
LOL

getting all my results tomorrow, all? well thats what merduati said, but oh well

the silliest thing just happened. cheryl just dashed in and told me the tv off by itself. so we went to check it out after creeping very very slowly towards the tv, turn out something happened at the tv station, so it 'sort of' auto shut. er.

BYE :D

church, building true confidence. politics! lol

2006-05-13T23:28:00.000-07:00

church day. i woke up early, i prepared early, but i still was late in meeting siying. x)heh. my sister was so ready to kill me.

oh, i understood the sermon perfectly today. i filled like, six pages of notes, and my words were almost half its usual size. so pleased with myself (:
thats right, i dont like it when i write notes which i dont understand, muaha.
BUILDING TRUE CONFIDENCE. :D

and i want to be an ORIGINAL!
not a COPY! :DDD

we celebrated bdays for jielong, cheryl, audris and kohtee! heh! CHOCOLATE FUDGE AGAIN!:DD
i only like the corners. (:

yes yes yes i can play the guitar !
not totally yet, but hey! its good for a beginner alright ! :DDD

so surprised to see that my sister didnt cry when she was asked to do the forfeit. LOL. ok, silly thought.

loved the sesame street cheer!

dont have any newcomers coming already nowadays. ):
oh no, must invite !

heh. 'oh no'.
reminds me of the song. LOL.
oh no, you never let go
thats right, i'm very good at politics.
i shall set up my own party when i grow up, haha :D

kenneth wont stop telling me how easy it is to get a distinction, especially for emaths. and chinese. alright, he's right. lol. but it doesnt really work on me, right? LOL

happy bday cheryl

2006-05-12T22:59:00.000-07:00

today is vesak day.
i think i spent so much time sleeping. (:
and watching boring television shows;there's no nice shows on a FRIDAY ):
(especially if its a public holiday)

oh yes. (:
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO CHERYL NG.
er, thats my sister, yeah. :D

though i hate cakes, i cannot help it when there's FUDGE. :DD
(though l love mango or cheese cakes, like, ten ten ten times better)

i forgot about the present. uh oh.

tetra meeting. when a stranger calls. bp plaza w dor n hayati

2006-05-11T22:55:00.000-07:00

my last paper! like, YAY?

anyway. i cant believe they give us one whole hour for a MCQ paper. the whole hall was knocked down by 8:15, which meant after 15 minutes, everybody's heads was on the table, sleeping, duh.
uh huh. last year when i was taking this paper, i actually fell asleep when i havent even finished half of it, out of boredness, and ended up handing up the whole OMR form without really shading 1/4 of the lozenges. yeah, it was like a almost direct fail, no way was i going to let history repeat itself. (:
paper was neutral, as expected. heh.

ate at mac's for breakfast w elaine and siti. god knows when was the last time i went there for breakfast, lol.

tetra meeting in school with my exco. was so happy to see them, i really missed them so much! :D
simply cannot imagine what i'll do when i pass out with my excos ):

so the meeting, aaron and esther came to brief us about some stuff.
what can i say?
I'M PSYCHED UP FOR TETRA III (:

i know at times i dont agree with what they say, what they might think, but deep down inside, i know it doesnt matter, i still love them all the same (:

oh yes. siying, me and jiahui called jielong when he was in CLASS (uh oh) and sang him a birthday song. he was so happy, yes, happy with a -.-"

watched When The Stranger Calls at lot 1 w elaine n siti. and we 'purposely' met on the bus, heh. the movie's a thriller, not horror or action, thats for sure. love this movie, definitely going to recommend it to those movie critics/lovers.

happened to meet jordan and zhenjun in the cck library. singapore is already so small, yet cck is smaller. haha. borrowed some books, and kexin (ex-sax) and yiting joined us. oh and guess what? both of them are taking up Strings as a cca in singapore poly, instruments? viola. RADICAL. :D
i want, i want!
i'm willing to trade my violin for kexin's viola! :DD

and, on our way down for dinner, we met dororin and hayati. lot 1 cannot get any smaller, any narrower. in the end, i went with dor and hayati to bp plaza to get some stuff for dor. and then what?
we go back to lot 1 at like, 10pm, and we ate supper there. oh boy.what a day ((:

tomorrow's a public holiday. i'm so looking forward to sleeping till the late mornings. :P

history paper, the two SEQ came out! thank God! and Dnt, drained. soomin and sms from mr cheng.

