got a 58 for chinese. oh well. ):
a fight almost broke out in class. but everyone probably knew it would be fixed. see the power of friendship? (:
i'm really stuck for DnT. its like, i dont know what to do now. so helpless without my observation photos. zz.
s11 with many of my class boys plus elaine. supposingly for lunch, but after i finish eating then haozhi came and tell me. err.
met ms tan. most of camp's stuff changed. but its really for the better (:
band. today's for the ensembles. the Clarinet Octet performed to mr lim and the so called 'audience'. had really numb fingers during alla turca and couldnt play the whole solo smooth enough. argh. i cant blame anyone, what if the competition venue is at somewhere even colder?
joined another new ensemble with siying. the Double FC. haha. stands for Double Flute & Clarinet. so yeah, Double FC will go for the competition too. me, siying, esther and yaqing (both alumnis). and we'r performing Air in suite G (i think) and CakeWalk.
ate out with hayati, at lot 1. saw ain (perc)! :D
i'm really, really, really tired. zz. cant wait for the competition to end. cant wait for band camp to end. THEN CAN SLEEP PROPERLY. lol.
well, that was an action.
i got a 31/50 for maths though i didnt finish up so many questions. a 31. its quite
an achievement for me, since my highest ever is 19/50 since dunno when. (:
yay (:
mr chen was giving out this 'drop subjects' form. i really suspected whether anyone
put down POA or any of the electives.
oh, POA, 19.5/50. LOL. i was like, oh. haha. i see why so many people drop POA.
but i shall consider what rafidah said, POA IS FUN. which is true, to a certain extend.
haha.
had clarinet sectionals. the usual Alla Turca, i think i'm improving for the solo, but tis
still not enough.
ate at yew tee shopping center w dad and sister. did a bit of shopping. got new a
new alarm clock w SNOOZE for myself. cheryl got a new watch, a really cool one.
finally bought the black ink for my printer too. (:
AND.
dad got me a mp3 player. well, actually, its a mp3 - cum - thumbdrive - cum - radio
one. really cool. will be able to use it for DnT classes too. usual price must have been like $300 over, and that price was still okay being a 285mb player and all. BUT. it was selling at $79! mostly cause it was for the much discounts and their desperation to have some clearage thing. yeah.
my table is mess-y ):
i cannot take it when people use stuff like 'le' and 'ishh' and that sort of thing. BUT. i will 'ren'. cause i'm supposed to love them, cause we'r all in the same spiritual family! heh. :DD
anyway!
i'm so selfish, i'm going to graduate with my Eb clarinet. no one can touch and play. muahahahahahahahaha! (sicko, me -.-")
so unproductive. i woke up at 3pm today and spend the next 2 hours testing out self-made-rebecca's-bread-and-melted-cheese-with-chopped-sausage. hahah. the whole gardenia bread loaf is gone! x)
argh. i conclude today that we really shouldnt listen too much to cds and stuff especially if its a band piece. maybe for reference yes, but for copying? nononono.
hmmm.
was reading through some of my previous posts. as in, like, last year? around september onwards. and it was like, i realised i have been given a lot of secret chances on that but i just didnt treasure that. and now that that had already been leaving me for quite some time now, i feel that that is what i actually needed long long ago. but, anyway, its too late to look back.
that is not coming back.
i should look ahead. (:
heading forward, smirking inside.
oh boy. the end of february is approaching. i'm probably the only s4 who hasnt touched any books yet. zz. henghu offered to teach me in Emaths, and i'm like, anything lor. haha. since after all, he was a last-year-s4 too. probably close to my syllabus. lol.
oh yes, i found that 70s' show on the net. yayness. downloading them one by one. (:
jiahui accepted christ too. another person, saved. :D
http://kevan.org/johari?name=scream-city
haha. i dont really know what it is, but it seems like a lot of fun, plus i think i did this in CME before. (:
band in the morning, sectionals were pretty much okay. (:
s1s finally all have their very own clarinets. lol.
random: should i drop POA?
visited laypeng's church, Church Of Singapore (Bukit Timah) with jiayin, laypeng, siying, audris and jiahui. yeah. so we had this cellgroup meeting sort of thing too, then some games and lessons. service carried on after that, it went pretty well, especially since i understood the sermon and all.
oh yes, i met pohying and luwei. and adding the the fact we practically screamed when we saw pohying, haha. its like all the regent wind symphony people united cellgroup or something. HAHA. x)
plus i saw hanson and michelle kon, though i dont think they saw me. x)
siying, jiayin and audris accepted christ, as in, themselves. :DD
laypeng talking to me on the phone, i predict we'r going to talk till very late. LOL.
ok, bye -
mr chen so nearly switched my seat today cause he didnt want ben and bingquan to sit together. lol. and i almost had to be the next victim. lol. alright, i'm kidding. but now when i see bingquan, i cant stop laughing. ah. sorry ;D
i got a 4/15 for the setwork thing. omg. haha. the class average is 7, so i was like, blurred. as quoted by samantha, "but the acs boys got 1/15!" heh. mean.
happy happy happy. (: just spent ONE WHOLE HOUR practicing my Eb clarinet for Alla Turca, the solo part. competition in only last than 3 weeks time, so when everyone is working hard, i should improve my solo more, right?! and YAY, i can finally ge the whole thing one. it might not be perfect yet, but i'll continue jia-you-ing! ((:
anyway, today my neighbours' kids entered the same lift as me and i didnt even know. or rather, i couldnt recognize them. and it was then i remembered, that when they moved in about 6 years ago (when i was in p5), i promised myself that i would make friends with them and play with them often.
however, its all talk, no action.
and so i waited. and waited. and waited.
for what?
apparantly, i was hoping they would make the first move.
then something strucked me, and i realised that all this while, i'm a 'waiting' person. oh gosh. that was like, THE THING. its not that waiting is wrong, but while i was waiting, i also was not doing anything. that was the problem.
when i was in p3, my sunday school teacher taught us,
" if you want a tamagotchi (some game) very very very much, what should you do? "
and all of us, being the holy little innocent souls we were, replied,
" pray to God. "
but she said,
" no, you cannot only pray to God. You must work for it. When you work for something, God will see you working hard and know that you actually tried. "
so i was thinking to myself, how come some neighbourhood school pupils can produce up to 10 A1s students?
they worked for it, they made the move.
put this neighbourhood kid with an RI guy, put them through the o levels, both will still get A1. whats the competition?
i owe mr kamar my whole dnt portfolio which has to be submitted in by tomorrow. oh no. ):
i did badly for history. yes, the one which i said i would surely cause i was simply writing nonsense. i got a 7/13. and its all because i didnt write my given factor first. ah, shoots.
