Friday, September 30, 2005
11:00 PM
TGIF. sort of.social studies test was a flunk. i didnt do the whole last source based question. and its like 7 marks. o well. i didnt treasure time. so. yeah.
no one listened to mr seetho during english, how amusing. (:
boonchong rawks cause he had so many dollar notes :D
bingquan is my BIAO GE. (older male cousin) LOL. inside joke. and he's pronunciation is so funny with words. /grins
did my Dnt practical this afternoon. had only like an hour but i just breezed it through so quickly with haozhi, gerald and the rest helping me. cheerios
the school was up for fogging and the whole school was like covered with fog. practically screamed when i turned and POOF there's fog enveloping me. haha. ran around the school with zhenyuan gerald and bingquan so it was like. WE'R KIDS.
played air force. like finally. and it totally rawks. the pressure is WOAH but the ride could have been more scary. o well. going for another round on monday. LOL. and adeline sure can scream. :DD
chionging music and chemistry over nite at teck whye mac w others. so bye. (:
misinterpretation
Thursday, September 29, 2005
11:56 PM
its thursday alright. how. time flies so fast. in like less than a week time, i'm taking my music paper and english papers. yucks. i'm not really done with music. or even started.PE wasnt really fun. the captain's ball game was a bit weird. maybe cause it was in the field. dont know la. i wished they was badminton though. o well. ):
a couple of boys fought today over MAPLE STORY. o my. /shakes head
CME was a blast. stories. i love them. (:
zhenjun came over to look for his workpiece. andddd. I FOUND IT!! was so glad! no more guilty conscious. LOL. /grins
elaine came too. watched school of rock. all 3 of us. ha. i never get sick of that show. LOL. (((:
went to pick nathasha up and did my homework at yew tee mac. really, i have no mood to study. not even music or social studies. blahs. then the other sec 2s came, then sec 3s came, haozhi, elaine, chenyang and jackson, and surprisingly, SALINA! =D
didnt really hear anything inside mac coz my ears were blasted by the two ear plugs from the mp3. and haozhi that side was laughing like dunno what. real dots over some articles which salina cut and did some stuff with. and almost the whole mac was staring daggers at us. LOL.
did my Dnt. even after like 4 hours, nothing productive really came out. sigh. ):
tired. feel like chionging tomorrow nite for my music and chemistry. yet on the other hand, in the afternoon, there's the DnT practical i have to complete. dont even know whether i'll have the energy. sigh. )):
i'm already exhausted over nothing
i think too much. its just normal ok.
Wednesday, September 28, 2005
11:53 PM
today was such a busy day man. ):got back my POA test paper. so shocked. a 9.5/10 for my bank reconciliation test paper. and i DIDNT KNOW A SINGLE THING. as in. i just write down anything i thought of. and i emphasize again. i dont know WHAT the hell is BANK RECONCILIATION. so it was yes. a big shock.
3 periods of chemistry didnt prove to be really fun. and educational. darren went down to buy ms yeo some food cause ms yeo said she was really hungry and tired and our class was just so noisy. and guess what. mr seetho came in to check on us. what a pain. and he wanted to punish darren. rahs. so i sort of stood up for darren and mr seetho was like "rebecca dont get involved" or SOMETHING like that. and i was like. EXCUSE ME?! blahs. whatever.
mr seetho is a pain in the ass all over again.
afternoon. extra maths lesson. o goodie. i'm understanding stuff. like. finally.
went to causeway with my dad. bought my new sports shoes after trying out like dunno how many pairs. and i was pretty picky! cannot be white. must be grey or blue. lol. managed to find one and its size 8 when my size is like 7. but bought it anyway.dropped by samsung and gave my hp to them to repair while i got this really cute replacement. rahs. lol. then popular, and got LOADS of stationary. (:
rushed over to corrine's with yuting to prepare the music pieces. corrine's sisters look so much like her! :DDD
went back to yew tee mac in a hurry (i was still in my school skirt okay) and saw my classmates there. supposed to be studying there but the sec 2s were at another side. so dots. so. split at some time. blahs.
went home about 11. accompanied home by the sec 2s. LOL. and i'm a sec 3. :D
violin lesson was canceled cause teacher's on MC. thank goodness. i cannot manage such a busy day.
nites. :DD
Tuesday, September 27, 2005
11:49 PM
if you'r lost without mewondering where i might be
school was real fun. well. sort of.
slept through three periods of chinese. the whole three periods. i dont know how i did it. but my hands were then totally numb after that. LOL.
mr seetho commented to the WHOLE class that he's 'going to keep an eye' on me 'cause i'm going waywards'. in other words, i'm going naughty and BAD. hey. i was like. ME? BAD? ok whatever. cause he caught me playing cat's cradle with jackson (i was TEACHING!) and using a marker to poke chunjie's arm. LOL.
plus today he accused me of eating sweets cause there were sweet wrappers all around me. and i was like. "but i dont and i cant eat sweets, so you cannot say that i ate these sweets when i didnt". and he just kept quiet and walked away already. blahs. what?
o yeah. he wanted to confiscate the string which i was using to play cat's cradle with jackson. and i did something REALLY naughty. i used my pink blot marker and painted the whole string so that when he touched it, the pink stains will stay on him forever. dont ask me how i thought of it. in the end he didnt get the string, cause elaine and the rest went about playing with that string. dots.
i realised i'm getting naughty and more and more mischievous as the days go by. i'm definitely not rebellious, i dont talk back in a rude manner, ust rather cheekily. and it reminds me of me being the next fred or george from the harry potter books. LOL.
was talking about haozhi with siti in the girls' toilet after school. haozhi was trying to blackmail siti to tell him who I and elaine had a crush on. haha. but siti didnt tell him, so yeah. siti is such a great friend. (((:
took a photo of haozhi when he was eating lunch with us outside. and the photo of him is like, totally adorable. :D
spent the boring afternoon on the net. doing almost nothing. really. so jio-ed sec 3 people go macdonalds' study with the sec 2s. managed to get boonping, chenyang, gerald and yvonne tan. and boonping had to back out cause his mom popped out. LOL.
supposed to go over to corrine's for violin practice. but wth. totally no NICE scores. so yeah. decided to go tomorrow after my violin lesson, which quite fits nicely in.
the study group occupied a HUGE amount of space, not to mention taking away like 5 tables for ourselves. haha. the manager caught us buying bubble tea and he was like "EXCUSE ME. NO OUTSIDE FOOD." LOL.
sec 2 desmond came! and he's so so adorable. the cutest sec 2 boy i've ever seen. with his puffy cheeks and everything though he's so skinny. so i kept ka-jiaoing him, saying he's so CUTE. and he was like -look down-. AWWW. :DD
ok. bad news. i tried to study chem. not much results. really, its barely' seenable'. lol.
maybe i'm studying in the wrong way. maybe i should SHARPEN MY SAW. /thinks CME! x)
was the last few ones in the group to leave. chenyang send me home. anyway, didnt know his brother was in regent too. heh.
nathasha told me about her section today. how disappointing. ):
tomorrow is going to be a super busy day. with maths supplementary, causeway point visiting, violin rehearsing, violin lessons. woah.
thursday. will be going on the AIR FORCE funfair ride with the study group. YAY :D
i'm going to start on a new blogskin soon. i want BLACK this time. (((:
Monday, September 26, 2005
11:11 PM
i did something really evil today.like reading someone's letters.
and i found out a whole lot of stuff which i think i SHOULD be knowing about and i started to feel so oh-my-goodness-what-i-have-i-done. o well. i'm starting to look things from a different view.
i made this 'aim game' thing for my lil sister. its like a aim chart which then my sister will aim for how much she will get for PSLE and stuff like that. yeah. i'm so nice. lol. (:
dnt was nice. for once. we had 2 periods to do our designing. and my table (me, gerald, runting, jirin, haozhi) did really little cause we talked a lot. then haozhi sort of "asked" or rather he just TOLD me something right smack in my face and my heart skipped a few beats and i was like. WHAT?! LIKE. C'MON LOR?!
its pretty scary how haozhi notices stuff. whether its true or not.
