Friday, March 31, 2006
10:20 PM
today in my opinion, was the most 'hurt-but-heal' day of my life. somehow. i dont know how to explain this. oh well. its good. (:mrs chong is so sweet, thats all i'm saying to cut the longest story short. :D
felt into a DEEP sleep in ss for the first time. i cant help it, mdm rohaini is repeating things again and again. lol. but thats not the point, yeah?
blanked out for the 2nd page on the maths test. shit, i dont know how to calculate area of a triangle with vectors. oh boy.
i'm looking on the bright side. 1 more topic, and we've covered the whole o levels emaths syllabus. thats fast! haha.
prefects' investiture today. stephanie was in the class across mine. and both of us clapped super loudly for band members. haha. anyway, it reminded me how soon sec 3s were taking over. oh well. red cross having their POP today. or tomorrow i think. ncc already had it. NPCC coming up already. and band is not far away.
band was different today. we didnt play that well during combine, that was so disappointing. its like something struck the band all of a sudden, so scary, i know.
its already march the 30th, oh how time flies.
have to hand up POA written presentation tomorrow. gosh.and its the hajarian tribe (:
hajarian tribe
chief - HAJAR
camp guard - boonping
spore collector - weida
marine turtle-rist - ME
omelette cooker - zeting
arent we so lame. haha.
Wednesday, March 29, 2006
10:19 PM
we played badminton for PE today. and i LOVE badminton. (:played against weida and boonping. yes, one girl on two boys. and i think i still won. LOL.
mr nonis told us to finish up our ghost stories for composition. i cant write. no inspiration, lol.
OH. i played badminton with mr zahed and mr nonis during recess. now my wrist is blue black. ouch.
PSE today was interesting. mrs eswaran says we'r going to study on sexual education for the next 10 weeks. i was like OH gosh. didnt know they was THAT much to find out about. err. yeah.
rushed for my ss assignment. i think i suck in source based. boo.
oh yes. there's a funeral going on downstairs and they'r burning something and the fire is SUPER huge. i mean, REALLY. and they just burned it on the badminton court outskirts, gosh. tsk.
Tuesday, March 28, 2006
11:18 PM
i seriously dont like it when people poke so much into my business. i mean, i get really sick of it. very sick. they always make it sound like i'm not trying my best, but even if i am, you'll probably go on and on. i'm just getting pushed into an empty hole.dnt class was like. yeah. first two periods, 3/4 of our class was 'punished' outside the class cause we didnt bring the workbook. opps. lol. so yes. (:
and i have done my first two exploration ideas already! :D
assembly talk was very very good. very motivating, very driven, very 'purposeful'. hah. (:
band for the woodwinds. did a lot on intonation. oh boy. my ears were like ringing. talked to the teachers and mr lim afterwards, woah, we have lots to finish up with.
ate at lot 1 with hayati, suhaila, zhenjun and aaron. aaron's coming this saturday! yay. hmm.
Monday, March 27, 2006
11:43 PM
didnt go to school today. had diarrhea in the morning. mom claims its the raw fish i ate ytd. err.so i'm like totally bored. and i want to go back to school. my poor sec 1s and 2s have sectionals today! argh. ):
oh yes, and since i was SO bored and there was nothing on tv, i went to experiment with the microwave oven which has been with me since i was like, p2. uh yeah. and after much failures, i finally got the toasted bread just like i wanted, with a MICROWAVE oven! heh. wo hao li hai! (:
ok whatever, maybe i can start baking stuff. yes, with a MICROWAVE oven. :D
so.. i'm the MICROWAVE QUEEN. :DDDDDDDD
anyway, today i opened up my email. and boy, was i shocked. zz. dont know, its like, hmm. alright, i'm speechless. i thought i was disappointed enough about them, but seeing other people who are "not in their league" initiating faster and being more responsible, i was just, yeah. they said they didnt do, didnt write, fine enough, then type then. in the end, all i get is from 'who i have expected'. games day reply slips also cannot collect back in time, let alone this. no use talking also, we gave that up months ago. my father is right, when you give up on someone, you stop scolding that person. so have we given up?
ok i cant do this alone.i'll have to pray even harder to God.
much harder.
