Thursday, February 02, 2006
11:01 PM
i think i rock.i think i suck.
i suck rock.
errrr.
stupid, lame, really random.
i was LATE today. omg. like for the first time this whole year. totally freaked out. somehow i wasnt 'caught' when i entered the school at 7:45am. and i have no idea how and why. hmm. God must be blessing me from above. LOL. crap.
so we had a physics practical today. like finally. i love practicals (:
but i hate it when my results are so damn different from the rest.
i dont like it when students bully teachers. ):
social studies test today, mdm rohaini said THAT was our COMMON TEST marks. the whole class totally were like WOAH. so i rushed through the 2 structured essay questions and obviously, i didnt leave enough time to write proper conclusions or that type of thing. argh. lacked a LOT of details. if i can scrape through, i'll rejoice. ):
but i dont want to scrape through, i want an A!
humanities is like one of the easiest to get that A and i wont be able to get it this time. so kill me. boo.
mrs chong and mrs fong didnt come. teachers must really hate us. )):
siti was talking me about courses today. whether it was the JC route or Poly route. and i realised whatever she said made sense this time. she was telling me abt her sister's experiences in poly. it seemed scary. but i was still in for it. but after much consideration and constant chatting with siti, i just realised i'll never fit into poly. or jc.
i'm just not the vocational institue or tradition academic type.
its too wayward for me.
yes, it is.
band today was alright. i was one of the VERY few upper sec seniors in band from 2-4 pm cause the rest all had lessons. tsk. listened to the few pieces mr lim had picked for us to play during OPUS III. oh boy. its like Die Meistersinger, maybe worse. we have one piece transposed from the orchestra version, another one with 3 movements and really difficult even for my part, no running notes, but just LOTS of on-off rhythms in crazy speed. damn. and another piece, with bass guitar solo. right.
BASS GUITAR! go DOUBLE BASS SECTION :D
damn damn. opus in JULY. clash with N levels for the NA students. hope they'll still be able to play for opus. loads of sec 4s arent even allowed to play for. opus, with order from parents. sigh. ):
I'M DEFINITELY PERFORMING. :DDDDDDD
quote from self : I'M SELFISH. no one can TOUCH my Eb CLARINET. x)
-sniggers
taught my sec 1s today cause siying was MIA and poor fatin had not been to sectionals for DUNNO HOW LONG because of taking sec 1s. poor thing. oh well. sec 1s. finally know their names. danial, farah, jasmine, pearly, jim, kai lin, jocelyn, hui shan. HA. NOT BAD RIGHT. :D
anyway. since they didnt have clarinets yet, we did rythm today. i love rhythm :D
so usually people must suffer with playing rhythm games with me during sectionals. LOL.
went down with suhaila and gangyuan to take the sec 1s just for a short drills session. they learn really fast. even the naughty ones are eager to learn w/o making noise, just quietly following. glad. this is definitely a promising batch, but the question now is, HOW MANY WILL STAY.
hope the 'curse' of the band wont go on. that we'll get a remaining small tiny batch for this sec 1s. in the first place, there's no curse. its really just how much effort we put in. and of course, how much they can learn.
i dont want people to continue saying that 'this sec 1 batch CONFIRM drop to less than 20 people like the 'curse' for the past few generations'.
i want the band to BREAK this stupid curse.
i want a BIG batch.
i want >30!
the band, us, we can do it. (:
why?
cause we'r regent what. x)
quoted from yaqing of batch 05 : hai shi regent wind symphony bi jiao hao!(regent wind symphony is better!)
oh. i just realised i'm putting so much emphasize on this. LOL.
CONFIDENCE.
watched some of my sec 2s today. shocked. really, i didnt know people like liyana could read-and-listen against scores so fast. i didnt know their drills already became so much more 'zai'. well. not really say didnt know, as in, its like, within only a few weeks or something. seems like they KNOW they HAD juniors already, time to lead or something. thats nice. (:
band is full of surprises. :DDDD
ate lunch with some of my band people. haiqing couldnt get the name game thing. LOL. oh well.
oh shoots. have to travel down to ACS tomorrow. so not in the mood. ok. so i'm lazy. haha. x)
erm. congrats to ben for being acting dm for a day?
I WANT A SLING SPORTS BAG. ):
ITS GOING ON THE 'CURRENT WANTS' LIST!
argh shucks. came home really late today. no time to practice my instrument today. guess i'll to use the whole night tomorrow to practice. yucks. i hate inconsistency from myself.