MEP exam at acs (i) was like okkkk. was the 3rd last pupil. so had a long time to warm up. my turn. went in. was like so nervous though it was MR LEE. ha. screwed up a bit here and there due to nervousness but overall, it was pretty ok. and mr lee was so dao. so. whatever la.
saw this acs(i) boy holding on to a gr8 exam book for piano. and he was like towering over me when i was asking about a music practice room. he cud have been like 3 heads taller than me. AND. he told me he was a SECONDARY THREE PUPIL. i was like. wth. so tall? anyway. he's pretty much a friendly guy. forgot his name though. blahs.
jeff sang SEPTEMBER. /laughs
ok. met up with the rest at mac. i dunno why i'm hanging out so much with sec 2s whom i dont really know well. but its working out. still, it feels weird being the only sec 3. like you'r really desperate for friends or something. yucks. shall pull jocelyn or siying along next time. blahs.
i cant believe i cleared 3 chemistry topics today. my first 3. woah. ((:
chenyang let me into his maple account today. the MagicLord one. boy, and he wanted me to try out the dunno what jumping quest. and i got so fed up cause the stupid snakes kept pushing me off the ledges. so i didnt complete the quest. ho hum.
tomorrow's going to be a busy day. with shoe shopping, handphone repairing, stationary buying and violin practicing. long day ahead.
WHERE'S ZHENJUN'S ARTEFACT?!
shit.
you know what? i just read someone's blog. and i was so shocked. i mean. how could i let THAT go pass me without me noticing. gosh. i must be either too focused on something else or the thought just didnt come to my mind. either way, i dont know what to say. i'm just like. woah hey. that's totally unfair. not. ok. whatever. then i get the feeling. like. why is it her who gets to be the one doing that? why not me? ya, i'm getting that feeling. please tell me its not something bad. ha. i know it isnt. (:
i knew it. it was too good to be true .
ARGH. STOP IT.
Sunday, September 25, 2005
11:07 PM
had exco meeting like early early in the morning at jiahui's hse. watched Wishing Stairs too. kind of scary. but not quite.met up with nathasha and others at yew tee mac. siying came. ha. they studied. and i tried to do a bit of chem too. well, i did try. haha.
aaron dropped by too.
went for my music lesson. o my. in the middle of lesson, teacher just taught me chemistry the mole concept stuff out of the blue. and i totally was like HUH?
supposed to buy shoes today at some place. (shop names protected!). and guess what. their smallest size was like a 7 1/2 which is super duper big. and i was like. THAT'S YOUR SMALLEST? WTH?
i'm just fussy. (:
school tomorrow. MEP exam tomorrow. dang.
Saturday, September 24, 2005
10:39 PM
found this necklace on my table and it had a rice grain inside with "rebecca" carved on it. shud be mum's souvenir for me. (:i realised whenever i listen to aaron carter or jesse mccartney songs i'll be brought away to somewhere else. jesse mccarney songs, probably i'll feel like i'm at quizilla or at some high school in britain. aaron carter songs, back to my sec 2 days when i'll be chatting with some people on the net. weird.
ah. too bad for me. i dont like saying things out. i rather keep them to myself. so. people like jordan and zhenjun have to keep telling me to 'tell them if something is wrong'. sorry (:
i'm glad i always look at the positive side of stuff. ha. example. lets say if i sulked and whined about ytd's muddy field and shoes, i wouldnt have been told i would be able to get new shoes. see. :D
haha. thanks to yuting, i get NEW SHOES!
mum gave me $60 for my shoes. seriously i dont know how to buy or anything. but she says i should buy from pro-shoe shops like adidas or something instead of the night market. so yeah.
now i know how it feels like without shoes.
think. PAO BA HAI ZI (homerun).
mr lim called. said i shud check up on the edusave and stuff. fast. zhenjun is such a sweet guy. he's gonna call up people and tell them their edusave and blahs. anyway. band members the price is confirmed : $800 !
was supposed to go for church. then. O MY. NO SHOES AT ALL. no nothing. gosh. i really dont know what to do. i simply cant go to church with SLIPPERS. my mom will hack me into two. argh. HOW HOW HOW. so indecisive.
looked through the SYF photos on the net. again, it dawned on me, how SMALL regent band was compared to the rest. lol. sweet. (:
haa. the instrumental ensemble photos were out too. so i saw christina on her harp! LOL.
today i got mad at my sister. she came over to the computer and she just stood there. then i just scolded her for standing there. ok. my bad. i admit that was really my fault. then she went to my mom and went "I WANT TO PLAY! I WANT TO PLAY! I WANT TO PLAY!" like some 5 year old kid. dont mind me, but if i had a son or daughter who is FIVE years old, i wouldnt even allow them to whine like that to me. anyway. i got pissed off immediately. and i started off a while bunch of stuff. like. if she was to carry this whiny attitude to secondary school next year, whats gonna happen? there wont be any 'mummys' to protect you or anything. and if you continue complaining you'r gonna be in deep trouble. unfortunately, it didnt went into her i think. though i hope it did. like i hope things will go through the heads of my band sec 1s and 2s. blahs. rahs.
what if she gets into regent.
what if she gets into band.
what if she plays the clarinet.
what if she plays the Eb Clarinet.
OH NO.
i mean, i WILL want that. not that i dont like her to be in band or anything. but still. hmm. she DOES has a split personality. in front of teacher like the guai-est kid ever.
according to chunjie, my sister is exactly like me. split personality. IS IT. hmph.
band break has started. its going to feel so weird without band. sigh. sigh. sigh.
spend the boring afternoon doing my CME project (dont get me wrong. i LOVE projects) and practicing my music stuff. EOY practical is on monday. and things are NOT going THAT well.
didnt spend my time well today evening. played maple all the way instead of going to study with elaine and the class. therefore, i have not studied a single thing yet. ho hums. how.
i'm just not disciplined. tsk tsk. bad me. shall start studying tomorrow with the sec 2s (i dont know what i'm doing with them, but they'r the juniors) after my exco meeting. yeah. weird.
heh. chenyang found a kitkat at home. and one of them is going to be mine on monday. means i have something to chew on while worrying for my exam. ha.
mushy declaration ahead, read if you dare.....
I LOVE YOU TOO GILLIAN !!! :DDDD
o. and i'm still not studying. not that i dont want to. i dont have my trusty blue shaker with me. its gone. somewhere. sigh. where are you shaker??!!
not in the mood.
Friday, September 23, 2005
11:13 PM
i'm feeling sore ALL OVER.must be due to the sudden urge for PE yesterday. too much PE and straineous exercises and games. argh. my arm muscle hurts. and my neck too. i cant do a proper 360 degrees head turn. ouch.
this is totally creepy.
grace oh and joseph (ex-bm) are under suspected cases of dengue fever.
one in mt alvernia, one in tan tock seng.
both trumpeters.
SCARY. ))):
God bless them.
told jiahui. now she's afraid she would be next.
something BIG bit me today. a BIG mosquito that is. and it bit ze ting too. and i sort of freaked out. like. " DENGUE FEVER! "
is malaria fever supposed to be worse than dengue? hmm.
i almost thought of wanting to "get" dengue fever cause i thought of all the stuff i can do without school studies and stuff. and immediately i mentally slapped myself. like. how can i be "wanting" to "get" dengue fever when my poor friends are stuck in the hospital SUFFERING from symptons or whatever. argh. BAD REBECCA. ):
last day of the week. it does feel weird. having to end school with a english class test. was really comphrension. but still. it wasnt that easy either.
my CCA grade is a 100%. YAY. :D
quotes from eugene lim "aiyah band major surely get 100%".
blahs. that sounded sick. like i bribed jordan or something. ho hum.
here's the dig. me and nathasha and some others saw siying, yvonne and jocelyn going home together. and siying claimed she was at home. AHHH. CREEPY. i just screamed.
ha. you three. i know you'r lying. (:
anyway before i knew or rather figured out she was lying i was so damn freaked out like some dunno what. and i literally went mad. went to tell the whole story to chunjie, elaine, jackson and chenyang. chunjie was like "RELAX!" and chenyang was mostly "THIS IS SO NORMAL". totally dots.
i was being silly today by going " YOU MADE ME SO SCARED NOW YOU HAVE TO WALK ME HOME AFTER SCHOOL " to chenyang. haa. but there's band today. so yeah. TUESDAY, it is. /grins
sectionals was good today. ((((:
met hancong (bob) on my way home. :DDD
yuting and i went to meet her friends at the funfair at yew tee. and the grass was so muddy! but it was really kinda fun. LOL. ok crap. both of us went to look for corrine. went to corrine's hse and practiced my violin while yuting did her flute. didnt have the scores for the wedding thing, so i think i'll do my other pieces if i find one.
looked for nathasha and some of her class's sec 2s. yuren, qinyuan, wanyu and some others. and they were teasing nathasha and desmond. /laughs
was walking home with the rest. when someone went "rebecca" behind me a couple of times. thinking it was me, i turned. and there was this mother was talking to her baby named rebecca. gosh. the growing population of Rebeccas.
right. mum's back from china. you have no idea how glad i am. LOL. the laundry is piling up like no one's business. and i havent eaten home cooked food for 3 weeks. and it feels weird without having someone sms-ing you "mum cooking dinner" for the past few weeks. aww. i definitely missed my mum. (:
and she threw away my muddy sports shoes today. like THAT.
and i was like. HUH. and she went "aiyahh. dirty already! buy new one la."
(((((:
YAY. NEW SPORTS SHOES. and i asked for sneakers too and she said yes. so. YAY NEW SNEAKERS TOO. :DDDDDDD
-gets ready to strike off items off wishlist-
anyway i havent seen my dad for the past three days. cause i've been sleeping at 12am instead of staying up later. rahs. he's probably working the afternoon shift to midnight shift. geez. the life of a driving-instructor-cum-driving-theory-teacher. =s
quotes from nicholas. forgot what it was. but its got something to do with this.
its 3 days to my first EOY exam.
I STILL HAVENT STUDIED A SINGLE THING.
or rather. PRACTICED.
believe it or not. sigh.
i just have got to let go them ALL -
Thursday, September 22, 2005
8:42 PM
so today wasnt such a bright day.but neither was it that dull.PE was fun to the core. game stations and stuff. i simply love PE. played badminton against haozhi and weida. and i still rawked. (:
captain's ball was girls' against some of the station's boys. in this case, it was chenyang that gang of ppl minus jackson and chunjie. haa. girls have the RAPPORT lor. and we rawked, again. ((:
then was station VOLLEYBALL. was delighted. but ahs. we anyhow played. so wth.
didnt do the last station. i hate running after tiny balls which choose to run away first.
talked to siti during PSE. didnt realise so many stuff. anyway, i think i missed out loads of stuff with her ever since band overtook me 2 years ago. not that i'm complaining. but i think i'm starting to miss al the stuff and secrets i tell and do with siti. aww. o well. siti rawks. ((((:
CME was horrible today. bingquan threw the class lock at my table and it hit my table which was DAMN ALARMING. was so shocked that i shouted FUCK YOU. thats right. my FIRST and definitely the LAST TIME shouting it out ever so loudly.
argh. i didnt MEAN it. i mean. i was SHOCKED. ho hums. and mrs eswaran was like " did the chairperson just say that? "
how wonderful.
whatever. i did not cry. so guys, stop saying i did. =P
ms lai was totally mad during physics. gosh. the agony in her.
tried to get jackson's photo but miserably failed, with only the picture of his hair which he took himself. :D
played HEART ATTACK with elaine, chunjie and jackson. and mr seetho went crazy went he saw my hand crashed under theirs. he must have thought we girls were like holding hands with the guys. o my. right. mr seetho is way too sensitive.
band was good. we fell everyone out by 6:25pm. a new record. ((((:
4 more days to the EOY. blahs. i havent studied. except only classical music for MEP. i'm like, so dead. boo.
STILL IN HOLIDAY MOOD -
this is bad. my heart is not listening to my mind.
Wednesday, September 21, 2005
11:40 PM
maths test was horrible. i didnt finish even half.chemistry test was worse. i didnt know a SINGLE thing.
still, i have to thank chunjie for being so effective in teaching me the furnace chemical equations though i still forgot them in the end. (:
extra physics were a bore.
anyway, my violin lesson went by horribly. i couldnt play all of a sudden. argh. mr lee says i BADLY need a new violin for my grade 7 exam. my current one doesnt have 'that tone' and stuff. o. i know what he means. his violin is like 10K and i tried it before. Gosh, the sound is awesome. /grins
went to mac to look for zhenjun and others. and THEY happened to be studying. so yeah. so qinyuan and his sec 2 mates. helped them a bit with deciding what course to take next year. somehow got to know them. and one of them even knew my name before i knew his. amazing. lol. aaron taught me on the chemistry topic on metal cause i said i didnt understand what ms yeo was teaching the class for that. LOL.
there was this awfully nice 'gentlemanly' guy bout 17 years old who opened the macdonald door for like 10 seconds for me to walk through it though i was like miles away. aww. he's not the handsome type or anything, but so what, he attracted me immedietly with his little act of sweetness. (:
zhenjun was jealous cause that guy opened the door for me and not for him. LOL!
OK WHATEVER.
rahsssssssssssss. band tomorrow!
Tuesday, September 20, 2005
11:34 PM
and its another one of those days where you cramp everything in school like CHEMISTRY. boo. ):three periods of MT. did the usual. SLEEP.
english was like. THAT.
had a nice chat with the sec 1s bout loads of stuff. LOL.
ok thats it. went to eat macdonalds and studied a bit of my MEP for classical music. thats all. i cant imagine me myself studying chemistry or something. yucks.
Monday, September 19, 2005
11:11 PM
my EOY starts in 7 days. -scream-FIRST EXAM : MUSIC PRACTICAL
/stone
i'm not practising!! /screams
ok whatever. retarded of me.
went to school complaining for the first time in my life to siti. then zeting. and chenyang they'll must have thought i was fuming mad cause they were like "relax". dots.
subjects hadnt been very pleasant. i dont understand maths. sigh. and mr seetho is starting his sort of fun by poking his nose into the band's business of no reason. i'm irritated by that. i didnt do very well for my history either. sheez.
on a lighter note, i finished my graph on Excel. glad. (((:
i know jackson's SECRET. -bursts out laughing-
rushed home to get my practical pieces to hand up to Mr Lee for MEP. and guess what. mengyi went to buy food at the pasar malam. lol. smart ass. :DD
ACS's chicken pie was weird today. hmph. ):
jeff brought his bassoon again for practice. i'm kinda amazed at his techniques and stuff. i mean, yeah, principal bassoonist of SYO. duh. lol.
anyway, i found our naomi is the DRUM MAJOR of FMSS!! :D
ms ng didnt came in till like 3pm. and it was history on Schubert all the way. fell asleep halfway though really, Schubert's life seems way interesting. (:
mr lee seem to take things lighter this time. plus factor, NO HARMONY TODAY. -cheers
but he taught India music today. HORRIBLY. what the hell is a vina. ARGH.
chocolate donuts make my day (:
i dont feel very good. i know i'm supposed to be practicing my musical instruments, but i'm not. geez. bad discipline i have. shall practice later on.
and i'm not going to study so stop asking. /shoots everyone a LOOK
JUST SHUT UP WILL YOU .
i've met more than enuff liars. and backstabbers. tsk.
Sunday, September 18, 2005
11:27 PM
i'm sick of seeing people post about the camp and about the 2nd day about the crying part. its kinda stupid. and i just realised sec 3s will be staying longer than 4 months, so people, relax ok. its not just 4 months, its almost 5 to 6 around there. still the same. its awfully fast. january already new OC take over. so yeah.my camp post is all the way below.
10:58 PM
one more thing. about the camp anyway. which i forgot to add in.
fitri came for the trumpet thing. and boy, was i shocked. anyway, he was like "band major" at me over and over again. i like it when fitri calls me band major, not others. cause HE was the one who "brought" me up over the tetra camp serously. anyway, he was the only person who really motivated me. i hardly recall any other sec 4 regent senior motivating anyone in the tetra camp. sad case. even dororin talks about kelly. our juniors wont have any motivation too? the poor sec 1s & 2s.
bedok north people just keep insisting regent can play better, i dont know how true it is, but they just dont know how much we miss out having fun. even for my batch. its always "sectionals today!!!" and never "lets have a section outing!". its always "come! lets go for a practice session at my house!" and never "how about a get together with the band?" .
its just like comparing a top school with a neighbourhood school. top schools go "lets go STUDY!" when the neighbourhood ones go "lets go and play!"
and even the teachers think that just because we are LET OFF at 6pm, means that we get to leave the school by 6:15. i was literally shocked. shows so much for knowing the band for 5 or 6 years. just 6 to 6:15 takes the time of keeping instruments and moving from the 4th floor to 1st floor especially if we'r using the range and have to move the percussion. another 15 minutes is needed for falling in, attedence and announcements. thats at least 30 minutes. not that we knew about it. we didnt. so yeah. we just followed the previous batch exco and how long they took and whatever. so it was SUPPOSED to be correct. i repeat . supposed. wrong. i'm too confused at what is wrong and correct. so i'm just gonna shut up and watch.
i want mr heng to be our band teacher.
9:47 PM
woke up at 6:55am and realised WAS STILL IN MY PE ATTIRE FROM YESTERDAY. o my. was absolutely horrified. went to bathe immedietly THEN slept again. LOL.
anyway, no one's still at home. ):
went online for a while. chatted with junhao for a long, long time. ((:
went for music lessons. i was more positive today, and teacher was happy. i didnt give any attitude and sulk or anything, cause i knew if i did, i would learn a lot more less. yeps. and i was right. i learnt so much more. :D
thought about a lot of stuff on my way home. its like everything came clear to me all. just dont know how. but it did come clear. very clear. (:
boonping was all the way in bugis. how was i gonna ask him to do my chart. blahs.
here's something really random. i hate people who use stuff like 'worr' and 'euu' . those stuff. cant you just write a bloody 'you' or something. totally makes you all sound like you all are coo-ing something. so if you usually type or say that, i actually bear a grudge towards you. only that i dont say it. blahs. whatever. i sound like an IJ girl. argh. where's the damn blue pinafore?!
school starts tomorrow. and you know what? there's maths tomorrow. and i'm not looking forward to it anymore like i usually do. i simply hate it when miss beh goes "re-BACK-kerrr" with those strong accents cause i dont look at her during maths or something. maybe its because i sit beside chunjie. but thats not the point. she goes "zeeee tinggggg" too. ok. nvm. forget it. i just feel like "argh. a BAND teacher." during her lesson. i wonder how people in the exco like jordan and charles feel with like 2 band teachers teaching them. pretty shitty i guess. ok. whatever. thankfully, she's a really good maths teacher. and she's my favourite band teacher. so what the hell?
speaking of band teachers. miss loh's (band teacher, AGAIN) treating the exco surprisingly nice. i wonder if there's a motive. heard that she knows that we hate her to the core. but again, whatever. i dont give a damn. its not like i'm against any band teachers.
o right. heard about the incident of blogging which went to court. geez. i wonder if when mr tan(yes, the band one) reads all these stuff i say, will he like sue me to court or treat me badly weirdly. hopefully not. he's not a biased teacher... i think. ok. i'm in no position to say this. cause i dont even know him half as well as i know the lizard on my bedroom ceiling. serious.
one thing i left one about ytd. ms beh labelled us "arrogant" again. i was pretty in a 'oh' mood. its like they repeat this over and over again, yet they dont get it. maybe it was the previous batch of exco whom they'r comparing with. yes. the 'ok lor. ok lor.' one. thankfully joseph aint like that. he told me he argued with the teachers or something for some rights. i wonder if that was true.
sue me.
back to the topic. its school tomorrow. i havent done my dnt folio or my history homework. there's supposingly a POA and maths test tomorrow which i havent heard of before. plus factor, i didnt study both for the test and EOY exams.
and EOY is in 8 days.
great.
Saturday, September 17, 2005
10:42 PM
camp camp camp -chants-friday was ok. had fun bullying mie mie at my station for the weather game. LOL. i mean she was like "someone's watering the plants!!" and i was like. HUH. LOL. didnt sleep till 3am. and at the weirdest place. the FOYER. yeah. can sleep in music room yet i dont want. then slept on the BENCH in the foyer with my sleeping bag. zhenjun slept on the FLOOR of the foyer (thats like, ten times worse, LOL). dororin ended up studying through the night. gosh. and suhaila just fell asleep on the bench.
saturday was pretty harsh. was feeling rather tired. breakfast. cant believe there were like 2 bottles of chocolate left when we bought only FOUR. gosh. haha. games 2 almost had to be cancelled cause they'r SO gonna fall on HARD surface. jiahui managed to scrape out a really good obstacle course within a matter of less than half an hour. my station was the best. FEEDING PEOPLE SAUCES and making them guess. curry sauce, barbeque sauce, tartar sauce, chilli sauce, chocolate, strawberry jam, raspberry jam and grape jam. wahahh. band had their lunch. and blahss. because they didnt listen to one instruction it lead to everything. had those exco-to-batch talks and cancelled their game 3, the bundled up game la. so nearly freaked out when the sec 2s cry. i mean, i didnt realise they were about to break down already. and i dont really think i said THAT much, ermm. right. ok. anyway. had the batch talk with sec 3s too. blahs. both sides are losing. sec 3s are losing. sec 1s are losing. i can sense a battle brewing up between this two batches. geez. history is repeating itself just like it did 2 years ago. how stupid. o well.
skit went about. helmi's group was so dots. wasabi and wasabe. o my. laugh till pengx. congrats to group MOSCOW for best group. and mie mie, jennifer and yokelian for BEST CAMPERS. (((((:
whatever. i dont blame the sec 1s or 3s. its actually no one's fault and they make it till its the opposite's fault. tsk.
didnt know how i found energy to eat with jiahui and kexin dessert for dinner. and we talked a lot. as usual. ha. went home. no one. dad and cheryl probably at some EXPO thing all the way till dunno when. but they left sushi in the kitchen for me. lol. mum in china. so its me again.
i havent faced my books yet. not a SINGLE one of them. i just know i'm gonna get really bad grades. i think.
Thursday, September 15, 2005
11:58 PM
ok. i forgot to blog on wednesday and thursday. and i cant remember a single thing. crap.o right. exco went to buy breakfast stuff for camp. uhh. thats all.
