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Tuesday, May 30, 2006
7:51 PM
early post today, i have absolutely nothing to do
had classes today. the usuals
tetra campers were warming up their instruments in the parade square
needless to say, since my class is awfully near the canteen, my class ppl were complaining that the band was too noisy
especially chun jie!
so i wouldnt stop hitting him on the head
lol x)
TALK BAD ABT BAND! HOW DARE YOU! x))

met mr lim after chemistry lessons outside the range
he asked abt o level chinese
i said "easy until its difficult"
and he went on that i surely fail chinese!
):

was supposed to go for sectionals but alas,
ended up being pulled into helping out with the display by mr lim
was quite fun watching them try things out with mr chakrit
from the top, its a great view when everything is done correctly
they (bedok north, regent, hougang tetra peeps) finished up to the first few pictures already
which isnt bad for such a large number of people
i want to join ):

took s1s for a while for combineguess they sounded ok,
BUT, they were missing a lot
like the bass (tubas??!!) and poor geraldine was alone today haha
jia you (:

sec 2s were so sweet
they literally WANTED to PUMP to 'show the s1s the proper way!'
oh, they love jordan and charles now :D
haha, long story :DD

blahs
lessons again tmr )):
sick sick sick of it
tmr's faeliq's chalet, but gillian's going for balloon hat
so i'm like totally clueless, ahhh

i want, and i'm really craving for... chicken rice ! ):

anyway, i think i'll take a shower
and do lots of Dnt today
i'm totally lagging behind the class ):
i wanna complete my artefact asap!!!!

God, it was another great day with you

Monday, May 29, 2006
11:46 PM
o level chinese paper was very tricky, for paper 2
felt God's presence with me throughout the paper,
as i could read the passage for once you know :D
plus i was singing throughout the paper, so relaxed! x)

paper 1, only wrote 2 pages for letter writing, and 1 1/2 pages for compo
overall, i cant really rate myself
but i defintely dont want another D7 or E8!

i dont have to touch any more chinese WOOHOO

lost my holiday schedule, thank goodness i have my beloved marion :D
thanks exit buddy ((((:

went with meiyan to mac in the evening till late at night
some tetra ppl were there doing their group stuff
and hayati wont stop going on abt Hitler, gosh
kenneth and yanyan (meiyan's fren!) came byand i played with both their laptops :D
haha :DD
ate dinner w meiyan n yanyan and a Marie girl came by
haha, yanyan is so cute can x)
then they sent me home on their way to the bus stop (:

extra lessons tmr.
till next week.
OH BOY. ):


its ok, I'll do this for you God :D

Sunday, May 28, 2006
11:41 PM
about 8 more hrs till i take my first o level paper - mother tongue
3 papers from 8:30am till 3pm? sick man, LOL =P
no, i'm not nervous at all, i dont know why!
thanks for those who wished me luck (:
anyway, i have a line of ppl giving me morning calls at 6:30am tmr
haha, they seem to be more excited than me, what to do? =]

anyway. Spy Kids and this other channel 'u' movie was on today
:D
was great

HEY
i didnt slack okay :D
i DID study the letter writing format and memorised some helping words
and i think i've done all i can
since in reality, chinese cannot be STUDIED, its APPLIED.
i think i'm not going to go with the flow and use those 4 word idioms for every sentence
no i wont
i dont even know how to use it, so why risk it?
i will use my very own words and make sense into them!
haha
:D

(:

ok whatever man!
there are more exciting things than that, oh well ...
Chawang is going back to public display! its on the news!!!
WOOHOOO!!! :DDDD
i'm SO HAPPY! CANT WAIT TO SEE HIM!!!
-jumps around-.
.....

btw. dont get wrong ideas. err.
chawang is an elephant. (:
from the night safari/zoo.yup, he almost killed his keeper in 2001!
BUT
the zoo rehabilitated Chawang w $700K (!!) and he's now okay! :D
wow, yay
God loves animals too, haha! x)
so do i x))

lalalalala
i got new book holders and a new dark blue bin!
so cooooool man
ALRIGHT! :DD
yay yay

quiet time, bye bye (:


i've done my part, Lord, the rest is in your hands

Saturday, May 27, 2006
11:29 PM
lalalalalalala~
ok, crap

band in the morning, nothing much
combine, and then sectionals
cecilia dunno what is E#! omg
i almost fainted
haha

so weird, only me and jiahui taking the whole band for dismissal
no OC and other excos ):
sob, lol

church, min en came!
continued series on Life Of Age
today's on addictions, on pornography and some stuffmy notes were not much,
so maybe i think i didnt really 'get it'
uh oh

i can play Have You Ever Talked To God Above on the guitar!
ok, i mean, after a few attempts, but i can play it :D
yay yay

sleep
-snores


God, it was when i didnt know

Friday, May 26, 2006
9:01 PM
finally, a NORMAL day in school
right?

not. turned out they took the first half again for chinese. oh boy.
totally rotted, blahs
haha

didnt have MEP today :D
lazy me

elaine taught me how to play 'xia qi' (chinese chess) in the library...
ITS SO COOL & FUN!
i want to get a set too!, i want i want

