Thursday, February 09, 2006
11:40 PM
oh boyyy.thats my nick.
thats lots of things to 'oh boyyy' about. its so much, you wouldnt believe it. there's band, there's school, there's even housework and POA to whine about. but i wont whine. it wont help. -grins
(whineeeeee) i'm missing band a lot. and i dont want to either. it feels like i'm half way out of band with all those stupid extra classes and i DONT like feeling that way cause i'm NOT halfway out of band. i'm a FULL TIME band member. ha. so today my poor sec ONES and TWOS were left alone during sectionals. oh no oh no. sigh sigh! ):
going to make it a point to come extra extra extra early when i dont have extra lessons or anything. sigh. thats why people should treasure their not-packed time tables. lol. ;D
entered band and i only had time to play 4 bars. thats like totally, WTH. I'M SO UPSET. I SHOULD HAVE SKIPPED CLASS. ok i was kidding. please dont do that especially if your teacher is a killer.
LOL. i skipped maths in sec 1, maths in sec 2, and physics plus chinese in sec 3 and for all, i almost died the next day. all because i wanted to go for band. hoho. its true alright. but its really bad, cause i didnt learn anything. yeah. so do learn how to BALANCE your studies and band and not just stay one sided ok! (:
mr lim talked to the 4 bms and secretary today. he's right. we cant leave the band like that anymore since the sec 1s have already entered band. neither can we just have the heart to leave the band like that, handing over and everything. its not going to be fair to the next batch. we need to be fresh and creative. open up to new stuff from now on. and blah blah. you get the idea.
i was kind of happy, upset, angry, glad, its all the feelings, including that that i was touched.
i dont know why. i'm just weird okay. but mr lim somehow said something which made me gain confidence all over again and have something i can look back at for me to smile. believe it or not, i almost cried. whether its because i was too happy, too upset, or just neutral, it was everything, i knew. ((:
haha. :p
had our health check today. and its like, we only checked our eyes. i have good eyesight! heh. x)
got back my open book history test. yes, the one which i only finished halfway for structured essay, not even much to the 'however' point. was expecting a horrible fail for once. at least it was 10/18. that goes to show much i really could have gotten if i finished the other half. boo. ):
finished my DnT portfolio today till the survey. glad. (:
i was just telling pohying. BAND PEOPLE ARE HIGH CLASS. so she is not going to use the F word anymore. LOL.
alright! sec 1s SO ON! i have sec 1 clarinetists going up to yvonne themselves and telling her they want to go for the bedok north concert! ((((:
i'll have to chiong all my homework by today. tomorrow's the dateline for EVERYTHING. and i still owe a mountain pile of physics. boo.
GOOD LUCK TO EX-SEC4S / EX-SEC5S FOR THEIR O LEVEL RESULTS TOMORROW!
ha. i wont be going for cross country tomorrow. have o level music class. LOL. ms tay said it was a VALID REASON. ;DD