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Monday, July 31, 2006
8:31 PM
taking another break.
oh boy.
ever heard of the term you practiced till you'r totally exhausted?
well, er, in a way, it sort of happened to me.
ears getting more and more sensitive to what kind of notes my violin is producing.
so i will also get headaches when a note is not in tune.
hur. fancy that.
after being a student conducter for so long,
headaches will form when something's sharp or flat.
haha. :D
tsk. now i know why i always get headaches.
heh.
WHATVEVER LA x)
crapping ok x)

lalala.
i'm hungry.
but i'm fasting dinner (masterlife fasting for 2 weeks).
so i shall not think about it, and pray instead. (:
no temptations shall seize me except what is common to man!
hoho!

its 8:28pm.
my handphone is going "xiao bai! xiao bai!"
you know the, sms ringtone?
haha.
my dad was rather amused by it.
he thought there was someone stuck in my room initially.
like c'mon la.
x))))))

oh yeah.
i had a VERY trumatising incident last night.
like, 3am when i was sleeping.
ask me what happened.
cause you wont believe it if i blogged about it. ho.
BYE AGAIN! :D

6:58 PM
take a quick stop to blog.
later have to practice violin already. (:

today.
i was early for the first time on a monday morning!
HAHA. :D
anyway. we watched War Of The Worlds and a bit of Fantastic Four during chinese.
cant wait to continue watching tomorrow :DD

i had headaches again during class.
didnt even really sleep in class today.
blahrs. ):

oh boy. the discipline committee's really on my case.
i think?
ms merduati like hunted me down during recess at my class.
to tell me i have detention w her!
so yeah. looked for her after school. so nice of me (:
waited for a longgg time. and she didnt turn up.
even after countless calls.
so, went to the library.
i'm so nice.
i photocopied sec 1 papers for my sister and wanyi.
haha.
nothing better to do ah. x)

didnt stay to do Dnt today.
i figured since today's the deadline for the NA pupils,
they will probably need the workshop more than i do.
so yeah. (:
sounds like an excuse right, it isnt! x))

oh yeah.
history.
having a pretty hard time spotting questions.
totally blank.
siti's right. there isnt even a pattern!
):
sad sad!

OH YEAH.
since Opus is over.
i shall REALLY start studying.
sounds too late right, for os.
haha, i'm sure i aint. (:
i know myself too well. haha.
i'm going to motivate siti for BIOMEDICAL SCI (the course she wants)
and she's going to motivate me to START STUDYING and MUSIC (obviously, i'm one of the few ones who havent taken os even a quarter as seriously as they are, I WILL OKKK!!)
elaine, will be DANCE! since she has decided yet! haha.
and sulaiman, i'm motivating him for PRODUCT DESIGN (course)! or ARCHITECTURE!
haha. so cute right. :D

siti and i testing each other for history chapter 1.2 tomorrow.
nice start.
DID I MENTION I LOVE HISTORY? :D
ok.
I LOVE HISTORY. :D

i practiced the piano and flute already!
no more clarinet, so oh well.
well done rebecca :D
thank you Lord for keeping me on track!
byeeeee-

Sunday, July 30, 2006
11:12 PM
bible study today.
went on about religion and stuff, yup.
dororin came today too (:
cellgroup prayed for me on my headache and stomachache, booooo
i dont like headaches ):
for all you know, i have migrane.
but oh well, couldnt be so. :D
thank you Godchasers :D
usual place, macdonalds' again.
kohtee is like, really, .... DOTS.
kenneth and i agreed that he looks NOTHING like a sec 3.
more like, some poly grad or something.
yeah.
x)

went home early w cheryl and weiting.
v lame on the bus.
yeah, the sec 1.. KIDS. MUAHA.
i'm really evil. tsk.

dad brought us to eat at some ramen stall for dinner.
at the rail mall, yeah.
was good, but, i still prefer ajisen loads. (:
wanted to go to music essentials, but was close.
thank goodness jiahui helped me check it out and plaza sing was open.
got my materials i needed for music.
3 single works for flute&piano and chopin's impromtus' book.
altogether $160.
expensive, but this is really whats its worth no matter how thin the book is.
plus i hadnt bought my piano method books. or violin method books.
): aww, pity.

saw dororin and zhenjun there too!
plus yonglin, hazizi and victor!
haha. what a coincidence man. (:
yonglin asked where i was going after os'.
haha. as usual, i told him i didnt know yet.
anyway.
too bad, thought of sending dor and zhenjun home,
but had to drop off at grandma's.

AND WHO KNOWS.
my grandma wasnt at home.
so we just dropped off the stuff and left. yeah.

tried out the few first bars of Fantaisie Impromptu.
pretty difficult. or rather, TRICKY.
triplets on left hand, semiquavers with right hand.
blahrs, but i'm sure with some practice & a lil bit of God's help,
i'll make it. (:

decided on playing Sonatine by Claude Arrieu for prelims.
prob getting weizhi to accompany me. yeah.
the piece sounds a lil weird, but oh well.
will check out on the composer in due time.
if its like, 21st century music, ahh.
then it'll make sense.
oh yeah. the score costs $52.
yet its only a few pages. boo.
oh well, it should be worthed it. (:

quiet time!
nitey nites. :DD

Saturday, July 29, 2006
10:48 PM
saturday.
slept in!
(:

went to church, met up with siying first.
thought we were late, but we werent, haha.
i'm the game I/C today w ADELENE!
played the body connection game.
haha. :D
service and sermon, the usuals yeah.
still touching on masterlife.
games before small group again.
had them spell out words with them lying down on the floor.
pretty creative, they all :D
team 2 won, lol :D
small group, masterlife and stuff again. yep.
had to share on quiet time stuff.
dinner was again at 8pm.
nowadays its pretty late, so didnt have time to meet suyin!
):
aww, shall have to meet her earlier next week yeah :D
steph said next week got guitar lessons that thing, ooohh :D

oh yes!
made friends with some ppl from 2nd service today.
socialize what. haha.
then guess what, one of them stays in my block!
:D
her name's huifang, plus i always see her brother going to school with me.
as in.
late with me. LOL.