Tuesday, September 13, 2005
7:47 PM
bowling rocks rocks rocks (((:and group/lane 6 rawks rawks rawks TOO (((((:
went bowling after school today for the inter-group thingy among performing arts at some marina superbowl place.
my group --> me, junhao, shafeeqa (Malay Cultural Society) and Yun Long (Movement and Dance)
i love my group ((: we motivated each other with... TALK TO THE BALL! MUST LOVE THE BALL!!!!!! LOL.
first game was good. ((: second game sucked. so many gutter balls for me. booo. haha.
yunlong (MUST TALK TO THE BALL! SAYANG IT!) was like such a shy and quiet boy at first. then after a while, he started joining in and clapping and stuff. YAY. this proves everyone needs motivation! :D
yuting FIRST time play bowling. she never ever touch the ball. yet she just anyhow bowl and got THREE STRIKES. omg. that one is like. HIDDEN TALENT IN HER. LOL.
kaixun ANYHOW DUMP the ball on the bowling floor. and STRIKE. omg.
mie mie STRIKED. and she SCREAMED DAMN LOUD. /grins
kai shen got 1st for individul bowler! :DDD
and because i didnt buy ice cream for JORDAN and CHARLES, they ganged up against me with the band. sang some "rebecca" song. so meann. ):
anyway. i cant concentrate in class at all. slept through 3 periods of chinese. and i dont know how i made it through physics without chunjie bugging or rather TEASING me about SOMEONE. so dots can. -.-
i hope he wasnt actually WAITING
ZHENJUN AND NATHASHA wouldnt let me eat my hello panda biscuits. cause they wanted me to eat GRASS. HMPHH. )):
even the people around were ignoring him ;
i dont know whats wrong
ok. this time if my father brings me bowling with his friends again, i'm not gonna SIT there and DO NOTHING. i'm gonna BOWL. :D
kinda bueno chocolate. (:
i'm getting it tomorrow. ((:
i'm gonna start mugging from tomorrow onwards. and ELAINE shall have to motivate me. /pokes elaine
btw. put up my exam schedule. check it out.
13 days to EOY ! )))):
RUSH RUSH!
ok thats crap. i wont rush. drawing up a timetable. grr.
desperate times call for desperate measures!
Monday, September 12, 2005
11:42 PM
i'm happy happy happy!!admissions office from interlochen replied my email. i CAN send in a cd or tape instead of flying over. YAYYYY. now to wait for the package and fill in the forms. and must jia you ten times harder for EOY exams cause i'm posting over THAT result script to cover up temporarily for O levels certificate. so. gonna start mugging like some nerd. and i'm pulling elaine to motivate me for POA. LOL. ((:
o yeah. must check out the money stuff too. later too ex. then BOOM. no use saying all these. blahs.
first day of school was so radical. walked REALLY early to school and met amy. and we made one big mistake. we slowed down A LOT. and eventually walked SO slowly. blahs. anyway, we were LATE. omg. ok. whatever. i wasnt mad or anything. just like. " oh. so i'm late. COOL. "
chenyang, jackson and boonping were sent home to cut their hair. o my. long meh? -.-
maths was a disaster. i still dont know whats miss beh's saying and i have to act like i do.
i got bad bad bad marks for my history test. open book and still i cant do the source based. 13/25 only. argh. my A is dropping crazily. arghhh.
Dnt. Mr Kamar was totally pissed off today at the class. ):
went to music alone. got back my class test. only 14.5/50. then realised teacher marked 3 of the qns wrongly. so 17.5/50. still so lousy. class average was 21. shocking. but hey. the paper was quite a killer one for score reading this time. got a ZERO for harmony. o my. dont know what to say. i simply hate harmony. argh.
jeff brought his bassoon along to practice with soomin. and it costs 20K. i nearly fainted.
met up with some band members. chose VCDs with sean. then ate dinner and discussion bout camp stuff with zhenjun. didnt want to go home so ended up studying my baroque music for MEP. blahs. i think its finally going into my head. feeling so much fresher. (:
got my exam timetable. eng paper is first up on 3rd Oct. BUT. sadly, i have something even earlier than that. MEP END OF YEAR MUSIC PRACTICAL ON 26TH SEPTEMBER. MEP END OF YEAR MUSIC PAPER ON 3RD OCTOBER. sigh. chiong ah.
JIA YOU ME. :DDD
Sunday, September 11, 2005
10:33 PM
i dont understand why people like to "show off" about how great their class is, having boys who fight till they bleed or something. i mean like. hello. its so low class lor. like that also want to show off. big deal. my class has 31 boys with more than 3/4 of them scolding vulgarities and fighting but so what? i'm not going to go around saying "hey, my class has people who are in the gang" and whatever crap. blahs. its totally low class. so degrading. yucks. sure, we'r a neighbourhood school. but it only shows so much. blehs. nothing to be proud of, really.had a morning meeting with the EXCOs. lasted for like 2 hours. short and sweet. talked about the games and materials. pretty simple meeting. but i liked it. (:
lunch at like 11:40am. pretty early. blahs. went home early too.
i hate people who ask me obvious questions.
and people who tell me obvious stuff.
its all written down -
i'm still waiting for my package. and a reply email from a girl in interlochen. sigh. is my package ever gonna come. maybe they forget about meeee. )):
by the way, i've scraped my rebecca_muscnotes account. switched to scream-city@hotmail.com for people who cannot add me in my main account (rebecca_ng_becky) anymore cause its full. thanks. :D
music lessons today were good (:
o right. its almost 10pm and i just realised i havent done my english, history, maths and chinese homework. how how how. ):
sigh. byeeeee.
SCHOOL OPENS TOMORROW. BLAHS.
to people who have promos in TWO WEEKS TIME, stop playing games and STUDY. ok. i shall pinpoint. weemin, stop getting tempted!
Saturday, September 10, 2005
9:48 PM
went to church this morning. got a surprise. lewis and marcus came too! nic brought them along, lol. anyway. sermon was good. i'm beginning to like this discussion topic more and more. (:having band camp next week, so will miss the next sermon. ok. i'm upset. ):
chocolate chip muffins were back in action ! :D ok lame.
saw these two little boys about 4 years old holding on to their's mommy's hand. and they were so adorable, giggling and poking each other. awww. when i grow up, i want baby boys. (((:
practiced instruments today. glad i did. lala. :D
nites.
Friday, September 09, 2005
11:05 PM
ouch. my hand bones hurt. )):hurt my hand while helping to move the tables in the ava room. accidently, whack the wall with the top side of my hand and 'crack!'. ok. so i'm exaggerating. but grrr. it HURTS like hell. zz. /whimpers
band was nothing but sectionals. yucks. i hate it when there's no combine. anyway. it was a fruitful sectionals. i got to know like 3/4 of incantation and dance better. plus i can play the running notes already. heh. glad. ((:
turned out the school had to be closed by 6 still and the tutors had to leave MUCH earlier. lixin was like "good! i can go home early!" in chinese with us. LOL. so we had to rush everything and ms tan was really ticked off cause she wanted us out by like 5:45pm. like, come on, we gathered everyone at 5:30 to maximise time spent for tutors to be with their sections cause they only meet each other like once every two weeks now. blahs. fine. so much for saving the school's money. this shall be 'inefficiency'. like. WHATEVER. /rolls eyes
my black and blue bruise on my arm is disappearing. YAY.
phylis can stay over for the camp! WOAH! yay yay! its like. her mom never allowed her to stay since sec 1 lor. yay. glad she's allowed to stay over for this one. (((((:
ate dinner with the same bunch of people plus mengyi. at yew tee again. lol. we were crapping so much about what happened during sectionals. and then all of a sudden this baby start to cry REALLY loud. got curious and we saw some people like anxiously trying to wet up the baby with cold ICE CUBES from the cups of gasy drinks and whatever. anyway, turned out this coffee shop auntie accidently turned over a cup of coffee ONTO a baby's shirt down. and its FREAKING hot ok, that cup of coffee. finally the baby was brought to the toilet. then blahs. he was brought to the clinic by his mom i think. and from my view, he was scalding red. woah. jiahui said the baby was bleeding. like. dunno whether its some illusion or what.