physics, 17/25, mr chen must have been really lenient. (:
ms merduati made me stand in class for like, 5 mins today. cause she must have thought i wasnt listening to her when i was staring into the open blankly with my head on the table. oh boy. x)
band camp seems to be a lot more difficult to plan this time. ncc clashing with us, thank goodness, its only one cca. discussed with darren (who happens to be in my class and the ncc i/c) on areas and stuff like that, to ensure band wont clash with ncc for area usage. yeah.
so i was so sure i knew how to do everything. then guess what. i didnt plan my time properly, plus i didnt check my paper properly, and i missed out the last few questions. what a waste. graph, you know? boo.
mrs fong was like giving me the 'omg' face. opps.
i fell asleep in POA lessons. as in, REALLY asleep. got woken up to answer a question and i was totally like ??
its hard to stay awake in ms merduati's class. -grins
chemistry supplementary gave me a headache, i was confused about all those moving here and there.
looked for ms tan after school. band stuff. then went to lot 1 to meet up with hayati, simply cause i was too bored. walked aimlessly around lot 1 for like, nothing. and yes, we WALKED to limbang park from there, and then a bus home. totally, dots. dots. dots.
prefects camp got changed. so did band camp. dunno how both of them got changed till from 'CLASH TILL CANNOT CLASH ALREADY' to 'TOTALLY WORLDS APART'. haha. (:
mr wong is a really sporty person. heard from siying, who in turn heard from minyi that mr wong is playing in the national basketball team, number 11. woah. haha. and he's encouraging too, just like the other new female PE teacher. he even said "go this way, go this way" when other people will like "jiayou!" x)
NO MORE COMMON TESTS!
except maybe for music paper next week. sigh. BLAR.
not looking forward to it.
alright. going off. have to chiong more band stuff. and maybe i'll catch some time to read some more stories. (:
byeee -
i simply loveeee tuesdays
cause i have that 5 periods of DnT. ;DDD alright. did a bit more on DnT folio today, but not a lot. have to hand it in this friday, and i hope i can get very high marks for it. pinning almost all my hopes on it. got back my DnT common test paper, i got a 19/40. shocked. i mean, i was like expecting a 5/20. haha. oh well, i listened during class didnt i? (:
zeting, chenyang and boonping got to leave the school and visit tumbletots for interviewing. how cool.
had woodwinds sectionals with lixin. oh boy, i can get the C part of Alla Turca yet. all the crazy running notes. hmm. actually, i can get all the notes and everything, and the speed, though fast, i can manage. but rather, it was how nervous i was. silly right. i mean, its like only to each other and i'm nervous. for one of the first few times in my life. how ridiculus. tsk.
the competition is held in march. i only have that little time to make it in time with my band's clarinet octet. (:
tmr's the maths common test. kill me cause i just came home and its like, 10:30pm. boo.
charles is right. maths common test is crap. there's no way you can study, but if you often do you homework and class assignment, there's no way you can fail either. everything is just registered in your mind! :D
i screwed my POA common test. almost everyone did. i was like, so desperate can. depreciation? slander me for everything bad i'm going to say about it.
i got a 8/25 for my chemistry common test. whole class, only 8 passed. how tragic? lol. i know. i'm not describing some death thing.
mr chen wouldnt give us our physics common test marks till thursday. but he said all the girls pass. (:
new teachers or rather, trainees in our school campus for a term. and there's this new totally hot PE teacher, Mr Wong if i'm not wrong. the whole school, i mean the girls, are like ogling at him full time.
had free time so i stayed to finish some dnt. and i'm fast, enough, i think, already finished till bar charts! (:
my neighbours (3 girls) came over to my house. for fun. haha. so cute.
S E V E N things that make me smile:
- when combine in band is gd (:
- boy toddlers
- pets
- the zoo
- dnt lessons
- juniors who surprise me :D
- when i get something done well
S E V E N things I believe in:
- God
- spirits/ghosts, those underworld stuff
- UFO (s)
- self motivation
- my anti-drug notebook
- doodling stimulates my mind
- band is the only cca which changes people's lives (:
S E V E N things I'm afraid of that are just BLAH:
- crowds
- the dark
- standing too close to a sealion
- boiled vegetables
- people cannot cook meat
- being caught for any stupid thing i do
- stalkers
S E V E N things I do everyday:
- sleep
- eat
- drink
- check out my hp / computer
- think about God
- make up self motivation plans
- read a book
S E V E N people I want to see right now:
- i'm not fussy, anyone will do (:
S E V E N people whom I chose to do this:
- Exit Buddies (elaine you better figure out a way to do this :p)
- white-kies
- band juniors! (junhao, pohying, hayati, blah blah, you get the idea)
- anyone from band
- anyone not from band
- anyone from any musical groups
- anyone not from any musical groups
we are the EB5s!
the EXIT BUDDIES 5IVES!
i had this dream this morning. and it was about, well, er, something bad yet good. and something good yet also bad. erm. yeah.
finally, i found the time today to watch Frugal Family. (:
cheryl's getting Metal Slug 3 to install in the computer. cool, cant wait. :D
my computer is in real jeopardy. it has only 88MB of space left. just great. have to delete so much stuff now.
i realised my piano playing has degraded in lots and lots of ways. cant do running notes and octave leaps anymore. and checking my piano self listings, the last time i touched the piano was almost 10 days ago. so much for the "must practice everyday". argh. any, there's no piece which catch my eye. i hate playing pieces like canon in d or what, beauty and the beast, that sort of thing. its so, common? no. its so, not-rebecca. wth. arhs.
POA common test tomorrow, of everything, its on DEPRECIATION. kill me. i have been staring at the thick red poa textbook and i still dont get a THING. like, wth, why would someone want to count the value over the period or whatever. ok i'm really mean. oh boy, and i'm the very person who got 0 for my depreciation class test. x_x
hmm. maybe i should drop POA. at least still got another 7 more subjects. hah.
NOOOO.
cannot drop POA! me and siti are determined to stay on! must JIA YOU. (:
at the most i will 'can zhe' elaine to teach me poa. or any of my EB5s. (Exit Buddies 5ives) LOL.
heh. this is what happens after sitting with siti for a couple of weeks. /grins
oh boyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy.
band was on today. the alumnis came down for their practice. blah blah. and the rest is like that. sectionals and all. my dear sec 4s clarinetists are currently in alliance of a anti-*blah blah thing. LOL.