steph told me about how she got her course and stuff.
thought it was pretty cool.
cause her o level score was pretty much good,
yet no polys took her in.
and before that, fashion design had offered her a interview for NAFA.
and walah!
i mean, er, WA-LAH!
she's in fashion design.
and fashion design, its like, only 75 people can get in.
plus she didnt even expect herself to get in.
haha, see the work of God :D
so cute right!
(cute? ok, i dont know what i'm talking about, its just a figure of speech!)

weiting is going through a phrase man.
she's calling kenneth DADDY all the time.
i couldnt stop laughing. :D
DADDY!
poor kenneth.
he looks so stressed. (err. in a laughing way.)
LOL.

Friday, July 28, 2006
10:38 PM
OPUS III.
woo.

didnt go to school today.
laypeng will prob slaughter me cause it sounds like i skipped school.
well, uh, i didnt?
yeah.

went to sch in the afternoon get ready w instruments.
loads of ppl asking whether i'm playing or not.
and sorry man, i myself didnt know. lol.
rehearsal was good.
i wasnt inside though, was talking to mr tan.
mr tan is so cool man :D
haha
alumni including eileen came! HAHA. (:

Opus. like. 20 mins before it, mr lim told me i could play.
and the teachers were happy for me uh.
i think.
LOL.
i love my batchmates and section mates so much.
especially my batchmates.
they were so happy i'm playing. (:
and yeah, of course, thank God!

concert was alright.
2nd half was exactly THE thing. haha.
rehearsal had been better, as usual.
but not much diff, we still played and enjoyed :D

OH YA.
i almost forgot to pull up my socks during the 1st half.
until before the first piece, ruyu and the rest kept giving me strange looks from opp.
LOL.
and heard vanessa from the crowd.
went like.
" becky. socks. "
dunno. haha!

SEC ONES.
A VERY GOOD JOB WELL DONE.
ms loh was like beaming and laughing to herself and going,
"THEY WERE ON TIME! THEY WERE ON TIME!" when she came out.
haha.
ms loh loves regent very much.
HAHA!

oh yes.
thanks lots to all the wellwishers, flowers, chocolates and blah blah.
i have a overflooding bag of candies. (thank goodness chocolate!)
thanks to:
gillian, xiuwen, vanessa, uncle steven & family, bernard, sinyee, cheryl (sister), cheryl (bedok north), june, grace, my section, my batchmates (especially YOKELIAN & JORDAN & CHARLES), mark, victor, MEIYAN, kenneth, andrea, edmund, eugene, yuting, yonglin, siying, jiahui (big),
sorry to anyone i have forgotten to list, but i love you all the same :DD

mrs fong reminded us to return the instruments (sec 4s).
aww.
qihui and mr tan went like THERE GOES YOUR Eb CLARINET!
):
BU FU QI.

anyway.
really late.
so xinying & pohying staying over my hse.
yep.
(:
BYE.

Thursday, July 27, 2006
10:09 PM

MY CLASS. 4-7.
sadly.
i'm NOT in the photo. neither is elaine or siti.
cause we'r all performing or doing something in awards day. lol.
so my other classmates get to watch, i'm so jealous.
the audience seemed so fun that day. :D
yes, there's only 9 girls in our class (including me elaine & siti)
and the guys. countless. 30 something. lol.

ok back to the topic.
thursdayyyyyyyyyy.
saw a really cute cat on the way to school.
thought of bringing it home.
but oh well. would take a lot of time. x)

haha.

anyway.
no mr chen, so slacked a lot.
ms merduati actually let me sleep in class.
haha.
think she thought we had rehearsal till v late ytd.
ms yeo was like "rebecca, i can see your eyes closing already. must sleep early you know? tomorrow is Opus. "

HAHA again.

everyone thinks i'm playing for opus.
but in actual fact, mr lim doesnt even know himself.
neither do i.
blahrs.
we talked about this today after school.
mr lim's having a hard time deciding, boo.
but ahhh.
i'll have to wait till tmr before the concert then i'll know whether i'm allowed to play or not.
grrr.
oh well. :D
EXCITED.
not really leh.
haha.
ok i have this thing in me that like, i'm very neutral emotionally.
like.
i'm the ORH OK type. LOL!
is it a bad thing? hmmm.

sec 1s so cute.
they'r sending this chain around to their fellow s1s & 2s which goes like,
" Hey sec 1 s n 2 we muz play nice nice wor! We muz do our best ! Muz Jia you! Jia you! Jia you! Show senior tat we can do it especially to the one tat ish leaving this sku all the best Jia you! "
yeah. thats how they sms. cute right. x)

JIA YOU ALL REGENT BAND MEMBERS. :D
hope i'm playing tmr though, on a positive outlook.
negative side, if i dont play there will be no seats.
why.
CAUSE ITS SOLD OUT.
can you believe it.
3 days ago the ticket sales were like, 40%.
3 days later (today), its 86% without counting tickets which are still booked by teachers, staff, pupils and others.
plus the booked ones, it will 100%.
i mean i was like.
WHAT? NO MORE TICKETS?
and now everyone wants more tickets. but no more. haha.

haha.
the teachers were right.
our school's the very "lastminute" type.
everything, including cultural night performance also last minute then sold out.
ahh. x)
:DD

read siti's blog.
awww, i've been neglecting her due to opus
(:
FRET NOT SITI, I'LL BE BACK!
heh :DDDDDDD

guess what guess what.
my other nickname is RIKI.
pronounced REE-KEE.
cause some ppl (stares at siti uhh) read it in a book and thought it fitted me cause some rebecca girl also had that adorable nickname in the book. LOL.
(:

Tuesday, July 25, 2006
11:52 PM
finished watching the Fearless movie during chinese.
so touched man.
and mr choo says its a true story!
on some china guy name huo yuan jia. yup.
YEAH :D
SO COOL :D

spent time running for computer printers in school during Dnt
and then finally i found out all the while
i'v been logging the wrong password in the first place
BLAHRS.
started on my artefact.
as in.
STARTEDDDDDDDDD.
you know.
SO COOL MAN. :D
everyone thinks i'm doing a fish tank.
like.
what on earth.
fish tank got holes one ah?
LOL x)

mr lim didnt let me play during combine.
so i sat behind with the trumpets and of all things, i did my maths.
seemed reasonable, i'm bored, so i do my maths.
what to do?
i dont have any more books what.
anyway, mrs fong says mr lim thought i skipped the last practice or something like that, i didnt really get her. so he's like fishing furious at me.
i bet even if i told him it was an emergency he wouldnt listen.
blahrs.
so much for being band major, i hate being one.
i would have rather been normal and happy.
ha.
sue me.
i know i'm horrible! x)

oh well
remember when i said if it is because of the morning thing, i will apologize?
i did what mrs fong said
i smsed him and asked whether i could call him to talk about some misunderstandings
so he didnt reply huh
so i guess i would not have to go for tmr's rehearsal x)
awwww
i was looking foward to missing school in the morning ):

oh yes.
he told he's disappointed with me on the last practice.
which is ytd.
the bottemline?
i cant leave when there's a emergency.
HA. what a joke.

printing programme booklets tmr.
YAY.

anyway.
he says i should soul search.
and seriously, i am.
and i think that i am in the wrong for not coming on saturday morning.
so now how?
i dont even know whether am i supposed to come tomorrow or not.
and soul search what.
mr lim always claims we must learn from mistakes.
so i have learnt.
he has not.

dont practice what you cant preach.
if you cant preach, DONT PRACTICE.

crap right.

you know what siti will say in times like this?
DUH.
and weida/zeting will go,
DUHHHHHHHHHHHHH~~~~~

Oh.
mrs fong also says i'm too positive.
i'm too cheerful, i'm too happy, you know.
mrs fong knows me so well right. haha.
and i'm supposed to act like i'm depressed i cant play or something.
not act, but ah, you know.
i cant do it. how to?

haha. FUNNY! :D

Monday, July 24, 2006
8:30 AM
its a monday.
oh.
and guess what.
i'm on a spiritual low! right now ):

why?
cause i'm thinking.
read the news today, Mr Lim Kim San's funeral, yup.
and there was this old man who attended the funeral.
and he stressed that "i wish the younger generation would be less materialistic and more aware of where Singapore came from."
WAH.
read already, my heart just SANK man.
from the happy happy self i was today,
sadness just punged into me.

cause i think its true!

here we are asking for money, cellphones, cars, blah blah!
and we never think!
i mean, i see teengers saying they want to leave singapore and stay somewhere else.
small place, and stuff like that.
that includes me, i used to say those stuff too.
and all this while, singapore is so great!
we just want to leave because we think somewhere else is better.
somewhere else is greener? no way!
somewhere else more 'english'? hell noooo!
somewhere else where you have houses? noooo!
so we think so much ah.
):
i dont want to leave singapore already.
even if i do, it'll just be a holiday or maybe studies.
thats a TRUE SINGAPORE PATRIOT.

ok, i'm cheering up a bit now. (:

ok. so today had english mock exam.
think it was pretty much okay.
hope i'm not down for suspension tomorrow.
got Dnt, i dont want to miss it ):
i dont mind wednesday or something. haha.
down for detention tmr and wed too.
oh well.

didnt go to band today.
i brought my instruments and everything.
then my father sms me told me to be home by 4.
must rush to go to airport.
apparantly both of us are the only ones who can fetch aunt grace and my two cousins.
and she's carrying FOUR big big luaggages i tell you. haha.
flown from america to japan.
then they stayed in japan for 4 days.
then flew down to singapore. yeah.
not that i wanted to go, but, it was like an EMERGENCY already.
photos another day!

my head hurts
wah ):
as usual, so yeah
haha
bye!

and the cry of my heart
is to bring you praise-

Sunday, July 23, 2006
11:02 PM
happy sunday people!
haha.
lame x)

ok.
had bible study today, was great.
learnt A LOT of stuff about buddhism.
yup, bet i know more than my friends who are buddhists.
betcha, yes i do. :D

oh. was reviewing through my masterlife book.
and i remembered about the THANKSGIVING.
you know what.
yup, sometimes all of us take too many things for granted.
we just dont give thanks for everything.

(warning: VERY long post up ahead, go prepare some snacks! haha!)

just imagine.
what if you had one less leg?
what if you had one less arm?
what if you did not belong to a school?
what if you didnt have food?
what if there wasnt air?
what if there wasnt a 'what if'?
never thought of it right?

always the,
" aiyah, miss school never mind one lah "
" school so boring! so siannn. "
stuff like that?
yes that was me before.
i would miss school though i love school just because i'm plain lazy.
i dont want to take things for granted anymore!
so i'm going to grab every opportunity in school to attend it.
God knows how many people in africa cannot go to school!
ok. i WILL go to school tomorrow.
i shall not pon school anymore.
pon-ning is bad!
thats why i have suspension next week ah.
haha !