Thursday, May 25, 2006
9:20 PM
today we had relief teachers just coming in and out
so we practically did nothing zz

got back my mock papers
i only got 40/70 which may not be v good
but at least i improved compared to my previous 27/70,
and plus i've never gotten above a 36/70 before !
haha
thank God (:
i know you made it better (:

band today
i was the only s4 (who's taking Os) with dororin,
mainly cause the rest went home to study for chinese o levels
which thankfully, i had 'studied' a bit by reading during class :D
considered study right?
i mean, how to study chinese?! blah

went through danse diabolique, three onegin dances (haha i like this) and EL BIMBO.
HAHA. the gay piece :D
heh (:

no, actually i think i was right
its no use if you put someone in a section if he will not enjoy it
and instead refuse to come because of that
but oh well
its your choice :p

the sec 1s are so cute when they become so enthu all of a sudden
even for tiny tiny lil' things :D

OH YAY!
CANT WAIT FOR OPUS. :D

tmr's finally our usual timetable
YAY(:
i must miss ms beh, mr chen, ms yeo, all of them so much-ie
byee

Wednesday, May 24, 2006
11:18 PM
another chinese mock exam today (:
think i did pretty well, i wrote a lot of good stuff for letter writing you know :D
thanks God for giving me ideas, muaha

miss beh showed us this mrbrown's blog or something like that
the BA CHOR MEE thing so funny :ppp
and 4/7 has posted up some videos on youtube, do catch it!
:DD

went for sectionals, didnt bring instrument
so i taught a bit and did my dnt at the same time
haha
smart (:

so tired. zzz

Tuesday, May 23, 2006
11:43 PM
new keyboard came (;
i feel like i'm typing on some smooth stuff. lo
lok nevermind, so lame

chinese throughout the day today, so boring
like, from first period to the very last one
-shakes head-
tomorrow's another mock exam!
oh boy):
i do not like mock exams! HAHA

anyway, had band today
sectionals all the way (:
mr lim didnt come ):

ms beh was 'scolding' me today,
cause she says i dont have a concrete plan for the future
come to think of it, do i?
hmm

having a very big headache now ):
dunno why, oh well
Jehovah Rapha, you'r my healer (:

my table's in a mess;
i do not like it when my table is in mess !
ahhh

Lord, tell me i'm in time for the flight

Monday, May 22, 2006
11:21 PM
[sentence by sentence form]
wahah! just came home from watching a night movie w dad and cheryl,
OVER THE HEDGE
its like a monday school night and loads of kids are watching the movie.
the movie's funny, funny, funny, and the baby porcupines are way adorable! (:
MUST BUY THE VCDS
if only the theatre system could have been louder...

yes yes, i'm trying out both
someone do tell me whether i shud type in paragraphs or sentences by sentences
the best for the reader you know :D

[paragraph form!]
bought my billabong pencilcase and this bag, which is supposed to be a laptop or handheld book bag if you want to put it. cheryl got one too, and her's is totally PINK. my isnt so bad. black, grey, w yellow stripes. haha. it'll be better for carrying around if i only need one or two books, this way, i wouldnt need the WHOLE slingbag or my backpack. SMART ME!

anway, i'm glad i practiced being patient .
wanted to get pencilcase after school w dad but it was raining.
was so so so disappointed at first. ):
but i decided to look on the bright side and practiced my piano,
which gave me VERY VERY positive piano results today :D
when i finished practicing, the rain had gone
and yes, i got more than the pencilcase
i got that new handheld book bag plus a trip to the movies!
thanks God (:
i practiced, and you rewarded me with more than enough (:

had chinese mock exam today. i totally flunked paper 2.
like, i didnt do the whole comphre.
was like staring at the confusing mcq comphre full time, opps.
haha.
another mock exam this wednesday,
God please guide me (:
i'll work hard this time, i promise

OH OH ! THE NEW SOFA CAME !
its a weird set. creamy white. but thought it was kind of silly to pay so much for this set which only had the 3 seater and another extra armchair w leg rest.
BUT. BUT BUT. BUT BUT BUT
....
GET THIS.

the 3 seater has a pull-down wooden mini coffee table in between, something like the car or aeroplane, PLUS, if you dont feel like facing the tv, you can flip the sofa over and it will go the other way facing the other side!, PLUS!!!, it is a SOFA BED.
OMIGOSH. :D

and the extra armchair.
ITS NOT JUST AN ARMCHAIR.
got the shock of my life when i climbed on it.
it ROCKS.
not as 'you rock', as in, literally, 'rock a bye baby'.
it shakes, it rocks, it turns, it spins, its like a baby's cradle.
not only that, the leg rest DOES THE SAME, and its seperated can.

i was like, ....??!!!!
seriously, i'm amazed by all these 'creation'
singapore is so cool! :DDD

dad might be getting us a digital camera!
wahah. you know why?
cause it can connect w the computer, simple as that.
haha
i want t7 or t30 (:

confirmed going to hongkong next month! :D
(band memories.. ahhhhh)
and perhaps sydney in august when aunt grace flies down to spore fr the US, cant wait, maybe i can visit my friends again! excited!:D

mei yong de, mei yong de
went to qinyuan's blog to attempt to readi blacked out only at the 3 sentence, oh no
how to read ):

Lord, let me grow towards emotional maturity (:
i want to be stable in the 'married period' w you ! :D
cant wait till then. :DD

Sunday, May 21, 2006
10:16 PM
i just realised,
its already the 21st..
SO FAST! ):
time's flying

cheryl told me weiting's going to come regularly cause she kept telling my sis she's a godchaser too! haha, yay

slept till 2pm today
my sister was worse
so its ok for me, heh x)

aniway,
dad set up the glass table today
its from IKEA, so duh, its like, DIY
thought was so nice at first,then the problem came,
i try to eat with my food on the table and the table moves away
err.
now i eat with fear that the table will fly
cause thats how my chicken dropped all of a sudden
...
ok, i DONT like tables with WHEELS!