another coffee shop auntie started to rant to us about that incident. and she talked REALLY loudly. like she wanted to condemn the person, saying "you know that person? so stupid lor. go overturn the coffee and blahhhhh". i really wanted to talk back to the person with those WTF intentions. like. hello? what are you trying to do? embarrase her so that you can look so great cause we are LITTLE KIDS and dont know anything? yeah right.
jiahui SCREAMED when ice cubes accidently slipped out of the turned over cup. my. everyone was staring at her. LOL.
my mom is mad. she went to get the treadmill from my 3rd auntie cause SHE didnt want it. and now its sitting near the kitchen, waiting for me to run on it. i was like. WHAT. ME? RUN ON THAT? NO WAY. it isnt really what you call the modern treadmill machine. in fact its like screaming USE ME when i dont know how to use it. there aint no plug, there aint no whatever. its like some. RUN-ON-ME thing.
finished up the euphonium blogskin with some changes. shall wait for jocelyn again. (:
i updated my wannabe list. go check it out.
i found it really amusing that sec 1s want to quit band because they feel like they dont play well. thats stupid. anyway, i'm aching for another EXCO meeting. have LOADS to tell the two drum majors.
winners say "its difficult, but possible"
losers say "its possible, but difficult".
nicky, i'm not angry at you. (:
oh right. have to give jared a morning call tmr. zz.
O MY . ITS FRIDAY ALREADY. HOLIDAYS GONE. SHIT. HOMEWORK HAVENT DO!!
Thursday, September 08, 2005
11:02 PM
sight readed loads of pieces during combine. cinema paradiso, festival march, overture jubiloso, there's no business like show business, king and i, and blah blah blah. really fun. and plus some alumnis joined us. (((:i like festival march. :D
ate dinner with kexin, jiahui, aileen, yokelian and amy. at macdonalds. lol. anyway, they renovated the place already. so its like. really cool now. with those comfy little round three-legged chairs. problem is, when you sit on it, its sort of short. and soft. zz. felt like a little kid. haa.
did a blog layout for the euphonium section. cause inspiration came in like instantly. need some inspiration for yuting's blogskin though. grr. /thinks hard
nothing to rant about today, really. byes nutters. =D
Wednesday, September 07, 2005
11:52 PM
woke up at 2pm for once. and i'm happy. (:to nicky: i just wrote a whole post on what to say. but i just deleted it. all i can say for now is, the previous post was only like 5% about you. 95% is not. whether you believe it or not, its you. and the sec 3s were never close when we were in sec 1. if we were, we wouldnt have dropped to a 24 from a 40-strong batch.
and stop saying sorry. band members dont say sorry unless they really know what they did wrong. i hate people saying sorry. sorry may be the hardest word, but once you say it too many a time, it becomes nothing. why give me a 'nothing-ness' word? i dont care. there. i simply dont care. and i like the term " sorry no cure , action does ". do something.
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i read haiqing's blog. and i'm impressed by it. o yeah. i just wrote another post about it. but again i deleted it.
i shall compile everything that i deleted into one and say everything at once during the camp.
ok. i dont feel like blogging today. short summary, after violin, went to jiahui's hse with some other band members and watched 2 movies. ate dinner with charles, zhenjun and jordan. apparantly, my band tshirt has gone missing and i need a new one. so. good night.
you think too highly of yourself my dear friend
Tuesday, September 06, 2005
11:36 PM
i always wake up feeling cranky. blahs. it totally sucks. but ahs.to the people tagging on my tagboard who keep telling me to relax coz i seem so stress or upset : RELAX. I'M NOT KILLING MYSELF. i'm NOT stressed or anything. in fact i typed the previous post when i was in an ALARMING calm mood. so yeah. the next person who claims i'm stressed, i'm gonna jump on your back. /grins
woke up at like 9am. which is like to me the crack of dawn. zz. and my mom just HAD to use the juice machine and CREATE some concotion which tasted mildly like TOMATOES. and she claims its TOMATO JUICE. yet i saw her put in celeries and carrots. o my.
gosh. the lamest thing. dad went to the atm machine to get mine n my sis's allowance for this week. and the atm machine just REFUSED to give him the money. and now i'm like with only $12. argh. shall nicely wait for my remaining money. ho hum.
met up with elaine then boonping and chenyang. went to jurong point to check out One More Chance. show's pretty good. though the ending is quite lame and 'dots'. i dont understand how the directors of this movie can just use names like "osama" and all this straight. its like total freedom of speech in this country. which then its not supposed to be like that. right?
boonping went home, his mum didnt have keys to their hse. so me, elaine and chenyang practically walked jurong point in circles and just roamed around like some lost animal. saw yew chin. co-incidence eh? (:
was so bored. went to lot 1 and roamed like some animal again. sat at the library chatting n crapped. then home. lol. what a day.
its encouraging to know so
yay. dad just came home. and i got my full allowance (((:
1:15 AM
o right. this is one hell of a important post. i think. and its 1:13am in the morning.
for the sec 1s. i know most of you all maybe thinking negatively about this or that person. believe me, this brings you no where. if you scold someone for being stupid, it wont make you any smarter. what good will it bring you anyway. if you all keep spreading rumours, it would make you look any better. in fact, you'll look even worse with people saying "o HE/SHE started the rumour". since you have so much time to spread rumours and talk about THIS AND THAT, why not just use the time to do something else. like practice your instrument and just go and study for christ's sake. rumours just cause nothing but hurt, and if you just want that to happen in your batch then so be it. you may have seniors to cover up for you now, but when you are on your own, will you still have those same seniors to cover you up for your o-its-an-accident thing? apparantly not. rumours are spread by people who just cant shut up and get a life. band members have a life. dont be without one. ah yes. rumours will then cause conflict, then this and that. war will be the last resort. (social studies, lol) the last thing you need is for your batch to start droppings its numbers. 40. to what ? 10? useless load. you might as well get out of the band. not being able to half that close to your batch, what makes you think you can do the same for your batch? people who drop out for band are really people who cannot endure the drills in band and the long hours of practice on an instrument to get best results. they will leave halfway. i speak for myself. at least my batch is united enough for us to have a clear stand in the band that we know we will go to band without a lame excuse like OH MY PUPPY CHEWED ON MY DAMN SHOE or O MY THERE'S A BBQ TONITE AT MY FREN'S HSE! on a lighter note, most of you arent like that anymore. at least there's SOMETHING to be proud of.
about hearing from some of you about "why he get assistant leader!!" and "why can she play better than me?" whatever crap, i really feel like smacking some of you. only its stupid to smack people cause i'll be protraited as a full grown slut. i keep getting retarded answers like " OH MY MOTHER IS GONNA PROTECT ME ! SHE WONT LET YOU SCOLD ME! " like i said, how long are you gonna hide behind your moms. if you dont even have your own stand, people you'r gonna be stepped over when you go into the society. not that i want you all to go against your parents, but the society aint your parents. i dont thank God that your batch is mostly SPOILT cause God didnt created you all to be like that. like what the hell? if there's 3 camps do you want to be assistant leader for all 3 camps? then what do the others do? stand there and watch you take all THE GLORY? crap man. go home la. thankfully, some of you are more WILLING to stand out, but yet you arent appreciated by the others, wth. its their loss, its not yours, really. one day they'r gonna have to start missing you when you'r not there but on MC or something. i seriously think most of you must be mad, thinking that OC and EXCO are the most WOAH thing in band. believe me its not. if you are thinking like that, my dears, you are just being power hungry. power hungry people will drive the band to insanity cause all they want to say is " PUMP and DIE and WHO CARES ABOUT THE MUSIC? " its just another batch of WANNABES who will rush stuff and yes, BOOM. if you see your seniors like that now, in a hopeless state, do you still want to go "OH! BUT THEY LIDDAT ONE WAT" or "O MY GOD. THEY SUCK. I WANT TO DO BETTER." i would want you all to take the 2nd response. at least you will be more action taken than WHINING. seriously, i see most of you all writing into your blogs about 'oh i hate this person' and this and that but so what if you write? you think the blog can solve your problem? like wow if its possible, i would have posted like 20 posts a day. a blog is for you to reflect about what happened like some diary ok? not some 'band-member-i-hate-you' thing. of course you all may start to think, BUT ITS MY BLOG!, but i dont give a fcuk about it when it comes to hatred and stuff and i dont think anyone else will too. so go on and type all you want. nothing is gonna be solved. just cause you all dont want to put down your damn pride to have a nice chat with each other, you can therefore kick each other's ass for the next four to five years.
