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Friday, September 02, 2005
11:19 PM
wow. someone read my blog and labeled one of my posts really touching and that "just a few tears can be explained into so many words". i'm really glad. (:

recently, have been having sort of bad dreams and nightmares. about me in class and stuff. it all seems so real sometimes. but yet its scaring me. sorri if i frightened people who sit around me with my often "OH NO!! AM I DREAMING?! ". yep.

some people has taken me to the point of imitating me conducting. lol. x)

didnt get to bring home my results slip because i'm the ONLY one in the whole class who didnt hand in my report book. mr seetho was like " REBECCA! I'M SO DISAPPOINTED IN YOU! " and blahs. zz. got to see my term 3 scores anyway.

English 60
Emaths 72
Science [phys,chem] 52
Chinese 49
Combined Humanities [SS,Hist] 74
Principles Of Accounts 53
Design And Technology 59
Music O Levels -

see the jump. this is one of my WORST results ever. gosh. wth. they dont even want to enter my music marks till end of year. plus english dropped to a miserable B from A. science dropped from a usual B3 to this. chinese same. humans same. poa same. dnt same. seriously i dont even though how i passed dnt. nv do practical, nv do theory, failed the paper. LOL. ok. blahs. still, Maths from F9 to A2 ((: WELL DONE MEEEE!

elaine came over after school. and she asked me something and i was like. WHAT?! o my. anyway. its nothing really big. i hope.

you know at times. you just feel like SCREAMING. out LOUD. really really loud. to the cliffs, to the valleys, to the oceans, to the clouds. you simply just dont know why. all you know is, you need to scream. sigh. i just feel like i've created a monster out of this. and i'm making it worst with everything i say.

i'm so sorry for making you feel so confused. and i didnt mean it to happen.

ok whatever. i'm craving for chocolate fudge brownie. ):

if everyone comes to me when they have problems, who do i go to when i have problems?

to jared : thanks. those who create and burst my bubble may suck. lol. ((((((((: