Saturday, September 24, 2005
10:39 PM
found this necklace on my table and it had a rice grain inside with "rebecca" carved on it. shud be mum's souvenir for me. (:i realised whenever i listen to aaron carter or jesse mccartney songs i'll be brought away to somewhere else. jesse mccarney songs, probably i'll feel like i'm at quizilla or at some high school in britain. aaron carter songs, back to my sec 2 days when i'll be chatting with some people on the net. weird.
ah. too bad for me. i dont like saying things out. i rather keep them to myself. so. people like jordan and zhenjun have to keep telling me to 'tell them if something is wrong'. sorry (:
i'm glad i always look at the positive side of stuff. ha. example. lets say if i sulked and whined about ytd's muddy field and shoes, i wouldnt have been told i would be able to get new shoes. see. :D
haha. thanks to yuting, i get NEW SHOES!
mum gave me $60 for my shoes. seriously i dont know how to buy or anything. but she says i should buy from pro-shoe shops like adidas or something instead of the night market. so yeah.
now i know how it feels like without shoes.
think. PAO BA HAI ZI (homerun).
mr lim called. said i shud check up on the edusave and stuff. fast. zhenjun is such a sweet guy. he's gonna call up people and tell them their edusave and blahs. anyway. band members the price is confirmed : $800 !
was supposed to go for church. then. O MY. NO SHOES AT ALL. no nothing. gosh. i really dont know what to do. i simply cant go to church with SLIPPERS. my mom will hack me into two. argh. HOW HOW HOW. so indecisive.
looked through the SYF photos on the net. again, it dawned on me, how SMALL regent band was compared to the rest. lol. sweet. (:
haa. the instrumental ensemble photos were out too. so i saw christina on her harp! LOL.
today i got mad at my sister. she came over to the computer and she just stood there. then i just scolded her for standing there. ok. my bad. i admit that was really my fault. then she went to my mom and went "I WANT TO PLAY! I WANT TO PLAY! I WANT TO PLAY!" like some 5 year old kid. dont mind me, but if i had a son or daughter who is FIVE years old, i wouldnt even allow them to whine like that to me. anyway. i got pissed off immediately. and i started off a while bunch of stuff. like. if she was to carry this whiny attitude to secondary school next year, whats gonna happen? there wont be any 'mummys' to protect you or anything. and if you continue complaining you'r gonna be in deep trouble. unfortunately, it didnt went into her i think. though i hope it did. like i hope things will go through the heads of my band sec 1s and 2s. blahs. rahs.
what if she gets into regent.
what if she gets into band.
what if she plays the clarinet.
what if she plays the Eb Clarinet.
OH NO.
i mean, i WILL want that. not that i dont like her to be in band or anything. but still. hmm. she DOES has a split personality. in front of teacher like the guai-est kid ever.
according to chunjie, my sister is exactly like me. split personality. IS IT. hmph.
band break has started. its going to feel so weird without band. sigh. sigh. sigh.
spend the boring afternoon doing my CME project (dont get me wrong. i LOVE projects) and practicing my music stuff. EOY practical is on monday. and things are NOT going THAT well.
didnt spend my time well today evening. played maple all the way instead of going to study with elaine and the class. therefore, i have not studied a single thing yet. ho hums. how.
i'm just not disciplined. tsk tsk. bad me. shall start studying tomorrow with the sec 2s (i dont know what i'm doing with them, but they'r the juniors) after my exco meeting. yeah. weird.
heh. chenyang found a kitkat at home. and one of them is going to be mine on monday. means i have something to chew on while worrying for my exam. ha.
mushy declaration ahead, read if you dare.....
I LOVE YOU TOO GILLIAN !!! :DDDD
o. and i'm still not studying. not that i dont want to. i dont have my trusty blue shaker with me. its gone. somewhere. sigh. where are you shaker??!!
not in the mood.