Sunday, March 26, 2006
9:44 PM
today me and my sister (she slept in my room today) slept with the aircon on all the way till 12pm. heh. (:watched TWO in-house movies. Conmen in Las Vegas and Conmen in Tokyo. shows how free we were, NOT. anyway, the shows were good. (:
oh. we TRIED cooking pasta in tomata sauce. since there wasnt minced meat and mushrooms, we used mixed vegetables. and the result? i liked it. cheryl hated it cause it was too SALTY. and she went on and on about "salt causes hypertension...blah blah" and that type of stuff. err.
alright, that mostly sums up today. i just realised i havent done my tys for mr chen and social studies homework. uh oh.
Saturday, March 25, 2006
10:43 PM
mr lim is being strangely 'encouraging' nowadays. lol. anyway, we've finally switched to the ava room. :Dwent to church. and my sister came along. laypeng was so shocked, i think. ha. aaron came too. hoho. my sister started crying all off a sudden, which is like, so expected. not that i'm mean, but she always crys when she's new to something. so yes, i was like, "oh." LOL. but i think she liked cellgroup a lot. hmm.
oh yes, jiahui brought a couple of sec 4s from the regent prefects. all boys. joseph, benjamin, zhi hong and eric. last time i used to thought they were more of the 'pai-kia' boys, but yeah, after today, they'r arent. haha. (:
my handphone snapped today. somehow. the cover came off. die.
went home quite early. 9pm was early. hoho. :D
Friday, March 24, 2006
11:42 PM
TGIF!i'm glad its friday.
teachers didnt come to school, again. so we had loads of free periods. hur. bingquan got into another tuff with ms sng. LOL.
POA class, for once was one. we (me, siti, weida, zeting, boonping) has formed our group, the HAJARIANS TRIBE. lame, but cute. we all have posts too! lol. i'm a turtle trainer. wth. x)so we'r suppose to do up this proposal and something like that. either to see stuff or food/drinks on sports day, that sort of thing.
we (me, charles, minfang) made suhaila cry today. BY ACCIDENT! it really really wasnt intentional. i mean, all we did was talk about POP and that excos only have 1 month left. something like that. and she BURST. oh boy.
i asked suhaila whether she will worry about anything when band resurfaces.
went to watch the piano concert. 9 of us. and we look loads of photos, dunno why. becoming very photo obsessed all of a sudden. haha.
waited with jiahui for her brother. she told me some stuff. i found it a bit amusing, cause some of the people which she mentioned were the very people which my friends always mumble BITCH. ah, its all the girls. (: oh. and the guys.
and when she said "i hate them", i found it too common. haha. and i worry for her too. you'r right, she seems to be left out by everyone.
Thursday, March 23, 2006
8:37 PM
i shall make an early blog in session.i cant believe i dont have the new timetable yet. and everyone does. argh. ok, so its really my fault, cause mr chen said he would give me one, but i forgot to chase him for it. so yeah. poor me. totally clueless to whats happening in class.
i slept through english. it was so... erm.
its so amusing to see boon ping draw mindmaps and use highlighters just like siti does. his reason?
" got a lot of highlighters what "
dont even think about it. he doesnt bring any, he just gets them straight from siti's pencilcase.
LOL.
i feel almost like dropping POA. but i wont.
merduati is not making any sense.
i'm on first name basis with teachers. hur. must have gotten "it" from my class boys. hur. so now i'm like, "merduati!" and "rohaini!" and "bing hong!". i mean, behind their backs. opps.
band was super fun today. at first i was like,
"OMG. WHY SO MANY PPL NEVER COME BAND".
turned out some of them still stuck in class. LOL. thanks to the new "late-r" timetable, boo. as i was saying about band, hmm, was taking the s1s for warm ups. and they'r really cute. in a way. haha. i told them if they talked, the whole batch will owe me 5 starjumps, and people, starjumps are like, WORSE than pumpings.
so its like damn funny, seeing them making all those hand signals. x)
oh. i was damn bad when vivian chong entered the room.
me: vivian, whats your full name?
s1s: *waving their wildly at her, trying to tell her not to talk*
viv: blah blah
me: HOR. YOU ALL OWE ME!
s1s: *EYES BIG BIGGG*
me: francis, how was your overseas trip?
franics: *shakes head violently, die die dont want to say*
SO FUN. x)
at least they'r quiet for a while. LOL.
felise went to smack yizhe on the back for talking. omg. i was like "WAH!"
the s1s are really adorable. and a bit too noisy. especially the trpt sect. :DD
blah blah. combine. we did mostly the april awards day stuff. it was fun, we all played on and the tempo for festivo was really there. energetic. (:
fall out was really fast today, mainly cause everyone is in a good mood. the percussion instruments was like gone within 5 minutes. i almost panic-ed at how fast they kept, thought the percussion went missing all of a sudden. er. yeah.
oh yes. jiahui was right. noel (s1 from trmpt section) is SO MUCH like bettina from bedok north. the way she talks, the way she acts, the way she whines. its EXACTLY like bettina. i was like giving her the ?? look when she whined about why her friend wasnt caught for ankle socks. lol.
mrs fong talked to us. the sec 4s have only 1 month left with the band, for those not playing for opus. means what. means exco only have 1 more month to survive. sigh.