realised for the past week,
lots and lots of things have been happening
in the world, in singapore, in our church, in our school
how would i know?
i dont always have 5 calls & 4 msn-messengers a day you know
troubles, problems, advice, chat sessions,
it has all happened this week
problems are erupting faster than you can say "OH NO!"
devil's got a hold
what should we do?
HAHA. I JUST THOUGHT OF THIS.
we should PIAK PIAK him.
HAHAHA. x)
step, kick, kick, leap, kick, touch! (er, something like that)
punch him, shoo him away, run to Jesus (:
TOUCHDOWN. :D

-puts football down excitedly-

[edit]
dad just bought me a new pillow!
WOOHOO!
[/edit]

Saturday, May 20, 2006
7:14 PM
VERY LONG POST.

dororin stayed over
and we ate breakfast at mac early in the morning right after band
so we thought we were late and rushed down
only to see all the 'whites' standing outside the LOCKED gate
hoho
and i was still drinking my green tea
and dororin, her hot milo x)

zj had to constantly remind me that the OC had already taken over
cause i kept wanting to do the usual duties, lol

was pleased with s1s attendence
some s1s finally turned up, yayness
heard them play during combine
hope they'r ready for june & july concert

we got this new temporary tutor today
(lixin's back home, lol, china i mean)
and he has a really really nice tone
like a cloud ! (what a way to describe, err)
not trying to be mean,
but i love lixin so much more(:
what? we'r 'used' to lixin what. LOL

alumni band pract at first,
nothing much, the usuals
no main band combine cause mr lim didnt come down
sectionals afterwards,
plus the tetra ppl left w some excos to bn for training
so there were only me, gangyuan, jiahui (she came down!)
and karin, and the remaining s2s and 1s left

had to teach the clarinet s1s, (clarinet snrs were pract among themselves)
vivian chong (s1 eupho), peishan (s1 oboe), and the fhorn s1s
jiahui helped, thank goodness

came to realise that only other than a few sections
the other sections' snrs dont really spend time w their jrs
can see through their playing standards
yes they can play, but its all very technical stuff they know
like fingerings, beats, some scales,
but not others like, theory, flats, bondings, blah blah
maybe its the homework, maybe its the time
but lets re-enforce jrs n snrs spending time w each other (:

taught peishan and i realised she could play it,
but she just didnt know about flats
no wonder her piece sounded so 'weird'
going to rant on zeting on monday
haha, bully him

kind of pity peishan,
the oboe is difficult, (but she can play it! wow, one of a kind)
and she has THREE flats for her piece,
and she's the only onei mean,
if i were a s1, i would just diebut ahhh
she will make it, ex-lasallians are usually strong (:
just like mie mie n zeting
plus factor, her tone is really nice
(:

church w jiahui, haiqing and siying
had stomachache (VERY BAD ONE) on the way
had thoughts abt going home but i still went anyway
reached there in time for service
silently prayed that the stomachache will go away
wanping ever asked if i wanted a hot drink, lol
halfway through p&w, it just went away, unknowingly
yay, praise God (:
i knew it, he wouldnt disappoint me!
sermon was good,
was still on Life Of Age (:

during cellgroup, me and steph were game i/cs
played the two games which we discussed
and i think we overshot time
haha
but was great to see the newcomes like weiting enjoying themselves
and ppl like dylan and their group participating in the games too!
esp the mixed dry foods game, lol

BTW. two ppl accepted christ from our cellgroup.
weiting was one of them!
(:

small group's time was so short!
must be games too long, opps
haha
weiting and a boy (last year regent, 4/9) joined us.
forgot the boy's name, but he used to be from our church. (:

yay, so excited for learning guitar too
still havent bought new strings for my guitar, opps
going to look for a guitar case w my dad (:

pst daniel (i dont know why he just talk to me all of sudden) asked and i told him i was a methodist
when prompted on, i told him i was actually from hinghwa methodist
and he went like, "OH!"
err.
oh well, didnt tell him much since i dont know anyway too, yeah
lol, guess most ppl didnt know my granddad's one of the founders, haha
no, i dont know his name, come to think of it, i nv asked before, LOL
turns out he knows that church and pst jonathan (teo) cause of some pastor's network
i knew it, singapore is so small!
haha

came to me how lucky singaporeans are.
we are so small that practically schmates will know ppl from other schs w/o much probs
even countries like malaysia have such probs of getting connections
maybe thats why can develop so fast too,
we dont have that much of an area to 'not' focus on. (:
yay, i love singapore! doubly!

left church at 11 for the first timeso late,
didnt realise it myselflol (:

tomorrow's the chinese mock paper.
wednesday too.
tuesday, thursday, friday,
chinese periods from 8 till dismissal
mad right.
soomin's right,
its crazy to rush for the sch to start rushing for os only now
but at least regent is going to try this year

Friday, May 19, 2006
11:19 PM
no school,
thanks to the polling whatever, lol

had meeting with the OC in the morning,
rather general one, didnt discuss anything
then we ate breakfast/lunch together (:
maybe mac isn't such a bad place ! lol

got my music results,
overall 44/100, its pretty average,
seeing the fact that only 3 or 4 passed

