Monday, October 31, 2005
11:52 PM
refreshed. pushed back. i'm trying. i really am.ms beh called me up at 7:20am in the morning to tell me to inform the class that maths was cancelled cause she was sick. and i was like. x_x
hope ms beh gets well soon. (:
by the way. i've 'inherited' my mom's handphone. samsung E700A. yayness. though its freaking difficult to use and key in stuff and the camera sucks, but so what, its BLUE. ;D
so i gave my precious E600C to cheryl. and guess what. after a few hours, she tells me that she lost it. and she had to start looking for it again. of course, she found it, but still, responsibility, my dear.
headlines:
JUNIOR BULLY BAND MAJOR! ):
-stares at qihui-
my dad didnt want to give me my allowance cause he said it was the 'holidays'. thank goodness, firstly, i'm a good persuader and whiner, and secondly, my dad can handle my attitude problem REALLY well. ok. but thats not the point.
tranquillo. (: muahas.
cheryl's friend stopped by. and her friend played this exam piece on the the piano at my house. and even though i was like 4 rooms away playing on the computer, these kinda stuff still went through my head.
" you should hold the notes to the full value. "
" the bass should be stronger in the middle. "
" where's the expression? where?!! too late! "
o my. i've been in band too long. LOL.
levelled up to lvl 31 already on maple. thanks to. ahem. qihui. (:
rahs. baohui and the rest will probably catch up anyway. so demoralising right. x(
anyway, this is out to the members of band. if any of you need individual or small group help with your hongkong trip pieces, feel free to approach me to arrange a timeslot on thursday for sectionals at my house. yays. dunno why i'm feeling so nice. but yeah. i'm always so nice already okay?! ;D
my final year results. i forgot to blog. boo.
English 61
Chinese 52
EMaths 44
Science (Phys+Chem) 58
Combined Humans (Hist,SS) 63
Design & Technology 56
Principles Of A/C 53
Music O Level 39VR
L14R: 24
L145: 32!!!! <--- O MY GOODNESS. x_x Conduct: EXCELLENT
Remarks: ---blah blah---
with these results, seriously, i rather retain. cause to tell you the truth, whats the point for sitting for your Os if you actually dont really understand the basics. especially for POA. i sleep in class, i dont understand 3/4 of my homework, i didnt even do booklet A for the EOY, and i still can pass. its scary. ok. whatever. irony. first i wanted to be promoted, now i know. blahs. anyway God has already promoted me, so he probably has a plan in mind. and i'm not going to disrupt his good intentional plans for me, so yeah. shall just have to work hard for Os. (:
so i lost my As for english and humans. and i lost my Bs for science. and ACS hasnt posted my end of year music results to regent so i have a 'VR' there. WAH LAO. ):
and my remarks are very very good. so i dont want you all to be jealous can?! yups. except for the last sentence which totally suck.
"Rebecca, however, needs to be reminded to remain focused at times."
next year, i will stare at my teachers to be FOCUSED. grr. ha. kidding.
i want to visit my junior's houses this hari raya. ):
watches Stairways to Heaven. so SAD, can?! i was like. about to tear out like some running tap. rahs. ok. i think i was supposed to remind chenyang to watch. ok whatever. guess he remembered.
i read it.
the feeling's so nearly gone.
thats good... right?
Sunday, October 30, 2005
7:31 PM
shall blog earlier today. which is now at 7:30pm.as you all can see, i did up a new layout. a full skin with nothing but simple arrangements. lol. got the inspiration in the morning. and there's a meaning behind it.
had a terrible stomachache. thanks to me myself cause i drank coke at 3am in the morning. hur. nice going.
had EXCO meeting. blah blah. ended the meeting so crappily. (:
just realised i wont be having music lessons tonite. geez.
played a bit of maple out of boredom. seriously, its taking me ages to level up. and. oohh. i finished the quest. wahah. go me! :D
reFRESHED (((((:
Baby set me free from this misery
I can't take it no more
Since you went away nothing's been the same
Don't know what I'm living for
Here I am so alone
And there's nothing in this world I can do
[Chorus]
Until you're back here baby
Miss you want you need you so
Until you're back here baby yeah
There's a feeling inside I want you to know
You are the one and I can't let you go
So I told you lies even made you cry
Baby I was so wrong
Girl I promise you now my love is true
This is where my heart belongs
Cos here I am so alone
And there's nothing in this world I can do
[Chorus]
And I wonder, are you thinking of me
Cos I'm thinking of you
And I wonder
Are you ever coming back in my life?
Cos here I am so alone
And there's nothing in this world I can do
[Chorus to fade]
Saturday, October 29, 2005
11:17 PM
o wow. WHAT a saturday.note my sarcasm.
so i woke up at 2 and stared at this blank screen for like 5 hours today. and i tried doing some jumping quest on maple. but alas. it just didnt work out.
dont ask why i got the idea of putting that "dont wait" and stuff. it just came to my mind. no stupid guesses people. (:
alright. so i'll start on jiahui's and yuting's blogskin. rahs. jiayou me.