):
SOB.
you might think its silly of me but i was thinking about this when i was waiting for my dinner. lol.
Wednesday, March 22, 2006
10:59 PM
i brought my PE attire today and mdm low said she didnt want PE. ):instead we had canteen food group feedbacks, and i think i talked a lot. (:
we had 3 relief teachers today over a period of 5 lessons. oh boy.
hey, YOU'R CUTE! :D
i handed up my chinese letter writing today! (after owing mr choo, like, three days?)oh yes, and i got upset again when i saw that siying wrote like, 8 pages. boo. chinese banded "top" class what. hurr. its ok. she will make more mistakes than i will (:
LOL.
whenever i put on a blur look, whoever the teacher is, he or she will 'aim' me straight away.
today i got tio by mrs fong for giving a blur look when she asked "do you all understand?". at least when she asked the qn, i answered correctly, thanks to, ahem, a bit of help.
Tuesday, March 21, 2006
10:24 PM
i love tuesdays! :Di cant help thinking that i'm letting down mr choo. its like, he's really helping me with my chinese by translating everything totally into english, and i'm still like, HUH?!
opps.
i'm trying! i really am!
.. or?
oh well.
dnt class is still as fun as always. first period was boring, theory stuff, had to listen on mechanisms and levers that type of physics related stuff. lol. roamed around the school listlessly for 2nd and 3rd period. with mr kamar's camera. ha. was trying to get snapshots of ideas and stuff like that for my project.
how am i supposed to do a project on labs if there's no one in the lab? argh. was like, walking up and down.
finally, mdm fazelah appeared with a class. class 1-6, if i'm not wrong. yes. and she was nice enough to let me in and sit in her class. (:
"class, this is rebecca from 4/7 and she will be observing you and taking photos of you.. blah blah.."
the s1s were like WAHH or TAKE MY PHOTO. so cute. (:
i felt like a teacher, you know what i mean? haha.
whoever is taking assembly for the lower sec is sick man. pulling their time till like, 3:15pm? i predict ours will be till like, 3:30pm. BOO.
had sectionals today, and lixin came down. we spent a lot of time laughing here and there.yes, lixin's laughter is like, contagious? :DD
lixin has only been to the singapore zoo once since his stay in singapore! (which is actually merely 3 years). clarinet section outing, ZOO! x)
our poor tutor. HAHA.
Monday, March 20, 2006
11:40 PM
miss tan said we were allowed to keep the trophies. (:went up for prize presentation in the morning, ha.the timetable's changed due to the implemention of the reading programme. hur. i have this feeling ppl will be coming in as late as 8am due to it.
english right after recess? what a bad combination.
zeting said maybe when the s3s go for their tetra camp, we would have to plan another camp for the main band. i thought he was kidding. remember, he said MAYBE.
i dont like it when i become off-focused.
too tired to do anything. nowadays i just come online, update for a short while. and go off, with the computer still left on. err. yeah.
watched project or campus superstar, whatever its called, for the first time ever. the one with students singing. yeah.
and that first guy, with the white specs, adriano, he looks like victor. LOL. but he sounds rather nasal. hmmm.
smsed victor straight away and told him he had a 'lookalike'. haha.
the 3rd girl with a lot of ij fans had a nice voice too (:
so nites . i'm yawning. at 11:01pm. so early. argh.
