Tuesday, September 06, 2005
1:15 AM
o right. this is one hell of a important post. i think. and its 1:13am in the morning.for the sec 1s. i know most of you all maybe thinking negatively about this or that person. believe me, this brings you no where. if you scold someone for being stupid, it wont make you any smarter. what good will it bring you anyway. if you all keep spreading rumours, it would make you look any better. in fact, you'll look even worse with people saying "o HE/SHE started the rumour". since you have so much time to spread rumours and talk about THIS AND THAT, why not just use the time to do something else. like practice your instrument and just go and study for christ's sake. rumours just cause nothing but hurt, and if you just want that to happen in your batch then so be it. you may have seniors to cover up for you now, but when you are on your own, will you still have those same seniors to cover you up for your o-its-an-accident thing? apparantly not. rumours are spread by people who just cant shut up and get a life. band members have a life. dont be without one. ah yes. rumours will then cause conflict, then this and that. war will be the last resort. (social studies, lol) the last thing you need is for your batch to start droppings its numbers. 40. to what ? 10? useless load. you might as well get out of the band. not being able to half that close to your batch, what makes you think you can do the same for your batch? people who drop out for band are really people who cannot endure the drills in band and the long hours of practice on an instrument to get best results. they will leave halfway. i speak for myself. at least my batch is united enough for us to have a clear stand in the band that we know we will go to band without a lame excuse like OH MY PUPPY CHEWED ON MY DAMN SHOE or O MY THERE'S A BBQ TONITE AT MY FREN'S HSE! on a lighter note, most of you arent like that anymore. at least there's SOMETHING to be proud of.
about hearing from some of you about "why he get assistant leader!!" and "why can she play better than me?" whatever crap, i really feel like smacking some of you. only its stupid to smack people cause i'll be protraited as a full grown slut. i keep getting retarded answers like " OH MY MOTHER IS GONNA PROTECT ME ! SHE WONT LET YOU SCOLD ME! " like i said, how long are you gonna hide behind your moms. if you dont even have your own stand, people you'r gonna be stepped over when you go into the society. not that i want you all to go against your parents, but the society aint your parents. i dont thank God that your batch is mostly SPOILT cause God didnt created you all to be like that. like what the hell? if there's 3 camps do you want to be assistant leader for all 3 camps? then what do the others do? stand there and watch you take all THE GLORY? crap man. go home la. thankfully, some of you are more WILLING to stand out, but yet you arent appreciated by the others, wth. its their loss, its not yours, really. one day they'r gonna have to start missing you when you'r not there but on MC or something. i seriously think most of you must be mad, thinking that OC and EXCO are the most WOAH thing in band. believe me its not. if you are thinking like that, my dears, you are just being power hungry. power hungry people will drive the band to insanity cause all they want to say is " PUMP and DIE and WHO CARES ABOUT THE MUSIC? " its just another batch of WANNABES who will rush stuff and yes, BOOM. if you see your seniors like that now, in a hopeless state, do you still want to go "OH! BUT THEY LIDDAT ONE WAT" or "O MY GOD. THEY SUCK. I WANT TO DO BETTER." i would want you all to take the 2nd response. at least you will be more action taken than WHINING. seriously, i see most of you all writing into your blogs about 'oh i hate this person' and this and that but so what if you write? you think the blog can solve your problem? like wow if its possible, i would have posted like 20 posts a day. a blog is for you to reflect about what happened like some diary ok? not some 'band-member-i-hate-you' thing. of course you all may start to think, BUT ITS MY BLOG!, but i dont give a fcuk about it when it comes to hatred and stuff and i dont think anyone else will too. so go on and type all you want. nothing is gonna be solved. just cause you all dont want to put down your damn pride to have a nice chat with each other, you can therefore kick each other's ass for the next four to five years.
believe me, after anyone who reads this post, they'll go "omg, did you heard blah blah" and they'll start pointing at me "cause she posted it" and whatever. sorry, pointing at me wont make me any more popular. sec 1s, at least i see hope in you all, or else i wont post this at all. dont say that i didnt talk about the sec 2s yet, coz i've already half given up on the sec 2s and they bloody well know what it means after their crying and OH-MY-THIS-IS-TOO-TOUGH-FOR-ME attitude. sec 2s, we'r halfway through. dont push us to the end. i still dont see anything in you. still want to prove me wrong? then go towards and over your limits. o yeah. i forgot. firstly, you all cant. cause you all dont want to risk burning your OH-SO-BEAUTIFUL-KNEECAP. secondly, you all still cant. coz for every 5 pumpings you do, one of you will burst into tears? please. i can start asking dogs who are not fully trained to do crutches in your place already. thirdly, i think your ALL FOR ONE, ONE FOR ALL is nothing but words. stick so closely for what? its like you'r putting on a front for your juniors and seniors to let them go "aww. they'r so close." whatever.
dont talk to me about "writing this will make them feel hurt" cause there aint anything called hurt in this band anyone. too many rumours bring hurt already. too much hurt bring no more hurt. therefore, no more hurt. so shut up ok those so called pretenders.
i'm not and never will be the most violent band major which existed, cause really, you havent see those band or drum majors from other schools who scold their band FUCK YOU in front of them, so please, those are pissed off by this posts, please get a life, you belong to the sissy band which plays music at my house's corridor.
thank you.
like i said. blogging wont solve the problem. right. i'm REFLECTING.