MISS NG SAID THE PAPER WAS TOO TRICKY.
LOL.

and she said the class should buck up on our paper 3 (practical)
ahh, yes yes oh, i didnt get a ZERO for harmony,
thank God (:

anyway, from this year onwards,
music is now under 'humanities' not others anymoreso for counting of L1R5/L1B4
i'll be able to use music as an R1 or R4/R5 too (:

soomin told me NJC's offering A lvl music from next year
like finally, a fourth JC offers it. -.-
MOE so slow can.

if only they would let God take charge of their lives too

HAHA.
I JUST REALISED SOMETHING.
whenever laypeng calls me i'm doing something like
changing or bathing halfway or cooking noodles halfway or something
SO FUNNY. x)

Thursday, May 18, 2006
11:48 PM
its 9:12pm!!! :DDD
ok, getting excited over nothing. muaha

hey girl i wanna catch your wave;

i'm IN LOVE with CLICK FIVE.(:
ITS SO, SUDDEN.
jielong does too!
SO COOL !

eyes have been hurting and itchy for the past few days
left eye bag seems to be quivering a lot at times
and i'm having a hard time focusing my vision
sigh
eye problem again!
hmmm, the last time this happened,
i was on medication for like, 6 MONTHS?!
9 eye drops a day, 3 eye antibiotics which is like glue on your lower eyelid,
only its a lil sticky, not a lot
oh no, God i dont want it again ):

OH WELL.

went through Danse Diabolique for the first time
WITHOUT the s4s (i mean, other than abt 5 of us there only)
AND ITS NOT THAT BAD.
yes; our band can do it! :]

i'm so proud of jiazhen.
and the sec 2s.
dont ask why (:
its a sweet secret

oh, i got my results slip.
turned out i didnt fail 4 subjects, which shocked me slightly,
like, how can i fail FOUR? haha.
turns out i'm like super blur, never count properly, and,
i failed POA only i think. LOL.
my one and only F9! ):

NO As. only Bs and Cs. ):

OH WELL. :D

just like what mrs chong says,
things will become better!
i want a distinction for humanities!
in fact, yes, our history class must/will do well!
yes yes yes
give me back my A you horrible result slip (:

didnt manage to invite any friends for church this sat,
slightly disappointed,
but oh well,
i'll try harder, yes i will (:

jielong just sent me
'CATCH YOUR WAVE', WOOHOO!

Wednesday, May 17, 2006
10:00 PM
AHHH. ):
5 minutes ago i was so happy
now i'm not

WHY?

i got my inspiration, and did up a new blog image,
then i went to delete itit wasnt good enough.
):

ok nevermind.

YAY. today was PE!
i played badminton w siti against gangyuan & haiqing
naturally, the girls won. (:
HAHAHA.

mother tongue was combined with class 4/6 today at the ava rm.
i love the aircon :D
alas, i couldnt understand that zhao lao shi. sigh
sorry baohui for me asking you numerous "whats she talking about?"
haha, i really dont know how ppl like bingquan they all can understand her very fluent chinese.
zeting says she speaks at fast as me! only in chinese. er. yeah.
NO WONDER I CANNOT UNDERSTAND. ):
heh.

drills session with s4s today.
zeting took us!
long time nv march w them, it felt great to be "the batch" all over again (:

jordan, phylis, dor, jocelyn, siti all want to take biomedical science
wow, and i'm still clueless
HA! :D
no wonder my nick is CLUELESS.
ok, lame lame

oh yes!
i'm excited -claps hands excitedly-
mr lim called and he said he's getting us the scores for clarinet octet.
plus he's asking his friend down to play contrabassclarinet for us.
YAY! (:
and he said Eb clarinet part, got a lot of running notes.
aww. but its ok, i'll work hard to play it well! :D
ok, i pray that the running notes are not those, fingers need to fly from A to B and then some Bb and then some G# or something like that umpteen times.
LIKE ALLA TURCA'S Eb clar part! ahhh !

i always have to remind myself,
God does understand what i feel, what i think about. (:

ms tay just smsed me. about o level music scores,
oh boy. i hope we dont up like last year,
with a 'VR' cause the scores got sent-in late. blahs

oh yes, this song's nice?
i've been looking for it since last year (:

something's missing.

5:36 PM
Before the world began
You were on His mind
And every tear you cry
Is precious in His eyes
Because of His great love
He gave His only Son
Everything was done
So you would come

Nothing you can do
Could make Him love you more
And nothing that you've done
Could make Him close the door
Because of His great love
He gave His only Son
Everything was done
So you would come

Come to the Father
Though your gift is small
Broken hearts, broken lives
He will take them all
The power of the Word
The power of His blood
Everything was done
So you would come

Tuesday, May 16, 2006
11:24 PM
i met a lollipop

careers' day today at singapore polytechnic.elaine is probably really sick of hearing me say "i want that course!" or "i'm inspired!" over and over again.
i really am, just not in blogging terms. heh (:

somehow i had this mindset that jc students cannot present well after a jc had some of its students present its sch to us. oh well.
on the other hand, i'm suddenly very open to the poly route, unlike before. glad i am too. (:
optometry, dentistry, pharmacy, arts management etc.
i LOVE them ALL. :D

i'm really proud of singapore's ITE.
they'r so, high tech, innovative, everything. :D

for the tour, my group visited the aerospace lab.
flight stimulators, labs, sound detectors, etc.
SO COOL. (:
i only saw one or two girls out of a pool of guys.
JUST LIKE MY DNT CLASS. haha.
i know how she feels !

oh yes, i did return to band today.
only about 7 s4s went?
i guess i must really start to accept the fact that the new OC has taken over. (:
asked mr lim, i'm allowed to join in the display band for POP.
but the practices are on saturday. ):
having a hard time deciding now, cause there's church on sat, duh
my Lord will provide a way (:

i know this sounds scary, but the mcpepper wings from mac are like biting into oil
omg.

Monday, May 15, 2006
10:39 PM
alright, i'm so sorry, i actually wrote a LONG LONG LONG UNBELIVABLY LONG post.
then i figured out you all wont want to read it.
LOL.
so i've shorten it SO much cause i'm so tired i'm going to fall asleep on the chair soon.

got back all papers within one hour, amazing.
i have nothing to hide, for the very first time in my life, i failed 4 papers, out of the 8
and music paper isnt out yet, so i'm prepared for 5.
yes, 4 papers is a lot, and my max is usually worse come worse, 3 papers.

oh well.
its ok (:
I'LL WORK ON IT.

and i must say, i'm very happy with my DnT results.
i failed it, 45 marks.
but seriously, for a girl (sexist i know, but its the truth!) to get this score in our cohort has to be very difficult with at least 50 boys climbing over your head.
its ok, i've improved, i'll do better the next time (:

the whole class but one or two failed POA.
everyone expected that. haha!

OH. ground breaking news.
mr choo entered the class and came towards me,
" REBECCA ! YOU PASSED CHINESE ! GOOD JOB! ", with non-stop smiling
haha.
teacher more excited than me. (:

sectionals today!
i missed my clarinet! :DD
so proud of the s2s, my clarinet s2s.
i always have been proud of them. :D

Sunday, May 14, 2006
11:37 PM
dad told us that aunt and my two cousins from america are coming down to singapore again in july. though the reason is totally 'huh?', they plan to visit us, then fly to japan, then fly back, and bring my grandma back with them to america. lol. (yes, my grandmother is america PR)

so my dad tried to reason with my aunt that she should not go to japan, and use the money to go to TWO more countries, like perth and bangkok, then fly to america.
made sense.

so if i'm lucky, and they choose perth, i'll be able to go too. muaha. sure, i'll miss school, and cheryl's making a big fuss out of it.like she's going, "NO NO! LATER TEACHER SCOLD ME!"
thats a sec 1 kid for you.

planned to eat canadian pizza. but someone bought the store or something, so now its Rite Pizza. and the lasagna and pizza tastes TOTALLY different, two worlds apart. ):))))):

went to the night safari. we were lucky enough this time round that the rhino was up and eating the veggies! so the view was like, totally cool :D
they changed the location and some stuff for the 'creatures of the night' show too.

the food prices had increased i think. ice cream two scoops for $7+, but we still bought it, cause its the only edible cold food. LOL. hmm. not including drinks i mean, yeah.
must be because a lot a lot of tourists there nowadays, i mean it, A LOT.
hmm, maybe i should be a tour guide instead.

one of the enclosures was empty, the guide said that the animal just went extinct or something.
oh boy.

my heart totally STOPPED beating.

): SO SAD.

i'm not only going to feed giraffes and wash elephants when i grow up, i'm going to take extra extra care and moniter the other animals too.
the world has got to protect these animals man! ):
and everyone should play a part. (:

alright, i know, i'm becoming so... "animal-ish-crazy".

but i dont care !

ahhhh.

my dad says i will never succeed in being a zookeeper (though i always claim i want to be one) cause the first thing they will do when they see how i handle animals is that they will strike me off.
i defended myself by saying its his fault cause we dont have a dog at home.
LOL

getting all my results tomorrow, all? well thats what merduati said, but oh well

the silliest thing just happened. cheryl just dashed in and told me the tv off by itself. so we went to check it out after creeping very very slowly towards the tv, turn out something happened at the tv station, so it 'sort of' auto shut. er.

BYE :D

Saturday, May 13, 2006
11:28 PM
church day. i woke up early, i prepared early, but i still was late in meeting siying. x)heh. my sister was so ready to kill me.

oh, i understood the sermon perfectly today. i filled like, six pages of notes, and my words were almost half its usual size. so pleased with myself (:
thats right, i dont like it when i write notes which i dont understand, muaha.
BUILDING TRUE CONFIDENCE. :D

and i want to be an ORIGINAL!
not a COPY! :DDD

we celebrated bdays for jielong, cheryl, audris and kohtee! heh! CHOCOLATE FUDGE AGAIN!:DD
i only like the corners. (:

yes yes yes i can play the guitar !
not totally yet, but hey! its good for a beginner alright ! :DDD

so surprised to see that my sister didnt cry when she was asked to do the forfeit. LOL. ok, silly thought.

loved the sesame street cheer!

dont have any newcomers coming already nowadays. ):
oh no, must invite !

heh. 'oh no'.
reminds me of the song. LOL.
oh no, you never let go
thats right, i'm very good at politics.
i shall set up my own party when i grow up, haha :D

kenneth wont stop telling me how easy it is to get a distinction, especially for emaths. and chinese. alright, he's right. lol. but it doesnt really work on me, right? LOL

Friday, May 12, 2006
10:59 PM
today is vesak day.
i think i spent so much time sleeping. (:
and watching boring television shows;there's no nice shows on a FRIDAY ):
(especially if its a public holiday)

oh yes. (:
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO CHERYL NG.
er, thats my sister, yeah. :D

though i hate cakes, i cannot help it when there's FUDGE. :DD
(though l love mango or cheese cakes, like, ten ten ten times better)

i forgot about the present. uh oh.

