Sunday, February 05, 2006
8:34 PM
'fuck' is not a bad word anymore. its definitely not. i've heard and seen it so many times, its already inside my brain as a replacement word for "very very very very very etc". so yeah. its just another 4 letter word. means nothing.i'm going to point out something. let me say to the first time in public that i simply cannot (but i resist) stand people who look/think/act so much on the negative side. its like really stupid. why cant they think more postively? other than giving stupid excuses like, "because i'm not like you what' and 'because i just cant'. c'mon, i wasn't BORN to look at things from the bright side too. i just made myself do so. so there.
its like, for example, what if Mr Lee Kuan Yew had not asked to merge with malaysia, then seperate again a few years later?
singapore definitely wouldnt have known that we could actually rely on ourselves rather than on others already.
he took the risk. he thought through stuff on the positive side. he didnt restrict himself. and he gained something.
then why do other people still want to think so much on the negative side. negative-sided people are the ones who go "what if" and "why should we blah blah when we already blah blah" or "do you even think blah blah". so bloody dumb. its like they are actually restraining themselves.
lets say child A and B wants to learn how to ride a two-wheeler bicycle. Child A's father excitedly agrees and teaches him. of course, he falls, and very badly too, with scraped knees and arms. but eventually, he learned, and better yet, he's able to teach his friends how to cycle.
Child B's father disagrees. he doesnt want his child to fall down during the process of learning how to ride. in the end, the child never learns. he only can watch while other people learn. how sad.
why not stop saying "we'r graduating" but say "graduation day is still a long way away. lets continue making the best out of time."
why not stop saying "she thinks she's so great" but say "she IS better than me, i'll just work harder.".
ho hum.
went to look for mine and my sister's stuff for our new room make overs with dad. visited one furniture company after another. and FINALLY, my sister got her new wardrobe (FREAKING big) and i, didnt get my desk, but a new BED. (:
well. the bed is double decker with extra pull-out bed underneath plus additional shelves at the side. and get this, i chose it from the CHILDREN'S department. so yes, mock and tease me if you want for getting a CHILDREN'S BED, but its REALLY ADORABLE. haha, it really is. :D am planning on pasting glow-in-the-dark stickers around it too. there.
bed's coming on tuesday. apparantly, thats the only day which my dad is free up. means i cant go for woodwinds practice on tuesday, cause dad can only stay till 2 plus, and after that, i take over to monitor the workers. mom's probably working. argh. kill me. ):
hmm. after my bed arrives, i'll just have to measure my remainding free space to decide on my new desk! yay. cheerios-
have to hand up DnT folio tomorrow! great. wonderful. yeah, right.
mum cut my hair last night way after midnight. only my fringe part, though i wanted her to cut my ponytail to half its length. blarrs. i look cute! heh. i'm so thick skinned. :p