Sunday, March 19, 2006
10:17 PM
stayed over at sandy's hse after the bbq last night. yeah.i slacked a lot today. ha. just kept watching tv and playing and stuff like that.
mr lim told us to watch this how at 9pm. i stare at the screen so long and i still dont understand
the show. oh boy.
due to my reformatting of the computer, i so do not have any more songs left in my computer. so if anyone is nice enough, do send me some songs. thanks.
i lost my draco malfoy wallpaper too. boo.
drop dead. school is starting ):
Saturday, March 18, 2006
9:53 PM
went for alumni practice (but i'm not one, lol) in the morning, after a racket of looking for keys. dots, i know. my very own keys were at the bottle pocket in my bag. hur.proceeded to the competition venue after that. loads of other schools' groups were there already, including cck, bedok north, and a couple more. so yeah, all of just simply just set up and tune and you get the idea. noticed some other schools' groups went all the way out to under the sun to tune, which i thought was totally ridiculous. tuning under sun then going back to an airconditioned place? oh boy, they'll be flat till siao.
regent saxophonists were 3rd to play. then the brasses were 5th i think. clarinet octet (ours) was 7th to play. and our double FC group was the 14th. which is like way behind. HAHA.
the microphones were on. and to me, thats like wrong. jiahui sounded so loud. but ah, there were all rounded mics, so maybe i cant say that. yeah.
clarinet octet went up. kexin, liyana, amy, jennifer, yokelian were FREEZING to death. liyana was shivering can. oh well. but we still played ok. mr lim said it was 'ok'. lol.
ran to change for mine and siying's next performing group. and we missed our regent's percussion ensemble! ):
our turn again. double fc. so embarrassed when they announced our group cause everyone was like "cck winds" or "holy innocents brass ensemble" or "regent brass" and stuff like that. :D
and ours is DOUBLE FC.
the emcee (wilson ong) thought it was a footclub we were named after. oh boy.
anyway,
think we did pretty well. yeah.
results results. i screamed A LOT.
PARANOID.
DOUBLE FC GOT THIRD PRIZE. (:
dont read on if you dont want the exact details. i'm just really paranoid today. so dont read on if you cannot stand me being dumb and cheesy.
5th: regent brass ensemble
-SCREAM-
so unexpected. jordan was like "cannot make it, cannot make it". HUR.
4th: bedok north saxophonists
-SCREAM-
eh, our 'friend' band what. in fact, we screamed everytime bedok north went up to perform. LOL.
3rd: DOUBLE FC!
-SCREAM LIKE SIAO-
yes. esther was like lying down on the chair, siying and yaqing wanted to leave already, all of us thought we surely cannot get prize already. and they just 'double fc'. :DDD
mr lim 'scolded' us. say what, never take prize before is it. lol.
i got more excited about that than when it was SYF.
2nd: regent percussion ensemble
-SCREAM-
that one is like damn unexpected cause stephanie was crying before thinking she screwed up, which she didnt. err. YAY. GOOD JOB! :D
1st: BEDOK NORTH PERCUSSION ENSEMBLE!
-SCREAM-
seriously, they played REALLY REALLY REALLY well. (:
IMPRESSED!
top 5 all under mr lim one. hoho.alright, i'll be really humble now. (:
esther owes us a treat cause she said we surely wont win. and teachers cannot chase us out of school after band pract already. haha. we'll take our time to pack up. LOL.
ended really late. couldnt catch anderson's concert. ):
ate with mie mie and the rest at lot 1. really late, 7pm. junice and karena are really, really, really, really, crappy. oh boy. they can make me laugh until, i dont know. so nice of them to sit the bus with me and walk with me to my block. LOL. i didnt make them :D
going for bbq later at night. bye
Friday, March 17, 2006
11:57 PM
alright. about camp.brief outlook.
1st day -
the usuals. fall in, bag check. and blah blah. games 1 was alright. most groups didnt get to finish all the stations though, yeah. what a pity. had a lot of sectionals and stuff like that. freaky friday was good, i might want to rent or borrow it. and i'm really tired. plus i had ensemble practice till 2am in the morning. kill me.
2nd day -
macritchie for hike. my legs probably hurt but we just kept walking through the forest then by the borders on the wooden planks. hougang band was there too. rest time. night game explanations. more sectionals. bbq was on. rather windy night. fire just kept going out. and the night game. i think more people got tortured than the message which went around. LOL. ensemble practice till 1am plus.
3rd day -
even more ensemble practice. more sectionals. cant wait for the competition to finish. lol. was supposed to play games during drills but yeah, time got eaten up from the drills and all the pumpings they got from the alumni who took them. hmm, more than the usual number of people fell sick. esther said the sec 1s were weak. yeah, mainly cause its their first band camp. still have to learn more. yep.
overall, i like this camp.and i dont like this.so contradicting i know.
lots of sectionals i think. too many. i must have played the clarinet for at least 10 hours each day. of course, it was mainly due the competition this saturday, but still, zz. maybe those who werent involved should have been given games. but still, i only have 3 excos not involved in ensemble. oh boyyyy.
kexin told me this was the best camp she attended in her life. cause of the skits. lol. i like the skits too kexin (:
oh yes,
when me and siying were bathing way after midnight before patrolling, we were really silly and kept telling each other that "its our last camp so we must bathe till shuang."
LOL.
some of us went over to gangyuan's house. accidentally fell asleep on his sofa while the rest were playing ff2. lol. see how tired i am.
oh. tomorrow's the competition.
SOMETHING'S WRONG WITH MY COMPUTER AGAIN.
-stares at sister-
dad's going to get his friend to reformat it. AGAIN. reformat, reformat. all my documents are going to be officially erased. and gone. my poor blog layouts. and music. ):
Tuesday, March 14, 2006
11:36 PM
had chemistry like early early in the morning. thank goodness mom drove me to school, or else i would have been at least 30 minutes late, due to me thinking that the lesson starts at 8:30 when its actually 8. hmm.so mostly the lab was filled with band members and ncc/npcc cadets. its really weird. since jordan, charles, catherine and the rest were like doing experiments with us. haha. its like, band class. LOL. yeah.
supplementary was horrible. i bet was totally like HUH. dont understand what mr heng was talking about. maybe i'm too 'ms yeo' since i'm like, under her. anyway, siti and boonping doesnt like him. bq, zhenyuan and haozhi too i think. hur. 4/7 ppl dont like mr heng. dots.
oh yes. bq, zhenyuan and haozhi stomped out of mr heng's class. after a racket of course.
thank you sean for buying the camp bread (:
met laypeng for discipleship. at mcdonalds. LOL.
esther, yaqing and siying came over for ensemble practice. only less than a week till the competition. yeah. didnt really spent a lot of time practicing, we weren't really in the mood. come to think of it, we talked more than we practiced. hmm.
today i learnt that lot 1 has a flower shop. after going to lot one for the past, 10 years.
went for the bedok north concert. regent was very kiasu, all thanks to me. cause i stood right infront of the usher and kept asking him what time will the doors be open. LOL. hmm. in the end when we were in, yes we got the good seats, but no, we didnt get to sit near each other. boo.
i like the second half a lot. its shows a lot about their band. (:
i dont like giving out flowers when i cannot give the flowers personally myself. grr. had a hard time looking for people in the midst of the pushing and pulling. ha. next time i shall push people too. -grins
CAMP TOMORROW.
MISS ME (:
Monday, March 13, 2006
11:25 PM
i didnt went for physics practical today.its confirmed, i have a off-on sore eye. ):
had sectionals in the afternoon. did a bit on our ensemble.
oh. got the bbq stuff today. was wheeling around Giant with the exco. and we were really childish. haha. running around and stuff like that. hmmm. rushed off to sheng siong supermarket to check out for watermelons. ha.
thanks lots to charles's mom who sent us and the heavy bags home :D
Sunday, March 12, 2006
12:18 PM
had exco meeting in the morning, at lot one. lol.and i love my crappy crappy excos(:
went to ten mile with some of them for dry food and other materials. so we got two trolleys and oh boy, were we having a ball of our time. since we took everything in big big quantities and were standing in the middle of the aisle calculating and writing and calculating somemore (charles = accountant!), people gave giving us THE LOOK. haha. x)
and yuting, me and sean saw this display of potato chips for free samples. yes, we walked up and down the aisle and took the chips repeatly to eat. LOL. and this promoter was like trying to promote the chips. haha.
everything was pretty cheap there. so we went a bit nuts. haha. (:
ate at bp plaza. the place has grown. :D
mr lim called for us to watch bedok north rehearse. so yeah, we went. with some of hougang's members. yeah, anchun, another s4 trombonist, jeline, and another tenor sax s3 boy who claims his name is 'dont know'. haha.
became very aware of how close our own concert was while watching them rehearse. so yes. buck up clarinets (:
i liked the encore. (:
we were spying on our chimes! LOL!
talked a lot to dororin on our way back. about this and that. became even more aware of stuff. oh gosh, i'm aware of everything. -.-"
i think i have a sore eye. its like bulging out like a lump. ouch.
Saturday, March 11, 2006
11:16 PM
band was good today. mr lim took the clarinet ensemble sometimes for practice. competition postponed from tuesday to saturday by the organizers, so will not be able to go for anderson's concert. sad. ):i'll have to practice even more to perfect my solo. (:
my head hurts. ouch. i dont know why. it always does.
went to church after that with the usuals. yvonne and amy came! haha. i dont know what i did, but i think i prayed for yvonne till she cried. and i was like, at a loss of words. cause it was really random, and yes, it only goes to show how powerful prayer really is.
had the usuals. was pretty restless today. maybe cause i wasnt that tired from band. yeah? hmm.
its only 10pm. and i'm dead beat. cant sleep yet, will have to prepare agenda for tomorrow's meeting. looking on the bright side, i like doing all this kind of stuff. (:
Friday, March 10, 2006
11:39 PM
ms beh (oh well, i'm just not used to calling her mrs fong) told us we only had 2 more chapters left for maths. thats like, really shocking for me cause i didnt know we had went THAT fast.mr chen is pretty smart. and cunning. he made us trade our physics worksheet for the report book. LOL.
oh yes, my report card for this term, pretty lousy, all the shocking totally opposite marks.
English 55
Chinese 48
Emaths 70
Science (PHYS/CHEM) 57
Combined Humanities (S,H) 63
Design & Technology 61
Principles Of A/C 32
Music 'O' Level -none-
have not gotten THIS low for POA(ok, maybe i have) or english or combined humans before. so yeah. dnt and emaths were a big big surprise. oh well. no use crying over spilled milk. just try to get better marks then. yeah.
quote boonping,"HUH. HOW CAN YOU GET 61 FOR DNT!"
look down on girls. tsk. my practical may suck, but my folio can cover enough for it. (:
oh a new boy approached me to join band, and his name is Sky. so unique!
music class at acs. only 12 people turned up. the rest all, 'fly overseas'. LOL. i slept sitting straight (with my eyes closed) and mr lee was like, "rebecca. open up your eyes." HEH. :DD
we were let off half an hour early so me and mengyi practically stoned at lot 1. yeah. i went to meet laypeng. discipleship with her. yep. was fun. and her slipper spoilt. haha.
Wednesday, March 08, 2006
11:30 PM
-swishhhi have a headache.
yes.
i must have had a headache like, a few times a week. LOL.
we played soccer again for PE. this time on the field.
and.
I SCORED A GOAL! :D
ok. LOL. hey, it was against some of our boys, so its really pretty good ok. /grins
and mdm loh still played with us. tsk. had to scold her again and she was like "okkk okkk". LOL. cute teacher she is (:
we had POA in the ava room! control accounts seems to be tapping into my head. slowly. but i still dont get much of it, so yeah. heh.
my classroom is really really warm. the boys are right. the school should remove the classroom block blocking our share of fresh air and wind. HAHA. (:
had ensemble sectionals today. i was so tired. i dunno why. siying improved in her short melody part right there, yay. but when we (double FC!) play from the beginning to the end, it just... doesnt fit. oh well. something's wrong, but what? ahh.
its really childish when you doubt your friends about getting a post. like group leader. or assistant leader. pff.
gerald is right. i dont care. about her. i mean, not as in dont care her, but, as in, what do you want me to do about it? seriously, i dont think i'm much help. and its not like i know everything what. i dont. i mean, the person just told me that he was confused and i was like OKKAYYYYY and i listened and blah blah blah and gave advice. and you all think that i'm like, some god or something. AHH. WHAT AM I SAYING.
HOW MANY TIMES HAVE I TOLD YOU, GET YOUR FEELINGS STRAIGHT.
I CANNOT HELP YOU IF YOU DONT HELP YOURSELF.
AND STOP DOING THAT!
YOU'R FALLING THE WRONG WAY!
and haozhi, stop degrading yourself. stop thinking you are this and that. you are not. you are like, on par with everyone ok. and i'm proud of you for knowing how to handle situations (:
oh boy. i'm helping so many people with problems which i dont know why i'm involved with.