Thursday, May 11, 2006
10:55 PM
my last paper! like, YAY?

anyway. i cant believe they give us one whole hour for a MCQ paper. the whole hall was knocked down by 8:15, which meant after 15 minutes, everybody's heads was on the table, sleeping, duh.
uh huh. last year when i was taking this paper, i actually fell asleep when i havent even finished half of it, out of boredness, and ended up handing up the whole OMR form without really shading 1/4 of the lozenges. yeah, it was like a almost direct fail, no way was i going to let history repeat itself. (:
paper was neutral, as expected. heh.

ate at mac's for breakfast w elaine and siti. god knows when was the last time i went there for breakfast, lol.

tetra meeting in school with my exco. was so happy to see them, i really missed them so much! :D
simply cannot imagine what i'll do when i pass out with my excos ):

so the meeting, aaron and esther came to brief us about some stuff.
what can i say?
I'M PSYCHED UP FOR TETRA III (:

i know at times i dont agree with what they say, what they might think, but deep down inside, i know it doesnt matter, i still love them all the same (:

oh yes. siying, me and jiahui called jielong when he was in CLASS (uh oh) and sang him a birthday song. he was so happy, yes, happy with a -.-"

watched When The Stranger Calls at lot 1 w elaine n siti. and we 'purposely' met on the bus, heh. the movie's a thriller, not horror or action, thats for sure. love this movie, definitely going to recommend it to those movie critics/lovers.

happened to meet jordan and zhenjun in the cck library. singapore is already so small, yet cck is smaller. haha. borrowed some books, and kexin (ex-sax) and yiting joined us. oh and guess what? both of them are taking up Strings as a cca in singapore poly, instruments? viola. RADICAL. :D
i want, i want!
i'm willing to trade my violin for kexin's viola! :DD

and, on our way down for dinner, we met dororin and hayati. lot 1 cannot get any smaller, any narrower. in the end, i went with dor and hayati to bp plaza to get some stuff for dor. and then what?
we go back to lot 1 at like, 10pm, and we ate supper there. oh boy.what a day ((:

tomorrow's a public holiday. i'm so looking forward to sleeping till the late mornings. :P

Wednesday, May 10, 2006
11:29 PM
oh boy, i'm still sneezing nonstop. ):

today, a VERY long post.if you dont want to read on due to my long winded mind, i wont blame you, here's the summary:
God rocks :DDD

ok, now for the long long part. VERY long winded.

history paper. ahh, i'm so happy, i'm so thankful for God. (:
ok, so me, as usual, fell asleep while trying to studying japan on my bed.only woke up at 7 and rushed to school, trying to read up japan on the way.but even by the time i reached the examination hall, i havent really memorised anything.so you can imagine, i have like thousand of facts to remember, and NONE is in my head yet.
so of course, i panic, and usually i only panic for history or social studies paper, cause both of them are like damn easy to score straight As, so if i lose it, thats it.
nasri (the boy who sits beside me from 4-6) happened to take history too and he told me either japan, or germany or treaty of versailles will come out for SEQ. OF COURSE I PANIC MORE. like that means, must memorise at least 4 SEQs a chapter, which means i must know all 12 SEQs' solutions.
so i quickly squeezed in only TWO history SEQs in my head, while going "die die die". then we had to keep our stuff, and i could only remember this 2 SEQs. obviously, there was nothing i could do except "God, i pray that at least ONE of the SEQs i studied for (out of the twelve....i only studied two....yeah right) will come out."

then POOF. the paper came to nasri first. he peeked (yeah, he's not supposed to do that) at it and told me "rise and fall of japan".
first thought? OMG OMG!
then when mine came, i flipped it when told too, and i almost screamed.
the two i studied of the 12, BOTH came out for SEQs (there's only two SEQ questions by the way). (:

so i think believe i've secured an A for history already. ((((:
yup, so must really thank God. :DDD

Dnt paper. i spent the whole of last night studying for it so that was the main reason for not studying history.it was relatively ok for me (a first!) though i did fall asleep while attempting to think.
for the first time in my life, this paper totally drained up my energy. i think i made a mistake by attempting qn 12, which was to describe in words and sketch out the whole process of constructing a wooden railway track. spent 1 hr out of the 2.5 hours we were given just on that one, drawing, writing, sketching, blah blah. heh.
totally drained from that qn, so i ended up having to sketch the other qns without doing all those step-by-step-drawings, but instead a one-whole-sketch thing, yeah, so i might lose pretty a lot of marks too. (:

just received an sms from soomin. she said mr cheng (some secretary for the principal in DLSS) has replied and needs details on our new alumni band before he agrees to it. can wait, thats good news! (:

tomorrow's the POA paper 1. and, no more. :D

anyway, nowadays i'm worrying more for my music practical. it seems like i'm getting worse for all my instruments except the violin. the flute has a pad leakage, the piano sounds dull all of a sudden, the guitar is missing a string, the Eb clarinet is collecting dust, the Bb clarinet is in school and i want to practice! everything happened within this two weeks ):
....
but its ok!
God will turn the negative into the positive! just like the reply from DLSS, my music will turn for the better too!
go away Satan :D
God wants to listen to my music, not you! :DD

i forgot to self remind that the study room needs vacuuming. opps. tomorrow?

Tuesday, May 09, 2006
10:24 PM
all of a sudden i had inspiration to make my own new blogskin.
and i lost it cause i dont know what kind of pictures to put, oh shoots. ):

maths paper 1 today. was relatively ok, not difficult, not easy. but i left at least 25 worth of marks blank (again,lol), so yeah. rushed for time, but much to no avail.
chemistry paper 2. i totally didnt study for this man, yet, the paper seemed do-able. oh well. told you, this mid years is pretty weird for me. no diff, no easy, just right for all. LOL.

miss tay just told me something about a cluster performance. again? like, last year, regent's representatives was our band. this year, our band again. yay, we must be very good. (:
lol.

i'm losing touch.

can hardly wait for exams to end. i want real lessons. not short boring exam hours for you to complete a paper or two, and then go home and rot double-checking with your ownself whether there's band the next day or not. x)

anyway, for the past few days. i've been watching the same old shows.
Rollie Pollie Ollie, Clifford, The Magic School Bus, Just Like My Own, Renovate My Family, Gilmore Girls, Still Standing and Gilmore Girls. Like, oh my?

bright side:
there's THAT 70S' SHOW tomorrow! (((((:

the study room's floor needs vacuuming.
self reminder for tomorrow. (:

Monday, May 08, 2006
11:31 PM
when i was in kindergarten (PAP), my mind set was "full marks"
when i was in primary school, my mind set was "90? or 80? or 70? no way!"
when i'm now in secondary school, my mind set is "fail, or pass?"
the growing years, i just thought of that. sheez.

i still woke up with a short flu and nose block today. think i finally know why, must be due to the everyday air conditioning i use. or maybe the air con flaps are dirty. heh.

IAA Orchestra is way cool. (:

maths paper 2 today. i thought it was ok, only problem is that i didnt complete at least 25 marks worth of questions. oh boo, but its ok. (:
its been years since i found a do-able maths paper 2.heh. anyway, i couldnt have done it w/o God, whether i pass or fail, its going to be good. (:

Sunday, May 07, 2006
10:47 PM
got inspiration all of a sudden for yuting's section's blogskin. (:
got inspiration for my own new blogskin. (:
but still no inspiration for jiahui's OR yuting's. ahhh. ):
thats bad. rahs.

anyway, was supposed to have lunch with zining and the rest today, but alas, serious flu case on me. i seriously suspect i'm allergic to something. err. yeah. hope not.

that reminds me. last night's elections.
practically everyone but pinfen cheered LOUDLY when PAP won this and that.
pinfen is a very loyal supporter of everyparty-but-PAP.

so pinfen and adelene were debating on the parties, and i joined in.and my point was?
pinfen: opposition
adelene: PAP
me: ELECTION IS BAD. IT BREAKS SINGAPORE UP. ):

i spent most of my afternoon doing very unproductive stuff. like playing flash online games. which i found very very amusing, but, was yet, FUN. kill me, i'm so deprived.

tomorrow's my emaths paper 2. real fast. yeah.

exco meeting with esther on the tetra camp this thursday.woo. i cant wait! :D

30+ more days, and i'm not a band major anymore. ):

dad got me a guitar pick, like YAY (:
but the E string was out of stock. oh well, heh. :D

block nose. sneezing. i MUST be allergic.
my arm hurts too. i dont know why, but it just does.

Saturday, May 06, 2006
11:58 PM
went to church today, not that much people today, maybe because of the mid years. yeah. but the sermon today was really good, learned much from it. (:i'm glad i've mostly been standing through out my walk with God. (:

every blessing you pour out i'll turn back to prais
eand when the darkness closes in, Lord
still I will say

oh yes. i learned a bit of guitar, from nathanael (nat). he says i'm a fast learner, muaha. anyway, i can HALFWAY through 'Through It All'. heh. told meiyan i would play 'Blessed Be Your Name' for her next week. haha.

went to audris's bday party with the cellgroup. haha, adelene and pinfen were singing karaoke, which so reminded me of siying and charles the last time. :Dtook the bus home with my sis and pinfen. oh boy, pinfen is so... DOTS. lol.

tried out one of the songs with my guitar at home. i've two, the other one loaned zhenjun. heh. anyway, the last string was SUPER out of tune, and i think i twisted the tuning stuff too much, and the whole string SNAPPED. zz.
will have to get some tomorrow perhaps.

Friday, May 05, 2006
11:23 PM
i just noticed something, really interesting. the bedok north and regent new probational band majors are both sec 4s this year (as in, going sec 5 next year). i think thats really cool (:
batch 1990 rocks :D
oh. so he really meant it when he said THAT batch surely cannot make it.

took my social studies and POA paper 2, AND music paper 1 today. i thought poa came first, and instead social studies did. imagine that, i didnt study ss except for theme 1 (merger and seperation). well, er, mainly cause i fell asleep on the bed last night too while flipping through the first few pages. LOL.
BUT
BUT
BUT
for SEQ, it came out.
THANK GOD! :DDDD
i almost secured my A. but i didnt complete my SBQ, and even for those i did finish, it was only 4 or 5 lines? so i think there's a high chance, not? ):

POA paper 2. i studied it, and i knew it almost inside out. took the question paper, and POOF. its a difficult and very tricky paper alright. i spent more time figuring out stuff than writing it down. zeting wrote only one page, and slept for the other 2 hours. yeah. oh well, its ok (:

music paper 2. it was HORRIBE. mr lee didnt even tell us the format or anything for this one, argh. but oh well.

we had to write an ESSAY on prokofiev and his works and his music style in section D. like i know so much about him. hur. but i did a good job making up stuff. LOL. really, its like doing social studies or history again. only, you talk about this guy's music life.
section A. one of the questions, they just play the music, you have to write out the notes straight away. what do they think i have, perfect pitch just like christina?! (lucky her, just once and i bet she got it) it took me till the 4th play before i figured it out. haha.
music of the world. nobody really expected it to come out. the second extract, oh boy, it sounded like latin american. but no one taught us that before so i left it blank. and when i step out of acs, shawn went "its latin american!"
errrrr.

its appoint 100. kill me.

ok nvm. haha. (:

i feel so lost. my flute is spoiled i think somehow. played it halfway and it wouldnt go down to the lower register. ):
how to practice. ):

Thursday, May 04, 2006
11:50 PM
exam period. everyone's into it. boo. didnt go online ytd. lazy to connect. lol.

yesterday:
had my chinese paper. it was horrible. i only recognized 3 words in the whole comphrension passage. "xing jia po". oh boy. had to use the only way out, first passage for first answer. and so . yeah. crossed eyed. but i prayed again before the second comprehension, and thank God its a much simpler one. (:

watched Renovate My Family (yes elaine!), and it was SO good. (:

went to mac at night with hayati and helmi and some others. was trying to read this chinese book compiled by our school writers, and thank goodness qinyuan was there to read out the difficult words for me. and what were they doing? chionging chemistry. qinyuan is a wonder, he memorised almost all the chemical symbols and ions and stuff like that.


today:
my physics paper 2. i didnt really study much, well, rather, very very last minute last night at about 12, i just read through some notes from my beloved physics compartment of the combined notes book. but the paper was do-able. it wasnt difficult, just very very tricky. and after i gave back the exam paper, i realised i dug my own hole to all the wrong answers with careless mistakes. but anyway, i didnt really regret and stuff, but somehow, i'm glad i learnt some new pointers from the paper.

anyway, i'm getting a good feeling on this mid years. yes, i didnt study for it, or rather, yes i did, quite last minute, but till now, everything seems to be very smooth sailing. (:
maybe its because of the quiet time i spent complaining about exams to God.
God must be very sick of me going on about why we shouldnt have exams. LOL.
but i dont think he minds. heh. (:

opened up my scheduler diary, and i almost smacked my head, tomorrow's POA Paper 2, which i'm like doomed, cause my highest this year was like, a F9. which is horrible i think, not including the fact that 3/4 of the time i didnt understand what merduati was saying, the other 1/4? i fell asleep, her voice makes me drowsy.

and yes sports fans (whatever), i really tried studying POA today!
andddd?
i conclude...
it really isnt THAT difficult as i always have been whining about.hopefully i'll pass it. for like, the first time, instead of relying on MCQ. yeah.

social studies and music paper 1 tomorrow too. its almost 12 and i havent started on social studies yet. not that i think that i'm a genius, but i worry that i'll die more in POA first. music paper? i'll have to squeeze in some time when i'm moving about. i dont want to die in music, but paper 1 totally sucks and its one of my worst papers too since i really have to rack my brains before writing down "HEY, ITS A ..... "

oh yes. i still havent had time to read my 3 newly bought books. ):
SADNESS, FILL ME UP.

yeah. my food's here. i'm starving.

Tuesday, May 02, 2006
10:42 PM
english paper 1 and 2, physics n chemistry paper 1.mid year papers. today.and it was held in the hall. lol. how cool. (:

think i went too much out of point in paper 1. paper 2 was pretty good. physics was good. chemistry, flunked it till the ends of the world. ha.

looked for ms lo today with dororin, but she wasnt in. pity. left her a note with our handphone
numbers. reckon she'll sms? heh. x)

watched Renovate My House today, just like Siti said, its pretty much a greas show. i cried! lol. i begin to feel so happy cause they'r getting a new home. haha.
oh boy, i have been crying for the past few days over sad shows. haha.

chinese paper tomorrow right? shoots. yucks.

i'm loaning two dictionaries to two of my sec1 juniors tomorrow, plus mine, my bag is going to
be really really heavy. haha. (:

laypeng had discipleship with me today, and after walking a big round in lot one, we ended up at
my house again. haha. :D

Monday, May 01, 2006
11:40 PM
great labour day holiday today! we should have this more often.

watched Free Willy : The Adventure Home, and Airbud, both movies on channel 5. and i cried twice. extremely touching, american shows, i love them all. ):

ate dinner out. suki restaurant. did i mention the queue was REALLY.... for once. waited till, like, for, ages. ended up take card prints, me and my sis. anyway when it was our turn finally, the queue was gone behind us. err.

oh yes! and me and my sister bought $150 worth of popular items today.

my sister:
a few assessment books

me:
- "all american girl"
- "all american girl" (sequel) (both these books are very 'siti')
- "chicken soup for the teenager's soul" - School Version
- handphone denim pouch
- "wo de ri ji" (a teenager's journal - CHINESE!)
- chronicles of narnia (radio theatre)
- best of worship (gospel cd)
- push-cd rack

LOL. its all my fault. (:

whats tomorrow's exam paper?