believe me, after anyone who reads this post, they'll go "omg, did you heard blah blah" and they'll start pointing at me "cause she posted it" and whatever. sorry, pointing at me wont make me any more popular. sec 1s, at least i see hope in you all, or else i wont post this at all. dont say that i didnt talk about the sec 2s yet, coz i've already half given up on the sec 2s and they bloody well know what it means after their crying and OH-MY-THIS-IS-TOO-TOUGH-FOR-ME attitude. sec 2s, we'r halfway through. dont push us to the end. i still dont see anything in you. still want to prove me wrong? then go towards and over your limits. o yeah. i forgot. firstly, you all cant. cause you all dont want to risk burning your OH-SO-BEAUTIFUL-KNEECAP. secondly, you all still cant. coz for every 5 pumpings you do, one of you will burst into tears? please. i can start asking dogs who are not fully trained to do crutches in your place already. thirdly, i think your ALL FOR ONE, ONE FOR ALL is nothing but words. stick so closely for what? its like you'r putting on a front for your juniors and seniors to let them go "aww. they'r so close." whatever.
dont talk to me about "writing this will make them feel hurt" cause there aint anything called hurt in this band anyone. too many rumours bring hurt already. too much hurt bring no more hurt. therefore, no more hurt. so shut up ok those so called pretenders.
i'm not and never will be the most violent band major which existed, cause really, you havent see those band or drum majors from other schools who scold their band FUCK YOU in front of them, so please, those are pissed off by this posts, please get a life, you belong to the sissy band which plays music at my house's corridor.
thank you.
like i said. blogging wont solve the problem. right. i'm REFLECTING.
Monday, September 05, 2005
11:27 PM
i guess you say, what can make me feel this way?my girl . -
its a school holiday yet i have to go to school for DnT enrichment. sick. boo. met up with runting. and yes. weida chanced upon us along the way and we agreed weida walks really fast cause he has such good posture. lol. so irrelevant but so true. whatever.
anyway. the enrichment course was really
lewis & runting accompanied me home to get my maths stuff. thankies. ((:
lunch with runting and loads of band people. i practically regretted eating the noodles man. it made me so terribly full. argh. yucks.
maths supplementary. like, only half the class turned up. did some sin and cosine stuff with triangles. and ms beh kept "aiming" me so yes, i had to answer LOADS of qns. and none of the other girls were called up already. my my. the BENEFITS of sitting with a bunch of boys who always get called up too.
i brought the WRONG file for elaine. opps.
me: not this file meh?
elaine: NO! i said purpleeee!!!
me: isnt this purple? (holding a GREEN file)
elaine: -.-
me: opps.
band after that. mr lim was working on this scales thing. like everyone has 100 or something points, every time you get a scale right as a section, its 10 pumpings gone. got in just in time when they were moving out for practice. our sec 1s are so cool man. we didnt even teach them whatever scales and they learn the whole thing by themselves as a sec 1 section, how indepedent. (: and mariana even learned the whole of etude 2 w/o us knowing. ((:
then came this period for the seniors to 'save' the sec 1s. mr lim gave me an A minor melodic. and i was like. WHAT. WHAT. WHAT. so dots.
anyway, we managed to save the clarinet sec 1s about 30 pumpings cause we did chromatic scales a few times. lol. and siying rawked in MAJOR SCALES.
the percussion section were so on with the harmonic and whole tones scales. LOL.
had to combine for dies natalis and incantation and dance. the rhythm is like. woah. damn cool. haha. got to sight read centuria for the sec 1s. and we'r trying out cinema paradiso [YAY!] this thur. ((((:
i have no idea where i'm supposed to be sitting for, for cinema paradiso. apparantly, for this piece, the Eb clarinet does NOT sit outside cause the solo clarinet does. and i badly want to play 3rd clarinet cause thats what i played the last time for this piece and it has the damn 'pulse beats' for ending melody. arghhhh. maybe i can sub 3rd. but what kind of a 3rd clarinet would sit infront with a Eb. o man. sob. o well. i wont just stupidly and childishly whine " I WANT 3RDDDDDD " cause i HAVE my Eb clarinet. ha.
i hate it when teachers claim that the exco aint setting a good example. especially when we'r out of school trying to get a life. cause in the first place, if we were setting a good example, there wouldnt be such a thing as seniors-love-juniors, in my opinion. blahs. our sec 3 has too little ppl to function. therefore if we dont chip in AFTER BAND, what are we? arent we part of the band too? we sound like we'r too gay to function now. (thats so 'MEAN GIRLS')
i realise i mostly dislike school teachers who wear glasses.
THAT IS SO FREAKING FETCH.
ian was shocked when i told him about the tests which our band sec 1s to 3s had to go through each year. geez. i guess really, our band might actually be the only one other than bedok north who have to do this kind of tests. weird eh. its for our own good. lol. :D
Sunday, September 04, 2005
11:09 PM
o wow. i see so many people couting their L1R5 and L1B4 scores. how come i'm not? lol. cause i think counting now is like of no use. like. its only for term 3? zz. on the other hand, i just like counting it for fun purposes. so for mine. L1R5 is 24. L1B4 is 19. ok. thats really pathetic. off the topic.sometimes movies can teach us a lot more stuff than we always try to learn from in life. (:
u know what. i really hate it when those mages come ks me while playing maple and leave those poor noobs nothing to attack. and yet they still tell me " stop ks-ing me please " . ARGH. i was like. there first. ho hum. o well. i shall not get angry over such a silly thing. will be damn childish and immature of me. blahs.
right. my mum came back at like 4pm and started screaming [surprisingly] at me and my sister for not clearing up our bowls after we haven eaten. not that she will always scream, but she only does that if she's in a really really bad mood. throughout her screaming, i just stayed in the study room not saying anything. thats the only way to show her "HEY. NO ONE'S LISTENING." thats when i just walked to the kitchen and just told her straight in her face in chinese,
" you dont just come home all pissed off and start venturing your anger on me and cheryl. so what if we clear our bowls? you will still say " why didnt you wipe it ? " so what if we wipe it ? you will still say " why didnt you arrange it nicely on the cupboard ? " so what if we arranged it nicely, you will still say " Why didnt you arrange it even nicer ? " all the things you say when you'r then pissed off. "
only that i aint really good in my spoken chinese. so all kinds of broken english came out.
she was just stunned there. then i proceeded,
" see. even we took in the laundry without you telling us to since it rained this morning. "
she said ,
" you took it off ONLY when it rained WHAT. "
i replied,
" but if i didnt take in the laundry, would it be dry now? what if i left it outside? would you want to scream some more? "
and that shut her up. she just went off.
and i said all this is a CALM manner. no anger or anything. well. maybe a bit.
i dont know how i do it. but if i take up that attitude with my present teachers and BAND teachers like how i did with my mum and MR SEOW, man, i wouldnt even be here. might even have been labeled " slut " or something by some wannabe chick.