Friday, October 28, 2005
11:57 PM
its the last day of school.mdm tan (principal la) and ms chong had this little ceremony thing during morning assembly cause it was their last day in school. and it was so. so. touching. i could just cry. ):
so miss merduati let us watch this movie on american football during POA. its actually really rugby la. and we didnt get to finish it. ):
maths was on the angles stuff again. i'm amazed at how i just automatically write down all the reasons for angles. hur. the power of scoldings.
i saw someone with a black eye today. o my.
contact time was like. practically everyone was staring at mr seetho for results and stuff. kaixun made it! ((: and people in class were clapping. guess everyone was really glad he made it. haha.
woohoo. 4/7, here i come. ;D
somehow its scary. that its 4/7 already. things are just going too fast.
first in class is benjamin. =D
second is haozhi and boonchong. =DD
third is uh. i dont know.
fourth is siti!!! =D
but congrats to all of you guys. (:
and i didnt improve, in fact i got worse. from 10th to 17th. rahs. and my o level music marks still not in, so i have some marks gone missing from the whole score sheet. o well. nothing much i can do already. ho hums.
band was so HAPPENING and GREAT today. but mr lim didnt come. grr. so we had sectionals. and my sec 1s are starting to learn how to learn and tune to each other by themselves. i'm so HAPPY. (:
then went back to the range. and guess what. was informed that mdm tan wanted to come up and see the band cause we gave her a farewell present. so we played etude 7 and page 13 that dunno what hymn for her. and i saw a SEC 1 playing HIS INSTRUMENT so daringly and well for the first time in my life. even his senior AILEEN said so too. ok. everyone knows who that is right. lol.
mdm tan was so HAPPY can!?!
;DDD
band rawks band rawks
and she gave this speech which almost made us cry. sob.o ya.
she said "i'll miss this band and the music"
WAH. ):
o well. did some works with the band for a while more cause there were 10 minutes left. and jordan and charles acted. HAHA. couldnt do the test so yeah, postponed.
gosh. i feel like all of a sudden i speak proper english. zz.
dinner was so crappy. ate with some sec 1s. bassoon juniors, and double bass junior. (junice, karena, clarissa). and marianna and cecilia stayed for the while. hmm. then aileen and the rest came. got to know some news. really surprised.
jordan, charles and kexin came over to my house till almost 12. and jordan's picking up really fast on my violin. what to say?
funny how one day makes a difference
i'm free tomorrow. FINALLY.
Thursday, October 27, 2005
11:03 PM
today was interesting. o yes it was.PE was great fun cause we tried out this new game. was like throwing a ball and trying to knock cones off from each team. ha. woonliong has long arms lor. rahs!
i was right. ms beh called me up for maths lesson to answer some question. and o boy, i solved her question correctly. thank goodness. and she wasnt mad at me this time. i think she was kind of. relieved and glad actually. LOL.
english lesson was so crappy. mr seetho was like "rebecca" this and that. and i was like. hmm. x)
tried the matchmaker's game with bingquan, haozhi and the rest. lol. they'r so lame. fancy names of the rock stars and such whom they claimed they KNEW.
like bingquan says he knows orlando bloom.
RIIIIGHT.
AHHHH, I'M GOING BROKE SOON. ):
ten dollars isnt a lot. its so freaking little. )):
band. had etudes stuff and did merry widow andddd. CINEMA PARADISO. havent touched that for ages. pooooh. o right. band italian terms test tomorrow. blahs-
ate at lot 1 with the S.S and hayati and sean and haiqing. and we crapped like there was no tomorrow. /grins
saw police cars, miss merduati, a handful of students and some other people outside near the school. thought it had something to do with one of my classmates. and yes, i was right. but i had no idea how close i was to the truth, but it really was incredibly true. scary. /shakes head
Wednesday, October 26, 2005
11:55 PM
mum drove me to school today in her pink car. and she didnt want to drive into the school cause she said there wasnt a 'box'. errr. like all the cars are driving through la. haha.mdm rohaini's mind was corrupted during social studies by our dear class boys. and we started to learn about babies. LOL.
so another fight broke out. just as predicted. this time bigger, and fiercer. and ya. it wasnt very nice either. hope people involved in it is now, erm, fine. i hope.
maths lesson was horrible. was called up by ms beh to do a sum. and i didnt write in all the 'whatever-its-called' sentences. and ms beh kept scolding me like there was absolutely no tomorrow.
ben asked why she keep aiming me. i just bluntly said " cause i band one what. "
hmmm.
sounds almost biased. but rahs. at least now i learn to REMEMBER to write those details down. lol. (:
walked home with junhao, haiqing, karena, cecilia and felicia. my sec 1 juniors in band. lol. and we ate ice cream together. ((:
violin lesson was really fruitful today. havent touched the violin for quite some time and teacher already commented my bow is too tight and i'm not accurate enough. hoho. the first piece sounded lively. tried the second piece for the first time. my my. its really beautiful. just have to add in all the vibrato and stuff.
`cher advised me to get a antique violin if i'm planning to get a replacement for my current one. hmmmm.
looked through my syllabus for gr 7 violin. scales and stuff is like. a piece of cake for memorising and guesswork. its the octaves and fingerings. boo. 4 octaves. my eardrum can burst. =p
met up with jordan, charles, sean and hayati at lot 1. looked through brochures and jordan is getting started on the "S.S" thing. about me, him, charles and zhenjun being in the Singapore Strings (Quartet). LOL. funny. and all of a sudden, they'r interested in attending performances even by the T'ang Quartet. haha.
quit it.
Tuesday, October 25, 2005
11:33 PM
had the free periods playing UNO. lol. pretty childish of us. not. (:physics was a real drag. have to complete the project by thursday. and its going to be used for our sec 4 grade. which is like next year. woah.
band was band again. had to do King And I and Merry Widow with the band. mr lim said i went too fast for the band. o well. shud slow down already. ha. ;D
i've been thinking again
mom brought home the new car and we went for a spin. its pink, yes it is. thank goodness its not BRIGHT PINK. dull dark pink i guess. almost red already. the car's totally awesome. but. erm. mom doesnt know how to function the car, THAT well yet. LOL.
o yes. i'm officially a xcrossbowman. finally. (:
Monday, October 24, 2005
11:51 PM
woke up with a bad headache. zz. what a way to start a beautiful morning.nathasha came over for sectionals. taught her some stuff on semiquavers and others. she learns really fast, so things werent difficult for me either. got lunch and snacks downstairs. muahas.
and we even watched MEAN GIRLS. lol.
caught CORPSE BRIDE with zhenjun at night. really really touching show. simplifies love and stuff like that. sweet. (:
boys can be childish at times too x)
tried out the 'quan xing zhao liang' piano score. its in A major, so 3 sharps it is. ran through it a couple of times. really nice. really easy too. so yeah. shall focus on this for tomorrow too before starting on 'Stairway To Heaven'. thats right. i just need 2 days to turn all-pro. LOL. ;D
Sunday, October 23, 2005
11:19 PM
was thinking over some band stuff in the morning. about the sec 1s, 2s and 3s. then the past, present and future. hoho. i've just got to say, people who are seeking attention, stop it. and its not haiqing at all. so stop putting words into my mouth too.ok whatever. i bet i'm not making any sense.
tried maple out this morning. and it jams like every few seconds. so much for my urge to level up. rahs. and i'd rather people stop saying its a childish game and stuff like that cause i appreciate myself for killing boars and tree stumps when i need to have a break from stuff. so there. lol.
strange. the word "made out" came into my head. x_x
when i look, the feeling just isnt there anymore
went to the esplanade again with aaron, zhenjun, jordan and charles. looked for scores this time. even photocopied some. heh. found SPRING from FOUR SEASONS for violin. great. haha.
and there was this dance programme at the stage. modern dance, hip hop, contemporary dance, ballet, loads of them. that sort of thing. by some company called Aussie i think. next week they'll be performing again. ha. i shud pull elaine along this time.
met my music teacher on the way to lessons. lol. big co-incidence. rahs. was realli tired today during lessons. pooh.
found my piano accompaniment. and she sucks, to a certain extend. i can tell she practiced a bit, but the rest was definitely guesswork. how? its pretty obvious, darling.
ate dinner with charles, jordan and zhenjun at yew tee. then they all came to my house. and we lamed with my violin. created a video on charles and jordan on piano and violin for SPRING from FOUR SEASONS. haha. do catch it. its HILARIOUS. ((:
Saturday, October 22, 2005
11:00 PM
jiahui came over in the morning and we ate HALF BOILED EGGS straight from the cooker thing. ha. resulting in us being late in meeting the gang. lol.went to bedok north with charles, jiahui, jordan, suhaila and aaron. like, we went there to have lunch, get scores and interact. lol. met some new sec 1s. pretty amazed at how i can identify people just by looking at their face. (:
went to esplanade with charles, jordan and aaron. stopped by this new violin shop. my, they have gorgeous violins there. italian, china, german, you name it. anyway, the shopkeeper was such a cool guy. his name was ken or something. and we saw mr chakrit and zhiwei and cheryl! mr chakrit's probably ken's fren or something. pretty cool. got to try out some violins and made some new "friends" like this. 20 year old guy who's picking up violin and lent me his shoulder rest which was like, really comfortable. and expensive. (:
off to the esplanade library next. gee. everything is like. so freaking cool inside. there's even this practice room or something. muahas. found some scores which i think can be helpful for my o level music practical next year. rahs. shud pull elaine along, there's this dance section. wahas.
motivated!
co-incidently, saw vanessa at the station on our way back. chatted with her and stuff. didnt know she was learning violin. lol. motivated again. ate dinner at yew tee. same old food. lol.
then everyone came to my house. jordan burned a cd. and he said my computer was like really slow. LOL. right.
anyway, just started on a trend of sms-ing yang bin (sec 1 male flautist from bedok north) cause he was like "hi" on his first sms to me. LOL. ha. cute boy, cute sms. hoho. but pretty mischievious boy. rahs. he doesnt know whats a Eb clarinet either so he still dont know what instrument i play. and he didnt know regent was in choa chu kang. lol. sec 1s are so gullible. muahas. ((:
and the next time i go to bedok north, yang bin has to pay for my taxi fare home! HA! ;D
drank Guinness foreign extra beer. doesnt taste THAT nice. shud have told my mom to get tiger or something. yucks.
Friday, October 21, 2005
11:57 PM
tgif! wahah!got back my temporary results slip. failed 2 out of my 8 subs. maths by 5 marks. and music. by like 11. but cant really count music, since i dont have my final score yet. so yeah. my percentage is really low. argh. but at least i scraped a pass. sad to say still though, i have only Bs and Cs. my usual As for humans and english are like. gone. so. kudos to me?
i have the eng + 2 subs.
AND/OR
i have already passed at least 5 subs.
therefore.
i'm promoted to sec 4. i just know it.
4/7! HERE I COME! =DD
by the way. so many people didnt turn up for school. and really silly reasons too. blahss. /rolls eyes
watched bruce almighty during eng. loved it. didnt get to finish it though, sad. ):
scary ghost show today, so rahs. gotta catch it at night. :D
band was like, combine today. tried loads of pieces, including some new ones. loved it to bits. supposed to look out for 50 italian terms so that i can set a test for the sec 3s next fri, o well. lol. siying was like "get the easiest!" LOL!
walked home with siti. ahh. talked and crapped! lets go to IKEA!
and yes, my room is still so bare and naked. ;o
Thursday, October 20, 2005
9:26 PM
had some talk by some finacial person. about saving. ha. and it got me motivated to start saving money to buy my palmtop! LOL. and to get my first million when i turn 30. x))me, marion, siti, baohui, elaine and runting has gone bonkers. we'r all going to be those people with DR. infront of their names except for baohui and runting.
me and marion, the dentists!
siti, the general doctor!
elaine, food doctor (nutritionist)?
runting and baohui, the nurses.
LOL. crappy crappy us.
drew up this mansion during free period. so me, siti and marion were going to stay together. haha. then added baohui and siti in. haa. shall get a scoop of the drawing up here when i'm free. lol. crazy mansion it is. big living room. elaine, the guest room and baohui on the 2nd floor. me, marion and siti on the 3rd floor. games room, store and study room at the roof top. LOL. creative minds we have, girls. ((:
another fight broke out outside our class between our class and some other guy from 3/4 i think. gosh. and jackson still had the cheek to come over and go "boys are just like that" when all other guys are stopping the fight. ha. jackson is a good-for-nothing person. kidding. ((:
physics project just launched. date due, next week. gosh. my team's me, elaine, siti, marion, baohui. yeah. us again. lol.
band was pretty good. spent like an hour trying to get the cloth out of miemie's oboe with phylis. still didnt come out. dots. o well. did King And I mostly today. ha. rahss.
dinner with zhenjun and aaron at lot 1. aaron just took his o level practicals. and it sounded like he screwed up or something. o well. dunno la.
was dumping my clothes into my room when i got a big shock. my sister's bed has been removed and moved to the other spare room. and my bed is like alone in the BIG BIG room with the many many built-in wardrobes. was like whining how 'empty' the room was. argh. o well. now i get my own room. and i get to decorate it. heh. any suggestions? ((((:
shall go draw out my mansion again. LOL.
Wednesday, October 19, 2005
11:21 PM
social studies marks. o my. i have really nothing to say. didnt get that high. sigh. 26/50. my lowest ever. my A for humanities is rocketing down to a C? zz.some amendments with the chinese exam. so i passed already. got a 51/100 instead. LOL.
assembly was pretty cool. 13 o clock news. (:
was so so so so sleepy today. gosh.
ate dinner with hayati at lot 1. followed her while she bought some presents. rahs. loads of ppl's bday this month.
stayed up to watch soccer.
CHELSEA : REAL BETIS
4 - 0
they fought! guys will be guys x)
Tuesday, October 18, 2005
10:18 PM
got back all papers but social studies and english.o gosh.
i know i'm 99% secured a place in 4/7 next year.
stupid english results aint released yet. ):
chemistry 26/60 o my. SO expected. since i didnt do section C for time sake.
physics 39.5/60 finally something to be GLAD about. much thanks to chenyang for teaching me the day before. (:
mother tongue oral 27/40 hoho. the teacher is dumb.
mother tongue paper 2 30/70 expected. didnt do the whole section one and two.
english comphrension. 10/25. CAN YOU BELIEVE IT. highest in class is like 14/25 and its eugene lim. gosh. i've like never failed before la. argh. cant blame anyone. its mr seetho marking the paper and everyone knows he only gives full marks or no marks. o level standard. tsk.
got my overall science phys+chem scores for the final grade. from a B4 to C5. great. thank goodness my mid year pulled me up. people's end of year pull them up, mine's the opposite.
band resumed today.
it felt so weird. LOL.
warmed up. briefed a bit on the trip. send them off to sectionals. and my section had quite a lot of fun in sectionals learning. sec 1s so ON. (:
ate dessert with jiahui at yew tee. came on mrs sim's car. ha. crapped so much.
Monday, October 17, 2005
11:14 PM
o my. my dear fellows regenites, seems like there's a BIG mistake.promotion criteria:
eng + 2 other subjects
OR
5 subjects if english did not pass
so much for the scare attack.
got back loads of papers today. dnt. poa. chinese paper 1. history. maths paper 2. and it all sucked. my end of year has never been this bad. never ever. who to blame. i never studied any what. only maybe history n social studies. THATS IT.
dnt. 35/100 for the paper. OMG.
poa. 44/100 for full paper. NO WAY. -shakes- but considering the fact that i slept through paper 1 and anyhow fill in the OMR sheet last minute with lots of uncoloured boxes makes me think how dumb i was to sleep through the paper without knowing. what if i sleep through O levels? argh.
chinese paper 1. 40.5/70 its supposed to be a 'not bad' for a failing chinese kid like me. but for once i put in so much effort into my compo and the marker gives me a bloody 28/50. o well. jennifer got like. 4 marks only. but hers was like. she wrote in ENGLISH. my.
history. 31/50 thats horrible. i've never gotten lower than a b3 in my life. stupid source based. )))))): hmph. shall have to practice more.
maths paper 2. 20/50. ho. for someone like me who didnt even touch the textbook or workbook, i wonder how i even got 10 marks. whatever.
as you can see. underlined marks are bound to come out for my report card. for once, its going to be more than 2 lines. haiyoh.
-rolls eyes-
on a lighter note, i completed my artefact wihout the lock thing for dnt within like. 1.5 hours. which is like. super duper fast can. i dont know how i did it, but i've never been so indepedent before. plus i dont know where i got that motivation to carry on while others just gave up one by one. lol. and i hardly asked the guys for help. woohoo. (:
anyway. there was this sec 2 boy from NA i think. and i think his name is simon. o yeah. thanks to him, i've finally learned how to open up and fix the needle for the scroll saw machine. thats like. YAY. thanks. (:
give a man a fish, he will be able to eat on that day
teach a man to fish, he will be able to eat everyday
heh. this applys to me. somehow.
kudos to baohui! she gave me the jesse mccartney poster from TEENAGE! ;DD
i was like. ecstatic can?!
people just really believe that baohui's my cousin. gosh. i know we look alike but, hey, this is way too easy to trick you all. haha. :D
was waiting for elaine to end dance and i made an incredible discovery. we have 2 turtles living in the school pond. HAH. bet most people dont know that. /smirks
BAND STARTS TOMORROW. -SCREAMS
Sunday, October 16, 2005
11:55 PM
HAPPY BIRTHDAY 15th BIRTHDAY TOGILLIAN, EVELYN, AFIQAH, EDMUND
heh.
today's also my cousin's registration of marriage day. and i'm like supposed to be there. but rahs. didnt went.
had meeting with hk trip committee. at lot 1. and blahs. was all laughters and stuff. simply cant wait for the trip! LOL. ((:
charles pei-ed me home to get my instrument. and my mum thought he was kingston. o my. so dots.
took mrt to woodlands with charles. then he left for his grandma's hse and i went to lesson.
today's lesson was weird. i kept laughing and smiling for no reason. scary. ha.
cant believe i'm gonna sms till like. 5am the next morning. gosh. x_x
Saturday, October 15, 2005
10:54 PM
mum wasnt at home. so only me and my sister were at home. o well.dad brought us out at night. went to eat sushi! ha. and bought a new sling bag which costs like 30 bucks. and cheryl and i both got new jackets which costs like 60 bucks each. o my. dad's poor wallet just dug its own hole. thats like. 200 bucks gone in a day including the dinner. LOL.
and my jacket has the word GERMANY behind. (:
i wanted england. )))):
but no girls jacket! ))))))):
i just smacked my own head.
i have to pass english + 3 other subjects to get promoted.
o crap.
considering the fact that i oni have 2 CONFIRM secure places, the rest is a mystery.
2 secured subjects : english, combined humans
2 others? : DUNNO.
omg. ok. i have 8 subjects. this is SUPPOSED to be simple for me. not.
maths: wahh. die. no way.
phys/chem: shud be able to secure. and then again, maybe not. considering the EOY was disasterous.
dnt: crap. NO WAY.
poa: i slept through the paper remember. by accident. so its like. no.
music: fail liao. oni like. a few from the whole class passed la.
chinese: are you kidding me.
as you can see, i'm like a confirmed retain student.
junhao, rejoice.
and other people. stop saying i wont kana retain. LOL. cause i WILL. x)
ok la. if i'm so lucky that poa and dnt i still can pass the overall even with the lousy EOY stuff, then its a different story. lol.
on the other hand, i can already see those underlined scores on my report card. dots.
Friday, October 14, 2005
11:58 PM
o man.woke up in the morning and did some band stuff. come to think of it, it kinda gets interesting after a while. hoho. jiahui dropped by too. am amazed at how early she can wake up. and i cant. pooooh.
maple has gone mad. i cant download the patch and anything else. and i stupidly went to reinstall the thing. and now the whole thing's mad. sigh.
went to the library with siti. books are not getting any more interesting, sad thing. maybe woodlands doesnt have that much of a variety.
anyway. siti pointed out that i talk too much about THAT.
OH MY. I DO?!
opps. grrrr. something's wrong with me. /slap self
ironically, saw sec 4s/5s all studying for o levels at different parts of the library. ha. soon, it'll be my turn to do that. muahas.
haa.
i'm so sick of hearing people say "its my parents.." and stuff like that. i mean like. actually no one really cares whether its your parents or not cause it sounds like an excuse to others. i have half a mind to believe that you didnt even really try though you claim you did. blahs. whatever.
suhaila's going for the trip. (:
yay. her parents said YES.
i'm just starting to build things out.
please dont try to pressure me backwards.
i dont like it when people like you bring down my moral.
ha. siying and jiahui. i want a...
TRUMPET + CLARINET SECTION OUTING ! :DD
i pray it isnt going to be the last. sigh.
Thursday, October 13, 2005
11:58 PM
Dnt paper wasnt very good. it really wasnt.played monopoly in the library with elaine, dylan, lester and yiming. and yiming has never played monopoly before so he was like just blur all the way. haha.
chinese oral was HORRIBLE. this is like my worst oral ever. couldnt even read like half the passage. and the conversation sucked. i was like using english words in the middle every now and then. so sad. ):
received a couple of weird phone calls today. from someone who probably thinks i'm going to steal her "future boyfriend" or something when i'm really the godsister. and haozhi went to scold the person on the phone. i was like. HUH. lol. anyway. whatever la. these sec 1 girls and their desperate characters. gosh.
jiahui came to do some band hongkong trip stuff. saw the list of assigned band pieces and parts. so shocked. zz.
jiahui pointed out regent's full exco going hongkong leh.
HAPPY :DD
exams are over. funny. doesnt feel like it started anyway.
o well. cheryl brought home the book for choosing secondary schools. its like freaking thick. mainly cause one school uses up two pages. and guess what. regent's aggregate went down all the way to 190. o my. i was like. HUH. OMG. thats like. crazy.
i'm gonna pia maple all the overnite. lvl 30. yes yes. ((:
i really hate it when people tries to go all cute. act cute. wah lao. it sounds damn disgusting lor. what crap. c'mon la. think twice. i can see through you. ha. bad move girl, bad move.
just realised that there are like so many december babies in the band. /grins
ok whatever.
maple is patching. and its like damn slow. argh.
Wednesday, October 12, 2005
11:57 PM
guess what.today was my poa paper 1. and i slept through it. thats right. i woke up and the exam was over. and i DIDNT fill in my OMR worksheet either. so just anyhow colour whatever box. zz. )):
history paper wasnt bad. i just studied china and it came out. haha. i can spot questions just like how haozhi and bingquan can. ((:
and for once i finished my history paper on time. LOL.
spent time in the afternoon mapling for a while. and took a walk at the garden downstairs. and was THINKING again. ha. (:
went to mac to look for hayati and class peeps. tried to study dnt. but erm. attempt wasnt successful. anyway, left with me, yuren and hayati. and yuren started to tell us like all these funny stuff which happened to him. totally hilarious. lol. :D
yuren has a stalker. LOL.
i watched my neighbour and his friend stressing over O levels. it was freaking scary. the way they study and so. brr. blahs. now i'm worried.
Tuesday, October 11, 2005
11:33 PM
maths paper 1. did like only half the whole paper. rahs. time constrain. tsk. but the paper wasnt that difficult. actually. lol.jiahui came over to play maple. and she's so crappy la. haha. fell asleep on the sofa somehow while she was practicing her trumpet in the other room. and she's made over the scores my piano teacher gave me. the korean ones. heh.
went and meet up with hayati they all. was supposed to be teaching her history but ended up teaching zhenjun geog instead. though i'm not a geog student. haha. summary what. then this woman told me to soften down. DOTS. x_x
studied history with haozhi, gerald, zhenguo, david, qinyuan and gerald's brother. (he was there. its his bday. lol.) o well. gerald's brother looks cuter than him. /grins
some magic show downstairs. weird.
history notes and whatever not going into my head. blahs. whatever.
Monday, October 10, 2005
11:46 PM
physics paper. wasnt too difficult. wasnt too easy. MCQ was just total crap, mr chen lied on the "easy" part. BLAHS.
didnt go anyway. sleepy. (:
Sunday, October 09, 2005
10:42 PM
o man. i was actually so happy today. and now i'm pissed.why? my mom said something WRONG.
right. she said something about those "ah bengs" and whatever spiky hair and stuff. and it made me REALLY mad. firstly, she's the one who told me never to judge a book by its cover. secondly, now she's the one acting against in.
i'm really pissed off. just because some guys spike their hair and some girls smoke doesnt mean that they ARE the bad people. so if my mom sees my class boys (and like HALF of them have their hair spiked), will she think i'm in an ah beng class? thats is total bullshit.
o well. relax. no use getting worked up.
on a lighter note, had great fun today. (:
pei jiahui to united uniforms. gosh. we were looking for it up and down, left and right. lol. and it was actually right beside us, yet we go walk ONE BIG ROUND. so retarded of us. LOL.
jiahui then came over to my house to play maple. o my. the way she makes friends is so DOTS. i just dont know what to say. me and my sister just kept laughing and laughing. o right. my sis and jiahui has become good friends. and my sis NEVER makes friends with any of mine. so, jiahui, WOW. :D
mr lim called. he said we were going to fail our exams and retain cause we were playing maple. LOL. okkk. anyway mr lim doesnt know whats maple, i cant believe it. x)))
ok, so my sister helped jiahui to play and now jiahui's a THIEF. LOL.
everyone, please DO watch how jiahui plays maple. its so CRAPPY. xD
my music lesson was never worst today. sob. i should really practice more man. haiz. )):
revised my physics at mac's with chenyang cause GERALD was so reluctant to come. heh.
cleared most of my doubts for 'moments of forces' topic. but still, i think i'm gonna fail physics tomorrow. somehow. LOL.
you know what. my handphone is like supposed to be "repaired" already but apparantly, sometimes it still gets jam for no reason. hmph.
byeee
Saturday, October 08, 2005
11:57 PM
o well. its night. like wow.fell asleep for the whole afternoon till 7pm. thats how tired i am. and while i was sleeping, the two sec 2s were playing chinese chess. LOL.
feel like puking x(
PHYSICS!
its in 2 days and i dont have a single thing stored in this tiny brain of mine. see. -pokes brain-
yes, wu ding rawks ((((:
dad got me this newspaper cutting on some australian music university. and i was like. dots. it says UNIVERSITY.
i wonder if this is getting anywhere -
alright. remember what i said a few months ago about me predicting i'll get a new phone around sept/oct? yeah. its comin' true. cheryl wants my phone. and mum is giving me hers. samsung 700A i think. kinda awesome. now i just have to wait for cheryl to get her line or something.
ha. see. every year me and my mum change a new phone. LOL.
i really hate it when people act like they are interested. even if they are, they should try to not show it that much. it looks damn fake.
one thing. i just realised my interlochen enquiry package isnt flown over here yet. hope they DO remember it.
i just recalled something random a few weeks ago.
chunjie: i want highlighter!
me: nahh -give blue highlighter-
chunjie: dun wan
me: ? why?
chunjie: i only want YELLOW one
chunjie is childish. (:
ok someone please tell him to read this.
another one.
jackson gets hit on the head by my stuff toy-
jackson: ni kan la. wo yu yao qu zao jing zi le la. -pokes hair-
(translation: see la. now i have to look at myself in the mirror again)
another one.
chenyang: no kick.
another one.
weida: boonnnnchonggggggg
siti: STOP IT LA.
o right. last nite when the whole table of people went to god-knows-where, jackson was still sitting there with me reading up on physics. then this cute little 5 year old girl came up to us and sat down. of course, we gave her the HUH look. but, being the nice and friendly me, i talked to her.
me: hello. where's your mummy.
her: foodcourt
jackson: why u dont want to look for her
her: she working
-blah blah blah-
me: who's cuter? me or him? -points at jackson-
her: you
jackson: WEI.
me: who's handsome or prettier? me or him?
her: you
jackson: hmph.
me: who's nicer? me or him?
her: you
jackson: grrr.
-blahhhh-
then jackson did a BAD thing.
jackson: girl, can help me get straw or not?
-girl runs off-
and guess what. people were staring at us cause we were SO MEAN to bully a small girl. o well. jackson is mean.
-girl runs back-
jackson: u take this straw then go up to the counter and tell the person to exchange it for fries
girl: can meh??....
jackson: you never try how you know
girl: but... i want drink water
jackson: you get for me fries, i get for you water
girl: you get for me water, i get for you fries
jackson: ............
-after a while-
jackson: REALLY can change for fries, this straw is like 3 times longer and bigger than fries, they surely give you one
girl: ...........................
then jackson went to BRIBE the girl by giving her CHOCOLATES, courtesy of darren.and the worst thing happened.
jackson: who's cuter? me or her? -points at me-
girl: YOU -at jackson-
jackson: who's -whatever-?
girl: YOU YOU YOU
jackson is MEAN.
gosh. i realised i'm such a lucky person. everyday i have something special and new to blog about. every single day. and other people arent that lucky. though my weekly routine is the same, but i learn new stuff all the time. wow. (:
went to study at nite. o well. still, nothing's going into my head. /bawls
lalalaa. therefore, i'm going to pia maple. coz baohui is already LEVEL 30. sob. bye
10:06 AM
something i MUST blog.
thanks siti so much for last nite (:
i felt so so so so so so so much better though i was doing most of the talking. ((:
exit buddies rawk. :D
8:57 AM
its 8:33am in the morning and i'm in front of the computer after eating breakfast at macdonalds with dororin and the rest. and guess what.
i've been thinking. (:
as i'm doing this, yuren and desmond are asleep in my room cause they were too tired to go all the way home. LOL.
right. back to what i was saying. i've been thinking.
that this IS actually my worst end of year exam ever. for once, i try to study in a group or alone. but it just doesnt work. nothing goes into me. or rather it just doesnt want to stay there. seriously, i dont know whats wrong. often i find myself pondering halfway through maths questions and all of a sudden something about my friend or band just barges into my mind. and POOF. there it goes. sad case. thought it was time to sharpen my tools. but hey. its almost too late. half of my papers are gone already, and i dont think i did well on my major papers. music results will be out this monday. its all too fast. and after that, i'll start preparing for O levels next year. woah. life is revolving round me faster than a bullet.
my class sec 3s and the sec 2s met haiqing yesterday cause i brought haiqing with me to study with us (all the way from jurong, LOL). and haozhi told haiqing,
"slack all you want in sec 1. sec 2 maybe study a bit. because in sec 3 and 4 there's no more chance to do so."
its scary, but it all made sense.
i see all the sec ones going "i miss band" and "it feels so weird going to school without the band file" and such. of course, its something to be glad about. weird. i dont have that feeling. for this time. i'm like. i dont want to go back to band. i dont.
something' seriously wrong with me. i just know it. if some dear bandmates can start knocking some sense into me that the hongkong trip is coming up, maybe it will help.
or i'm just missing too much.
oh right. i just made a random check up on the 2 sec two boys in my room. o my. they sleep like angels. ((:
thats why i say, i want my children to be boys when i grow up. LOL. :D
Friday, October 07, 2005
10:24 PM
chinese paper was like. smack smack smack.nothing offending.
paper 1 was for letter writing and composition. o man. i've never ever put in so much effort into letter writing before, therefore i hope i can get a decent grade. because my composition was just shit, writing about maids' body parts getting cut. LOL.
paper 2 was just. hopeless. i couldnt identify a single possible answer for the double comphrension. and thats really terrible cause i usually only pin my hopes on that segment. tianxiehanzi and zaoju was like BLANK all the way down. like. great job lor rebecca. x_x
ok. so we took the POA paper 2 like 2 days ago. and we get the results today. like wth. i got a 32. right. so i only need another 18 marks from my paper 1 to pass. full marks from paper 1 and its a direct B4. which is impossible. blahs.
was walking home with elaine and siti. and boonping, chenyang and weida just happened to be walking the same direction. guess what. it rained. VERY heavily. and VERY suddenly. well. quite. and yes. totally drenched. i've never been ever dreach-er. horrible. horrible. horrible. the water stinks. hmph. ):
went to pick up my phone at causeway with haiqing and chenyang. and i just realised causeway is just a boring place. zz.
i'm going to buy one plasma tv for each room in my house when i grow up (:
lot 1. hang out a while.
yew tee. had dinner there. something which i think was very stupid happened. o well. haiqing played a big helping role, helping me to run up and down. LOL. anyway. it least the problem was solved. x) in the wrong way. cause i was tricked. grrr.
then like in yew tee mac. the whole row. regenites. me, haiqing, elaine, jackson, chenyang, adeline, nathasha, qinyuan, dororin, xiaoli, zhenguo, benjamin, darren, gerald, desmond, yuren and another boy whose name i dunno. and we all sat together. just joined all the tables. so it was like. 1 sec 1. 4 sec 2s. and the rest all sec 3s. lol.
but it was good. sec 3s helped sec 2s and 1s with their art and stuff. see thr regenites unity strength. LOL. :DDD
damn. i cant beat haozhi's score on snake II. )):
haiqing made a random comment that he liked my previous skin better... then i'm like. aiyoh. lol.
going to try to do overnite study again at mac with them. bye peeps.
how would i know you'r not lying?
Thursday, October 06, 2005
11:27 PM
i woke up on my chair this morning and realised i had only studied Sri Lanka. in other words, yes people, i fell asleep.was lucky enough to bump into elaine and her family on my way to school. so had a lift from her. rahs. chiong-ed in school. managed only like chapter three lor.
heh. God loves me.
SEQ was on chapter 3. didnt know how to do the second part of the qn and source based. grr. ok. no point crying over spilt milk, right?
i only took out my notes for like the first time in my entire sec 3 life half an hour before the paper. and surprisingly, i was not the only one. strange how out from everyone, its the sec threes who have slacked for this year end exam huh?
maths paper 2 was therefore a killer. i dont know how people can say it was really easy, cause apparantly, it wasnt like that for me. sad case. ):
went home like ultra early. computer all the way till at night when i 'visited' qinyuan and yuren at mac. got some news. boy, was i shocked. just shows how much love hurts eh.
guess what. met my neighour-whom-i-never-talked-to was at mac. his name's henghu or something like that. anyway, we talked and walked home together. so i learned alot about him than i knew. didnt know he was sec 4 this year. O levels. haha. ((:
alright. tomorrow's the chinese paper. whatever.
btw. my new blogskin rawks doesnt it?
do leave comments babes :DDD
Wednesday, October 05, 2005
11:54 PM
alright. so today was the chemistry paper.it was so freaking easy and yet i left almost the whole section C blank because i lost track of time. argh. there goes like one third of my marks. sad.
my head's spinning like shit cause i didnt sleep AT ALL last nite due to some REASONS. i wonder how people like chenyang stay up awake with only coffee, books, tidbits and a handphone. and how jackson stays up awake pia-ing maple all the way. hoho.
ate at macdonalds' for breakfast with elaine. and there was this AWFULLY ADORABLE little boy watching us eat. and i went to flick my stirrer against my teeth. and he followed. gosh. i'm a BAD INFLUENCE TO LTITLE KIDS.
x)
was SUPPOSED to study in mac. ended up talking. LOL. talked with chenyang's sister. dont know her name. but she used to be from BAND! =DD and she knows lillian. haha. yep. unity band ex-senior. ex-fluatist. ex-PICCOLOIST. totally awesome. (:
went for violin. o my. my violin's tone is like so. o my o my. teacher oso pointed out i needed a new violin URGENTLY. grr. and i'm like. I KNOWWWW LAAA.
dropped my exam book somewhere and a kind uncle picked it up and ran after me with it. see. proves singaporeans are gracious. ((:
went back to the study group at mac. dots. they were like going to sleep like that la. LOL. o well. there was like no way i could study social studies there. blahs.
jackson thought my house was a condo too. LOL. :DD
shall study social studies tonite. wahah.
Tuesday, October 04, 2005
11:36 PM
POA paper 2.was.
suprisingly.
do-able.
ha. and to think i didnt even study. (:
but lost 10 marks for not knowing what the hell a Petty Cash Book is. rahs.
at least i balanced the first and last question. though i suspect my last question's balance is VERY wrong. LOL. ok nevermind. ((((:
studied chemistry at mac again. class boys came. ms yeo came with the 3-8ians. LOL. she almost freaked out when i told her that our class boys were coming. /grins
seriously, nothing could go into my head.
chemistry is just like. there. to me already.
byeee.
Monday, October 03, 2005
11:52 PM
today's the day of my first paper.english paper 1. compo and speech writing. was pretty ok. but i think i went out of point for the composition on leaders. ha. i wrote about Lee Kuan Yew and band and LOADS of stuff. gosh.
english paper 2. wasnt that good. i must say, it WAS a tough cookie to crack for THAT paper. blahs.
went to ACS for music paper 1 and 2. o my. venue was like in the practical room which is a place where you can FREEZE to death can. lol. anyway, the paper was like mostly listening this time. and i think i cant hear anything properly already, geez. bad paper. argh.
supposed to be studying POA with classmates. but we ended up chatting so much.
so guys. i'm officially gonna DIE tomorrow. (:
nites.
Sunday, October 02, 2005
11:44 PM
soccer match at 12 am plus was really great. can see all those uncles and boys and of course some of those more sporty gurls sitting around the big screen all cheering together, mostly for Manchester United. it was like some united singapore thing. totally awesome. (:went home at 6am. right on the dot. ha. everyone was like dragging themselves. lol.
feel asleep and woke up at 2pm. BOO.
i'm having my period. ):
hope this doesnt ruin my exams.
was flipped the tv channels when i came across one of them. it was like the tv series of Meteor Garden, only EXTENDED. i was like YAYYY. ha. watched the episode when DaoMingSi ran away cause he attacked some guy. and the whole episode was like. SO TOUCHING. practically on the edge of bursting into tears. ))):
i'm so tired .
have i ever mentioned how adorable my sec 1s are.
pohying accused me of not jio-ing her to teckwhye mac.
junhao wants me to retain he wants to go for another SYF.
haaa.
seriously i dont know whether i can even make it for POA or Chemistry or even Physics anot. not pointing out anything, but i pretty much feel that my body is losing its function to absorb and work properly already just to study this 3 subjects. and i've only started on chemistry. music is pretty much a half half, since the paper will be very difficult. chinese, i dont have to say, i cant top it off properly with a pass. Dnt, i guess is in my hands, but with time ticking by, maybe not. humanities and english, no kick, maybe only my english standard is starting to get worse
maths, its not a win win situation like before. and thats just about it. argh.
lalala land. hoho.
Saturday, October 01, 2005
10:58 PM
recently i'm totally in love with this chinese song named WU DING. and i hardly listen to chinese songs except for JIAN DAN AI. haha. anyone has WU DING, do send it to me!went home at like 6am. so groggy. slept till 11 and went for meeting. at the stadium. was like. WOAH. HOT. ha. meeting was pretty much ok. at least it cleared most of my doubts.
they just dont know
laypeng told me about the FRIES. o my. i'm not going to eat anymore fries. blahs.
i'm just so sleepy. zzzzz.
going to chiong overnite again at yew tee mac this time. o man. so bye. i really wonder how much i can study. cause time is like. running out. boo to me. ):
I'M GONNA RETAIN IN SEC THREE
LOL !