oh yes oh yes
i just realised i have been taking my instruments for granted
not the clarinets i play in band.
not the piano or flute i play at home.
but the violin.
yes, tell you all the truth, i hate my violin the most.
play finish, fingers pain, arm pain, blah blah.
so i never had taken violin very seriously in my life before.
SERIOUSLY.
and my past teachers had always complimented/complained (however you put it) that i would have already been a very competitive-standard violinist if only i would practice at least 20 mins A WEEK.
i'm not showing off. its the truth. i know it myself too.
see how much i dont wish to sacrifice. see how much i'm throwing away.
and for those who dont know, the violin is my very FIRST instrument.
yup.
and when people ask me whether i play the violin,
really, i feel ASHAMED to say YES.
because i dont LIKE to play it. i think its HORRIBLE.
and i always tell people NOT TO PLAY THE VIOLIN!
YES I DO THAT! ):
i told kexin (saxophone) not to play the violin in poly!
OH THE NERVE OF ME ):
and yes. believe it or not. i gave up all the chances God had given me.
God had talked through my teachers to ask whether i would enter this and that competition.
and my reaction always?
NO. NO. NO.
i'm too ASHAMED to be SEEN with a VIOLIN.
to me, a violin must have been the WORST INSTRUMENT.
not because i cant play it, bloody hell, i CAN play it well.
but its just because i REFUSE TO TRY. I REFUSED TO PLAY.
and i'm taking it for granted.
i've seen people like zhenjun and dororin pointing out to me how lucky i am to have a piano at home, to have a violin, to have lessons, blah blah, you name it.
and i just dont care. just. ORH.
and to make things worse,
i skip violin lessons.
HA! GOT YOU RIGHT THERE!
you all thought i was the perfect guai guai all-lesson-surely-go music student right.
HELL NOOOOOOOOOOOOO.
):
):
):
regret? better not. i still have time.
from today onwards, i picking up my violin again.
to tell you all the truth i have not been touching it for the past 7 months.
i know, EVERYONE SHOULD SUE ME. ):
WAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH )))):
and you know what?
and i'll show you what God had made me to become of. (:

of course ah.
in the process, cannot forget God!
cannot put God behind violin (:
must partner w God, yup. lol.

I'M A VIOLINIST.
HELL YEAH. I'M PROUD OF IT. :D

so sorry God, i WILL listen next time, yes i will! :D

i love masterlife.
yes i do! :DDDD

Saturday, July 22, 2006
10:00 PM
ok.
i didnt go to band.
for like the first time in my life!
and it was not on purpose la.
i wanted to go for church in the afternoon!
haha.
so yeah, in the morning was my fault,
didnt wake up in time for band at sandy's hse.
sad. oh well. :D

mr lim smsed me like, 2 mins before sermon.
something about me breaking my promise and missing a impt rehearsal and that he might take me off opus.
first reaction, cry a bit.
laypeng was beside me, she quickly wrote me an encouraging note. (:
so when the video came on and i saw my face, ppl prob will think i'm crying because i'm so touched!
HAHA.
but anyway.
after like 10 mins, i was like, dunno what to do.
then 15 mins passed. and i made my decision.

if mr lim wants me to leave Opus,
i will leave Opus.

he probably wants me in band, as a band major.
and i dont want to be there, as a christian.
so how?
make life easier for both of us.
prayed to God, i told God to let mr lim let me stay.
BUT.
if mr lim wants me to leave, i will leave.
no regrets.

i stood firm with God, i knew what i was doing.
even if he starts a tale on how a certain regent band major missed band practice because of church and something, it wouldnt matter anymore.
yes, it used to matter to me a lot.
yeah, band major must be VERY important, MUST be there.
but no, it wouldnt matter anymore.
not anymore.
i have God.
what does he have?

oh, erm, mr lim has nothing against ppl who have religion and anything.
maybe he's too ON on band, so cant blame him.
he's a conducter what. haha.
but for now, i'm in no right to criticize or speak bad about him.
he claims i have broken a promise.
i'm going to find out whats the promise he claims i have promised him.
if he thinks that i should be sorry cause i wasnt there in the morning,
then,
YES. i am sorry. i will apologize to him.
but if its because i went to church instead,
then,
NO. i am not sorry. i told him i was going to church already. he said OKAY. i owe him nothing. most importantly, he owes me nothing.
even if i do, i owe the band, i owe my section, not mr lim.

lets just see what happens on monday.
no use whining or anything right,
so let's continue being cheerful and happy for God instead :D

God, you are my Jehovah Shammah. (:

random.
i shall not name my future-son-if-i-have-la Trinity anymore.
not nice la.
later ppl call him sissy how.
LOL!
no ill intentions to anyboy named trinity, its just a random thought.

back to the topic.
adelene's still in perth! ):
COME BACK MY PRAYER PARTNER! :DDDDDDDD

didnt finish some of my masterlife parts ):
so i'm going to have to finish it asap today
yup! :D
bible study tomorrow!
YAY!
someone wake me up okay! x)

Friday, July 21, 2006
11:21 PM
21st.
busy busy day!

was terribly late for school.
ok.
not so bad, at 7:30. lol.
so were the usual ppl in 4/7, HAHA.
anyway, me, marion & yiming is down for suspension and detention next week.
OK OK I DIDNT DO ANYTHING BAD LISTENNNN
suspended from school for LATENESS.
aww.
ok, my bad. :D

so me and marion is crossing our fingers that we'll get suspended on thursday.
cause there's physics and maths and chemistry. HAHA.
trust us to think of this! (:


bingquan and haozhi! late! at the foyer.


thats the rest few of 4/7's usual latecomers. yiming, eugene, kaixun!
the usual girls not in picture ah.


our punishment.
MORNING WALK.
10 ROUNDS. :D


there there.
seok teng and carol (both faces facing the screen), our other girls! haha.

PE would have been fun if i wasnt so exhausted
nevertheless, i still had fun in frisbee and captain's ball (:
there's this girl in my class
her name's seok teng
anyway, i hardly talk to her cause i dont even sit close to her
so yeah
today was great
girls all played together
she's so ENTHU! :DDD
wah, great man!
can play with her and have fun in PE! lol

extra lessons at ACS.
i finally went.
brought my camera this time and took photos.
not a lot of ppl went. sad.
i think the class's really pissed off at mr lee.
he thinks he's teaching us english instead of music history.
like, OK, FORM A SENTENCE FOR ME!
no wonder acs rejected him as s4 ACSI MEP teacher, HOHO.
supposed to go for the dunno what compulsary MEP concert.
but he didnt give me the ticket cause i didnt bring the money.
oh well.
plus he's making it compulsary for our class to go watch the ACS philharmonic orchestra concert.
weizhi was like, WHY?
haha. true. WHY?
soomin's like super irritated by him. LOL.

made 2 new fairfield friends today, through SHAWN.
haha!
and they thought i was SHAWN'S SISTER.
MUAHA.

yay, sold 4 tickets to bernard today!
and he looks different ah. haha.

night.
went down to sandy's.
bbq! yay yay! (((:

Thursday, July 20, 2006
10:13 PM
band again.
HAHA. :D

i still owe mr chen my report book!
he's going to fine those who dont bring them $10 and call their dads down and personally give him the report book IF we dont hand it up to him by tmr.
opps. x)

had social studies extra lessons.
well rather, the test.
chose to do the source base though i'm much better at SEQ.
yup, attack my weak spots. :D
and the source based is REALLY difficult.
BLARHS. x)

mdm rohaini must have been influenced with our guys.
yeah.
influenced.

mrs fong didnt come.
so yeah. free periods.
slack ah.


see, no teacher so.. EAT KINDER BUENO! elaine!


this is during POA. confirm! x)
see everything is asleep. almost.


chenyang. before.


chenyang after!
fake angel. pfftttt.


who said siti never sleeps in class?!
SEE! CME LESSON YOU KNOW!
SO IMPORTANT!
-gasps

Wednesday, July 19, 2006
10:58 PM
what a day. muaha.

had practical for chemistry.
and after much attempts on solution Q, it just wouldnt change colour!
finally used elaine's solution and it worked.
RAHS.
see, our solution must have been tampered with!
-flares up

as usual i fell asleep in social studies
hard not to you know

extra lessons, chemistry till 5pm.
i almost died.
doing those prelim papers and whatever,
i'm so sick of it.
HAHA. :D
mock exam, ended up sitting in circles like group study.
poor teachers.

Tuesday, July 18, 2006
10:35 PM
i was late for school again.
typical.
had to do the 7 rounds on the field.
w marion & carol. haha. was fun! lame x)

dnt 5 periods
didnt do much on artefact
zzzzzz!
so dead, so dead.
and haozhi is so nice, he said he would help me (:
but i'm not doing my artefact, ahh, see?!

assembly was real good.
for the first time, i was actually entertained by a acting cast group.
like, FINALLY. :D
they got the audience laughing, so yeah.
think they captured most of the girls' attention,
thanks to the storyline of 2 boys 1 girl.
you know.
that one again, hurhur.

band was pretty good. (:
my section's selling loads of tickets! yay

mr lim talked to me, so did mrs fong
oh boy
you see how 'wobbly' i was.
rahs.
mr lim "dont need to cry, dont need to cry"
wah. right on the spot man.
I DIDNT CRY. blahrs.
sometimes being a band major doesnt have its benefits.
even if you'r an ex one.

you almost got me all confused again.

Monday, July 17, 2006
10:01 PM
17th!
opus III is soon, yay yay!
11 more days! :DDD

bernard's coming for opus!
edmund kor's coming for opus!
woooo-
i sold more than my target of 10 tickets! :D

didnt go to school.
if i tell you the result why you will prob gimme the WTH?!
yup.
I DIDNT GO TO SCH BECAUSE I WOKE UP AT 11AM.
oh well. ):

and i forgot i had o level listening comphre today.
thank God my sister reminded me,
like 30mins before the exam.
and thankfully, my school is so near!
ahh. yeah.
paper was alright.
very easy, very tricky too.

flute section came over and had their sectionals
was in my room doing notes for masterlife, yup
talked to yuting (:


flute section, minus ruyu!
my lovely living room. haha.

left home for lot one
at the bus stop (:


haha, yuting and xinying!


again!

and guess what?!


saw tiffany on the bus!

meeting laypeng and wanyi there for some followup on masterlife
yup yup yup
taught wanyi a bit of her maths
wasnt v difficult, just abt income tax that kind of stuff
so it was pretty much managable, yeah


wanyi doing her maths qn!

i must go to school tomorrow
cannot pon already, blahrs
dad said i'll probably get expelled if i continue skipping school
even if i'm so guai
x)
NAHHH.
I WONT.
TEACHERS LOVE ME TOO MUCH :D

Sunday, July 16, 2006
10:01 PM
today's my first time in bible study.
i woke up early for once on a sunday morning,
haha, credits to my violent sister cheryl and laypeng
and it was great great great
the study i mean
we studied on cults and next week we would be doing supernatural stuff
i cant wait :D
UFO! :DDDDDDD

was pretty tired after that
cheryl they all, the KIDS
haha, they almost killed me when i said that la.
" NO! I'M A TEENAGER! "
-snickers

slept throughout on the bus.
then weiting they all, noisy.
zz.
poor meiyan, HAHA.

someone lend me YouthAlive cd can. ):

oh oh oh
I'M SO GLAD
gillian's coming for Opus III (:
and maybe some others, yup
hope i wont get throw out of Opus III

ate dinner at some seafood erm, sort of restaurant at FarmMart
mussels, scallops, crabs, crayfish
i wont eat another clam as long as i live
its not nice!


on the way to dinner..


car. car. car.


bored in the car la.


see how ulu this place is.


the.. sort of restaurant at farm mart. haha.