* name has been protected (:
went over to siying's hse for steamboat lunch with her sister, charles, jordan, dororin, jiahui, felicia, jiazhen, xinying, yuting and minfang. jiazhen so poor thing, we made her eat so many vegetables. was like having band dinner. haha.
and since there were karoke-ing, it was like K-box. dots. jiahui, dororin, siying and charles sang loads. especially those duets between siying and charles. haha. too bad there wasnt wu ding x)
oh well. i'm disappointed and surprised about some new findings i've made myself. about other people. wont want to go raking it up.
hayati's staying overnight. yay
i finished boonping's, chunjie's and almost chenyang's whole bottle of water today. resulting in me visiting the toilet 4 times today. something is definitely wrong with me.
so, on the way to acs with mengyi, there was this group of j1 girls from different schools going to acs too, and they kept going "omg! its so big!" or "OMG! LOOK!" or something like that. i was like, err?
mr lee's music setwork common test was just right there. its like only /15 and the answers are like quite close to one another. miss ng said that the acs boys mostly got 1/15 for this test. lol. we'll get 1.5! LOL.
jeff was smart, in a way, he went to ask the acs sec 4 boys for the answers. though he only scooped 3 out, it was really good enough. thats already worthed like, 4 marks!if you noticed, he managed to find those who wouldnt score 1/15 x)
" describe the harmony from bar 4-5 in the blah blah blah at blah blah "
me: WHAT HARMONY? THERE'S NO HARMONY AT THIS BAR!! 2 marks gone.
(really, i think i was either blind, or i ... i dont know.)
the bukit panjang girl who sits beside me, i forget her name, but i always call her "the horn girl" (she plays fhorn), i just realised when she laughs, i will too. contagious! heh.
having miss ng's music perception common test in 2 weeks. i suck at that. ):
i pray miss ng dont get bright ideas and add in harmony/melody-writing papers at the back )):
my sister's complaining that she ran 20 rounds for badminton school practice today. i bet she's just acting. like really, for a girl who takes less than 10 mins for 2.4km run, whats even 50 runs? x)
shawn said The Eight is a very interesting book. no doubt. to think the librarian still told me the book was lousy. hur.
yes naomi, sji UGOs are much better than ACS's. :D
sumin said that too! :DD
tsk. TSK.
i'm going to be very very busy. from now till end of july. no. end of this year. i can imagine it. march camp, april school concert, june sec 3 camp, july band concert, august FREE, september prelims, october and november o levels, december thailand band trip.
of course, after june, my batch is 'out' already. but i'm still performing for band concert in june. so it really makes no difference, in a good way. (:
and i'll have to do most of the planning for the march camp. looking at the state of how stressed out my other excos are with common tests and all, i cannot bear to add on anymore to any of them as a whole, but instead, i divide everything. so everyone is happy. lol.
i officially step down school-wise in april. but officially band-wise, its june, as mr lim said. but i still think its very stupid that people go on and on about graduation. no one has graduated yet till he/she dies. ever heard of 'once a band member, always a band member'? yeah.
graduation is just a reason to make people cry by thinking back.
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i just argued with my sister and i won. and i didnt even have to raise my voice or anything, all i did was stay calm. heh.
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so is streaming. and sec 3 extra classes. and sec 1 science enrichemnt. and any shit you can think of.
explain? gladly.
today was my physics class test and my history test. i only studied a bit of history, and none for physics, cause i knew even if i chiong, it would not stay in my head for long. and the results? ironically, i got a 17/20 for physics. and i'm pretty sure i have just failed history for the very first time in my life.
so the paper for physics was easy but tricky. they practically were spilling out the answers on the first page for the other pages.
so the question for history was too difficult. to tell you the truth, the whole class was just stunned. the better male scorers all were holding on to their pens and staring at the paper with the blankest look they could muster. i myself didnt even think it was really a question, i mean, "......it was the promise which....". what promise? was there a lot? there was only ONE! and i must have wrote 'however' at least 3 times, indicating 3 turning points.
all these are just excuses.
mr chen probably intended to set a simpler paper.mrs chong probably was preparing us for the prelims and Os since she said this was a topic which was spotted.
and all this will be linked to my main point, which is today's band practice.
thursday! always a busy day. people like siying and so others thought of skipping band cause of the common test tomorrow. but they didnt. i thought it was because so many of the sec 4s who were going kept pressurizing them to go. haha. this is what i call a batch! :D
but so what batch. we didnt get the full attendence for sec 4s. yeah, we were missing like 3 or 4. but still, its not full!
and some other people, dont want to go for band because there's common test tomorrow. and i was like, ? what kind of a reason is that?
i was disappointed at people whom i didnt want to be disappointed at, even though they did came for band later. its like a bubble is burst.
then again, i think to myself. why didnt they study much earlier since the common test dates were released at least a week before? no time? then why wait till one day before? especially since its a band day. teachers may drop tests on you even sometimes 3 days before the test date itself, then why didnt you study on that very day? some of you probably say you didnt know there was a test till one day before. thats utter rubbish. it just shows that you dont listen in class enough to hear the teacher say "there will be a test this monday" or whatever.
seriously, i'm in no final position to say all these. sure, i may be band major, but no one will have the ultimate final say but they themself. i can talk, i can make them think, but i still cannot control their bodies.
bingquan claimed that he didnt know there was a history common test today, he asked mrs chong to postpone it. and what did mrs chong say, "all the more you should take the test, when you fail, you will learn".
i have not studied for tomorrow's major music common test. and combined science (physcs & chemistry) common test. but i didnt skip band today also, like whats the point. short term study wont get you anywhere. and i know i'm not the cramming or study type. so i rather spend my time in band today.
some of you might say its not true, and i came just because i'm the bm, i'm an exco, so i have to be in band.
then please, explain to me yvonne and catherine's situation. dont tell me yvonne came to band just to collect money for bedok north tickets. if thats the truth, she could have easily asked jocelyn to help her. dont tell me catherine came just to play festivo for combine. she has better things to do?
or maybe you can explain to me jiazhen. who scored a 0/20 for her maths test and is taking her maths common test tomorrow. dont give crap like "she want to come what" or "she's just a sec2". during band hours when she had nothing to do yet, she was asking sufei how to do cross multiplication at the table. sec 2 not important? please explain streaming and how un-important it is.
sec 1: playing year
sec 2: go-more-for-cca year
sec 3: cca year
sec 4: o levels year
this is probably what 80% of you who are reading this post will be thinking.
sec 1: learning year
sec 2: streaming year
sec 3: cca year
sec 4: o levels year
this is how i was taught by MY teachers.
so maybe you think that you have a lot of problems with your family, friends or anything. face it. more than half the whole has problems worst than you do.
there's no reason you should think that your year is very important, be it sec 1, 2, 3, and even 4. every year is important isnt it.
i finally understand why miss ng told me,
" what is so happy about? 6 points so what? its only o levels. he havent seen anything yet."
oh. yes. i do.
i have a 110-strong band this year. and it everyone thought about common tests harder than anything else, band wouldnt have been formed.
people just have so many excuses.
of course, i'm only looking on one side. its really biased of me, that i'm only standing on the 'i love band' side. therefore, the other side is for you to think about. i'm the opposition party, thats what i only want to be.