2006-05-10T23:29:00.000-07:00

oh boy, i'm still sneezing nonstop. ):

today, a VERY long post.if you dont want to read on due to my long winded mind, i wont blame you, here's the summary:
God rocks :DDD

ok, now for the long long part. VERY long winded.

history paper. ahh, i'm so happy, i'm so thankful for God. (:
ok, so me, as usual, fell asleep while trying to studying japan on my bed.only woke up at 7 and rushed to school, trying to read up japan on the way.but even by the time i reached the examination hall, i havent really memorised anything.so you can imagine, i have like thousand of facts to remember, and NONE is in my head yet.
so of course, i panic, and usually i only panic for history or social studies paper, cause both of them are like damn easy to score straight As, so if i lose it, thats it.
nasri (the boy who sits beside me from 4-6) happened to take history too and he told me either japan, or germany or treaty of versailles will come out for SEQ. OF COURSE I PANIC MORE. like that means, must memorise at least 4 SEQs a chapter, which means i must know all 12 SEQs' solutions.
so i quickly squeezed in only TWO history SEQs in my head, while going "die die die". then we had to keep our stuff, and i could only remember this 2 SEQs. obviously, there was nothing i could do except "God, i pray that at least ONE of the SEQs i studied for (out of the twelve....i only studied two....yeah right) will come out."

then POOF. the paper came to nasri first. he peeked (yeah, he's not supposed to do that) at it and told me "rise and fall of japan".
first thought? OMG OMG!
then when mine came, i flipped it when told too, and i almost screamed.
the two i studied of the 12, BOTH came out for SEQs (there's only two SEQ questions by the way). (:

so i think believe i've secured an A for history already. ((((:
yup, so must really thank God. :DDD

Dnt paper. i spent the whole of last night studying for it so that was the main reason for not studying history.it was relatively ok for me (a first!) though i did fall asleep while attempting to think.
for the first time in my life, this paper totally drained up my energy. i think i made a mistake by attempting qn 12, which was to describe in words and sketch out the whole process of constructing a wooden railway track. spent 1 hr out of the 2.5 hours we were given just on that one, drawing, writing, sketching, blah blah. heh.
totally drained from that qn, so i ended up having to sketch the other qns without doing all those step-by-step-drawings, but instead a one-whole-sketch thing, yeah, so i might lose pretty a lot of marks too. (:

just received an sms from soomin. she said mr cheng (some secretary for the principal in DLSS) has replied and needs details on our new alumni band before he agrees to it. can wait, thats good news! (:

tomorrow's the POA paper 1. and, no more. :D

anyway, nowadays i'm worrying more for my music practical. it seems like i'm getting worse for all my instruments except the violin. the flute has a pad leakage, the piano sounds dull all of a sudden, the guitar is missing a string, the Eb clarinet is collecting dust, the Bb clarinet is in school and i want to practice! everything happened within this two weeks ):
....
but its ok!
God will turn the negative into the positive! just like the reply from DLSS, my music will turn for the better too!
go away Satan :D
God wants to listen to my music, not you! :DD

i forgot to self remind that the study room needs vacuuming. opps. tomorrow?

chemistry paper 2, quite do-able.cluster performance again maybe?

2006-05-09T22:24:00.000-07:00

all of a sudden i had inspiration to make my own new blogskin.
and i lost it cause i dont know what kind of pictures to put, oh shoots. ):

maths paper 1 today. was relatively ok, not difficult, not easy. but i left at least 25 worth of marks blank (again,lol), so yeah. rushed for time, but much to no avail.
chemistry paper 2. i totally didnt study for this man, yet, the paper seemed do-able. oh well. told you, this mid years is pretty weird for me. no diff, no easy, just right for all. LOL.

miss tay just told me something about a cluster performance. again? like, last year, regent's representatives was our band. this year, our band again. yay, we must be very good. (:
lol.

i'm losing touch.

can hardly wait for exams to end. i want real lessons. not short boring exam hours for you to complete a paper or two, and then go home and rot double-checking with your ownself whether there's band the next day or not. x)

anyway, for the past few days. i've been watching the same old shows.
Rollie Pollie Ollie, Clifford, The Magic School Bus, Just Like My Own, Renovate My Family, Gilmore Girls, Still Standing and Gilmore Girls. Like, oh my?

bright side:
there's THAT 70S' SHOW tomorrow! (((((:

the study room's floor needs vacuuming.
self reminder for tomorrow. (:

maths paper 2, lost 25 worth of marks.

2006-05-08T23:31:00.000-07:00

when i was in kindergarten (PAP), my mind set was "full marks"
when i was in primary school, my mind set was "90? or 80? or 70? no way!"
when i'm now in secondary school, my mind set is "fail, or pass?"
the growing years, i just thought of that. sheez.

i still woke up with a short flu and nose block today. think i finally know why, must be due to the everyday air conditioning i use. or maybe the air con flaps are dirty. heh.