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important.
i did sewing on my skirt for the first time.
changed the metal hookings cause the old ones were kind of rusting. boo.
I DID A GREAT JOB RIGHT :D
so proud of myself. haha.

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Saturday, July 15, 2006
11:59 PM
saturday saturday
tireddddddddddddddddddddddddddd

was late for band today
ahhh
oh well, blame myself for falling asleep again, LOL

had sectionals in the morning w our new temporary tutor
he's great :D
but the way he talks and stuff, everything, its like MR LIM
of all people, yes
blahrs, but the bottem line is though he's strict and all,
he's GREAT (:
i'v never seen yokelian so so serious abt her solo parts before
its impressive
this tutor really pushed her, woo

my clarinet sec 1s are like super naughty.
when mine/yokelian's backs are turned
they will purposely run away
talk about hide and seek ah x)
LOL

went to church in the afternoon
thanks to steph, laypeng and meiyan who came down to fetch us
especially laypeng, dont ask why
to understand, dunno why
oh well
sister wanping talked to me abt some stuff
so yeah, hmm

thank you for being so concern
to jordan, charles, dor, the rest (:
i know i cried, but i'm glad too
i'm glad i made my stand :D
though you all may not understand
but i know i do

adelene's flying off tonight!
how how.
she's my prayer partner, how how ):
HAVE A SAFE TRIP. ((((:

dad brought us to eat at some popular indian restaurant
roti prata and stuff, was great, heh :D
first time eating good good good fresh prata
lucky NUS people who often eats there

Friday, July 14, 2006
11:07 PM
performance (:
YEAH.
it was GREAT, yes it was
especially for Latin Celebration
awesome :D
good job ppl, esp sec 1s! :DD
good job to the OC too :DDD


thanks loads to all those who came down to support us too!
sec 4s, alumnus, and ppl fr bedok north (:

die, i still owe mr chen the report book
boo
short term memory eh

peppermint tea, yay yay
pure and hot x)

zeting was really lame
he was playing that buddhist's chanting music on his oboe
while waiting for our band's turn to perform
and then one by one, ppl started to try it out
LOL

had mock maths paper after school
did some prelim paper from xinmin sec
was rather ok but after the 10th qn,
i was just tired already
and there were like 22 questions
oh boy ):

Thursday, July 13, 2006
11:04 PM
didnt go to school today.
or rather i winded up with a stomachache halfway to school.
plus muscle aches everywhere ):
oh boy.
doesnt it seem weird that i'm falling so randomly ill?
missing schools 3 alternate days in less than a week?
shucks, something's wrong

but i still went for band rehearsal,
since i felt better, yep (:

rehearsal area was at ZhengHua square
its freaking open aired
plus the spotlight was shining at the left part of the band.
poor saxophone sect & 2nd&3rd clarinets ):
rehearsal wasnt very good
still felt very uncomfortable w the surroundings and all, yeah

ate w sec4s at lot one
yep
mac with yokelian, amy and aileen
rest were at food culture, heh :D
i want KFC ):

Wednesday, July 12, 2006
9:55 PM
oh.
i owe like tons of homework.
shucks.

handed up my maths, finally (:
mrs fong gave me an encouraging comment :D

extra physics lessons, i almost died
did prelim papers from some other school
was pretty much easy, only that i forgot all the formulas despite the hangings
oh well

went down to AJC w zhenjun to meet dororin
yeah, she went for the audition
and according to her, it was ok but someone stopped her halfway
haha, okkkk

night, took 190 down to the animal hospital
yes, an ANIMAL HOSPITAL
i never knew there was one
and all the while, it was right smack opp the SJI tennis court
oh slap me
dororin's kitten passed away too
the vet said ours was a rare species, mixed persian and something
and that the kitten was way too small to leave its mother, so ah well
my Charlie left too, at night!sigh-
oh well, maybe it'll be better if she didnt stay one
she could have suffered fr other diseases

so dor and i went to one of her sis's friend's house to bury the kittens together
and her house has 17 cats, her neighbour has 10 cats
oh my
i have NEVER in my entire life seen so many so many cats before
its like, wherever you turn, even at the carpark,
there's at least 6 cats lurking around
and all of them were hers, including the strays!
wow, cool
they even respond to names you know.

i want a cat too. not a kitten. lol.

Tuesday, July 11, 2006
10:55 PM
my head hurts.
as usual. oh well.
laypeng just prayed for me, so i'll prob be okay in a while.
(:

back in school.
mrs fong's going really fast for maths,
i'm lacking behind probably like a whole chapter, tsk

oh.
i finally started on my artefact today.
using acrylic and metal, yay, it will look great (:
i know it will! ((:

jordan and charles tried to pull tricks on me today.
jordan 'stole' my handphone.
charles 'stole' my wallet.
such childish EXCO i have right :D
haha.
but i didnt worry or anything, yeah
so when they 'declared' it was missing,
i was just like.. ORH.
they do this trick too many times, haha!

zhenjun pulled one on me too!
he hid my file in AARON'S BAG.
of all places, oh my.
and i almost panic cause it has my beloved scream-city foolscap pad and two stacks of opus tickets and my maths homework! haha.
but i did pray, and zhenjun smsed me AFTER HE REACHED HOME that it was w aaron.
zz.
had to go down to meet aaron on the LRT all the way at pending.
ahh.

in case you'r wondering why i rushed down for really, my maths homework.
its because i missed so many lessons and i owe teacher so many homework.
mrs fong will slaughter me, but she wont.
cause she's so sweet and nice!!
ah. thats the death penalty.
she's so nice until i cannot bear to not do my homework today.
and the only homework i get/do is maths, so oh well. :D
oh, and maths extra lessons are on fridays, and it clashes w my music so she let me off! but she smiled at me and told me to more of my maths TYS.
SEE.
SO SWEET TEACHER, THIS MISS BEH.
how to 'not want to do' homework. ahhhh.