nathasha just asked me whether we would be having sec 3 games day soon. i'm really sorry sec 3s, but when not all of you have given suhaila the reply slips which was due last week, how am i going to organize one?
ok stop it.
used the IMac new computer in school today. so ultra cool. maybe i'll get one too?
walked home after band with cecilia and li li (sec 1 trombonist). heh. was fun. (:
hmm.
i have history common test and physics class test tomorrow. and music plus physics+chemistry common test on friday. tsk. PLUS i'm thinking of lots and lots of band related stuff like new this new that plan this plan that. distracted! KILL ME. ):
NOT. (:
lala. oh well.
we played hockey during PE! i think the boys on my side seemed to be kicking the ball more than hitting with the stick. talk about soccer. blars. at least running seems to be a lot more fun now. poor elaine was hit on the ankle by mdm loh. and she claims she has a swollen ankle now. haha.
ms merduati was like. err. she wrote " Total Defence" on the board and started jabbering on and on about it today. like, its POA class? ok. nevermind. i was wise enough to do my i-owe-you homework for her.
i love our school library!
me, elaine, elvin (elaine's brother), min en, nicholas (sec2), junhao, peggy and nadia. we were all playing different games inside the library all the way till 5pm. reversi, cluedo, uno, cheat, chinese chess. for me, i played all but chinese chess. just so clueless, so someone teach me please?! -hopeful look
and cluedo so do sucks man.
ok. maybe its cause we all didnt know how to play. but. oh well.
nowadays when those sec 1 or 2s talk to me, especially those act lian or beng one, i try my best not to pick up a fight. or sound like i am. not that i can, but, yeah, my gift of the gab has never solely lost to people who think fighting is everything. solely.
and blah blah and blah blah to you!
almost everyone, or rather, every sec FOUR i met wished me happy valentines day! guess the other levels are just not in the 'mood', or they pretend not to. LOL. other than a couple of crazy non-sec4s like ruyu. heh.
THANKS FOR ALL THE CHOCOLATES.AND GLASS BOTTLE. (:
...
everyone is making me fatter by giving me so much ferrero after school. and DAIRY MILK CHOCOLATE. :D
...
blarrs.
couldnt concentrate in class today. i kept wandering off under the table to a new book i'm indulged in. The Eight by Katherine Neville. According to the librarian, this book sucks. a boy returned it right the next day after reading it just a tad bit. i think thats total crap. they just dont know how to appreciate the book well enough. oh well. its really good, why else would i keep flipping on for more? ;D
i finished the whole survey thing including the filling in part all by today. wow. but i still have lots of catching up to do. Mr Kamar ranked us all today and i was in the 'B' category cause mainly i didnt do the science center research thing. grr. and to think zhenyuan was in the 'A' one when he had like, the exact same stuff as me. blame myself. BOO.
DnT common test today. i FLUNKED it big time. its not that i didnt know, i KNEW, but i just didnt know how to explain. must be me, my command of english is like going down. x)
my handwriting is getting worst. ):
5 of my sec 1s came for seniors' sectionals today. woah. was impressed. and i only asked like, one or two whether they were free? (:
i'm seriously desperate. opened up my chinese homework. for cloze passage, out of the 20 qns i got only 2 of them right. and i already dont know how to do the very first question of comphrension. why, why?!
baohui's friend (whatever his name is) is so right. how can i fail a DnT paper when mr kamar, who is like, the best teacher ever, is TEACHING ME?! )):i'm such a failure. NOT! failures have not failed until they have given up! i havent! :D
went out to dinner with ben. and we talked a lot on class topics. LOL.
i'm glad you understand
congrats to mengyi for being first in the sec4/5 girls' x-country category!
and all the others who got prizes today, especially to anyu, ain, yuren, jordan and dy, good job to all of you too! ;D
TENACITY GOT SECOND! house spirit. lol!
i could have slept off maths today but i didnt. did finish my set of loci work even before mrs fong went through it with us. heh. i must really like drawing circles (:
poa common test just added in. kill me. i hate POA.
mrs fong said if valentine's day was so important, then it would have been a public holiday. ISNT SHE RIGHT. (:
morning had meeting at mac. then all of us went different ways. thought of going with dororin to LASALLE open hse, but ahh, my head was spinning.
i believe - fantansia
slept from 11 to 4. woke up, went to the toilet. slept from 4 to 8. woke up again. o boy. i'm such a pig.
btw, am not going to hongkong/japan/korea for that matter. bedok north only performs once for viva la musica II and regent band camp is probably going to be my last one as an exco member. i dont want to miss these for the world. (:
anyone with any band photos, do forward it to me. ;D
sadly, it clashes AGAIN with BEDOK NORTH CONCERT. argh. now trying to look up more agencies which wouldnt cause clashed. great :D
what a bomb today. sec 1s area, seniors area and alumni area all came into the picture at the same time, all pretty early in the morning. boo. o well. its ok, at least i can learn a thing or two from this 'sudden' experience. haha. :p
siying was so fierce to the sec1s during their sectionals! i didnt even DARE to go NEAR her. LOL. x)
one of my s1s said she wanted to come down this tuesday which is optional sectionals for s1s cause she wants to play the clarinet again (clarinet s1s dont have their own clarinets yet) :D
classical symphony, that setwork keeps going through my mind. (:
had a WHITE-KIES plus SUHAILA! (one day honarary member) 's movie outing. first went down to causeway and I Not Stupd 2 was sold out. so we rushed down to j8 and got, FIRST ROW SEATS. lol. my first time sitting so close. haha. the show was really nice, it tells us all about 'us' as teens and high school. almost cried twice towards. other than that, that was just it.
ate at macdonalds with hayati back at yew tee. and my stomach hurt. ):
exco meeting tomorrow. (;
WHAT SHOULD I DO.
march holidays, should i go to japan or stay in singapore? ):
japan
i wont be the only one left out NOT to go again.
and i want to go to disneyland too.
singapore
by the time i come back, one day for regent band camp is over. ):
by the time i come back, no more bedok north concert. )):
KILL ME!
waiting for afternoon to come before i go over to acs.
good luck again to those getting results today. (:
and good luck to runners for cross country today!
random: every single band teacher is so nice. :D
thats my nick.
thats lots of things to 'oh boyyy' about. its so much, you wouldnt believe it. there's band, there's school, there's even housework and POA to whine about. but i wont whine. it wont help. -grins
(whineeeeee) i'm missing band a lot. and i dont want to either. it feels like i'm half way out of band with all those stupid extra classes and i DONT like feeling that way cause i'm NOT halfway out of band. i'm a FULL TIME band member. ha. so today my poor sec ONES and TWOS were left alone during sectionals. oh no oh no. sigh sigh! ):
going to make it a point to come extra extra extra early when i dont have extra lessons or anything. sigh. thats why people should treasure their not-packed time tables. lol. ;D
entered band and i only had time to play 4 bars. thats like totally, WTH. I'M SO UPSET. I SHOULD HAVE SKIPPED CLASS. ok i was kidding. please dont do that especially if your teacher is a killer.