IAA Orchestra is way cool. (:

maths paper 2 today. i thought it was ok, only problem is that i didnt complete at least 25 marks worth of questions. oh boo, but its ok. (:
its been years since i found a do-able maths paper 2.heh. anyway, i couldnt have done it w/o God, whether i pass or fail, its going to be good. (:

guitar pick! elections last night.

2006-05-07T22:47:00.000-07:00

got inspiration all of a sudden for yuting's section's blogskin. (:
got inspiration for my own new blogskin. (:
but still no inspiration for jiahui's OR yuting's. ahhh. ):
thats bad. rahs.

anyway, was supposed to have lunch with zining and the rest today, but alas, serious flu case on me. i seriously suspect i'm allergic to something. err. yeah. hope not.

that reminds me. last night's elections.
practically everyone but pinfen cheered LOUDLY when PAP won this and that.
pinfen is a very loyal supporter of everyparty-but-PAP.

so pinfen and adelene were debating on the parties, and i joined in.and my point was?
pinfen: opposition
adelene: PAP
me: ELECTION IS BAD. IT BREAKS SINGAPORE UP. ):

i spent most of my afternoon doing very unproductive stuff. like playing flash online games. which i found very very amusing, but, was yet, FUN. kill me, i'm so deprived.

tomorrow's my emaths paper 2. real fast. yeah.

exco meeting with esther on the tetra camp this thursday.woo. i cant wait! :D

~~30+ more days, and i'm not a band major anymore. ):~~

dad got me a guitar pick, like YAY (:
but the E string was out of stock. oh well, heh. :D

block nose. sneezing. i MUST be allergic.
my arm hurts too. i dont know why, but it just does.

learning how to play guitar, by nat.

2006-05-06T23:58:00.000-07:00

went to church today, not that much people today, maybe because of the mid years. yeah. but the sermon today was really good, learned much from it. (:i'm glad i've mostly been standing through out my walk with God. (:

every blessing you pour out i'll turn back to prais
eand when the darkness closes in, Lord
still I will say

oh yes. i learned a bit of guitar, from nathanael (nat). he says i'm a fast learner, muaha. anyway, i can HALFWAY through 'Through It All'. heh. told meiyan i would play 'Blessed Be Your Name' for her next week. haha.

went to audris's bday party with the cellgroup. haha, adelene and pinfen were singing karaoke, which so reminded me of siying and charles the last time. :Dtook the bus home with my sis and pinfen. oh boy, pinfen is so... DOTS. lol.

tried out one of the songs with my guitar at home. i've two, the other one loaned zhenjun. heh. anyway, the last string was SUPER out of tune, and i think i twisted the tuning stuff too much, and the whole string SNAPPED. zz.
will have to get some tomorrow perhaps.

social studies, poa paper 2 and music paper 1.

2006-05-05T23:23:00.000-07:00

i just noticed something, really interesting. the bedok north and regent new probational band majors are both sec 4s this year (as in, going sec 5 next year). i think thats really cool (:
batch 1990 rocks :D
~~oh. so he really meant it when he said THAT batch surely cannot make it.~~

took my social studies and POA paper 2, AND music paper 1 today. i thought poa came first, and instead social studies did. imagine that, i didnt study ss except for theme 1 (merger and seperation). well, er, mainly cause i fell asleep on the bed last night too while flipping through the first few pages. LOL.
BUT
BUT
BUT
for SEQ, it came out.
THANK GOD! :DDDD
i almost secured my A. but i didnt complete my SBQ, and even for those i did finish, it was only 4 or 5 lines? so i think there's a high chance, not? ):

POA paper 2. i studied it, and i knew it almost inside out. took the question paper, and POOF. its a difficult and very tricky paper alright. i spent more time figuring out stuff than writing it down. zeting wrote only one page, and slept for the other 2 hours. yeah. oh well, its ok (:

music paper 2. it was HORRIBE. mr lee didnt even tell us the format or anything for this one, argh. but oh well.

we had to write an ESSAY on prokofiev and his works and his music style in section D. like i know so much about him. hur. but i did a good job making up stuff. LOL. really, its like doing social studies or history again. only, you talk about this guy's music life.
section A. one of the questions, they just play the music, you have to write out the notes straight away. what do they think i have, perfect pitch just like christina?! (lucky her, just once and i bet she got it) it took me till the 4th play before i figured it out. haha.
music of the world. nobody really expected it to come out. the second extract, oh boy, it sounded like latin american. but no one taught us that before so i left it blank. and when i step out of acs, shawn went "its latin american!"
errrrr.

its appoint 100. kill me.

ok nvm. haha. (:

i feel so lost. my flute is spoiled i think somehow. played it halfway and it wouldnt go down to the lower register. ):
how to practice. ):

chinese paper, only can read 'xing jia po'. good feeling on mid years. poa, starting to understand.

2006-05-04T23:50:00.000-07:00

exam period. everyone's into it. boo. didnt go online ytd. lazy to connect. lol.

yesterday:
had my chinese paper. it was horrible. i only recognized 3 words in the whole comphrension passage. "xing jia po". oh boy. had to use the only way out, first passage for first answer. and so . yeah. crossed eyed. but i prayed again before the second comprehension, and thank God its a much simpler one. (:

watched Renovate My Family (yes elaine!), and it was SO good. (:

went to mac at night with hayati and helmi and some others. was trying to read this chinese book compiled by our school writers, and thank goodness qinyuan was there to read out the difficult words for me. and what were they doing? chionging chemistry. qinyuan is a wonder, he memorised almost all the chemical symbols and ions and stuff like that.

today:
my physics paper 2. i didnt really study much, well, rather, very very last minute last night at about 12, i just read through some notes from my beloved physics compartment of the combined notes book. but the paper was do-able. it wasnt difficult, just very very tricky. and after i gave back the exam paper, i realised i dug my own hole to all the wrong answers with careless mistakes. but anyway, i didnt really regret and stuff, but somehow, i'm glad i learnt some new pointers from the paper.

anyway, i'm getting a good feeling on this mid years. yes, i didnt study for it, or rather, yes i did, quite last minute, but till now, everything seems to be very smooth sailing. (:
maybe its because of the quiet time i spent complaining about exams to God.
God must be very sick of me going on about why we shouldnt have exams. LOL.
but i dont think he minds. heh. (:

opened up my scheduler diary, and i almost smacked my head, tomorrow's POA Paper 2, which i'm like doomed, cause my highest this year was like, a F9. which is horrible i think, not including the fact that 3/4 of the time i didnt understand what merduati was saying, the other 1/4? i fell asleep, her voice makes me drowsy.

and yes sports fans (whatever), i really tried studying POA today!
andddd?
i conclude...
it really isnt THAT difficult as i always have been whining about.hopefully i'll pass it. for like, the first time, instead of relying on MCQ. yeah.

social studies and music paper 1 tomorrow too. its almost 12 and i havent started on social studies yet. not that i think that i'm a genius, but i worry that i'll die more in POA first. music paper? i'll have to squeeze in some time when i'm moving about. i dont want to die in music, but paper 1 totally sucks and its one of my worst papers too since i really have to rack my brains before writing down "HEY, ITS A ..... "

oh yes. i still havent had time to read my 3 newly bought books. ):
SADNESS, FILL ME UP.

yeah. my food's here. i'm starving.

renovate my house! leaving note with miss lo.

2006-05-02T22:42:00.000-07:00

english paper 1 and 2, physics n chemistry paper 1.mid year papers. today.and it was held in the hall. lol. how cool. (:

think i went too much out of point in paper 1. paper 2 was pretty good. physics was good. chemistry, flunked it till the ends of the world. ha.

looked for ms lo today with dororin, but she wasnt in. pity. left her a note with our handphone
numbers. reckon she'll sms? heh. x)

watched Renovate My House today, just like Siti said, its pretty much a greas show. i cried! lol. i begin to feel so happy cause they'r getting a new home. haha.
oh boy, i have been crying for the past few days over sad shows. haha.

chinese paper tomorrow right? shoots. yucks.

i'm loaning two dictionaries to two of my sec1 juniors tomorrow, plus mine, my bag is going to
be really really heavy. haha. (:

laypeng had discipleship with me today, and after walking a big round in lot one, we ended up at
my house again. haha. :D

crying over free willy and airbud. $150 worth of popular items.

2006-05-01T23:40:00.000-07:00

great labour day holiday today! we should have this more often.

watched Free Willy : The Adventure Home, and Airbud, both movies on channel 5. and i cried twice. extremely touching, american shows, i love them all. ):

ate dinner out. suki restaurant. did i mention the queue was REALLY.... for once. waited till, like, for, ages. ended up take card prints, me and my sis. anyway when it was our turn finally, the queue was gone behind us. err.

oh yes! and me and my sister bought $150 worth of popular items today.

my sister:
a few assessment books

me:
- "all american girl"
- "all american girl" (sequel) (both these books are very 'siti')
- "chicken soup for the teenager's soul" - School Version
- handphone denim pouch
- "wo de ri ji" (a teenager's journal - CHINESE!)
- chronicles of narnia (radio theatre)
- best of worship (gospel cd)
- push-cd rack

LOL. its all my fault. (:

whats tomorrow's exam paper?

supposed to go plaza sing. blahs. whats billabong? lol.

2006-04-30T21:20:00.000-07:00

this is so weird, i filled in the form like, not say secretly, but 'under profile', and now everyone knows about it. no, i'm not saying dororin spreaded it, so all you people out that please dont think that i'm talking of her. dororin was sweet enough to ask me to go for it ok (:
oh yes, continue, and its all the way till bedok north band. weijie just called me today to ask about it (and to demand his stand back, LOL). wah lao. come to think of it, why did i even bother filling it in when i dont even want to enter or even

go for auditions? lol. yes, i'm very nice, i'm pei-ing our school's few percussions. heh.
yonglin got his audition letter already. me and dororin havent, must be the principal never submit.
~~good,good,idontwannago! (:~~
oh well. too bad for me.

chelsea beat liverpool.
3-0
HURRAY.
anything which beats liverpool rocks.

wanted to have macdonald's breakfast after being the FIRST one to wake up at jiahui's hse. but i didnt know how to get out of the house, no keys. LOL. jiahui toasted bread with chocolate and
buns for us. how sweet. (:

cheryl: my bday is coming and i want a billabong shirt!
me: whats billabong?

so smart! now i dont have to buy for her present. lol.

dad was supposed to bring me and cheryl to plaza sing today. or rather, ME pulling them along.
need lots of new method books. but ah, the weather was horrible, i ditched the whole plan.

i'm bored. plus i just knew they isnt school tomorrow. gee, just imagine what if i actually wake

up and go to school tomorrow.

cheryl's missing. must be at her friend's place.
dad's at a dinner.
i'm home alone and soon i will starve to death. ):

i'm looking on the bright side now.
its 9:20, i can practice piano till 12 midnight. lol. bye

[edit]
yay! just managed to contact west spring's ex-dlss band members too. and kranji just got on the list too.
great. just hope that the dlss principal will say yes.
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[double edit]
assumption english school, check. (:
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surgery for webbed hand? staying at jiahui's hse, prefects' dance.

2006-04-29T23:53:00.000-07:00

am at jiahui's hse now.
staying over with siying and my sis.

currently, whats happening?
they'r mugging. dylan's watching tv. i'm staring at this screen.

anyway, we watched the prefects' camp on video. mr chen, radical. haha. jiahui wouldnt stop rewinding to show her face, hur. i thought the dance was cool, but jiahui told me otherwise on some other stuff on some of the people. somehow, i felt that it was so unfair that people would judge that girl because of stuff? oh well. i dont want to get involved, i dont know much, i'm not a prefect, i shouldnt be saying all this. (:

): wanted to practice instrument at jiahui's hse. but so late already. rahs.

told my father i'm thinking of going for surgery to remove my webbed linkage part of my thumb and forefinger cause i can only reach one octave max on the piano (think, short fingers!) he told me i wont be able to swim anymore after that happens cause ducks have webbed feets too. oh.
how come i didnt realised that till now?
so how. cut or not. grr.

church today. weizhen came again. heh. and da vinci code again. i dont understand a single thing. will definitely have to grab one of the books and read it asap.

de la salle alumni band?! syo looking for Eb clarinetist. (: mid year paper 3.

2006-04-28T23:50:00.000-07:00

i'm so EXCITED!

was going home from practical exam with michelle tan and soomin. and we talked about band till abt forming a de la salle alumni band. anyway, i really think we have enough ppl. i've seen more than enough lasallians in band. heh. (:
going to have to make an appointment with dlss principal abt this issue asap. :D EXCITED.

I WANT DE LA SALLE SCHOOL ALUMNI BAND !
any ex-lasallians who are band members and are interested in this formation please contact me by email.
clueless-bloo@hotmail.com
thank you (:

anyway, back to whatever.

i got back some more test papers. i totally suck. hoho.

OMG. I LEFT MY Bb CLARINET IN SCHOOL. SHIT SHIT. DIE. ):
HOW TO PRACTICE WITH ONLY MY Eb??!!

mid year, music paper 3, practical. i was nervous, i was, i was. oh boy. hur. the whole flute was so shaking. brr. and the room was freaking cold. blars. oh well. stupid mr lee. random!
ate at pizza hut's with dad and sis. and our pizza came first, THEN the side dishes, THEN the appetizer. so backwards, hur.

watched the movie, THE WILD. its pretty, dumb, but a bit funny too. doesnt prove much of a laughter like Madagascar.

tired.