at the same time, some teachers might just think they are so smart and go " but this is what you'r SUPPOSED to do as a daughter. " or worse. " ...as a band major. " . i'm sorry but wtf? i was born with a silver spoon in my mouth, and i dont deny it that i'm filthy spoilt. i didnt learn and wasnt exactly taught properly how to respect people of any age or whatever shit since i was born. but one thing i know for sure, i learn everything myself. my parents didnt teach me all this shit, but hey, at least they have a heart to point out to me what i SHOULDNT do. i aint a mummy's girl or daddy's girl whom their parents will go "aww. you SHOULD do this. " i take my attitude pretty seriously, if i know whats right for me, baby, i'll just go on. so there. at least i reply with a strict yet calm tone. and some stupid teachers will just think HEY THATS ATTITUDE. like BULLSHIT. they just dont have any sons or daughters who really love them yet or their children just PRETEND to love them. blahs. sluts and bitches may be labelled as the 'bad ones', those are the FAKES. the PLASTICS. the WANNABES. however, if you take the real ones in for a closer look, they might as well be the good sluts and bitches. the real ones. the GLASSES. the ITS. the FIVE STARS.
at times, i think people just learn better this way.
did i mention i dont believe in love? right. i dont. :D
Saturday, September 03, 2005
9:58 PM
pulled myself out of bed to go to school. met up with church frens. wenyan came! yays! regenites rawkk. haha. ((:made some friends. hongkoon has this sheepmate named CINDY too. lol. so there's now like big cindy and small cindy in caregroup. lol. plus i found my old primary school friend, isabelle. and she's also in my caregroup. my. singapore is WAY too small. /grins
sermon was really good. was about knowing God is not far, but near. and about pushing things and stuff out of my mind. and about letting God into your life can see that there will be loads for me to apply on after the sermon. yeah. :D
i'm gonna pray for God to help me as a band major. ((:
plus i'm gonna pray double hard for God to help yuting, zhenjun and elaine CHAI. dont ask me why, i have my reasons. ((((:
was so hungry today. ate chicken pie. then dumplings. then dessert. gosh. should have eaten like one bowl of noodles for better digestion sake.
shepherding was so funny. me and crystal kept rebelling against cindy. made cindy so confused and embarrased. LOL.
yes gabriel, you have GROWN taller.
chatted with hongkoon, big cindy and crystal while waiting for the rest at their meeting. [big] cindy is so clever man. she and hongkoon in sec 5 this year both taking O levels later on. and they talked to me and crystal bout this and that bout O levels and how to prepare for CHINESE exams. i must say, the tips were really useful. (:
yucks. batch 1990 ppl are all GUINEA PIGS. ):
big cindy is so clever. she's so damn pro in every subject and she's aiming for JC. wow. i love her confidence. jia you jia you!!! :DDDD
hongkoon talked to me about the different types of people i will meet in life when we were walking. i liked it a lot. in fact, i think from now onwards, i shall talk more to people who are in sec 5. they seem much more wiser. lol. /grins
was SO sleepy on the bus. felt blessed immediately when i got to sit. lol. anyway. i jsut realised i shouldnt walk home alone and JAY WALK ACROSS THE ROAD when i'm sleepy. cause this car almost crashed into me and started to beep at me non stop. opps. my bad. 2nd time it has happened. the last time i was really sleepy and dizzy too. lol. good lesson to learn. (:
i wont interfere with you.
i'll just watch.
am glad now. got un-lazied and sent the inquiry email to interlochen. shall be getting my admissions materials mailed over within 4-6 weeks. hopefully. (:
lalala. shall go read quizzes. bye hons. :D
Friday, September 02, 2005
11:19 PM
wow. someone read my blog and labeled one of my posts really touching and that "just a few tears can be explained into so many words". i'm really glad. (:recently, have been having sort of bad dreams and nightmares. about me in class and stuff. it all seems so real sometimes. but yet its scaring me. sorri if i frightened people who sit around me with my often "OH NO!! AM I DREAMING?! ". yep.
some people has taken me to the point of imitating me conducting. lol. x)
didnt get to bring home my results slip because i'm the ONLY one in the whole class who didnt hand in my report book. mr seetho was like " REBECCA! I'M SO DISAPPOINTED IN YOU! " and blahs. zz. got to see my term 3 scores anyway.
English 60
Emaths 72
Science [phys,chem] 52
Chinese 49
Combined Humanities [SS,Hist] 74
Principles Of Accounts 53
Design And Technology 59
Music O Levels -
see the jump. this is one of my WORST results ever. gosh. wth. they dont even want to enter my music marks till end of year. plus english dropped to a miserable B from A. science dropped from a usual B3 to this. chinese same. humans same. poa same. dnt same. seriously i dont even though how i passed dnt. nv do practical, nv do theory, failed the paper. LOL. ok. blahs. still, Maths from F9 to A2 ((: WELL DONE MEEEE!
elaine came over after school. and she asked me something and i was like. WHAT?! o my. anyway. its nothing really big. i hope.
you know at times. you just feel like SCREAMING. out LOUD. really really loud. to the cliffs, to the valleys, to the oceans, to the clouds. you simply just dont know why. all you know is, you need to scream. sigh. i just feel like i've created a monster out of this. and i'm making it worst with everything i say.
ok whatever. i'm craving for chocolate fudge brownie. ):
to jared : thanks. those who create and burst my bubble may suck. lol. ((((((((:
Thursday, September 01, 2005
11:17 PM
its the first day of september. time flies so so fast.
was reading through some blogs this morning. usually i would have felt disappointed or something over something which anyone would blog about. however, today i was in for a surprise. was reading nicky's blog. then i chanced upon this sentence which he wrote. and i smiled. the sunshine is finally coming out from the clouds. (:
i just realised that nowadays i like to infer from this and that in almost everything i do. thats good rite? i mean, it helps for social studies and all.
found a blue black on my arm. dun know how it got there. but recently, i do have lots of injuries. minor one, that is.
did my blog updates for this month's calender and links. geez. very little events this month, eh? o well. anyone's bday or anything this month, do tell me k? (:
wanted to watch Mean Girls on vcd and i couldnt find it. turned out my sister loaned it to her friend. WITHOUT ASKING ME. oh yeah, i was really mad. didnt let her play the computer. rahs. ha. the power of having the password to the computer. (:
channel u's having the superstar showdown today. its mostly " WHO WILL WIN? KELLY OR KELVIN?? " . the irony. the judges seem to go up for kelly loads. i dont blame them. kelly have more of the " I'M A SUPERSTAR ! " effect. however, wei lian has a really nice tone. yeah. listening live and from tv is like totally different. and how do i know? went to one of the quarter finals live. listened to kelly live. then on tv. the difference is HUGE. so. people. i encourage you all to go DOWN and watch concerts instead of watching it from home.
i'm not much of a superstar fan anyway. so was just hanging round the sofa listening to the results. singapore idol finals was much more exciting than this coz i was hopping on the sofa.
and the outcome --> KELVIN.
woah. super shocking. must be his tons of fans. o well. congrats to him. :DDD
lots of ppl told me kelly shud get the superstar title. blahs. although i adore weilian's voice, i must say, he's not for the SUPERSTAR type. superstar. definition is WOAH. you move! you sing! you can do it baby! yeah. we cant blame weilian for not being able to sing and all, but still, you get the idea. still, weilian is such a lucky person for having so many fans. so to the fans who smsed A LOT, your efforts aint wasted. (:
dont look at me. i didnt sms anything. ok.
look on the bright side. kelly will probably be signing a contract too. junyang too. and that gurl. xin hui. lol.
to fans of junyang: he was a DRUM MAJOR of nanhua sec and a horn player! :DD
band members SO rock.
a school day tomorrow. i'm not looking forward to 2 periods of POA. yucks. anyway. receving my prize for getting 2nd in the CME quiz. second time running. only last year, our team was the champion. boos. lol. nites peeps.