10:05 PM
its amazing how overnight, people can start turning against someone. all it took was just one night.
hey, i'm not surprised. thanks to a few others, i'm starting to turn slightly anti. yes, i'm pretty disappointed with you too, just like the others are. i mean come on, if you are dumb enough to not know, your methods are nothing but underhand methods. i'm totally turned off. so is siti. so is other people. and it took you just one night. simply dont know what to do with you anymore.
most of the major subject teachers were on course today. so i had free history and english. spent more time reading magazines than staring into thin space, which is good. (:
ELAINE ATE FROM A PLATE TODAY!
thats news. LOL.
band was mostly combine. and i love combine. lol. (:
lead us to a place,
guide us with your grace,
to a place where we'll be safe
Monday, March 06, 2006
11:14 PM
ho hums.monday, again.
i feel so bad. i forgot to ask my parents to sign my edusave form. mr chen was giving me 'the look'. haha.
i seriously am having 'the dotted face' with POA. eww.
watched Big Momma 2 with exit buddies 2 & 5 (elaine & marion). my DA JIE (chenyang, i know, he's a boy, but he's my JIE MEI!), wilson, wae hou, kai xun and haozhi.show aint bad. (:
wae hou really treats the cinema like his HOUSE man. its like, he's sitting right beside me and he's hugging kaixun's popcorn bucket. wth. lol.
everyone,
MY HEART IS DAMN PAIN.
i dont like it when i get myself confused and its not even about me. but about other people. yeah. so i advise/listen to ppl so much, i feel the pain. wth. but as hayati says, i feel the pain because friends are supposed to share the burden and heavy load. lol. so i must be sharing at least 4 person's burden. LOL.
its ok. (:
OMG
MY HEART REALLY VERY VERY PAIN )):
I'M SUCH A GOOD FRIEND!!!
lol. i'm a 'brother' of 4/7. ok. thats like new. i'm not a girl! HAHA.
i'm nuts.
oh gosh.
mr chen just smsed me to remind me to hand in the form tomorrow. woah.
(: buhh bye
Sunday, March 05, 2006
10:18 PM
sunday is usually sleep-in-day.i had a 6 hours meeting today. LOL. at my house. where else. so excos spent the first few hours trying out the games. try until laugh like... yeahhh. the floor splatted with water. LOL. then spent a while taking a break while waiting for gangyuan. and after that, it was the admin meeting. so yeah. (:
i'm excited over games! ;DDDD
yawn. its a school day tomorrow. oh shucks.
Saturday, March 04, 2006
11:36 PM
it was a good saturday band morning (:had camp briefing. a really really short one after the ensembles stuff. oh boy. i know my solo part really well, yet i'm still so nervous. BOO! ):
went to church with jiahui and rest. had to go for the earlier service. yeah. almost fell asleep for the first half of the sermon. simply too tired. haha. but i stayed wide awake for the second half, ha. :D
i dont like getting headaches. ):
i wonder why i spend so much nowadays. LOL.
Friday, March 03, 2006
11:07 PM
i'm sorry people, but i'm getting more and more tired everyday for no particular reason. its like i'm sleeping that late or anything. its like my usual time.its only 10:09pm and everyone at home is asleep.
cheryl from badminton practice.
mom out.
dad from work.
i'm alone. bored. oh well.
thank you chenyang for all the songs (:
you can look for your dear already. haha (kidding!)
Thursday, March 02, 2006
10:05 PM
mistake, there's 32 boys and 9 girls now in class. a new girl joined us too. (:yay, go girls!
this CA is so, opposite.
i got a C5 for history. yes. my very first C for history. i was really really disappointed. blars.
and i failed english. for the first time in my life. but of course, overall, it was a c5. my first c for english too.
yet,
my usual Cs and Ds and sometimes Es for emaths and dnt went up to Bs. ah. so screwed. ):
oh well, its ok. :D
i couldnt take it anymore in social studies. i just cant stand source based questions. flopped onto the table instead. poof.
more people in class dropping POA already. should i?
boo. POA is almost like a waste of time for me.
did the 3rd movement for Three Onegin Dances today. plus some of warabe uta. so tired. rahs.
i love my excos (:
they are so on! :DD
i'm so tired.
someone please save me.
Wednesday, March 01, 2006
11:10 PM
i scolded mdm loh today cause she was playing soccer with my violent class boys with the fact that she is ALMOST SIX MONTHS PREGNANT. argh. she was like "ok ok" and went on instead. ahhhh. so dangerous! zz.siti didnt come to school again, GET WELL SOON :D
had ensemble practice again, with siying, yaqing and esther. scout the whole school for an area to practice. rather, an air conditioned one. thanks to michelle, we got the ava room for about 30 mins. (: THANKS MICH.
i almost strangled siying.
ONE CROTCHED = ONE TRIPLET?!
dinner at lot 1. i was already quite tired.
oh well.