LOL. i skipped maths in sec 1, maths in sec 2, and physics plus chinese in sec 3 and for all, i almost died the next day. all because i wanted to go for band. hoho. its true alright. but its really bad, cause i didnt learn anything. yeah. so do learn how to BALANCE your studies and band and not just stay one sided ok! (:
mr lim talked to the 4 bms and secretary today. he's right. we cant leave the band like that anymore since the sec 1s have already entered band. neither can we just have the heart to leave the band like that, handing over and everything. its not going to be fair to the next batch. we need to be fresh and creative. open up to new stuff from now on. and blah blah. you get the idea.
i was kind of happy, upset, angry, glad, its all the feelings, including that that i was touched.
i dont know why. i'm just weird okay. but mr lim somehow said something which made me gain confidence all over again and have something i can look back at for me to smile. believe it or not, i almost cried. whether its because i was too happy, too upset, or just neutral, it was everything, i knew. ((:
haha. :p
had our health check today. and its like, we only checked our eyes. i have good eyesight! heh. x)
got back my open book history test. yes, the one which i only finished halfway for structured essay, not even much to the 'however' point. was expecting a horrible fail for once. at least it was 10/18. that goes to show much i really could have gotten if i finished the other half. boo. ):
finished my DnT portfolio today till the survey. glad. (:
i was just telling pohying. BAND PEOPLE ARE HIGH CLASS. so she is not going to use the F word anymore. LOL.
alright! sec 1s SO ON! i have sec 1 clarinetists going up to yvonne themselves and telling her they want to go for the bedok north concert! ((((:
i'll have to chiong all my homework by today. tomorrow's the dateline for EVERYTHING. and i still owe a mountain pile of physics. boo.
GOOD LUCK TO EX-SEC4S / EX-SEC5S FOR THEIR O LEVEL RESULTS TOMORROW!
ha. i wont be going for cross country tomorrow. have o level music class. LOL. ms tay said it was a VALID REASON. ;DD
i can use it so many times too.
FUCK YOU!
FUCKING PERSON!
FUCK YOUR BLAH BLAH BLAH!
but i'm not getting anything in return other than people thinking "oh boy, how come rebecca is such an asshole"
more reference:
http://fun.drno.de/flash/Proper_Use_Of_English.swf
anyway. although its now an 'empty' word, there's still many hidden stuff to it. whenever you use this word, it portraits 3 things.
1. you were brought up badly
2. you are easily influenced by friends
3. you'r intentions are good, but people just see the wrong side of you
elaboration.
1. you were brought up badly
- ever heard the phrase "you take after your parents" ? in this case. you'r going to show that your whole family is like that. so i can imagine, at home,
" ehhh. XIAO MING AH. bring the fucking chilli here can anot. fuck you la. so slow." coming out from your very own mother's mouth.
2. you are easily influenced by friends
- this is too easy. whatever your friends had say before or insulted you with before, you either just want to start using it or you want to insult someone with it. this shows you'r moved too easily. your friend ask you to die, you go die. so amusing, zz.
3. you'r intentions are good, but people just see the wrong side of you
- this is the most common factor. you dont really mean anything, its like, 'i'm so fucking tired' or 'fuck, so many homework!' or it might even be something you may not be able to control. but really, people around you see like wise. your friend who hear you say that will think, "oh my. i dont want to associate with this person anymore". first impression for new people who meet you will most probably be like "what a bastard." or 'POSER!'
so usually, if you dont want people to get the wrong impression of you, dont even use it. you can write the word 'very' ten thousand times and no one will care. :D
unless if you still want to use it, please dont blame other people for saying you are a bitch, or have attitude problem or that they just hate you. because really, you might not really mean it, but the person doesnt know!
in class, you might go 'FUCK!' and the teacher straight away registers "this is a bad student" when actually you are the sweetest, most hardworking, most adorable student ever. even when you'r going to try harder, the teacher probably doesnt really care anymore.
and dont even try to THINK of the word. one f my teachers said that if you even think of it, you'r bound to SAY it sooner or later. w/o you yourself knowing.
there. i just ended my lecture. (:
and i'm not going to blame dance. its not their fault that our sec1s got pulled in. maybe cause the teacher requested or something. no use doing stupid stuff like "i hate dance" or something like that, the students in MnD dont even know that this is currently happening and it is totally unfair to them as well.
in fact i dont hate dance. i'm more proud to say that our school's dance is the most organized one in the whole west. they move together. (:
simply cant stand it when i see other school dances one fly to the right one fly to the left when they'r supposed to be together. LOL. ok, no harsh comments or anything, but i didnt point out exactly which school alright. just, some of them. LOL.
jiahui,
everything is going to be fine. (:
yup! :Dbut i cant believe it, its just too... much.
the teachers who entered my class today kept talking about the level meeting ytd, especially mr chen (form teacher). well, rather, complaining. cause every single subject teacher had given mr chen very very negative feedback on our class. and now they call us the "worst behaving express class!".
oh boy, mr chen was really upset and angry at us. people coming to school less than they come, people sleeping too much in class, people telling teacher "give me 2 more minutes la" when asked to keep their handphones, people who doesnt care, its almost everyone.
i dont know. i just feel that most of the teachers are DUH, pointing at the boys. all 29 of them. and not us 7 girls. not that we did much wrong stuff, but teachers just take our class boys as 'the really bad ones'.
today our class was called out in morning assembly cause the boys were too slow and some of them had very ugly dressing attire.
rahs. c'mon 4/7, its time to change your mindset. :D
yep. yep. yep.
the AVA club had meeting today. and i saw michelle went, "if you dont go in, your attendence wont be mark!" really really fiercely to some lower sec pupils. haha. didnt know AVA club was so strict. :D
i got a 52 for chinese. without even completing comphrension. its kind of an improvement, cause i was hoping i wouldn't fail again. so freaking sick of failing chinese. simply dont understand whats so difficult, maybe cause i cant write or read the characters well enough, but still, my speaking command of the language really isnt that bad.
hey, being banded in the last chinese class doesnt mean we'r the worst okay. we WILL improve. lol. -grins
so yah, i'm going to start reading chinese newspapers and maybe storybooks too.
wow. i actually am starting to understand POA for the suspense account thing. hmmm. heh. i didnt give up on myself! (:
thank you people who accompanied me in the library till siti came. especially catherine, wae hou and chenyang. (:
thank you elaine for helping me return the music book to esther (:
the pile of homework i owe teacher is so high that i cant see the top.sigh. am going to attempt at least half it by today, or else i can go commit suicide. LOL. x)
bye. trying to chiong all physics and history homework. and english. and dnt. OH NO. ):
i dont know what i was worrying for, i just KNEW my dear sec4 mate wont let me down. (:
i keep scolding elaine for not looking far into the future and planning on whatever career or blah blah blah.
and i just realised.