-back after bathing.
headache's gone. woo. i love a good shower. (:
and HEAD&SHOULDERS. haha :DD

talking about band.
the sec 2s today were like almost starting some revolution.
they want to go to band instead of adventure camp.
aww.
the way they were like having some illegal gathering and having each other talking loudly (matthew&miemie ah!) about what they should do.
haha, reminded me of my batch when we were in sec 1/2/3! (:
hais. regent should never have anything called passing out, but oh well. (:
anyway. i wish i took a photo. LOL.

haiqing and karin were pretty sabo-ed today.
happy bday to my dear new student conducter
and happy bday tomorrow to my dear cellgroup mate :D

Monday, July 10, 2006
7:46 AM
didnt go to school today. cheryl didnt either.
too tired. too bored. too lazy.

world cup was okay.
italy won, was watching half of the match.
zidane must have became mad,
doing that whatever thing infront of international tv.

prob missed a lot in school.
siti just smsed me to inform me.
oh well.
have to get back asap.

finished watching the Green Forest My Home series, finally after a long break of not catching up w it.
jiahui (clarinet) watches it too! :D
we were like talking about owen! hahadidnt go to school today. cheryl didnt either.
too tired. too bored. too lazy.

world cup was okay.
italy won, was watching half of the match.
zidane must have became mad,
doing that whatever thing infront of international tv.

prob missed a lot in school.
siti just smsed me to inform me.
oh well.
have to get back asap.

finished watching the Green Forest My Home series, finally after a long break of not catching up w it.
jiahui (clarinet) watches it too! :D
we were like talking about owen! haha

Sunday, July 09, 2006
10:42 AM
its really early, but i still feel like blogging
blarhs;

anywayi realised that i sometimes had been making my own semi-decisions
its like all i think is can or cannot?
never is it supposed to be or supposed to be not?
i think i really shouldnt be doing that.
so yes, i'm going to have to apply what i learned and preached.
i'm going to ask God for help in everything (first!) from right now. (:

baby passed away today. sort of.
he had lackage of oxygen and almost a fit.
poor kitten.
maybe he really couldnt survived w/o his mummy ):

shue chie (aunt kim's daughter) came over today
and mum thought of asking me to give her tuition for english
she's only K2 by the way
and a REALLY bright kid
you teach her something once,
it goes into her like a sponge.
only that because she used to be educated in malaysia (chinese educated),
she has a major problem with simple english words,
plus she has rather a short attention span too, so yeah
will see about it.
i'm only sec 4 you know.

oh ya.
the news, a seal just swallowed a playball in china.
play play play, then swallow. err.
now having breathing problems.
yeah, interesting eh?

cheryl's not back!
zz.

OH
I WANT THE YOUTHALIVE CD. ):

Saturday, July 08, 2006
11:29 PM
today is a band day.
a band saturday (:
today was great (:

i fell in today
then when xinying shouted for my name during attendence
was so taken aback by her
didnt expect it, haha
funny, jordan me charles zhenjun we all fell in w the sec3s
x)

sectionals w mr lim was so much better
i improved so much than the last time
now its only my Four Scottish Dances and i'm sure i'm well off
ohh
i badly want Gelato, so sick of Samba that i can kill myself

yokelian did GREAT in her solo today :DDD

high chance that sat practices going to be extended to 4pm for the next 2 weeks
really pray that wont clash with sermon and service
i dont want to miss the masterlife series )))):

church, dororin yanxiong & minfang came
didnt masterlife and stuff w sermons
thought at first that i wouldnt understand sister wanping's sermon
but i think i ended up laughing quite a lot
she really can relate a lot to us
but i dozed off a bit at the end
too many scriptures to flip and write huh

small group was on masterlife
so disappointed that i only finished up to day 3 ):
i love doing this workbooks stuff )):
am going to finish by today or tomorrow
i want to do it all properly (:

anyway, i'v realised that whatever i learned from the bible, i dont write them down
so yeah
so from tmr, i'm actually going to start reading AGAIN from matthew
i want to be refreshed and really write it all down (:
dont want to just blindly write and just understand like that
yep
say i'm wasting my time by reading the bible a few chapters back to the very first new testament chapter, but oh well, i believe it'll be for my own good :D

met suyin again!
we'r going to exchange music notes next sat
cant wait (:
mr lee is too horrible to give proper notes

Friday, July 07, 2006
10:39 AM
HAHA.
i'm so... (:

didnt go to school today.
why?
1) i woke up at 9:15. no one woke me up for sch ):
according to my sister, even my kittens were mewing so loudly at 6am to wake me up for their milk. UHH.
2) since its ALREADY 9:15, i dont want to go to sch. especially since they implemented the 8am-send-home thing.
3) its relief teachers the whole day today. whats the use.

BUT I MISSED PE. ):
i want BADMINTON!

alright.
so my section came and we had sectionals together at my house :D
yep
yokelian and cecilia's afraid of cats
didnt know that x)

tomorrow's band at 7:30
I told like everyone to give me morning call or something
blahrs
yeah x)

Thursday, July 06, 2006
9:00 PM
france won :D
woohoo

lessons were SUPER slack again
totally all relief teachers
the whole of the 2nd half of school, i slept throughout
and when i mean throughout,
i MEAN throughout
from after recess right up to 2:20pm, oh boy

miss beh's going real fast
chapter 2 already
i'll have to do my homework even faster than her then, haha

PE's tmr, i cant wait (:

band today was weird
the atmostphere for the first one two hrs were like, totally quiet
as in, band morale was like, SUPER LOW
everyone was like OH OH OH
and mr lim was being strangely VERY cheerful today
like, he didnt even scold anyone, just kept prompting and stuff
well, according to him, w/o seniors (s4s), its better, cause the jrs can show off.
dots, then i'm sitting right smack in front of him la.
hmmm
but grease was much better today (:
i'm glad! :D
am looking for the piece on audio, hard to eh
then after a few hours when my beloved charles&jordan&yokelian&zeting&zhenjun came back, the atmostphere went up, waha

dad and aunt grace & family would most prob be watching Opus III
yay!
btw, anyone want to watch Opus (our band concert), pls tell me asap yeah

oh yes.
we'r going to start on night rehearsals in a week's time
wow, excited :D

oh yeah
came home and just let the kittens out
they'r drinking A LOT A LOT A LOT
good good good (:
healthy healthy! :D
and baby went to sleep on the FLOOR. zz
so yeah x)

Wednesday, July 05, 2006
6:00 AM
aww, germany lost ):
but its ok
i told zeting BEFORE extra time, haha

new schedule for students taking N/O levels
lessons everyday till 5pm except tuesday
nuts
i will die!

miss su, the new chemistry teacher, is really good
at teaching i mean
maybe i understand her method more than miss yeo's?
yeah, perhaps

oh oh
baby shit-ed today (:
siti was like telling me and i was ??!!
and they drank lots of milk! thats gd (:

went to the night market and lot 1 w dad and cheryl
got loads of stuff
wrapping paper, my phone's screen paper, safety pins, chinese chess set, new gymn bag, two new books (chicken soup & some best friend bk), lots of stationary, and lots more
woohoo :DD

have completed 'An American Girl' in a day
am reading 'An Amercian Girl SEQUEL' now :DD

Tuesday, July 04, 2006
10:59 PM
half half half; blahrs

today was so slack
nothing to do during chinese lessons
ms beh didnt come for maths lessons
then i had 5 periods of dnt already
oh boy

was ranting away about green forest my home, the drama series
especially to elaine and yvonne
i'm encouraging ppl to watch it :D

had my chinese o levels oral today
so irony, i just knew abt it a few days ago
anyway, it went ok
i found myself shaking a bit on my voice for the passage though
yeah

band was just like that.
felt kind of weird, kind of empty and blur.
i dont know why.
maybe cause i'm used to being a band major.
then now like, just sit there as a normal band member.
LOL, cute.

tad disappointed at some people.
but oh well,
its just like that.
saw some stuff which made me really happy today too,
but oh :D

i bet $2 w zeting that germany will win italy.
GERMANY PLEASE WIN.
not that $2 means anything,
but it will be fun to see zeting groan in disappointment! haha

Monday, July 03, 2006
10:56 PM
youth day
just how youth-y can it be, zz

mum was supposed to bring us out to eat
but oh well, backed out last minute

lalaland. random.

went to the night market w cheryl
met haozhi, weida, bingquan & wilson
(:
they said my sister's very fierce.
er.

7:56 PM
youth day
just how youth-y can it be, zz

mum was supposed to bring us out to eat
but oh well, backed out last minute

lalaland. random.

Sunday, July 02, 2006
10:51 PM
beautiful sunday
finally a day i can sleep in (:

mum cooked today
finally, home cooked food, haha
missed all the morning shows
but oh well,
sleep is more impt :D

i'm so amazed then my sis knows more abt my sch than i do
not exactly, news
but rather, the VERY deep gossips
as in those, REALLY REALLY deep gossips on our sch peeps
so you can imagine
ppl are like "HOW YOU KNOW"
and i should go "MY LITTLE SIS SAID SO"
amusing right.
at least its only between us, haha

tried out my repaired/serviced flutes
yay
they sound great, esp my Pearl (:
the nice man even replaced the cork!
cant wait to start practicing for the prelims

oh yay
i got more ppl to buy tickets from me for OPUS III ! :DD
((((:

G3rAldTan~~~~~~~'' You aRe De onlY 1 i SeE'' says:
do u hva nosis number?
# CLUELESS < when dreams come true- says:
?
# CLUELESS < when dreams come true- says:
whose?
G3rAldTan~~~~~~~'' You aRe De onlY 1 i SeE'' says:
mr nosis
# CLUELESS < when dreams come true- says:
..
# CLUELESS < when dreams come true- says:
nosis?
# CLUELESS < when dreams come true- says:
NONIS.

Saturday, July 01, 2006
12:59 AM
band was early in the morning today.
but only went around 9+ even though i woke up early (:
and why?
feed kittens :D
AND then i had stomachache again ):
toilet-visiting a lot early in the morning yeah
didnt want to miss band like on thur
so yeah, i went! :D

yay, we'r doing well in the octet
thanks God (:
you answered my prayer (:

tad disappointed that nathasha couldnt come today
but its ok (:
maybe one day her grandma would allow her, yeah (:

sermon today was great
i'm really really excited about this masterlife series
really hope i would not miss any of the 12 week sessions
oh!
and there's a workbook too
SO COOL RIGHT. :D
yep, yep, i love workbooks (:
i want to change someone's life too!

oh ya ya ya
pst danial was going on about MATYR
and throughout the whole sermonkohtee and i thought it was MOTHER
so we were like,
" WHY WOULD SOMEONE WANT TO DIE A MOTHER? "
" THEN GUYS CANNOT ALREADY LOR. "

LOL!

i met suyin for the first time today!
or rather she found me, lol
YAY YAY (:
we both striked up a good conversation like we'v known each other for years
hahaha :DD

went to the night flea market w jiahui and my sis
jap pizza :D
dropped by mac cause it was too warm and we needed a drink
jiahui started to tell us abt her brothers and all the funny stuff
SO FUNNY :D
laugh and laugh x)

so glad
both my flutes were sitting nicely in their cases inside a big ACCENT plastic bag
right on my table
i couldnt have been happier :D

what a great day (: