Saturday, January 14, 2006
10:57 PM
i know what are feelings.its only today, which i realised i'm sharing the exact same feelings, as the girl who sits beside me during chinese class. confusion, miserable, silently happy, cut-off, all the different emotions. thoughts that you want it, but you just cant have it. instead, you get an alternate route, a route you never know when it will end. the road just seems to get longer. then you start thinking to yourself, why is my life like that? and all the questions start pouring in. sad to say, not every question has a proper answer. and so you struggle, think, and ponder. you write down your thoughts everywhere. but where's the answer?
ok. COOL IT BABY.
hmm. think i just spent the whole of today slacking, while other people are chionging o levels already. boo to rebecca.
dad brought me and cheryl out for shopping and dinner. got a new RED (chinese new year!, eww?) converse tee (which comes with a HORRIBLE METALLIC converse pencilbox) and a couple of new files and loads of colour pens. plus signed up for popular membership card.
but. couldnt find any nice looking long sleeved white-button-up shirt. sigh. went to bossini, seiyu and almost to fond hugs, for unknown reasons. dad says we should have gone to METRO. boo.
dinner at suki sushi. for once we ate ala carte, except for dad, and the bill came up to $60. which is like, damn wrong. forget it, we'll stick to set meals next time. tsk. waste money! ):
wanted to watch The Heirloom. but dad said no horror shows at night, especially with ahem, cheryl around. hoho. SCARED! ok. i'm the meanest sister on earth.
chenyang didnt tell me i had to help out at the restaurant today. argh. i'm SO going to leave a bad impression on the manager. and i hate leaving badddd impressions. yeah. )):
i want the nokia 3230. hinted dad to that. hope i get it by tomorrow. (:
ok, i know, i'm raising my hopes way too high. HAHA. :D