I DONT WHAT AM I AIMING FOR TOO!
i mean. yeah, everyone hears me say "i want to be a dentist!" or "conducter!" or "zookeeper!" or "music teacher!" but right here right now at 1:13am, i'll admit the truth. cannot fake myself any long.
I DONT KNOW WHAT AM I REALLY GOING FOR!
oh shoots.
and i'm making portfolios for darren and elaine on careers and pathways! oh good heavens, i should be shot down.
):
seriously i dont understand why i just CANT do it.
argh. =\
okay. so i was staying for extra lessons. and guess what?! there was a new drink from the drink stall, MANGO ICE BLENDED. (sounds like some bubble tea drink.) and since i had only 5 mins left, i just happily took pohying's one to drink. LOL. and every now and there, i'll keep taking it, and i'm so sure pohying almost had NONE left already. HAHA. x)
hey laypeng *elmo! (:
clarinet section outing! haha.
today was tuesday, which meant my class had to join the lower sec recess. oh boy. it seemed so much like the sec 1s were stronger than the sec 2s. not only size wise, but thinking wise, somehow. me, siti and elaine walked pass this bunch of sec 1s who were LOOKING DOWN on the sec 2s who were really noisy. i dont blame them, if they think in the "oh, they'r so IMMATURED, these sec 2s!" way. but it wasnt. it was like, "OMG. I FEEL LIKE BEATING THEM UP."
totally shocked. i mean, HELLO?! girls beat girls? boys beat boys? sick man. childish, childish.
i saw something really horrible today, right before my very naked eyes. it was like a sexist attack. argh. i feel so disgraced as a sec 4. dont ask.
DnT lesson was enjoyable as usual. heh, i'm ahead of most people, rather, MOST BOYS. (:
say i'm proud, but I'M TRULY AHEAD. :DDDD
well, maybe not that far like haozhi and runting yet or to be with the schedule planner, but i'll catch up. :D
first two periods of DnT, practically was roaming around the whole school with haozhi (w/o the pass! lol) cause he had to give teachers some survey for our DnT thing. in the end we ended up sitting at the library for quite some time just to wait for mrs sheree chong, lol, she's a hot favourite.
assembly was supposingly good. but too bad the front part was REALLY boring, but i tried to stay awake and listen, since the content was pretty interesting. yes, interesting but boring, ironic. contradicting? no. whatever.
elaine came over after school to view my new bed. yes, it came today. elaine was mildly going WOAH and i already gave her a sleep-over 'bed'. haha. decorated the shelves. put up all my display items and 3 alarm clocks (1 of them, cube with lights!) plus my touch-and-light-up light. great. now i'll just have to wait for someplace to put my hi-fi. :DD
went in cheryl's bedroom. with all the new stuff, it seems like she's just MOVED or something. haha.
did i mention that now i have 4 whole wardrobes to myself now that cheryl has her own cupboard (which is so big, at least 4 of me can hide inside, and i'm not exactly the small size okay)? kill me, but yes its true. am only planning to use 3 of them, the 4th one maybe just to dump some stuff. LOL. x)
OH YES. cheryl told me to wait for the movers to back with one more board or something. (mainly thats why i was supposed to be alone at home, to be some dog. lol. kidding) and guess what. THEY NEVER CAME. wah. i could have spent time in band. ):
i'm going to take up table tennis asap. got so interested when my neighbour (really, my sister's friend) came over with a bat and ping pong ball. and i played against the wall. LOL.
for the first few times in my life, i did a lot of household chores with cheryl, w/o anyone telling us too. haha. and i'm ignoring my poor homework. tsk.
i still owe tons of homeworks. really. ):
nites nites
i just realised there are like, LOTS of current band members who were ex-lasallians. haha. just through my acs music class and exchanges alone, i roughly already know DLSS has produced a bunch of clarinets, a few piccolo-ists (believe it or not. LOL.), 1 or 2 fluatists, at least 3 trombonists, 2 euphonists, some drummers, 4 trumpeters, 1 tubist, 1 double bass player, and even TWO oboists. HA. and they are still many more out there.
hmm. was thinking, what will happen if there's a de la salle alumni band. LOL.
(:
OH BOY.
the paper was on my table when i entered my classroom. (:
seriously i dont know how it got there. cause i REMEMBERED bringing it down to the canteen. hmmm.
and ms beh didnt scold me. she just said, "okay give me later". ;D
we went out of class during CME to play some blindfolded game. and i was the leader for my group of 12 people. obviously, SOME of the boys are like totally immatured and dumb, faking their blindfolds and all. what spoil sports.
DUH. they'r not from BAND what. BAND people are not spoil sports! heh. ok, say i'm biased, but i love band. lol.
had chinese class test today. and by the time the bell rang, everyone had almost finished the whole paper but me. i was only on my first qn for comphrension. sigh. but its ok! mr choo is giving us an extra 20 minutes tomorrow to complete the rest! and i'm sure i can finish it tomorrow! :DD
chemistry test was cancelled! ok. so maybe the reason isnt so great. cause the class was so noisy and ms yeo was freaking angry. blahs. i dont blame her. lol.
i got a ZERO for my POA depreciation test. (this is like, my first ZERO ever in my life) see. told you. blah. anyway, only 6 people in class passed. LOL. oh well. really nothing to laugh about, so lets all BUCK UP.
but i hate depreciation. ): RAHS.
went out and ate at the void deck with haozhi and zhenyuan halfway through dnt extra classes. its like, so dots.
the movers are coming tomorrow! means i'll have to clear up my room later. heh. cant wait for tomorrow. -grins
dororin wants to try out for SYO. but i dont want to. LOL. i'm just too 'sian' to go (stupid excuse.) but i really just dont want to. haha. but after dor said she really really wanted to go, i gave in. oh well. i'm just going to go there and try out for fun. treat as experience. and in a way, 'pei' some other band mates there. lol.
early post today. but ah. still havent bathed and i'm feeling so sticky and i'm STINKY too, in my school uniform you know?! blars. bye.
reading it all over again, it really made me really touched and often at some parts of the letter, i would pause to reminis . and yes, it were those fun memories we had playing during camp as a totally coincidental almost-all-clarinetists group with our very own section leader (laypeng!) in charge!
and because we couldnt finish the food, we played silly games like Zong Ji Mi Ma and had to eat the horrible red colour chicken or whatever it was. LOL. x)
ahh. and HAPPY TREE FRIENDS. (:
and SESAME STREET. ((:
i miss laypeng ):
well, she used to read my blog. dont know whether she still does, anyway, if you'r reading this laypeng,
I MISS YOU ELMO! :DDD
i'm going to point out something. let me say to the first time in public that i simply cannot (but i resist) stand people who look/think/act so much on the negative side. its like really stupid. why cant they think more postively? other than giving stupid excuses like, "because i'm not like you what' and 'because i just cant'. c'mon, i wasn't BORN to look at things from the bright side too. i just made myself do so. so there.
its like, for example, what if Mr Lee Kuan Yew had not asked to merge with malaysia, then seperate again a few years later?
singapore definitely wouldnt have known that we could actually rely on ourselves rather than on others already.
he took the risk. he thought through stuff on the positive side. he didnt restrict himself. and he gained something.
then why do other people still want to think so much on the negative side. negative-sided people are the ones who go "what if" and "why should we blah blah when we already blah blah" or "do you even think blah blah". so bloody dumb. its like they are actually restraining themselves.
lets say child A and B wants to learn how to ride a two-wheeler bicycle. Child A's father excitedly agrees and teaches him. of course, he falls, and very badly too, with scraped knees and arms. but eventually, he learned, and better yet, he's able to teach his friends how to cycle.
Child B's father disagrees. he doesnt want his child to fall down during the process of learning how to ride. in the end, the child never learns. he only can watch while other people learn. how sad.
why not stop saying "we'r graduating" but say "graduation day is still a long way away. lets continue making the best out of time."
why not stop saying "she thinks she's so great" but say "she IS better than me, i'll just work harder.".
ho hum.
went to look for mine and my sister's stuff for our new room make overs with dad. visited one furniture company after another. and FINALLY, my sister got her new wardrobe (FREAKING big) and i, didnt get my desk, but a new BED. (:
well. the bed is double decker with extra pull-out bed underneath plus additional shelves at the side. and get this, i chose it from the CHILDREN'S department. so yes, mock and tease me if you want for getting a CHILDREN'S BED, but its REALLY ADORABLE. haha, it really is. :D am planning on pasting glow-in-the-dark stickers around it too. there.
bed's coming on tuesday. apparantly, thats the only day which my dad is free up. means i cant go for woodwinds practice on tuesday, cause dad can only stay till 2 plus, and after that, i take over to monitor the workers. mom's probably working. argh. kill me. ):
hmm. after my bed arrives, i'll just have to measure my remainding free space to decide on my new desk! yay. cheerios-
have to hand up DnT folio tomorrow! great. wonderful. yeah, right.
mum cut my hair last night way after midnight. only my fringe part, though i wanted her to cut my ponytail to half its length. blarrs. i look cute! heh. i'm so thick skinned. :p
i know this sounds really 'dots'. but all of us were practically running to the school. i mean, usually i'll expect them to like slack and walk normally that kind of stuff, since today's practice does not include sec 4s. but no, they ran like siao. pretty cute, especially since we ran the 'longer' route by mistake. LOL.
yoke lian practically FLEW la! x)
i LOVE my sec 4s so much. (:
sec ones' drills session, oh boy, they can really shout if they want to. gang yuan's group of sec 1s had only 15 people but they were like YES SIR.
flag day! wooo. too bad we didnt get those tin cans thingies. i'd prefer those. instead we got these plastic bag-likes ones. hmm. so our lclass walked all the way to yew tee mrt and had to stuff ourselves into the same train with some other classes. stuffy stuffy. tsk.
dont know whats chunjie's problem man, he has absolutely nothing better to do than hitting my head. i'm short, i know, you can stop reminding me.
everyone wanted to go down to holland village to collect donations there. so my group, which were like, all the girls minus one or two which equals five, stayed at the buona vista mrt station.
me and siti = near bus stop A, one end of the bridge
marion and baohui = near bus stop B, the other end of the bridge
runting = underground tunnel
WE BLOCKED THE PASSAGE WAY RIGHT SMACK LIKE THAT. ;P
anyway, there were lots of nice donors. out of 10 people i asked, 8 will donate, 1 will say sorry thanks, another just ignore me.
rebecca's guide on people whom we should approach more often:
1) children - they get so amused about the coin dropping into the 'hole'
2) tourists - they ask a lot of questions, BUT give a lot too
3) couples - the guys will want to impress the girls
4) senior citizens - oh boy, they have A LOT of coins
5) students who walk in groups - one donate, more will follow
lots of ACJC students walked past us. and practically ALL of them donated. hmm. siti and i conclude that ACJC students are really generous and kind hearted. lol. anyway, there were also lots of people who asked A LOT A LOT of qns. cant help but think that NKF incident might REALLY have affected people. so yeah.
had to report at holland village for lunch. guess what. most of the guys had like only a dollar or so. ben only had a dollar! gosh. so holland v has a LOT of people, but its way too many, making it easier to 'siam' in the crowd. hur.
'taught' bingquan how to ask. properly. LOL. and guess what, on his first try, he got like, $2 already. (:
went down to buona vista again. this time with weida's group. surprisingly, chenyang's 'way' of getting people to donate is going to a bus stop, and asking from people, one end to another, ONE BY ONE. i thought it wouldnt work, but was i wayyyy wrong. by the time you walk up to the 1st person, everyone at the bus stop would be digging for notes/coins. LOL. :D
i have no idea how come i can get so tired and have aching arms after doing all these. hmm.
Suki Sushi's soft shell crab. i'm promoting that now. $4.90 for crabs-with-actual-meat. it definitely beats the other japanese stores 20 times. x)
oh yes. me and cheryl hit the roof today at aries. we spend $25 worth of accessories, including black hairbands for me in band.
sue me baby.
and to make things worse, if my teacher (its, MS BEH. wah lao. kill me.) dont see a TICK because my name, thats it. its parents straight away. arghhh. i'm so desperate.
WHERE IS THAT MATHS PAPER. ):
...i've NEVER lost my homework before.
for once i did my maths homework of like 10,000 graphs SO FREAKING NICELY and its gone. ):
i'm so careless. )))))):
sigh. oh well. nevermind. good heavens, i have 2 periods of emaths on monday. GREATTTT.
ok whatever to myself.
had chemistry practical today. i dont know why i kept getting opposite results from others. as in, TOTALLY opposite ones. ammonia for me was odourless (stupid, i know) and oxygen was pungent.
KILL ME.
hmph.
went to acs for music and even ms ng knows that i keep falling asleep during music history class. lol. simply cant help it. haha. anyway, the sec 3 music class has a lot of male pianists, hmm, a first for me i must say. didnt bring my Prokofieff textbook and mr lee went through the scores today. zz.
lets just sum it up. today was pretty much an UNLUCKY day for me. but oh well, i dont believe in luck. so i'll just take today to tell myself that i'll just have to learn how to remember more things. like where i placed my homework and to bring my music textbook. grr.
talked to hui en today, and she told me she's from Ai Tong. asked whether she knew people like gillian. she doesnt, but she finds 'grace oh' familiar. LOL. then she asked ME whether i know XIUWEN from the BRASS BAND IN AITONG. and i went like IN ANDERSON NOW?! and both of us became so excited and talked so animatedly then mr lee was like staring and hushing us down. LOL.
i dont know why i was so excited. haha.
soomin told me that her brother (sji) who's also in music o levels class (sec 3, st nicks'). and when she looked at their qn paper, its totally different. especially for the practical part. they have to play 3 pieces, the 3rd piece being either a 2nd instrument, voice or being an accompaniment. SO COOL. ):
anyway, finally changed my main account. no more rebecca_ng_becky that one anymore from my main email and msn account. changed to clueless-bloo so everyone do pass the message. however, my 2nd acct scream-city will still be in use, so yeah, those of you who have that account in your msn, you wont have to add my new main acct. (:
sorry, i have not added loads of people yet. mainly cause i'm using my email column to help me auto put people into my list of contacts. so, the computer's only halfway through, therefore, do be patient ok. ((:
alright. i'm exhausted. ho hum. nites.
i think i suck.
i suck rock.
errrr.
stupid, lame, really random.
i was LATE today. omg. like for the first time this whole year. totally freaked out. somehow i wasnt 'caught' when i entered the school at 7:45am. and i have no idea how and why. hmm. God must be blessing me from above. LOL. crap.
so we had a physics practical today. like finally. i love practicals (:
but i hate it when my results are so damn different from the rest.
i dont like it when students bully teachers. ):
social studies test today, mdm rohaini said THAT was our COMMON TEST marks. the whole class totally were like WOAH. so i rushed through the 2 structured essay questions and obviously, i didnt leave enough time to write proper conclusions or that type of thing. argh. lacked a LOT of details. if i can scrape through, i'll rejoice. ):
but i dont want to scrape through, i want an A!
humanities is like one of the easiest to get that A and i wont be able to get it this time. so kill me. boo.
mrs chong and mrs fong didnt come. teachers must really hate us. )):
siti was talking me about courses today. whether it was the JC route or Poly route. and i realised whatever she said made sense this time. she was telling me abt her sister's experiences in poly. it seemed scary. but i was still in for it. but after much consideration and constant chatting with siti, i just realised i'll never fit into poly. or jc.
i'm just not the vocational institue or tradition academic type.
its too wayward for me.
yes, it is.
band today was alright. i was one of the VERY few upper sec seniors in band from 2-4 pm cause the rest all had lessons. tsk. listened to the few pieces mr lim had picked for us to play during OPUS III. oh boy. its like Die Meistersinger, maybe worse. we have one piece transposed from the orchestra version, another one with 3 movements and really difficult even for my part, no running notes, but just LOTS of on-off rhythms in crazy speed. damn. and another piece, with bass guitar solo. right.
BASS GUITAR! go DOUBLE BASS SECTION :D
damn damn. opus in JULY. clash with N levels for the NA students. hope they'll still be able to play for opus. loads of sec 4s arent even allowed to play for. opus, with order from parents. sigh. ):
I'M DEFINITELY PERFORMING. :DDDDDDD
quote from self : I'M SELFISH. no one can TOUCH my Eb CLARINET. x)
-sniggers
taught my sec 1s today cause siying was MIA and poor fatin had not been to sectionals for DUNNO HOW LONG because of taking sec 1s. poor thing. oh well. sec 1s. finally know their names. danial, farah, jasmine, pearly, jim, kai lin, jocelyn, hui shan. HA. NOT BAD RIGHT. :D
anyway. since they didnt have clarinets yet, we did rythm today. i love rhythm :D
so usually people must suffer with playing rhythm games with me during sectionals. LOL.
went down with suhaila and gangyuan to take the sec 1s just for a short drills session. they learn really fast. even the naughty ones are eager to learn w/o making noise, just quietly following. glad. this is definitely a promising batch, but the question now is, HOW MANY WILL STAY.
hope the 'curse' of the band wont go on. that we'll get a remaining small tiny batch for this sec 1s. in the first place, there's no curse. its really just how much effort we put in. and of course, how much they can learn.
i dont want people to continue saying that 'this sec 1 batch CONFIRM drop to less than 20 people like the 'curse' for the past few generations'.
i want the band to BREAK this stupid curse.
i want a BIG batch.
i want >30!
the band, us, we can do it. (:
why?
cause we'r regent what. x)
quoted from yaqing of batch 05 : hai shi regent wind symphony bi jiao hao!(regent wind symphony is better!)
oh. i just realised i'm putting so much emphasize on this. LOL.
CONFIDENCE.
watched some of my sec 2s today. shocked. really, i didnt know people like liyana could read-and-listen against scores so fast. i didnt know their drills already became so much more 'zai'. well. not really say didnt know, as in, its like, within only a few weeks or something. seems like they KNOW they HAD juniors already, time to lead or something. thats nice. (:
band is full of surprises. :DDDD
ate lunch with some of my band people. haiqing couldnt get the name game thing. LOL. oh well.
oh shoots. have to travel down to ACS tomorrow. so not in the mood. ok. so i'm lazy. haha. x)
erm. congrats to ben for being acting dm for a day?
I WANT A SLING SPORTS BAG. ):
ITS GOING ON THE 'CURRENT WANTS' LIST!
argh shucks. came home really late today. no time to practice my instrument today. guess i'll to use the whole night tomorrow to practice. yucks. i hate inconsistency from myself.
jiahui! no latest full band photo what. o well.
PE was MAD today. instead of running the usual 7.5 rounds, our class had to run 10.5 (3.2 km) cause some boys were walking or something like that. great.
plus i wouldnt stop telling people i'm 1/4 thai.
i'm compiling a 'study life route' file for darren, elaine, marion and bingquan too i guess. haha. i dont know why i like doing this kind of little project stuffs. (:
the new maths set i bought, kill me, the compass sucks big time. wasted money on it for nothing. oh well.
i slept through only HALF of POA today!
WOWWWW! :DDD
went to return books and meet up with some ex-exco members. discussed about some band stuff, mostly the sec 1s. walked a bit around lot 1 with ben. trying to look for a new bag which has be a sports sling bag with round sides. preferably converse or nike, blue or black 'n' white. any recommendations people?
watched Cheaper By The Dozen 2 movie with dad and cheryl. it made me teared slightly, but other than that i was glued to the screen and laughing a lot. VERY loudly with my sister. newspaper gave it like, 2 stars only? oh boy. the critic is horrible.
the movie actor who acted as Elliot is totally hot. too bad he's like a real real junior.
I CANT BELIEVE I MISSED COYOTE UGLY ON TEE-VEE. ):
i felt quite touched by you. (: